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Topic: PRIAPUS: The Key to Relieving BML's Rejection?
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Gabby
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posted January 14, 2014 05:10 PM
  
Sitting on my Priapus libra@26 on Hecate, Apophis and opposed my Chiron aries@24 and Asmodeus aries@26 and Abunduntia aries@26
My Lilith(oscillating) is taurus@0
My vertex aries@26, my anti-vertex libra@26
My part of fortune is saggy@26....All these points, I wish I had a better idea of what they mean!
This is a strange place in my chart and just gets weirder! IP: Logged |
IndigoDirae
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posted January 15, 2014 12:33 AM
No wonder this sexual anorexic (repressed, sex-negative attitude, practically asexual in practise) sees this as an all-or-nothing deal. For the first time ever, a sexual relationship is NOT negotiable. Fortunately, I'm the only one who's ever incited him to step outside of his own stifling asexual bubble. His BML is conjunct his MOON-NYMPHE, my PRIAPUS, opposite my BML-SUN-PLUTO and conjunct his MARS-LILITH. The midpoint is my AMOR. We're both deeply repressed individuals with a kind of smoldering sexuality which seems very intense if triggered - but is almost always for show. A façade. Both of us find sexuality to be too overpowering - too scary, too overwhelming. We retreat to our natural Vulcanness - which just doesn't last. We always find ourselves having to face 'it' again. Thinking of the points this way, I can see how when I 'surrender' to it all, that's when he suddenly finds the means of expressing his innate sexuality - like a switch being flipped. Of course, it's not easy. All of it tends to feel foreign and nonexistent outside of the context in which it's created. It's like a sacred space. Within that space, we can be these people no one else could even fathom we're capable of being. Actually, my ALICE is there, too, at the midpoint. Anyone who knows our sitch should find that pretty damned funny. Heh! (His MADHATTER sextiles it, and quincunxes my ALICE.) Curiously, the DEJA-NESSUS is in this configuration, too, (with my NYMPHE) all in his 8H. It's all 8H and 5H energy. I've felt the 'root' of it is in his BML exactly conjunct my PRIAPUS. I'm a SUN-BML, and he's a MOON-BML. We oddly balance each other on the 'shadow' side. I'm normally a non-negotiably dominant woman. But nothing hit my PRIAPUS before. Now that it has ... wow. It awakened something in me; it really did. My innate femininity. That part which had been beaten down and long ago locked away (12H VENUS). Somehow, that conjunction of those energies ignites the yin. Conversely, his masculinity is very Libran (MARS-LILITH) and very repressed. Consummate gentleman. But his Aries MOON suddenly makes an appearance when my PRIAPUS is around. BML, too. He just takes on a whole new countenance. He owns those parts of his raw sexuality from which he regularly runs. It's ... a pretty damned amazing thing. Nothing's perfect. It's going to take work to sustain. But it's a definite start.
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Gabby
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posted January 15, 2014 01:06 AM
To add to your comment I've read BM Lilith shows what will scare a man about women.
With his moon conjunct his Lilith, he would be afraid of emotionally strong women...but yet drawn to them at the same time. Intimidated but mesmerized at the same time!
BM Lilith in a mans chart shows where he is intimidated by a woman. It shows what it is about a woman he can't conquer and knows it, really is to intimidated to even try to conquer!
Its the place they see and know that woman have this power deep inside that makes them stronger and powerful in some way...they can't pinpoint it because it's not an obvious power...like a mans physical strength. His BM Lilth will indicate how he connect to this raw power in a woman, and what it is about a woman that scares him and at the same time makes him in awe of her.
It can't be a pleasant experience for them because even though they respect it they don't know how to handle it ! Its something they don't understand and feel they cannot control, so it's scary! I think as woman we need to be aware of it, if their BM Lilith touches us....we will need to tone the part of ourselves that bring out, or else we can scare them off...the brave will return but the relationship will be a battle if wills instead of 2 people understanding and stepping lightly around the others tender places.
I do think if the woman's BM Lilith touches a strong place in a mans chart....same thing will happen, a battle of wills, but probably in a more fun way. At least most of the time...but still it can tricky either way, Lilith is all about telling a man where to go if he tries to subjugate her and really isn't that what always happens in relationships?
We naturally are the weaker vessel and need men to be strong for us, puke...thanks Eve!
Eve was the one who was weaker, she was the one who symbolically needed him for life...she was literally made from his rib and without him she wouldn't have life, showing how she was in subject and weak on her own.
But Lilith was not made of Adams rib, she was his equal and she was the one that refused to be in subject to him, she didn't need him! Because of her ability to stand alone she didn't have to be in subjection to him and refused to listen to him, he couldn't take the lead with her! She ended up angry and alone because of her refusal to be tamed!
Eve had to be weaker, made of man so she would naturally want to be led by man!
Relationships are Eves territory and independence or telling a man you need don't need him and walking off is Liliths territory!
Men instinctively know somewhere inside us both of these woman exist!
They know we are strong and we can do it by ourselves if we must and I'm sure they hope we never realize that to because that will mean we know we don't need them! Ouch! I'm sure that makes them a bit insecure!Their BM Lilith is going to show you the place they sense women's strength and sense we don't really need them....so try not to feed into that place to much, they need reassurance you do need them, not proof you don't!
But that's just my opinion!
Lilith is very active in my chart....
BM Lilith aries@3 makes a grand trine with my Sun saggy@4 and Saturn leo@3, she's squares Nessus 0 degrees Asteroid Lilith scorpio@2-3 is conjunct my Uranus scorpio@4 and square my Saturn leo@2.50
she also trines my Mars gemini@29.33
True Lilith taurus@0-1 opposes asteroid Lilith scorpio@2-3 Dark Moon Lilith pisces@29 squares Mars gemini@29 and squares Nessus cancer@2-3 IP: Logged |
summerlite
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posted January 15, 2014 01:59 AM
I have some problems reading those long aspects but i don't think Priapus point is supposed to unlock your innate femininity. It's the point where you come off too strong. Maybe what you should be learning is to back off a little to ease off that tension point. Think of it this way. You have super moon (powerful moons) there. He has BML-Moon (2 moons) there. That's too many moons at one point. It drowns out whatever masculinity to speak of.He has BML-Moon-Nymphe. I don't think he's sexualanorexic. A playful attitude could get him to open up and he's fine with lilith energy. Where's his Priapus by the way? IP: Logged |
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posted January 15, 2014 04:39 AM
Actually I think for someone manifesting strong BML traits generally, delving into Priapus (maybe triggered through synastry) can be a good way to find back to balance.
Of course the pendulum will swing back and forth too extremely initially, but over the course of time both poles can be - hopefully- integrated. IP: Logged |
Gabby
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posted January 15, 2014 05:30 AM
After reading Priapus mythology this is my take on who he is by comparison to Lilith.
Lilith didn't care to stroke her mans ego and allow him to be her head, she didn't want to make nice with him and see he needed her to be a little less aggressive so that they both had a role that would fit together.
He needed her to let him lead, he needed to know she needed him....but she didn't want to give him that. She didn't care what he needed so he could emotionally open up to her and love her...instead she forced her will, to be his equal, she refused to cater to his needs as a man.Priapus is the man that refuses to see a woman has needs to be dealt with in tenderness in order to open up to a man sexually. He's the old dirty guy who follows you into an alley an exposes himself to you because it turns him on and he doesn't care that it hurts you, or that it scares you! Lilith didn't care that her behavior made a man feel emasculated and devalued.
Priapus doesn't care that his behavior is degrading and hurtful to a woman.
They want what they want and don't think beyond that! Eve was made from Adam, so she instinctively felt they were one, she felt it was Adam who gave up something to have her, his rib....literally!
To her he was the reason for her life so she naturally wanted to honor him....men fall in love when they feel they are appreciated and needed and stay in love when they feel valued and honored. For love to blossom Adam needed a woman who gave him that, and Lilith refused! Liliths counter part is a man who refuses to honor a woman's needs, he refuses to look at her and see who she is. He walks around lusting after her but never does the things that allow her to develop feelings and want to be intimate with him....so he forces himself on her, and hurts her! Priapus and Lilith both violate the opposite sex by refusing to respect the most basic needs of the opposite sex!
She by not respecting him and allowing him to feel
needed, a most basic need for a man and him by not trying to understand a woman's need for affection.
Both will shut out their partners ability to open up and love them because they refuse to have empathy or compassion for their partners needs. Priapus is like a guy who's always horny and tries to forced sex on you but never does kind things that allow you to open up to him and begin to feel attracted to him, then gets mad that you reject him.
Lilith is like the girl who emasculates a guy instead of respects him and then gets mad because he doesn't want her around or love her. Just an opinion, I'm sure there is many other ways to look at it so please feel free to agree or disagree! IP: Logged |
Queen Salome
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posted January 15, 2014 08:38 AM
Retrograde Priapus conjunct South Node in female natal chart (orb 1°08')? Any opinions?  IP: Logged |
Gabby
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posted January 15, 2014 10:19 AM
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Originally posted by Queen Salome:
Retrograde Priapus conjunct South Node in female natal chart (orb 1°08')? Any opinions?
Any stand out asteroids making very close to exact aspects for good or bad to it? IP: Logged |
summerlite
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posted January 15, 2014 12:16 PM
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Originally posted by Queen Salome:
Retrograde Priapus conjunct South Node in female natal chart (orb 1°08')? Any opinions?
if your BML is opposite Priapus, just read it as BML on NN. They are usually opposite anyway. IP: Logged |
IndigoDirae
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posted January 15, 2014 12:39 PM
I agree with Ceri in that using PRIAPUS when you've got too much BML energy can be essential to balance. Incredible information, Gabby. summerlite, he's been a sexual anorexic due to his upbringing, which has continued because of his environment. We're talking 30 years here; he's 46, so that environment has pervaded for 30 years. I DO find it interesting that with a 5H MOON-BML-NYMPHE he's sexually anorexic. But that just goes to show you why the anorexia is there. (Weak conjunction from 4H SATURN maybe? Conjunct ATROPOS in my 8H.) Like the typical portrait, he's unable to combine sex and emotion, but he's also gone to the extreme: aversion, for the last 20 years. He's definitely a contradiction in ALL terms. He's entirely self-sufficient to the point of being cold and aloof - except to me. He spent a good 3 years running and hiding and never quite disconnecting, because he needed me too much - and haaaated it. His mother is 'an entitled, demanding, manipulative woman' who he is dutifully beholden to, and very tired of devoting his life - since 25 - to caring for. (His father, alcoholic, died when he was that age; his mother was left in mounting debt, and he reoriented his whole life to cover it.) Pretty textbook case of sexual anorexia. Mine came about differently. I developed a sex-positive attitude by going wildly in the opoisite direction around age 28, nearing my first Saturn Return. Then, once it was done, freaking out, realising I'd been overcompensating, went into therapy, got out - started practising. It wasn't until then, last summer, (it'd been 3 years) that I decided, okay - I'm going to take this on. As my husband puts it, I'm tackling Everest and not a very experienced climber. Heh. Well, I took in the North Face last month, and I haven't fallen yet. So - slow but steady progress? Our communication is deplorable. He has a way of making anything feel like it didn't happen - until it does again. Rinse, repeat. That's the anorexia. The shame kicks in; the fear, the confusion, the self-loathing. I can tell you: it's no fun.
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summerlite
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posted January 15, 2014 03:35 PM
I don't think u get what i'm saying.Is his Priapus on his Mars? (You weren't clear when listing aspects) That's his problem point in his chart. Maybe Priapus on Mars does signify some form of sexual problems whether physically or psychologically. Unable to combine sex and emotion sounds more due to Moon-Mars opposition in his chart. If his Moon is opposite, that's also his balance point. His Moon is fine. You suppressing him at his Moon with your Priapus doesn't sound like helping at all. Tackle the problem from his chart, not your chart.
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posted January 15, 2014 03:42 PM
Maybe Priapus on Mars signifies an inability to see another's needs sexually because you can't see beyond your own sexual needs, leaving you insensitive to your partners needs?IP: Logged |
IndigoDirae
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posted January 15, 2014 03:47 PM
For the record:BML-PLUTO is conjunct my SUN 1° of exact. 2H. Libra.
His BML-NYMPHE (2°) is conjunct his MOON. 5H. Aries. (MOON is 8R, too.) My PRIAPUS (Aries) is opposite my SUN-PLUTO-BML. The midpoint of SUN/PLUTO is exactly conjunct my BML. The opposition is 1°. It trines my 4H NEPTUNE, and sextiles my 10H PSYCHE, exact. (Which obviously means my BML sextiles my NEPTUNE and trines my PSYCHE.) His LILITH (Libra) is 1° conjunct his MARS. His MARS is 1° conjunct my PLUTO/BML, and 2° my SUN. My LILITH is semisextile my SUN (2°, so, meh). 3H. Near my MERCURY (2.5°), and EROS (4°). Scorpio. What I find most intriguing is the dynamics of NESSUS and DEJANIRA, which are exactly conjunct (my NESSUS, his DEJA). 22° Cancer. This makes a Cardinal Cross: His MOON-BML-NYMPHE (his 5H, my 8H) conjunct my PRIAPUS.
Opposite his MARS-LILITH (his 11H, my 2H) conjunct my SUN-BML-PLUTO.
Square his DEJANIRA conjunct my NESSUS-NYMPHE (his 8H, my 11H).
Opposite my AMOR (my 5H, his 2H). (And ALICE, exactly conjunct). My mind boggles at the repeating themes here: 2H, 5H, 8H, and 11H. Wow. Just - wow. Anyway. We both sport a lot of BML energy regularly. I'm not sure what BML does for a male MOON, but it makes a woman's SUN very independent and dominant. He's very self-reliant, independent, and terrified of commitment or any kind of romantic obligation. Even as he's spouted the desire to 'settle down and have a family' (Cancer SUN) since forever. With that Aries MOON - ain't happening. My PRIAPUS is otherwise never aspected in synastry. Only once before in a conjunction - which I hesitate to count, though it DEFINITELY counted to some extent, even though 4° orb. I felt it. But - BUT - I could still squelch it. I could still avoid it. I could still run. I can't run from him - not successfully. That BML/PRIAPUS conjunction, when exact, is craaaazy. Even for a dyed-in-the-wool Lilith type, such as myself. Crazy. IP: Logged |
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posted January 15, 2014 04:05 PM
You didn't even check where his Priapus is. quote:
Originally posted by Gabby:
Maybe Priapus on Mars signifies an inability to see another's needs sexually because you can't see beyond your own sexual needs, leaving you insensitive to your partners needs?
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IndigoDirae
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posted January 15, 2014 04:24 PM
Oh, wow, Gabby. Nailed it. At least for me. My husband's SUN is exactly conjunct PRIAPUS. He's got the most effed-up sexual profile I've seen. At least I understand my costar's - sexual anorexia. On the one hand, he lusts after a Lilith woman (his ex-wife, his ex-girlfriend, two ex-girlfriends before that - and me). On the other, he wants what he wants and HE deserves it, damn it - YOU owe him. And if you reject him, it's personal, and YOU are at fault. ... Because THAT little philosophy goes over gangbusters with Lilith! All of the research I've been doing (with you guys!) has been really helping to put some greater conceptualisation here. I wonder: how many angry Lilith women marry unevolved Priapus men - and then wonder WTF? My costar, as you now know, is a Lilith type, too. We're nothing if not equals. He respects me at the deepest level. He just hasn't owned his sexuality. His PRIAPUS is trine his SUN (exactly) and in a weak conjunction (2°) to my EROS. (Our EROS are also quindecile.) My husband and I started with a very passionate love affair that evolved from friendship. I love him, deeply. But I am not IN love with him, and I know more about the chemistry of 'love' than most. I know it ebbs and flows, and I also know it can be a total illusion, brought about by the unfortunate continued patterns of abuse. Really, he's a SUN-PRIAPUS-NESSUS exact. ... Need I say more? Why did I marry him? Just the right Saturn Return and his 7R being exactly on my SUN. And my stepdaughter. My VENUS is right on her MOON, and our ASC/DSC exactly conjunct, too. Heh.) I'd say emotional and verbal abuse, when a survivor of that and more, finally heals, is the fastest road to the death of intimacy. Physical intimacy especially. When you realise you're worth more and you build boundaries - those who never respected them become obvious. My costar has always respected me. My boundaries. My femininity. The whole shebang. He cultivated my masculinity or 'feminine dominance' instead. It sure helped - for awhile. When I was ready to try being feminine again, vulnerable, and all that - he felt scary and wrong. Instead, my costar brought that out in me. Now, I'm helping him find his long-since-dead sexuality, too. Bit of an ordeal. My husband and I are better - better than we've ever been. He still doesn't 'treat me right', according to those nearest and dearest to me. And I, in my infinite Lilithness, never noticed. Only when he suddenly said 'I realise I wanted to control you, and I never could; so instead I wanted you to control me.' Somehow, until VERY recently, he hasn't seen the option of egalitarianism to be viable. He tries to love me, but his whole concept of love is off. He can be passionate, though, and is intensely sexual (a sex addict, actually) and one day, I noticed that the love I wanted or had secretly needed to feel passionate myself - wasn't there. So it's been a hard road for us both. Augh! Composite 12H SUN-SATURN-VENUS. That's for the birds, man. Anyway. I'll quite rambling now. Heh.
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posted January 15, 2014 04:27 PM
I asked for the co-star's Priapus and u give me your husband's?
You have issues, girl.
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IndigoDirae
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posted January 15, 2014 04:28 PM
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Originally posted by Queen Salome:
Retrograde Priapus conjunct South Node in female natal chart (orb 1°08')? Any opinions?
Goodness. Sounds like some intense karma regarding sexual exploitation and abuse from the past. What sign? Perhaps you were a nobleman taking his, erm, liberties in the realm? So to speak. BML-NNODE would indicate your need to develop independence. Possibly, to withstand rejection, too. Just some thoughts. IP: Logged |
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posted January 15, 2014 04:42 PM
@IndigoDirae
""Really, he's a SUN-PRIAPUS-NESSUS exact.""Seriously? Wow! Ouch! Here's my take....ego tied up in getting his way, if he doesn't he takes it as a personal insult to his masculinity and acts like you've insulted him. Ask for him to meet your needs and he thinks your trying to take to take something from him and he gets huffy and puffy at your selfish behavior.
Nessus...ugh! What sign is this in?
Nessus is abusive but the sign and house will tell how he abuses and what he attacks!
How does this aspect you...any close squares to your personal planets and where is your Lilith by comparison?
I hope you didn't already post that and I'm not getting to personal...I'll go check just on case! IP: Logged |
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posted January 15, 2014 04:43 PM
I have Mars Conjunct Priapus, and I feel like it is very relevant in my map, but I don't know where specifically.Mars Saggi 7°51' 3" 9h
Priapus Saggi 10°19'37" 9h Does my Lilith is relevant in this analyses?
If it is anyway I have True Lilith Opposing: T Lilith Gemini 6°32'47" 3h But it's strange because True Lilith doesn't match me so much like the other two(Mean and interpolated), and the other two are conjunct on Cancer first degrees. House 4. Also my interpolated Lilith(7° Can) makes a quincunx with mars (7° sag), trines my sun same degree and my chiron(7° Lib). My mean Lilith(3° Can) opposes my Juno (3°Cap) and squares my Pallas(3° Lib). IP: Logged |
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posted January 15, 2014 04:57 PM
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Originally posted by Billy_Wroth:
I have Mars Conjunct Priapus, and I feel like it is very relevant in my map, but I don't know where specifically.Mars Saggi 7°51' 3" 9h
Priapus Saggi 10°19'37" 9h
do you feel repressed when people have planets conjunct your Mars? IP: Logged |
IndigoDirae
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posted January 15, 2014 05:01 PM
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Originally posted by summerlite:
I don't think u get what i'm saying.Is his Priapus on his Mars? (You weren't clear when listing aspects) That's his problem point in his chart. Maybe Priapus on Mars does signify some form of sexual problems whether physically or psychologically. Unable to combine sex and emotion sounds more due to Moon-Mars opposition in his chart. If his Moon is opposite, that's also his balance point. His Moon is fine. You suppressing him at his Moon with your Priapus doesn't sound like helping at all. Tackle the problem from his chart, not your chart.
Sorry, summerlite. His LILITH (asteroid) is conjunct his MARS, 1°. That's conjunct my BML-PLUTO. I'm not suppressing him at all - I am liberating him, if anything. Really. I'm not sure his MOON is fine, with that exact MARS-LILITH opposition to it. And MOON is his 8R, if you didn't catch that. I may've not made it clear. His 5H MOON is also in my 8H, which means that's where his lunar energy is directed. He would clamp down so tightly on the tension, though. It was really driving him crazy. He'd just put it out of his head - as much as he could. Being sexually anorexic, (and schizoid) you can do that. PRIAPUS doesn't suppress, though. If anything, it unlocks. It activates. His BML is part of what makes him feel so alone, isolated and forced into independence. Now, his PRIAPUS is trine his 8H SUN. It's parallel his 12C, and contraparallel his VENUS and CHIRON. It's also parallel my AMOR, interestingly enough.
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posted January 15, 2014 05:05 PM
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Originally posted by summerlite:
I asked for the co-star's Priapus and u give me your husband's?
You have issues, girl.
I didn't see that message at all. I've been doing eight different things. In fact, I still am. So, forgive any delays or mistakes. I know my issues, incidentally, and whatever you're implying ain't one of them.  Did that one answer it?
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posted January 15, 2014 05:07 PM
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Originally posted by Gabby:
Maybe Priapus on Mars signifies an inability to see another's needs sexually because you can't see beyond your own sexual needs, leaving you insensitive to your partners needs?
 I like that, Gabby. IP: Logged |
IndigoDirae
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posted January 15, 2014 05:10 PM
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Originally posted by summerlite:
You didn't even check where his Priapus is. that's a nice take.
His PRIAPUS isn't in the configuration, hence, I don't really mention it. It IS trine his SUN, though. I've recently realised it's conjunct my SUN/MOON MP. Talk about a Priapus man, though, my husband's - wow. Exact conjunction to the SUN, right around his MC. Really front-and-centre. And the exact NESSUS, too. Wow.
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posted January 15, 2014 05:15 PM
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Sorry, summerlite. His LILITH (asteroid) is conjunct his MARS, 1°. That's conjunct my BML-PLUTO. I'm not suppressing him at all - I am liberating him, if anything. Really. I'm not sure his MOON is fine, with that exact MARS-LILITH opposition to it. And MOON is his 8R, if you didn't catch that. I may've not made it clear. His 5H MOON is also in my 8H, which means that's where his lunar energy is directed. He would clamp down so tightly on the tension, though. It was really driving him crazy. He'd just put it out of his head - as much as he could. Being sexually anorexic, (and schizoid) you can do that. PRIAPUS doesn't suppress, though. If anything, it unlocks. It activates. His BML is part of what makes him feel so alone, isolated and forced into independence. Now, his PRIAPUS is trine his 8H SUN. It's parallel his 12C, and contraparallel his VENUS and CHIRON. It's also parallel my AMOR, interestingly enough.
Activates what? Your feminine sexual energy to your satisfaction? I didn't come up with theories for you to twist back Priapus is about sexual liberation. There's Nessus-Dejinara synastry for a reason and I'm surprised you can't even see the power dynamics problem. You bring your problems with your husband to abuse on your costar. You sexed him up thinking it will solve all your problems. For goodness sake, you are just replaying his manipulative mother role to torment him, which was the cause of his sexual problem from the start. How is that even called solving his problem? You are the cause of his problem.
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