posted November 14, 2020 03:29 PM            

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Mini story.
 I came with Child 4580 cnj Chiron H5,
in Aries when using Tropical. 

(my study is with SR)

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SR? .. Is SR a person's initials, or Solar Return Chart? So does that mean you have a Chiron-Child conjunction appearing ONLY in your Solar Return chart? or is it an aspect in your natal chart?

H5? .. Is that using whole house system?
Or, if in your natal chart, I recall that you once shared that your IC is Aries 8+ --
Would Child-Chiron Aries be located in your 4th house {by tropical placidus}?

The 4th House would describe the dynamics of the environment and atmosphere inside your childhood home. Could pertain to relationship you had with mom/care-takers of the home.

The 4th house is the hours of Midnight {just as the MC is the Noonday} area of the chart. In psychological astrology, it describes the deepest part of the psyche {the "psychology"} in growing up in that home, and patterns relating to ancestors. Habits and behaviors we may have unconsciously adopted, even passed-down among the ranks of relatives {other houses and stars can describe that too}. We might not be aware of what we 'picked up' while developing in childhood and in any place that was 'home' to us.

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To say I was nurtured as a child would be an absolute lie.
4 of the Maternal women were toxic to me.
I came into a rather damaged family.
Treated like the Ragdoll of the family,
loved when used in a manipulative war between the others. ...

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oh no rough!! I know what that 'feels' like. *sad*
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These women weren't warm,
they chased my uncle and gpa away.
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Sadly he[uncle] commitment suicide. Afraid that was too harsh a family to my sensitive sweet uncle.

I miss him so much
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A huge hearted man. Smart.
I know this isn't about him but he really was the link I needed to stay in this world; ~ until I learned there were good people 'out there'.

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Beautiful Soul!!! {Both of you~ no wonder}
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I've worked on healing my inner child over the past few years. and During the Epidemic, I even looked closer with my inward wk.
I've been looking at this asteroid just fresh out of shadow work.
This Asteroid was a fearsome one for me for so very long.

I want to share, as others may need healing too. Here goes ~

tr Child is cnj my Sun now (0) no wonder why I pursue it now, huh.

4580   Child  ( H5)
near exact (0) trine (water)

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YES, amazing how life issues can be going on, and if you have a 'feel' for the asteroids, it's possible to FIND that asteroid significant-- through transit or contact with other planets (and other significant asteroids).

I took part in a 3 month shadow-work program towards the latter 1970s. Received training in being a support/advisor some months after I had finished the program.

Want to say that that can be particularly harsh for anyone with background of abuse issues. Take Good Care of yourself!!!
Make sure you have someone you can talk to if things suddenly-trigger for you, in the next weeks or months. Going through shadow work can have residual effects.
Be careful. Monitor self well.
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Still studying.

But my inner child is soothed so much from the creative projects I've been working on.

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Exactly!! Thank you. We see the results of your wonderful Creativity here in the forums.

The Study of Astrology can be a KEY-- a Tool-- for HEALING ourselves, our wounds; understanding who we are in relationship with everything.

Thank you for sharing about asteroid 4580 Child in the light of your own real-past history stories.

The LAST thing you said is so KEY--- Study!!

Individuals (with a past history of ABUSE), can find "validation". The information may also privately disclose any 'blockages' that may have interfered with our gaining a fuller Healing from past and present wounds.

ASTROLOGY,
the process of taking apart one's own chart, studying, looking at self in light of one's history;
with
ASTEROIDS,
providing the "key"-words that reveal more depth of information, the extra-pixels of information--- that form a 'word' association bridge, to various situations, names and events --- past present or future.

If you have a Bright, Analytical, curious mind, with the courage persistence and Willingness to look at things about self and life, you can Grow! Taking up interest in a deep study of astrology IS a proven TOOL available for success in Self-Therapy, and Self-Healing.

Thank you for pointing that out!

As most know, I'm a Survivor too.
I care DEEPLY and appreciate the kind of hell and persistence that others go through to deal and Heal concerning that kind of life experience.

I am GRATEFUL to having started a casual interest in astrology, November 2007. Took it up on a whim "just" to learn something totally "new".
.. transiting Mercury was in Libra ON my Urania-Neptune (sextile NN Sag}
.. transiting Mercury was trine natal Mercury in Gemini.
.. transiting Pluto on my NN Sag

Took a long while for the interest 'catch' and become more than an interest.

Delving deeper into astrology studies, I found some healing I was otherwise unable to find through traditional means.

{Astrologers Alan Oken; Jeff Jawer, Rick Levine; and Mark Lerner -- were my first influencers.}

Transiting Venus is currently in Libra
and approaching my 'Muse of Astrology'
30 Urania Libra 23+ conjunct Neptune r 25+, in my 10th House.

It's been a LONG Journey for me.

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Tonight {Sunday, November 15, 2020,
at 7 minutes past Midnight, East Coast Standard Time/ LL}
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there's a
New Moon in Scorpio, 23.15.

In my LOCAL East Coast Area Chart,
23+ Sun-Moon Scorpio,
occurs "ON the IC"/4th House
Scorpio 22.34 of time-stamp of Area's chart.

General Aspects include
Scorpio Sun-Moon SEXTILES
to Jupiter, Saturn, and Pluto Capricorn;
Sun-Moon TRINE to Neptune in Pisces rx 18+.

For my own natal chart---
New Moon Scorpio 23.17'31"
is
conjunct
natal 4850 Child Scorpio 23.14'15" rx. H12.
.. quintile to Chiron r Aqua H2cap{house of self-esteem, self-worth);
.. biquintile to Mercury Gem 27+ H7gem.
trine Uranus Cancer 25+ H8
sextile Moon Virgo 24+ H(9)

{I'm going to STOP delineating LOL--
It's like potato chips? *grin*}
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For everyone
NM Conjunct
Fixed Star Agena Scorpio 23
=
Gives an appreciation of what the ordinary person wants--
You will understand what to do to get success
through action connected to a 'cause',
through Healing or being able to 'fix something that has gone wrong' for either the individual or the group;
success with the masses.
Good health, high morals, .. disillusion through love. {awwwww *sad* hope not}

posted November 14, 2020 04:23 PM            

Thing is that I haven't reached a conclusion yet as to why my House, my Briede and my Juno are also found here.

posted November 15, 2020 06:38 PM            

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posted May 25, 2024 09:15 AM            

i have child in pisces in my 1st house and conjuct my jupiter.