posted May 11, 2020 05:29 PM
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Originally posted by Somna7H:
Don't know what Bad Omen it indicates.
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Man! I know you've got it rough right now. 
*hug*
And it's NOT 'by your chart'.. I'm relating to how 'heavy' things seem to you as you ask questions, and describe some things in your life right now.
Need to open a window in your mind,
let some GOOD stuff come into it.
The woman in the vid shares her chart with viewers, and describes how she worked with hers. Describes the various jobs she took on, etc. Lots of restlessness. Describes how she had to use her planet of faith {Jupiter, and Jupiter's-position}. Had to "discern" what it was she TRULY wanted.
She was an English teacher and made good money at it, and translating language. It was a 'job' .. and not something she envisioned herself "doing" in the future. She could do it to make money and have nice things, but it left her unfulfilled.
I forgot what she said.. Hope i'm remembering it correctly..
I think she had TWO yods. Breaks it ALL down, planet by planet. How it worked. What she did that didn't work, etc. How she was able to use her intuition.
When I saw the 'YOD' question come up here at LL, I remembered her video. {Part of my recollections might be fuzzy.}
BTW..
her spiritual-awakening had nothing to do with God-Spirituality & Consciousness. (haha, that's what I was looking for when I had clicked to watch her vid.)
She described events in her life that led to her "realization"(awakening) on what goes on in the meat-marketing industry.
She decided to give up meat because of this awakened knowledge she had. She started only eating vegetables to sustain her nourishment.
Talked about the months of struggle and the processes her body went through while adjusting to following that kind of diet regiment.
…
She reassured that she doesn't condemn anyone that NEEDS to have dairy/meat in their diets. It was her personal decision among other things she was dealing with in her life.
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So, with Chiron, we're dealing with the effects of emotional hurts, pain. Something that didn't quite go right for us in our lives. Usually happened from events in childhood.
Somna.. 12th House. I read about that being related to the home you grew up in. How 'sensitive' you were to 'moods' and things that just 'hung in the atmosphere' and were NOT-said, was being absorbed by you. You kept adjusting to it. It's an affect that acts like a computer program running in the background of your life. 12th House belongs to unconscious materials. You were a baby.. IF you could catch-hold of a bit of it, even to just being 'aware' of tiny bit, it will help a lot.
I recall some of the things you said about your family dynamics (in other threads here).
I know that you are NOT yet in your midlife.
Know yourself, Somna. Get out your notebooks, your journals. Be your own Analyst. When you start to settle-in and accept your self, FOR your self, as you are-- not needing the 'proof' on the outside, and being At Peace with who you are, AS you are.
.. You don't need to "prove" anything.
No 'proving' on the outside by overworking;
INSIDE yourself, don't let circumstances define your worth.
Things in this world right now are changing in INCREDIBLE intense ways...
When the Chaos becomes more Still (eventually), you might see NEW opportunities. Things are in such upheaval right now.
Just, make sure you're being good TO your own self. Taking care of your OWN needs. {No wild~~crazy spending on women and their mamas who USE you 'for' your money {that you need to conserve!!}.. the women you described in other posts??.. they don't DESERVE 'you'..??}
You know, this week has 3 planets going retrograde. It's INTENSE-feeling..
You're almost in Venus Return. She's turning backwards (in your 1st House), then turns forward at end of June. …. By end of July and first week of August, you'll have Venus return! The NN (rahu) will be hovering on your Part of Fortune, Venus, Moon conjunction that sit on cusp of your 2nd House! tJupiter will be retro back into your 8th House!! that's really good.
The transiting outer planets are basically still moving UP TOWARDS your MC. When the 'movement' is traveling UP, then the energies are 'building', .. towards Increase.
Do you think you would be able to gain more knowledge/skills, updating, so you could fit into job-work that would bring you more stability, security? Keep your eyes open for opportunities that might pop-up ..
.. It's a "waiting game" for you right now-- and for a LOT of us! ..
Have you ever tried writing poetry, short stories, etc? Take some of your frustrations, your angst, and form words-- When things start to ease down a bit, you'll have a piece of your life, in your hands. Later, you'll see how MUCH you grow. It can give you a measure.
You might want to listen to some Vedic mrigasira videos. Or articles on it. THAT's where there will be an energy build-up for you.
One of the things that mrig deals with, is a kind of poverty.. poverty of faith.
Faith doesn't just deal with trust in a Divinity. Faith is a non-tangible palpable 'substance'.. You HOLD SPACE in it. Like trying to surround self with a bubble of what you HOPE for.. Doesn't even have to have ALL the details made. Just that 'buoyant' life preserver. Help keep head above water, when you are afraid and feel your self sinking.
Capture that SENSE..
To HOPE in what you don't see
To HOPE while you have no evidence.
Hope Floats 
Take Excellent Care.
{Inject that 'invisible-feeling faith' into your situation}
tMercury in Taurus has been on your Asc while I communicated with you here. It breaks into the sign of Gemini around 6pm LL-time.
I hope it will find you in a 'brighter' state of mind.
{me too, btw..}
… I KNOOOOOW what it FEELs like to be in situation that (if I didn't keep MY faith) would say Give Up!!!!, Everything is Futile!!
Just, I'm glad I have you and everyone here to correspond with! 
Chiron??? .. I have it in the 2nd house, and all those extra heavy planets are about to land on TOP of it.
I know someone who was having tPluto on his Chiron, and had someone come into his life to help take care of the mess everything was in. Yep, I became his support, his cheerleader, helped 'restore' life in a way no one else could.
I just have to keep reminding myself that MAYBE I'll have someone come into my OWN life, to restore, make better, make MUCH better!! .. hmmm. Bring 'healing' and restoration.
Hang in there, in a Positive Way, as much as you can bring yourself BACK into who you are.
And!, btw, it's Good.
At the deepest part of you, there is something wonderful. Some folks in shadow-type work seem to ACT/believe as though everyone is rotten rotten evil and BAD inside.
… nahhh. Don't hang out in that sewer.
Go juuuuust a lITTLE BIT further..
You'll find The Light!!! LOL
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I apologize for the roughness of my writing.
~~~duhhh. I need to clean that up, so my words make better sense!
Will come back later.
No Whole Quote till you see this gone.
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