posted March 28, 2013 12:44 PM            

The spaceship was very huge and roomy … the interior resembled that of the Star Trek ships … people could walk around normally and there was no problem with lack of gravity.

The ship was headed to the Sun. I asked how we would know we’ve arrived on the Sun. One man smiled and said, “You’ll know.” Inwardly I thought, “Duh, the heat and blinding light of course.”

But surprisingly there was no extra heat or blinding light, as one would expect to feel approaching and landing on the Sun. The ship docked smoothly, just like the way it had taken off.

On the Sun we arrived at a place that appeared like a massive structure, housing all the knowledge possible under the Sun, lol. It was the biggest convention center I’d ever seen, with rooms galore … filled with people milling around talking, listening to lectures, and rooms filled with brochures and books on every topic imaginable.

I woke up from this dream feeling satisfied with a good feeling … as though I’d really made a trip to the “world’s library”, and returned … filled with knowledge.

iQ, What do you think this dream signifies?
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~ I have a DO NOT DISTURB sign on my imagination ... because I want to frustrate the twins ... Convention and Dogma

~ The moment I cease to seek the truth, or settle for the truth in the moment ... that is the moment I cease to be a seeker, and become a fundamentalist instead.

~ The truest acts of charity are never disclosed ... they remain a secret between Man, the doer and God.
Because Man knows that each charitable act is an opportunity for him to revel in God just as God avails of His chance to revel in Man through every act of charity.
For them both to continue to rejoice in each other, Man knows he cannot allow worldly accolades to distract him. So he continues to act in kindness ... secretly.

posted March 28, 2013 12:51 PM            

One night I realized that I hadn’t been paying attention to Kundalini symptoms. So I apologized to the Goddess for my preoccupation, asked if She was still around, and hoped She hadn’t abandoned me.

Unbelievably … no sooner had I formulated these thoughts, than I felt a ramped up heat in both ears, and felt a strong whoosh of hot air coming out from both ears. This was a first, as I’d never before felt this much heat in both ears at the same time. It lasted for about 10 mins, and then the heat and whooshing gradually lessened before things returned to normal.

I knew that this was the Goddess’s immediate response to my question and wasn’t worried at all. I now think of Her as a close friend and confidante, One who’s always there, ready to listen and respond. I also think of Her as a protective Mother who understands my innermost thoughts and feelings. It gives me a feeling of reassurance.

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~ I have a DO NOT DISTURB sign on my imagination ... because I want to frustrate the twins ... Convention and Dogma

~ The moment I cease to seek the truth, or settle for the truth in the moment ... that is the moment I cease to be a seeker, and become a fundamentalist instead.

~ The truest acts of charity are never disclosed ... they remain a secret between Man, the doer and God.
Because Man knows that each charitable act is an opportunity for him to revel in God just as God avails of His chance to revel in Man through every act of charity.
For them both to continue to rejoice in each other, Man knows he cannot allow worldly accolades to distract him. So he continues to act in kindness ... secretly.

posted March 28, 2013 01:01 PM            

Among other things she had enclosed a 4 x 7 laminated picture of Baby Krishna, in which He looks to be about two years old. I immediately fell in love with the adorable picture.

That night I asked Goddess Parvati to give me a dream of Baby Krishna. A few days later I asked the Goddess if She wanted to give me a message and, if so, would She please let me know if what the message was.

Some days later (about 2 weeks after I’d received the picture of Baby Krishna), I had a dream in which I saw myself in a house with people who seemed to be distant members of my extended family. There were little children running around the house, playing.

I was playing with one little girl, in particular, chasing her as she hid behind the furniture. After catching her I scooped her up in my arms (she was no more than 2 years old), and hugged and kissed her, and nuzzled her. She let out a squeal and laughed, her dimpled cheeks showing she was enjoying the fun.

Then, all of a sudden, she asked in an older sort of way, “Is this lovin’?” “Yes,” I said smiling. “I’m hugging and kissing you because you are adorable, and so yes, I’m loving you.” She then said in a completely adult voice, pronouncing each word carefully, “This is step one.”

I looked at her puzzled, while she wiggled in my arms, wanting to be put back down on the floor. As soon as I did so, she ran away wanting me to chase her again.

I ran after her saying again and again, “What is step two? What is step two?” When I caught up with her, she looked up at me smiling serenely. Only it wasn’t her at all.

She had turned into a beautiful little boy and the boy was Baby Krishna (the one from my picture), who said in an adult voice, “Step two is to be Love,” emphasizing the word “be.” I immediately understood this to mean that I needed to become Love, i.e., identify completely with love.

When I woke up I thanked Goddess Parvati for fulfilling my two requests of wanting to dream about Baby Krishna and also for Her to give me a message. I realized She had combined Her answer to both requests in one dream.

For the first time I also realized how the Goddess is speaking to me directly by taking different forms … as a little girl and then appearing as Baby Krishna. I’m beginning to get the sense that She is in every form … man, woman, or child … masculine or feminine … it is all She.

Another first … is my feeling and glimmer of comprehension that She is not a separate entity, but actually a part of me.

I’ve known theoretically that God is within each one of us, but never really “felt” it or understood it through an actual experience before.

And with each experience I feel Her drawing me closer to Her, my trust increasing, and coinciding with a greater degree of self-surrender to Her. Of course I absolutely love and revere Her gentleness toward me in Her revelations and teachings, by keeping everything at a pace I can handle.

Since this incident, I’ve begun to think of the Goddess as Mother. I’ve also checked natal asteroid placements for Baby Krishna (Balakrishnan) along with some others, and discovered an interesting pattern that I may start a thread on (in Asteroids forum) to get your opinion.

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~ I have a DO NOT DISTURB sign on my imagination ... because I want to frustrate the twins ... Convention and Dogma

~ The moment I cease to seek the truth, or settle for the truth in the moment ... that is the moment I cease to be a seeker, and become a fundamentalist instead.

~ The truest acts of charity are never disclosed ... they remain a secret between Man, the doer and God.
Because Man knows that each charitable act is an opportunity for him to revel in God just as God avails of His chance to revel in Man through every act of charity.
For them both to continue to rejoice in each other, Man knows he cannot allow worldly accolades to distract him. So he continues to act in kindness ... secretly.

posted March 28, 2013 01:10 PM            

But I’ve recently understood (through revelations during prayer) that the lessons in maturity Saturn tries to teach us can be best understood through acceptance of our own karmic obligations toward others.

In other words, if we have debts to repay to others from our past in this life or previous lives, then it is important to accept the repayment of such debts (painful though they may be) with an open heart.

What makes these repayments easier is if, during the period of repayment, we can somehow devote all our actions to God rather than to a particular person or situation … because then we can lessen our expectation from a particular situation while increasing our expectation from God … for liberation from the debts. I think this is what it means to not be connected to the fruit of our actions.

I also feel that once Saturn is done accepting our repayments, we come out at the other end with a greater understanding of what it means to love with maturity and wisdom. For this we need to be grateful to Saturn because, without him, we would be lost.

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~ I have a DO NOT DISTURB sign on my imagination ... because I want to frustrate the twins ... Convention and Dogma

~ The moment I cease to seek the truth, or settle for the truth in the moment ... that is the moment I cease to be a seeker, and become a fundamentalist instead.

~ The truest acts of charity are never disclosed ... they remain a secret between Man, the doer and God.
Because Man knows that each charitable act is an opportunity for him to revel in God just as God avails of His chance to revel in Man through every act of charity.
For them both to continue to rejoice in each other, Man knows he cannot allow worldly accolades to distract him. So he continues to act in kindness ... secretly.

posted March 28, 2013 01:20 PM            

I told Her that I “knew” my TF and I had been together in many past lives and wanted a confirmation of my “knowingness.” I requested that She show me any past life She felt I needed to see, and learn from, at the moment … information that I could handle as She was the best judge of what I could handle at my current level of growth.

A few days later, I had an early morning dream in which I saw my TF and myself, clearly at another time.

We were deeply in love, but couldn’t be together because he was married to someone else. Not surprisingly (given all his natal Vedic asteroids), in that life he was Indian (I saw his parents dressed in Indian clothes). I too was Indian (also not surprising given asteroids in my own chart). But his wife was Caucasian.

He had two small children … an older son (about 4 years) and a younger daughter (about 2 years). I saw that his son in that life is actually his brother in his current life. iQ, Is this possible? I saw that his daughter in that life took after his parents in that life and looked Indian, while his son took after his mother.

I saw that their marriage was not happy and I was at the crossroads of having to make a decision about what I should do.

I felt myself think and feel that I didn’t have the heart to come in the way of the sacredness of their marriage bond, and made a decision to let go. Then I felt the acute pain and deep sadness of letting go of my love for him in that life.

I woke up with that sadness still clinging to me and couldn’t speak about the dream with anyone for a few days.

I prayed earnestly to Mother to forgive me (and him) if we did something wrong in that life … even though I didn’t get the feeling we did … other than falling in love … a love that was never actualized either as a relationship or an affair.

This is my first “conscious” recall of a past life, i.e., by the grace of Goddess Parvati after my request.

iQ, I’d love to get your feedback and thoughts on this latest series of experiences.

Overall, what do you think of the Kundalini flow?
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~ I have a DO NOT DISTURB sign on my imagination ... because I want to frustrate the twins ... Convention and Dogma

~ The moment I cease to seek the truth, or settle for the truth in the moment ... that is the moment I cease to be a seeker, and become a fundamentalist instead.

~ The truest acts of charity are never disclosed ... they remain a secret between Man, the doer and God.
Because Man knows that each charitable act is an opportunity for him to revel in God just as God avails of His chance to revel in Man through every act of charity.
For them both to continue to rejoice in each other, Man knows he cannot allow worldly accolades to distract him. So he continues to act in kindness ... secretly.

posted March 29, 2013 05:16 AM            

I am not sure about the sulfur smell though.
That is a 50-50, it can even be a demonic entity who tried to "steal" excess energy from your Aura. To demons, Kundalini Rich people look like how bursting wallets of cash look to a pickpocket. It is wise to complete Psychic Shielding before you begin any communication work with goddess energy.