posted April 08, 2020 01:36 AM            

You know about 10 years ago I had this dream. It wasn’t a constant recurring dream but I had it several times for a while. I was in this shopping center and I was basically the last person on earth?! I was experiencing how this felt and how it would be to be alone in this shopping center…

This shopping center was always a close shopping center while I was growing up. Eventually my life changed and later I moved and I usually shopped downtown which was more exciting. When I had that dream of course it left an impression on me.

I have just moved into a new condominium in late July – August 2019. I started to enjoy the neighborhood and get familiar with it. About 2 months ago I suddenly realized that this is the shopping center I had in my dream. Right after that I started to feel fear, not at all because of the dream just fear, actually terror I had no idea why. I am a person who is mostly alone (I have a lot of people around me but I keep to myself more) and believe it or not I don’t have a TV, phone, radio, and my computer equipment I get always manages to break. So I choose this way of life and I enjoy it. Don’t get me wrong my life is very exciting and maybe that is why I protect it so much. I have other things more interesting. Anyways so believe it or not till March I had no idea of this disease. I actually went somewhere and asked about the programing for the next 2 weeks coming up at that place; and the man said that everything might be closed because of coronavirus… and I said WHAT EXACTLY?! (meaning I didn’t understand? Asking him to clarify) He said coronavirus! I said REALLY! He said you didn’t know, I said NO, he looked at me so shocked!

So all this to say I had terror and I had no idea why. Than this happened and suddenly it’s kind of like in my dream. Actually with this happening I am not at all scared like others. Like somebody here on Lindaland quoted Winston Churchill – Never let a good crisis go to waste. I think that is very positive and productive. For the terror it just seemed to pass?

Another thing I thought of was the MAYAN CALENDAR when everyone thought 2012 would be the end but another realization came to me in codes:

Mayan calendar end 2012

20 = 20(20) TWENTY this year
12= December of this year!

But I really do believe in creating your reality!

posted March 27, 2021 01:53 AM            

I am thinking of this because tonight I heard
3 times in my mind loud and clear -

BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU WISH FOR!