posted July 05, 2020 12:42 AM            

Thanks a bunch.
Eclipse going on right now ..
been going outside to gaze at it from time to time.

Have a good Sunday.
I appreciate all the very kind words,
and your good energies.

posted July 07, 2020 06:15 PM            

Yes, we have had firecrackers being set-off for several weeks before! Will probably continue throughout the summer.

Very pretty.

One set of firecrackers seemed almost as though they were done by a professional! --
VERY nice. They put a show on for two days in a row. There were multiple firecracker shows in the skies surrounding our building. Like a surround.. So magical.

posted July 09, 2020 11:21 PM            

I live in the 'sunshine state'..
So yes, lots of sun. During the summer we can have deluge-rainstorms with dangerous lightning. Give it an hour or three, and it goes by. Sun comes out again. That's the pattern.

I didn't realize you're not in the US?!
wow. That's cool.

Getting around LL--
Yes.. when I joined I was petrified. Confined self to ONLY one or two threads in the Asteroid forum.
An LL friend named Jovian befriended me.
She was sooo much fun.
We kept making dance jokes and bad puns.

The thread I settled-into went for pages of sharing, UNTIL a troll crashed the thread, and it broke the mood, and safety we had had.

LL Jovian was much more advanced in astrology, and soo very kind to me.
I was a shy intimidated newbie in astrology. ---
She began to leave URLS to threads where she had been involved in interesting conversations-- it was an invitation.
I'd follow her links then discovered the forums.

I was glad she did that for me-- brought me out of my limitation. Followed the breadcrumbs.

Like I said, I was relatively new to astrology when I registered here. I knew the basics, but hadn't really learned how to integrate it yet. That can be intimidating until you catch-on.

Found my niches.
Thanks for your great Vibes,
and encouragement.

Yikes, I seem to be falling asleep at the keyboard ~ LOL
So.. Gotta go

Sweet Dreams.. wherever you are.

posted July 15, 2020 05:08 PM            

In May, I almost ended up in the hospital, because I was so depressed. Part of that was me wondering if I was crazy, because a few friends thought that people should die for the economy. A few more were pushing that it was a hoax. I was too depressed, because of where we all are now, when we were all together in the beginning. I'm having panic attacks now, because it's going up here again, and some locals are also pushing that it's a hoax. I can't deal with it - my peace of mind, whatever I can achieve, is more important than dealing with people every day, who think that I'm not only wrong, but attacking them when I speak up. I actually felt okay today, until I visited LL.

I used to love LL, but I haven't for a while. I had my own issues here, with someone who left a few years ago. Mirage is one of the few people that I stuck around to talk with. I've known her for seven years.

posted October 19, 2020 11:44 PM            

Fabulous? ..
"Hope your week is off to a fabulous start."
🌸 💚🌸

posted October 20, 2020 12:47 PM            

I love what you said about you finding Purpose.
THAT will be like a Rudder for you.
So much clarity can ensue.
Law of Attraction strengthens the pull
when you 'know' what it is.

How Wonderful for you!!!

With your 'story'?..
I know that I had seen parts of it,
but then you took it down so QUICKLY.
You never shared your birthdata..
and since I am a visual person,
a circle graph would speak more than words ever could.
. .

But I'm glad you are feeling more comfortable at LL now.
So many people Love you.
You have friends...
and that's everything.

*~

Black Tourmaline--
Yes, I have several. Two necklaces, some little stones for the pocket, and a larger rock about half the size of a baseball. Love that stone, in combination with Rose Quartz.

Stay Blessed

posted October 22, 2020 07:53 PM            

Thank you soooo much for your reply.
Read what you wrote, and it touched my Heart

Ran across this video......
Thought you might like it.

(topic) How To Shuffle Oracle Cards
(Colette Baron Reid, Aug 15, 2019)
[6:36] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WPrP5tRwvYY

~
Read your note below.
scary for you

Stay 'safe' in your relationship.
(Prepare yourself a 'go' bag, and have cash and the number/place of a friend you can run to for shelter.)

Hope you find a good/'safe' place to be.
You have animals, so that's going to make it more difficult for you to leave-- unless you find someone who will take them in (even permanently), in your absence.

All that 'smoke' from the wildfires must have changed your environment in more ways
than you anticipated.

posted October 31, 2020 09:56 PM            

(Edited 2021)
Removed my detailed note, it's no longer necessary. I hope you understand,
Though, unless you read what was previously written, as well ~ if you DID have bad intention with your studies of me, followed with negative remarks regarding my readingT (some you deleted), this could completely be a surprise. (Which I wasn't *and am NOT going to be a professional ”fortune teller” but had I decided to, that would be my business).
It is a skill (though shouldn't have to explain) that I opted to learn as it is useful, helpful and HEALING. Similar to therapy or counseling. I have life traumas and experiences which bring me an understanding in ways is of use when being an assistant to others. I Need to feel it was not for nothing, I must have gone through my experiences for a reason - I am utilizing that. I've healed much of my wounds over the past few years.

While we were having this issue, that turned me from you, yes, my Bml was activated. DNOS has been a trigger yet that should not be USED to dismiss me. I am much better since this began.
Healed through much meditation and those cards. Helping others. Talking with my inner child - understanding why I turned out as I had and trying NOW to repair myself.

Having true heart others around me is essential. Not that I'm weak. It's because I have a right to hold my head up and not allow others to pour out surface kindness and then do character assaults. Which that which you were doing - very much felt as such.

I ask that you NOT quote me, study me or mock me. I had not asked you to determine what was right for me to do or not do in a career capacity. It did very much feel like you were being derisive towards me and others from off LL came to read it and agreed. I have no idea what I did to have you treat me as so. It dawned on me you may have been that way a few years earlier too. I can't know for certain but my heart was truly fond of you so it did hurt. If you had and really dislike me deep down, why pretend to be so kind?

If there ever was love between us as Spirit based friends ~ I wish the best for you in healing in all ways needed. I understand those sonics may have caused you issue and hope that there will be no more of them and you'll find serenity.