posted November 10, 2024 11:12 AM            

I COULD NOT GO WITH HIM TO HOSPITALS AND ON THE HELICOPTER BECAUSE OF MY BEING TOO DISABLED PHYSICALLY SO HE DIED ALONE 😭😭😭

THEY RESTARTED HIS HEART REPEATEDLY AND KEPT GIVING BLOOD AND EVEN HAD TO GET MORE FLOWN IN SO THEY TRANSFUSED ABOUT 40 UNITS OF BLOOD BEFORE GIVING UP😭😭😭

HE WAS ACTING LIKE HE WAS HAVING A STROKE
AND THEY COULD NOT STOP THE BLEEDING SO CALLED FOR LIFEFLIGHTED TRQNSPORT.
HE NEVER WOKE UP AFTER BEING PUT ON THE HELICOPTER BECAUSE THEY SAID HE BECAME TOTALLY UNRESPONSIVE MOST LIKELY BRAIN DEAD FROM THE HEMORRHAGIC SHOCK AND ELECTROLYTE IMBALANCE😭😭😭

I AM PARTIALLY PARALYZED AND PARTIALLY BLIND AND GOING INTO MY THIRD YEAR OF CHEMOTHERAPY AND NOW HAVE NO WAY TO GO TO THAT AND OTHER MEDICAL APPOINTMENTS FOR CAT SCANS AND ECHOS AND SURGERIES AND BLOOD LABS
AND INFUSIONS AND MANY OTHER NEEDED VISITS LIKE FOR
AFTER THE IDIOT DR KNOCKED AND BROKE OUT 8 OF MY TEETH DUE TO USING TOO LARGE A EDG SCOPE ON ME🤬
I NEED A WHEELCHAIR I CAN USE ALONE BECAUSE HE IS NOT HERE TO HELP AND NEED ALL KINDS OF HANDICAPPED EQUIPMENT ETCETERA.

I AM NOT COPING WELL YOU ALL CAN IMAGINE😭😭😭

NOW I NEED MONEY LOTS OF IT TO TRY AND GET WHAT I NEED MORE THAN EVER

BUT RATHER JUST HAVE MY BELOVED ♥️💙STEVE💞♥️💕 BACK💙😭💙😭💙😭

posted January 05, 2025 07:31 PM            

A MONSTER STOLE MY LIFE AND HEART FOR OVER 27YEARS.🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

posted January 05, 2025 07:36 PM            

Copied from another thread my reply to Stawr.

quote:

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Originally posted by Stawr:
I am so sorry Lexx! What you have with your husband was so special and supportive. Something that not every marriage has.

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Sady since he died I discovered to my horror that he had a secret life and ugly and vile is an understatement for what has been coming to light.
Dozens of awful things shocking things .,,.I am beyond stunned and the only thing good I can say is I am no longer grieving him and happy as can be that the monster is dead.
I would have divorced him in about 2012 had I known about it all.
Then I just discovered all our writing projects since 1999
He sent to one of his secret buddies to publish using their names when I died of cancer which I have been fighting going down n three years to date.
Fooled them alright.
HOWEVER he also took my access away from our manuscripts.
.over 27 years of hard work lost lost lost no worse stolen given away in secret.
He locked me out of even my cell phone and all our computers and tablets before he died and locked me out of all our accounts and locked me out of his computers etc where all our personal and household information was kept.
Life is a freaking nightmare at this time.
I am beyond horrified that I trusted that man for over 27 years only to find out that since about 2012 he had turned on me and well let's just say ugly is putting his secret life mildly. I stayed because when he was nice at times and it was lovely but also noticed something was very wrong and since 2012 I knew something was very wrong but only after he died did I learn the truth.
On top of all that he was a secret drug addict on opioids galore stealing mine too....
And a bunch off f other addictive drugs.
I thought it was because of his liver disease and a stroke he had as to why he became more strange and manic depressive after 2012. Boy was I wrong.
Well enough on all that just want to say to folks never trust anyone with your entire being and life and accounts and money..,.WOW beyond wow I feel like an idiot trusting and loving him with my heart and soul.
He stole decades of my like and more...

I am now doing my best to survive and to keep going.
My life is a nightmare at this time.....

quote:

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Originally posted by Stawr:
I am so sorry Lexx! What you have with your husband was so special and supportive. Something that not every marriage has.

---

Sady since he died I discovered to my horror that he had a secret life and ugly and vile is an understatement for what has been coming to light.
Dozens of awful things shocking things .,,.I am beyond stunned and the only thing good I can say is I am no longer grieving him and happy as can be that the monster is dead.
I would have divorced him in about 2012 had I known about it all.
Then I just discovered all our writing projects since 1999
He sent to one of his secret buddies to publish using their names when I died of cancer which I have been fighting going down n three years to date.
Fooled them alright.
HOWEVER he also took my access away from our manuscripts.
.over 27 years of hard work lost lost lost no worse stolen given away in secret.
He locked me out of even my cell phone and all our computers and tablets before he died and locked me out of all our accounts and locked me out of his computers etc where all our personal and household information was kept.
Life is a freaking nightmare at this time.
I am beyond horrified that I trusted that man for over 27 years only to find out that since about 2012 he had turned on me and well let's just say ugly is putting his secret life mildly. I stayed because when he was nice at times and it was lovely but also noticed something was very wrong and since 2012 I knew something was very wrong but only after he died did I learn the truth.
On top of all that he was a secret drug addict on opioids galore stealing mine too....
And a bunch off f other addictive drugs.
I thought it was because of his liver disease and a stroke he had as to why he became more strange and manic depressive after 2012. Boy was I wrong.
Well enough on all that just want to say to folks never trust anyone with your entire being and life and accounts and money..,.WOW beyond wow I feel like an idiot trusting and loving him with my heart and soul.
He stole decades of my like and more...

I am now doing my best to survive and to keep going.
My life is a nightmare at this time.....