posted April 29, 2021 05:17 PM            

I love my kooky chart though. Specially the difficulty crap. No chart is doomed IMO, it is entirely how it is expressed. Every chart is capable of being as beautiful as it is ugly and vice versa.

I wouldn't change a thing in my chart even if I could. I think everyone should be that way. Once you are aware of the problem you can begin to correct it. My Moon is capable of being completely overwhelmed with self pity but she is also capable of such an unconditional love that the hell she goes through is well worth it.

A few years back I was on some forum or discussion where people were talking about what our ideal natal chart would look like, which sounded bizarre to me. That's like having a conversation about what ethnicity you wish you were. Why even speculate? Idk..people are weird.

And there were a lot of posts too. Like people put a lot of thought into their answers. Not how do I deal with these crap placements that I do have in reality. Just fantasizing about being a completely different person instead of figuring out how be the ideal version of yourself. I get it to some degree I suppose. I would like the gift of gab but it is not innate in my chart. It is something I will have to figure out how to create from what I do have. I want to be more grounded and stable but my chart is almost earth void. The only planet I have is neptune in Capricorn 6th house as well as asteroid juno, both at 5 degrees. The least grounded planet in the most serious sign & the most boring house. Juno is probably keeping this planet "married" to something tangible so I have a chance at existing.

I decided to join in acting as the voice of reason & handing out advice Nobody asked for I responded to a few charts saying why they are awesome and where they can look to find the traits they desire from whatever they mentioned. Most people ignored it. A few people responded challenging my logic with their nonsense. So I went on my way. They seemed like they were happy just listing things, they didn't really wanna do anything about it.

Idk...I forgot where I was going with this. But yeah..

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posted May 23, 2021 10:28 AM            

Sun conjunct mercury is a very easy aspect. My mind works quickly and allows me to solve most problems immediately through sheer luck (more on this in the second paragraph). It also makes me eager to learn so I try to absorb as much info from other people and pick their brains in order to expand my knowledge base.

The only problem I've run into with this aspect is that other's perception of me does not reflect reality. They think I know way more than I actually know and consider me to be an expert across multiple disciplines even though I tell them directly that I'm merely guessing. I do not consider myself to be an expert for most disciplines. I simply BS my way through problems and through sheer luck I'm able to solve the problems correctly.

Moon square venus makes me feel like a sociopath. I don't feel like I'm capable of loving anyone outside of my immediate family. I want to feel something...anything, but I can't. This may have something to do with all of my childhood traumas.

posted September 08, 2021 12:38 AM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
4. Water Void–these people do not understand how they effect others, so they put their foots in their mouths and are off putting to others. Then, they are truly in pain, as they don’t understand why they were rejected.

10. Many planets in the 1st house. The person may be very self oriented, such that others are put off and the person does not know why.

11. Saturn Conj the Sun–Degrees matter a great deal here. An exact conjunction can be crippling. Once you hit 6 degrees, it will be more ambient. The person feels riddled with self doubt, as if a giant inferiority complex follows them around like the cloud which follows Pigpen in Charlie Brown.

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I’ve Moon opp Venus. It’s challenging but one can strike a balance. When I was younger I was a real people-pleaser. By that I don’t mean I go around flattering people, but I would be very reserved because I didn’t wanna be disliked, but some people ended up misunderstanding and disliking me. When I eventually opened up and be my real self, even though it means I care less, people actually liked me better.

My bestie is water void but with planets in 8th and 12th. She cares a lot for the people around her but she often fails to realise how her words and behaviours affect others. Sometimes she may even say/do things that appear like she’s sabotaging the other person because she doesn’t know how to express it well.

Agree with your analysis on many planets in 1H. I know a friend with such a chart… very very self-centred person but she doesn’t realise it!