posted July 11, 2021 12:36 AM            

URANUS RETROGRADE:

This is not a bad position to have. It is more rebellious but these people may not always see themselves as rebellious. Like Mars, it is where you bottle up, bottle up, bottle up and then rebel!

When Direct, the individual finds that their intuition, sense of rebellion and independence flow naturally like in a stream.
When R, it gets blocked initially (not honored by the individual who sees him or she self as very normal) and then it explodes. Intuition has fits of explosion that seems more creative over all – they have a dry spell (in weather, when you have no rain) when they do not feel creative at all and then BOOM!

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For me it's in my 11th and in groups. Often I've suddenly switched gears or made sudden
changes that did have "them" question me. Not something I ever noticed happening to others within circles so it did get me disjointed. Who knows, maybe they saw me as a rebel. I don't see myself as a rogue person, yet the revolutionary/ rebel to this marking has brought me that type of reception. I adhere to laws and unique direction is NOT ALWAYS about being a punk, for lack of other words.
I quit them, those against me for me "being me". To the point I have often disengaged from such circles. I think it's my dislike of being treated "differently", as though my own personal decision is not considered "right" by the pack. I mean where do they write these rules? "Must never wear stripes?" .. lol Just jesting but it can be so random it is silly IMO

These changes could have been as simple as I decided vanilla was superior to chocolate after years of being a chocoholic! I never was too drastic with my changes but a simple example (based here on LL) might be my switching from asteroid studies to reading tarot I simply realised after the the epidemic, through my meditation, that we are struggling to heal our inner woundings in life. Our spirits are in peril, the effect now is illness.
I'm limited of course to coin and ability. How could I help? I decided people may be interested in (yes another, there's an influx of many lately) bringing answers to riddles, mysteries, serious questions weighing upon the Soul/Heart. I delved into it out of the blue but my motivation of doing this was very much questioned by one member. So much, I was very hurt and decided maybe this person was the one reflecting their own character. The flood of Intuitive hits for the retrog Uranus person is huge when it occurs btw.

That being said, looking backwards it boomerangs for us in retrog. Like Mercury rx but on steroids. I can see where I was right or wrong. The intuitive hits aren't easily ignored either. When these occurences hit, it's like a dozen sparklers lit and escaping the flames isn't possible.

I'm certain once I'm hit with new DLs from this particular marker within me, I'll have an epiphany of more moments in my life when my Rx Uranus just caused the wrong attention from another - resulting in an unhappy moment for me, the chart owner of this particular placement, being backwards.