posted February 06, 2014 02:02 PM            

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posted February 06, 2014 02:51 PM            

I think sociopaths are worst than psycopaths... they "kill" a person and the person lives a "death" life until released from the pain and mess the sociopaths do in the head and heart of these people...

posted February 06, 2014 04:27 PM            

It gets depressing and my heart will hurt but then I will have more people like you and most of the people on LL who say things to build me up like how they appreciate me and what I mean to them.

It is as if God sends them to counteract the few negative people.

It is very sweet how that happens. Thanks be to God and to the wonderful people who are about 95% on LL and in my life.

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posted February 06, 2014 05:12 PM            

As a child, I had a mother who was very jealous of me. She was super jealous of her sister and played it out on me.

I got afraid to shine. I got afraid to succeed even. I would sabotage myself if I had too high of a GPA in college.

I was truly afraid of her jealousy. I did not know what would happen if she got too jealous so I made myself small so no one would be jealous of me.

Then, God gave me my website and it is doing really well. Now, I have a few( very few) woman who are jealous and try to drag me down at every opportunity.

I used to be terrified of it but now I have gotten to the point where I realize they cannot really hurt me.

It is like I got freedom because I had the jealousy thrown at me so much that I stopped caring. Now, I still feel a little bad and a little heavy in my heart from it but I don't let it cripple me. In fact, it frees me.

I have a feeling you can relate, my Friend

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posted February 07, 2014 06:18 AM            

Since a child, I sense I'm a free spirit, I really don't like to be held down, but my mother always trying to put chains on me, I remember. I felt belittle by her when my grandma was around. She gave her more attention, I really wanted to talk about important things, but when her mother was around, no way for me.

Now, thinking harder, my mother can be jealousy in some degree. I do things she says she's like to do (study, working and buying things I want). She had a difficult childhood, and when she got married, things got worst: daddy told her that women who work, one day become "ladies of life". So I'm free, and I have a very impulsive attitude too.

posted February 07, 2014 08:29 AM            

If I write about something, I have been through it. I don't talk off the top of my head or cheaply. If I have nothing important to say about a topic, I shut up lol

However, I have gotten so much jealousy from people about my success that I am starting to blow it off. My worst nightmare has come true in that I am a magnet for people's self hatred and lack of achieving things, so they hate me for doing what they can't.

I feel that having to go through this has truly broken a great deal of the fear of people's disapproval. It has not broken it all but has made a big dent in it.

I am very grateful for that.

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posted February 07, 2014 08:35 AM            

Now, I have gotten my worst fears come true. I have people who follow me around and try to trip me up and make me look bad. That is a great degree of hatred.

I don't do bad things to people. I am a peaceful person and don't instigate things, so the people who hate me do it from their own pettiness.

At any rate, my worst fears came true and I am much stronger as a result.

I have learned to fight back, at times. Some people won't leave you alone until you make them regret it and in those few cases, I do.

There is a time to fight and a time to walk away. One has to figure that one out, too lol

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posted February 07, 2014 08:58 AM            

I love to help people, to be there for them and make them a little happy.But I saw I was trying to help people who didn't want help. That was my mistake with my ex. I tried to save him from himself, but I got in the end of the pit. I needed someone to save me, but no one was able to do it. I needed myself... I saw that and started to climb... now I'm stronger, all that things people who have great heart told me are starting to grow inside me. I sense my mission on Earth is to help people in some way. My friends are helping me to "discover myself", not in a way that they come to say: you are this!! But with tools, insights and much love.

I have too much work for this, to discover myself... and what happen I'll do my best to not happen again. Almost 25 years passed and now I'm really happy, knowing myself..

My worst fear in that time was to be alone. I was alone with a person. And the another one was that people hurt me. And people were there, hurting me. Seems Law of Attraction playing around with me. I'm learning to be with myself, and I know God will bring a great man for me when I'm full, when I really myself...

posted February 07, 2014 12:32 PM            

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posted February 07, 2014 12:41 PM            

I'll do it in a minute!

posted February 07, 2014 01:35 PM            

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