posted April 13, 2012 03:19 PM
Wow... this turned into such a cathartic exercise! I loved doing it. I couldn't help but expand... I blame my Writer's Moon. 1. Sagittarius = Identity + Learning = A strong shield
I want to be seen as domineering, the ringmaster, the one who can take on any challenge and be a little daring and dangerous, because underneath it all I can be frail, vulnerable and depressed. I push my outer mask to contribute to the success of my career. I want to be seen this way in my career. I want to be seen as capable of anything. But I'm not always as strong as I seem. Will I usually admit that? No way. (Sagittarius ASC. ASC square Moon, sextile Sun.)
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Capricorn = Material + Action = Changing the world
I want to show the world what I can offer, through something mystic, strange, amazing and totally original. My thinking is sometimes odd, but mostly just unique. I have many new ideas to show. My career and more importantly, my financial security will come from my unique creativity. I can change how people think through some of my ideas, but I know some people - especially those closest to me, through family or marriage/relationships - will NOT always approve. But if you don't like it, then you're going to have to leave. I will never give up. (2nd House Uranus conjunct Neptune in Cap, opposition 8th house Mars, semi-square Saturn, trine the moon, making harmonious aspects to Venus, Jupiter and NN.)
Virgo = Material + Learning = Expanding my mind
Trying to learn more about the world. Connecting to different cultures and enjoying learning about them. Wanting to expand mentally. I can create something mercurial and attention-grabbing through expanding my thinking. I want to go far from home. I refused to be boxed in. Being boxed in inhibits me, and I desire emotional and physical freedom. Without this, my mind and emotional health suffer. (9th House Moon in Virgo. Trine Neptune and Uranus, sextile Jupiter and Venus, conjunct MC.)
4. Scorpio = Emotional + Security = Transformative groups
Wanting to find emotional acceptance and submersion with groups. Wanting to connect whole-heartedly to groups, the desire to form or join up with a radical, interesting group of people. Changing the world through group projects. Finding security, or a sense of belonging, this way. Achieving dreams through others and working with other people, NOT alone. (11th House Scorpio stellium. Jupiter in Scorpio con. NN.)
5. Libra = Social + Action = A creative career
My action is through my creativity, sensitivity to life and the beauty of sadness and art. I want to expand my career and find prominence through the creativity I can offer. I can be seen as a true leader, and a dedicated professional. I want to be Leonian and acknowledged as the greatest in my field, but I know it will take working with others to get here. (10th House Sun in Libra, peregrine, sextile ASC.)
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Cancer = Emotional + Action = Emotional metamorphosis
Mars can wreck me, or I can turn it around. Family can be hellish. Constant power struggles get me no where and give me nothing but loneliness. I must accept what I can give and do will not always be what people closest to me support or more importantly, understand. I must learn to control emotional impulses, and learn how to make stable decisions and channel Leo energy into my actions. I am almost there - just one little step away! I never quite made it from the start, but I will and can do it. Sexuality cannot be an obsession, and I cannot let my emotions always take over my mind, or else I will be unable to achieve the security and change I crave. Pluto in the 12th knows my pain from childhood abuse, and it will help me destroy this afflicted Mars and rebuild one day. (8th House Mars in Cancer, related to Aries on 4th house cusp. Trine Pluto, opposition Uranus con. Neptune, sextile MC, square Mercury.)
7. Pisces = Emotional + Learning = Merging wisdom with compassion
Saturn wants security, and Pisces is the water it cannot mould. In the 3rd, my mind can become so overwhelmed by both the wisdom and depressive hold of the Old Man. But my Mercury understands how to elevate this knowledge, both good and bad, and use it to reach out to others and present myself as intelligent and noble in the places I will go in life. Emotional instability can be a weak spot. But I'll reach out to others and stop curling into myself, to spread Saturn's wisdom through my serious application of study. Sometimes I can seen emotionally distant or cool, but that's only when something is weighing heavily on my mind. (3rd House Saturn in Pisces. Trine Mercury and Venus, square ASC.)