posted October 16, 2012 05:19 PM            

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Originally posted by Rennin:
ahh, so then you are truly suited to helping me with these issues!

so, anxiety stemming from having intense feelings, but also having those intense feelings clouded by inhibitions ...

is there a solution aspect within my natal that could overcome those things(assuming they aren't so strong that it is not possible) ? or would i need to draw on outside influences to work through my inhibition/insecurities?

i find that having a small, well chosen, select few group of friends (that can handle intensity) tend to help boost my self worth --- it's funny, isn't it? i feel so clear about my confidence when i am with myself, but in groups i overanalyze myself to the point of becoming sick --absolutely caring too much over other's thoughts of me ! ... i've heard about 'sensitive/psychic' people - i'm not touting that i am, but i do feel like i pick up on ALL nuances when in a group of people....almost like i'm so in tune with body language etc that i can't focus on what's actually being said

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i think its your SN trying to tell you that you wont be very happy if you depend on groups

jupiter makes positive aspects to you sun and saturn and neptune to your venus and mercury

so releasing those emotions can be possible in trying to accept that people wil think things of you but its your opinion that matters...try to create something like art or writing or anything...make something that you feel sxpresses who YOU are even if its a simple thing like a change of outfit

allow yourself to hear others view but view yourself as a personand i think that with time your inhibition will slowly lower down as expression will get easier

posted October 16, 2012 05:25 PM            

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Originally posted by Rennin:
yes, you are correct.
i am very discriminating in my relationships ...
while that is true, i don't enjoy small talk for the sake of making conversations ... i want to know the inner workings of people ... if i am willing to bare my soul (which i am), then others should too right? ; )
i have been through tragedy (as everyone has), but i don't mind talking about my personal revelations and experiences matter of factly (i think that makes some people uncomfortable) ... it almost makes me mad when i realize how much people shun their inner feelings just to keep a status quo in their lives ... like blissfully unaware ... sometimes i wish i had that capability...

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