posted November 03, 2012 08:18 AM            

Sun conjunct sedna (orb 0)
Sun conjunct Diania (orb 1)
Sun sextile Erato (orb 2)
Sun sextile Angel (orb 2)
Sun trine jupiter (orb 6)
Sun square NN (orb 2)
Sun square SN (orb 2)
Sun square vertex (orb 0)
Sun square anti-vertex (orb 0)
Sun opposite Quaoar (orb 0)
Sun opposite Kaali (orb 2)
Sun opposite Ixion (orb 3)
Sun opposite Blck Mn Lillith (orb 4)
Sun opposite Siren (orb 4)
Sun opposite Child (orb 5)
Sun opposite Giza (orb 5)
Sun semi-sextile Saturn (Orb 3)
Sun quincunx Neptune (orb 2)
Sun quincunx Pluto (orb 3)

I would say your father put stress into your life. He was kind of an "impediment" to your growth. He was kind of an impediment to your growing tall, strong, proud and confident such as a small tree that grows into a mighty oak.

He kind of made the soil for your growth, hard.

He beset you with lots of challenges, but his "abuse" was not direct, as much as by omission, perhaps.
Does that fit?

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posted November 03, 2012 09:50 AM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Kaali conjunct Quaoar (orb 2)

This is interesting. I assume this is in the 8th House, too.

Kaali is your Kundalini Energy. Quaoar is out of the box brilliance. What touches Kaali is very close to our energy body. I would think you have out of the box brilliance. If it is in the 8th House, it will be used to delve into taboo emotions and taboo sexuality. Does that fit?

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posted November 03, 2012 09:55 AM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
I never studied Magi AStrology, at all. Do you want to tell me a little about it?
Where did we leave off with your chart? The Sun and Moon, I think. I will look!

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posted November 03, 2012 09:58 AM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Sun aspects --->

Sun conjunct sedna (orb 0)
Sun conjunct Diania (orb 1)
Sun sextile Erato (orb 2)
Sun sextile Angel (orb 2)
Sun trine jupiter (orb 6)
Sun square NN (orb 2)
Sun square SN (orb 2)
Sun square vertex (orb 0)
Sun square anti-vertex (orb 0)
Sun opposite Quaoar (orb 0)
Sun opposite Kaali (orb 2)
Sun opposite Ixion (orb 3)
Sun opposite Blck Mn Lillith (orb 4)
Sun opposite Siren (orb 4)
Sun opposite Child (orb 5)
Sun opposite Giza (orb 5)
Sun semi-sextile Saturn (Orb 3)
Sun quincunx Neptune (orb 2)
Sun quincunx Pluto (orb 3)

I would say your father put stress into your life. He was kind of an "impediment" to your growth. He was kind of an impediment to your growing tall, strong, proud and confident such as a small tree that grows into a mighty oak.

He kind of made the soil for your growth, hard.

He beset you with lots of challenges, but his "abuse" was not direct, as much as by omission, perhaps.
Does that fit?

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posted November 03, 2012 01:29 PM            

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Originally posted by Curious Bull:
Hmmm....what about sexual & emotional transformation via embracing the taboo...? ;-) With of course some important rules: do no harm to self or others. Love above all.

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Yes, that always happens when you embrace the taboo lol xx

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posted November 04, 2012 06:29 AM            

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posted November 04, 2012 06:36 AM            

Moon conjunct Regulus (orb 1)
Moon trine GC (orb 2)
Moon trine sun (orb 4)
Moon trine sedna (orb 4)
Moon trine Diana (orb 5)
Moon sextile Erato (Orb 2)
Moon sextile Angel (Orb 2)
Moon sextile Urania (orb 3)
Moon sextile Kaali (Orb 2)
Moon sextile Quaoar (orb 4)
Moon sextile Ixion (orb 7)
Moon sextile BML/siren (orb 8)
Moon square Thali (orb 1)
Moon square neptune (orb 6)
Moon square Saturn (Orb 7)
Moon semi-sextile Pluto (orb 1)
Moon semi-sextile SNode (orb 2)
Moon semi-sextile Vertex (Orb 4)
Moon quincunx NNode (orb 2)
Moon quincunx anti-vertex (orb 4)
Moon quincunx mercury (orb 8)

Ok--I will say your Mom was more of a wishy washy figure. You did struggle with her, in terms of she did not understand your goals, your life purposes and you kind of life thrust, shall we say.

You struggle to know your own mind, but you can overcome this struggle with a great deal of effort.

You may get lost in fantasy and feel you can't come out.

I feel your mother gave you lots of opportunities, in her own way. I don't see HER as a super limiting figure to you.

She did not understand your life path, more than BLOCKED it, I would say.

What do you think?

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posted November 04, 2012 09:37 AM            

My mother is the most nurturing and loving and connective woman. She is also controlling at times and perfectionistic, but not any more than many mothers. She was always emotionally available to me, but I didn't take her up on it for a long time because of the abuse I went through and having to be strong and self-contain my emotions.

Because I am strong willed and know what I like and don't we clashed. I actually know my mind more than a lot of people... and have been quite apt to make changes quickly and independently my entire life.

However, I think there is an application of this fantasy side that is not coming out in general life but which I flood into my creative side... and romantic life. So, yes, I can and do get lost in fantasy when I choose to. I have an immensely visual and vivid imagination which serves me very well when writing stories and novels... also when in love. :-) I enjoy getting 'lost' in story worlds and writing them for days on end. Enjoy creative romance with a partner.

Now, another facet is distraction. Would that be classed as fantasy or illusion? I am one of the most distractable people around. I get bored exceptionally easily. I also obsess about an interest and hyper focus a lot too if I'm into something.

I am always, daily, aware of my distinct strong mental capability and intellect being at odds with my creative/spiritual side... if there is anything within my personality that I feel clashes it is this. But it is also this which enables me to analyse, synthesise, then create in the flow and write as I do. As I get older, it becomes easier to accept this tension is a gift.

I should add that I found some other asteroids with my moon. I'm not sure if they are relevant?

Amphitrite (orb 3)
Psyche (orb 4)
Magion (orb 3)

Love, <3 C.B.

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Moon aspects --->

Moon conjunct Regulus (orb 1)
Moon trine GC (orb 2)
Moon trine sun (orb 4)
Moon trine sedna (orb 4)
Moon trine Diana (orb 5)
Moon sextile Erato (Orb 2)
Moon sextile Angel (Orb 2)
Moon sextile Urania (orb 3)
Moon sextile Kaali (Orb 2)
Moon sextile Quaoar (orb 4)
Moon sextile Ixion (orb 7)
Moon sextile BML/siren (orb 8)
Moon square Thali (orb 1)
Moon square neptune (orb 6)
Moon square Saturn (Orb 7)
Moon semi-sextile Pluto (orb 1)
Moon semi-sextile SNode (orb 2)
Moon semi-sextile Vertex (Orb 4)
Moon quincunx NNode (orb 2)
Moon quincunx anti-vertex (orb 4)
Moon quincunx mercury (orb 8)

Ok--I will say your Mom was more of a wishy washy figure. You did struggle with her, in terms of she did not understand your goals, your life purposes and you kind of life thrust, shall we say.

You struggle to know your own mind, but you can overcome this struggle with a great deal of effort.

You may get lost in fantasy and feel you can't come out.

I feel your mother gave you lots of opportunities, in her own way. I don't see HER as a super limiting figure to you.

She did not understand your life path, more than BLOCKED it, I would say.

What do you think?

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posted November 04, 2012 09:43 AM            

Moon conjunct Amphitrite (orb 3)
Moon conjunct Psyche (orb 4)
Moon conjunct Magion (orb 3)
Moon opposite Vishnu (orb 0)

Grand Trine moon/asteroids:
Moon trine Zeus (orb 0)
Moon trine Circe (orb 0)
Zeus trine Circe (Orb 0)

posted November 04, 2012 02:08 PM            

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Originally posted by Curious Bull:
Also, one thing you wrote about my mother is 100% correct. As a child, I grew up with a perception I was not understood or 'seen' for who I was, but only for who I 'should' be - which fits in with what you wrote about her not understanding my life purpose. That is spot on.

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Thank you. That was quite easy to see and one of the most obvious things to see as it was a close quincunx of the moon( mother) to your NN( goals)

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posted November 04, 2012 02:10 PM            

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Originally posted by Curious Bull:
I just read the Circe was a witch! LOL

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Why don't you do a thread on Circe in the Asteroid Forum. If you have exact aspects, she is important for you!

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posted November 05, 2012 09:05 AM            

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Originally posted by Curious Bull:
Awesome idea! :-) Thank you A.A.
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Yes, I would love to learn about this asteroid. Put the number on, too, if you can. I would like to add her to my asteroid list!
xox

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posted November 05, 2012 09:26 AM            

I find Circe *quite* disturbing to put my focus on actually. I feel it's time to, but fact is that I have spent my life until recently blocking out my so-called (by my folks) "sinful and evil" esoteric stuff!

posted November 05, 2012 09:31 AM            

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Originally posted by Curious Bull:
Ami Anne,

I find Circe *quite* disturbing to put my focus on actually. I feel it's time to, but fact is that I have spent my life until recently blocking out my so-called (by my folks) "sinful and evil" esoteric stuff!

- C.B.

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Where is your Hekate, as this is your shadow self. What touches it, you don't want to see. Do you not want me to explore Circe?

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posted November 05, 2012 09:44 AM            

Hekate conjunct Asc (orb 6)
Hekate conjunct Euterpe (Muse of music) (Orb o)
Hekate conjunct Musa (Orb 6)
Hekate sextile Urania (orb 0)
Hekate trine Magion (Orb 0)
Hakate trine Galactic Centre (orb 0)
Hekate opposite Karma (Orb 0)
Hekate conjunct Osiris (orb 1)
Hekate conjunct Arachne (orb 2)

Hekate is also semi-sextile the name of my childhood abuser (Orb 0)

- I read about Arachne online, being the asteroid indicating where we are most powerful and most disliked by others and evoke jealousy.

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posted November 05, 2012 09:49 AM            

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