posted April 02, 2013 02:19 PM            

i've read that often a person with this isn't able to 'shine' until later in life, the sun going down at the time of birth. that definitely feels like the case.

i've also read this aspect helps you put yourself in the place of others and this is something i can now find as a strand within distinct from other aspects.

but, it's more learning about asteroids and finding happy placements conjunct the asc and sun - i feel like i can claim neither, as if they are negated somehow. i have planet uranus conj asc and i feel a suppressed energy that way that has the potential to come out. but with asteroids, i'm not sure it's accessible.

a spin off from this, a lot of things in my chart are contradicted it feels like. maybe this is looking into asteroids before i am ready. but, is this just an unfortunate pattern of squares and oppositions that the good have some fight before they can emerge, if they can at all?

posted April 04, 2013 10:17 AM            

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posted April 04, 2013 06:53 PM            

The thing to do is to try and own the energies of that planet, in your case, the Sun. It may prove difficult because the Ascendant is what we identify with more spontaneously, and when the ASC and the Sun are at odds, it can be difficult not to feel contradicted, or "fake". But you should try to just integrate your Sun's energies and act them out instead of seeking them in others or attracting people who will display those traits for you (as shown by the sign and aspects of your Sun).

Moon opposite Jupiter may make you exaggerate your emotions and feel at odds with society's expectations of you.

posted April 04, 2013 07:41 PM            

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Originally posted by Doux Rêve:
Florence, I cannot relate to what you say exactly, but I will say this: the DSC is our "shadow". Any planet there tends to be under-expressed, projected on other people, disowned. With the Sun in the 7th house, it's quite odd because Sun is our identity. That's why these people can often feel like they lack a strong sense of self, that they can't quite express themselves genuinely, like others are in the spotlight but not them.

The thing to do is to try and own the energies of that planet, in your case, the Sun. It may prove difficult because the Ascendant is what we identify with more spontaneously, and when the ASC and the Sun are at odds, it can be difficult not to feel contradicted, or "fake". But you should try to just integrate your Sun's energies and act them out instead of seeking them in others or attracting people who will display those traits for you (as shown by the sign and aspects of your Sun).

Moon opposite Jupiter may make you exaggerate your emotions and feel at odds with society's expectations of you.

It can be channeled through creative, spiritual, educational, or religious pursuits; that way you can express your Moons using a Jupiterian outlet.

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thank you. i don't seem to attract or be attracted to taurus but i am with the aspects .. conj chiron, square mars. i think, i heard, i need to use the mars more. i am starting to learn to although it's a bit free-fall at the moment. also, eta, i do exactly feel fake & more comfortable being an audience to others. even tho other energies pushing against that.

that does ring true for me about emotions exaggerated and at odd with society. & yes, education has always been a comfort for me, am thinking of going back into it soon .. bit keener with those thoughts in my mind.