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Natsukashii Knowflake Posts: 482 From: Registered: Nov 2011
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posted June 22, 2013 01:20 AM
Hi Ami Thanks for offering to do this for me. Here is my Natal with transits and progressions. What do the planets say .... Thanks as always for your time and consideration Hugs. xxx IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 43154 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted June 22, 2013 07:32 AM
Hi Sweetie I see your chart and I will be back. Glad you are feeling a little better. Coming out of something like this is slow.I know from personal experience not theory ------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Natsukashii Knowflake Posts: 482 From: Registered: Nov 2011
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posted June 22, 2013 07:34 AM
quote: Originally posted by Ami Anne: Hi Sweetie I see your chart and I will be back. Glad you are feeling a little better. Coming out of something like this is slow.I know from personal experience not theory
Thanks dear Ami. I look forward to benefiting not just from your astro skills but your wisdom Love Nat
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 43154 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted June 22, 2013 03:12 PM
Aww Thank you I just did Sashars. I will do yours when I get back! xx------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 43154 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted June 22, 2013 04:26 PM
Mars in the 12th is frozen action. I think this may be part of what you are going through because it is super hard for you to be assertive. You are scared to death to stand up for yourself and all sorts of assertive kinds of actions. This can lead to depression as one feels powerless to act in one's own defense.------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 43154 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted June 22, 2013 04:27 PM
Uranus conj the ASC. You are different. You are not a run of the mill person and you may not have learned to accept that about yourself. I kind of feel this is true. Is it ------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 43154 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted June 22, 2013 04:28 PM
Some things are very easy for you and others are very hard. Do you feel kind of split this way?------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 43154 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted June 22, 2013 04:32 PM
You have a fire Moon singelton in Leo at 0 degrees. Do you feel as if you SHOULD be more goal driven, more confident and more of a go getter? Do you feel a lot of guilt and self recrimination because you are not? ------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Natsukashii Knowflake Posts: 482 From: Registered: Nov 2011
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posted June 22, 2013 11:32 PM
quote: Originally posted by Ami Anne: Mars in the 12th is frozen action. I think this may be part of what you are going through because it is super hard for you to be assertive. You are scared to death to stand up for yourself and all sorts of assertive kinds of actions. This can lead to depression as one feels powerless to act in one's own defense.
you are absolutely right Ami. things go really badly when i stand up for myself
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Natsukashii Knowflake Posts: 482 From: Registered: Nov 2011
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posted June 22, 2013 11:33 PM
quote: Originally posted by Ami Anne: Uranus conj the ASC. You are different. You are not a run of the mill person and you may not have learned to accept that about yourself. I kind of feel this is true. Is it
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Natsukashii Knowflake Posts: 482 From: Registered: Nov 2011
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posted June 22, 2013 11:33 PM
quote: Originally posted by Ami Anne: Some things are very easy for you and others are very hard. Do you feel kind of split this way?
yes, yes and yes IP: Logged |
Natsukashii Knowflake Posts: 482 From: Registered: Nov 2011
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posted June 22, 2013 11:35 PM
quote: Originally posted by Ami Anne: You have a fire Moon singelton in Leo at 0 degrees. Do you feel as if you SHOULD be more goal driven, more confident and more of a go getter? Do you feel a lot of guilt and self recrimination because you are not?
Absolutely... i hate myself for the opportunities I allowed to slip through my fingers IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 43154 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted June 23, 2013 06:53 AM
OK it is good that you can see this window into your soul. Are these new revelations to you? Are you surprised they show up so clearly in your chart? How did you feel wehn i wrote them?------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 43154 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted June 23, 2013 06:55 AM
You have a lovely large heart which i can feel on here ( Jup conj Moon)------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 43154 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted June 23, 2013 06:56 AM
I will try to break it down more but in the overall picture, you have a very easy chart in some ways but your hard things are striking against that and maybe harder next to the super easy things( gifts). Does that fit? Do you feel that?------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 43154 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted June 23, 2013 06:59 AM
Your chart is similar to mine in some ways. You are gifted in many areas such as discipline, imagination and intellect. Your pain is wrapped up in what you NEED to bring to the world. You have a trine involving your ASC as I do. You have a purpose to take all you went through and bring it into practical fruition. Does that fit? What would you love to do if money were no object? ------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 43154 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted June 23, 2013 07:02 AM
Ok--this I think is one of your major pains. Mars sq Jupiter( retro) and Moon( somewhat wide but still felt)To make it practical, it is super hard for you to be assertive. On top of that, you question yourself if you are right or wrong. Harder than that, maybe is that you have great plans and ideas and feel hope but then feel thwarted as if you can never do it and never win. Then, you may give up. Is that what happened to bring you to the painful state you described here? ------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 43154 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted June 23, 2013 07:05 AM
You have the quincunx of Uranus/Pluto with venus. We will discuss this after you ponder the other questions. Take your time as these questions are deep and not answered one, two, three. Transit wise, you have TR Sun conj natal Chiron. This is what happened recently, I think. Your sense of identity was shaken by touching your deepest wounds. Does that sum up how it felt? ------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 43154 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted June 23, 2013 07:24 AM
Ok--it is not TR. It is your Progressed Sun which is conj Chiron which is more intense. i think this is what is going on--in a nutshell. your sense of sefl is coming face to face with your deepest pain.However, lets see what basics you have in your charts that underlie this, if you want. ------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Natsukashii Knowflake Posts: 482 From: Registered: Nov 2011
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posted June 23, 2013 10:42 AM
quote: Originally posted by Ami Anne: OK it is good that you can see this window into your soul. Are these new revelations to you? Are you surprised they show up so clearly in your chart? How did you feel wehn i wrote them?
I wouldnt say I was surprised as I do know myself to an extent but I was astounded at how precisely you picked these things up Its more a feeling of so thats why i feel these things and thats why I feel the odds to be sometimes insurmountable IP: Logged |
Natsukashii Knowflake Posts: 482 From: Registered: Nov 2011
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posted June 23, 2013 10:44 AM
quote: Originally posted by Ami Anne: I will try to break it down more but in the overall picture, you have a very easy chart in some ways but your hard things are striking against that and maybe harder next to the super easy things( gifts). Does that fit? Do you feel that?
Ami I have been told that I have a real talent for writing and peopls say the feel moved when reading my letters, stories and poems. But I dont have the will or the courage to write as I feel I wont be any good. I also feel that the story and tha characters I want to bring to life are locked inside me. IP: Logged |
Natsukashii Knowflake Posts: 482 From: Registered: Nov 2011
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posted June 23, 2013 10:49 AM
quote: Originally posted by Ami Anne: Your chart is similar to mine in some ways. You are gifted in many areas such as discipline, imagination and intellect. Your pain is wrapped up in what you NEED to bring to the world. You have a trine involving your ASC as I do. You have a purpose to take all you went through and bring it into practical fruition. Does that fit? What would you love to do if money were no object?
I agree Ami..but what is it that would suit me best? There are many things I would like to do? Work with animals, be a travel writer of sorts If money were no object I would travel the world telling the stories of people that I encountered and looking for the threads of humanity and wisdom that lie within all of us I knew there was a reason I feel a connection to you..this "alikeness" must be the reason for that IP: Logged |
Natsukashii Knowflake Posts: 482 From: Registered: Nov 2011
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posted June 23, 2013 10:50 AM
quote: Originally posted by Ami Anne: You have a lovely large heart which i can feel on here ( Jup conj Moon)
It feels good to be of service to people I get a kick out of helping out
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Natsukashii Knowflake Posts: 482 From: Registered: Nov 2011
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posted June 23, 2013 10:54 AM
quote: Originally posted by Ami Anne: Ok--this I think is one of your major pains. Mars sq Jupiter( retro) and Moon( somewhat wide but still felt)To make it practical, it is super hard for you to be assertive. On top of that, you question yourself if you are right or wrong. Harder than that, maybe is that you have great plans and ideas and feel hope but then feel thwarted as if you can never do it and never win. Then, you may give up. Is that what happened to bring you to the painful state you described here?
This is true Ami...and it applies both professionally and personally. The things that come so easily to others evade me I know that I am deeply loved by those close to me but I feel that People find me unloveable for the most part, especially when I establish boundaries and stand up for myself. People then begin to isolate and marginalise me. The loneliness I feel is terrible but at least if Im not with others I cant be hurt by them. People actively try to hurt me with their taunts and comments and put blocks in the way of my progress IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 43154 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted June 23, 2013 10:57 AM
Ami I have been told that I have a real talent for writing and peopls say the feel moved when reading my letters, stories and poems. But I dont have the will or the courage to write as I feel I wont be any good. I also feel that the story and tha characters I want to bring to life are locked inside me.The time has to be right. I have found my passion. I am truly, truly happy with the work I do. It combines all my passions--astrology, psychology, spirituality and natural health. I had to go through a horrible shift in my life from the death of my son. At that point, I did not care how I looked or if it was weird to do what I do. I just wanted to do what I was created to do. Without that horrible shift, I would not have found my calling. I am not saying YOU have to go through this level of sorrow but I bet that you have to live life more and experience more before your characters can speak. That is my feeling on it, anyway ------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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