posted August 25, 2013 06:54 AM            

I like to have a fresh thread to start new.

You don't have to answer anything on here if you feel uncomfortable with sharing.

You can just take note of it or e mail me if you want to talk about it.

This Forum is very small and virtually never gets anyone being a jerk.

If they did, I would cut them off right away and it has never happened here, anyway.

We are a totally teaching and learning Forum.

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posted August 25, 2013 06:55 AM            

If you want anything deleted, just tell me and
I will.

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posted August 25, 2013 06:59 AM            

You have Pluto conj the ASC. I call this the cop placement.

You have the authority of a cop coming to your car giving you a ticket. You could be a leader.

Randall has this too and you can tell he is a leader.

This is a power placement and one with which you can make positive goals in your life.

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Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal

posted August 25, 2013 07:00 AM            

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posted August 25, 2013 07:02 AM            

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posted August 25, 2013 07:05 AM            

You can take your personal power and put discipline to it and make a good career for yourself.

You can use your imagination in how you communicate to.

Does your career involve writing or speaking?

It looks like you would be a natural here.

Is this what you would like to do. I can see a personal coach having these placements or a motivational speaker.

I could see an author having them but he would not be a bookworm type but someone with a lot of personal power who would get out there in society and strut his stuff

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posted August 25, 2013 07:08 AM            

You have 3 rulers sending their planets to the 12th house.
The 7th, the 9th and the 1st.

In these house, there seems to be sorrow. I have an article on that.

So, in the house of marriage, the house of finding your purpose and the house of your personal walk through life, you will have your most struggles

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posted August 25, 2013 07:10 AM            

You are telling yourself to hunker down and make your material world secure.

I will let you think on these things and I will be back

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posted August 25, 2013 01:40 PM            

I am focusing on money, not for greed, just goals/security. I took a new position at work for which I'm ending my training. There's going be many opportunities (and involuntary) for overtime and I won't really mind - bring it. $$$

The 12th, well, I put that away pretty much. It's hard for me to even look at. I buried it. But I know that I have myself under constant review. Annnnnd... hmmmm.... that's it. I can't concentrate well but you're right. It's heavy.

I don't speak or write for career but not long ago I had to stand up and speak in front of a bunch of management. I received so much praise for a job well done with that. I was like, "What?? I just talked!"
If talking with a friend and if I'm not in total serious mode I'm very animated, very imaginative and creative when I tell stories.
Here, not so much. I need to trust because so many people are quick to judge.
I could get comfortable speaking though if I had a topic that I'm passionate about or if people just wanted to hear my stupid stories.

Funny about love. Right now, I don't feel a thing! There's no love interest that stands out or that feel attainable. Pretty dull but pfft.... it's okay. I don't mind it that much. This chick at work basically tried to rape me last April. LOL! I wasn't interested though. I know how she is.
Something that was mentioned - I'm intense and feel unworthy of love. True, too intense to be loved... well I shouldn't say not worthy. Too intense to be capable of being loved I should say.
My mom keeps trying to set me up and so now there's this poor woman waiting for me to get in touch with her but I'm not going to. I pretty much wasn't before I knew anything because I can't stand being set up. I hate hate hate it. I won't do it. lol

Cop placement? LOL Yeah I've had some tickets but I'm seriously good now. I loved that "near death" feeling. I was hooked and surprisingly I'm not dead! Curves at 100+, a few times 130+... that was scary but I liked it.

This will be ironic but careers that interest me:
Police Officer
Fire Fighter
Physical Therapist
Councilor (probably for teens because I remember that part of my life well and the obstacles)

I can feel a writer inside me and it begs to get out, but there's a block somewhere.