posted May 25, 2014 03:21 AM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Yes, I do use the asteroid Lie, MIL.

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posted May 25, 2014 08:19 AM            

Truth is what heals. Lies make people sick. In a family, one person, usually the child, can become the identified patient. This person is kind of the one who shows all the problems, so the other people can still look good.

This may be happening to you. When I look at these charts, it makes the possibility greater, in my opinion.

Hence, you need to find some people or place where the truth is and you don't have to play out this role.

Your parents will, prolly, never understand, so I would not tell them, if I were in your shoes.

I had a similar experience when I was about your age. I knew I had to get away from my mother with the lies. My father would never stand up, so was part of the lies.

I had a chance to go to boarding school. I should have gotten away while I was still sane enough to go out into the world and not so broken by living in that environment but I chickened out

I had another chance to get away, emotionally, at least. A lady who was close to us wanted me to go to church with her. I could have gotten away and made a new church family but I thought this was silly.

I blew my chances to find a truthful haven and so became numb.

I would go back and do either/both of these things.

You need some alternate reality imo

AStrology is one place that can do it for you and this is a start imo

PS The above is my personal experience and opinion and not diagnosis of any sort. One has to say legal things in this day and age of craziness xx

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posted May 25, 2014 08:53 AM            

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With your Mom, you have Nessus very, very strong due to the conj with saturn. You have prey very strong due to the conjunction with Jupiter.

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posted May 27, 2014 01:51 AM            

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MIL That song touched me so much and I will carry it in my heart

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posted May 27, 2014 08:07 AM            

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Also, Sado is conjunct Sun in composite with my dad but by over 3 degrees... I think it was almost even 4 degrees.

I dedicated a song for you, by the way.. Hope you liked it even though it's not even in English haha.

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I would count Sado conj the Sun at 3 degrees but thank God it is not closer.

I think you need to find a group that would love you. Do you have a church community you would consider being a be part of?

I wish I had done that at your age. When the family system is sick, the person need outside support that sees them for who they are.

You are a beautiful, dear person struggling with a lot of pain and shut down behaviors in your family.

Do you have any group that would be positive for you that you could be part of?

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posted May 27, 2014 01:02 PM            

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Do you have any group that would be positive for you that you could be part of?

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posted May 28, 2014 10:44 AM            

If I had his date of birth correct (I don't remember it really well, but I'm sure he was an Aries) his Nessus is on my Asc and his Sado on my Chiron/MC.

posted May 28, 2014 11:04 AM            

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I feel like we lie each other a lot, I mostly lie about things related to my depression etc. Could that be Pinocchio conj. Jupiter?

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posted May 28, 2014 10:00 PM            

Pinochio conj Jupiter---Yikes. These are some of the worst comps I have ever seen lol

If I were in your situation, I would pray for God to send me a mentor. You need someone to help guide you and affirm you imo

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posted May 29, 2014 02:08 AM            

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Thanks for bumping and I left you a song in Sweet Peas MIL

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posted May 29, 2014 08:54 AM            

Pinochio is lies, of course. Get the book People of the Lie. I think you will come to understand your home better.

Tell me what you think after you read it.

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posted May 29, 2014 09:40 AM            

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Pinochio is lies, of course. Get the book People of the Lie. I think you will come to understand your home better.

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posted May 30, 2014 02:40 AM            

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I would think the relationship would bring out and shine light on some issues with pain, abuse and it could either be a healing relationship, at the very least it will have undertones of beginning to overcome pain that had been hidden.
It could also be an abusive relationship depending on aspects...but the abuse would be something that brought up consciously an awareness of suppressed pain that was hendering the person from moving forward.
Either way, if its through compassion or forcing someone to relive and remeber things they have tried to suppress, the relationship will bring up some deep dark hurts in one or both of you.
This is not an easy aspect at all, for anyone to deal with! But once the healing happens and you begin to accept the things you couldn't before you will become much lighter and happier being free of the hurt and pain.
The fact that you have picked this relationship shows your ready to see, accept and deal with some deep pain that you couldn't handle before!
Just try to remember it's going to feel like the relationship is what's bringing all this pain to you, but it's not exactly that way....the relationship is touching some very painful places and bringing them to the surface so things you wouldn't react to as deeply or intensely in any other relationship is going to feel much more painful....and your going to think it's him but try to stop and ask yourself what does this situation remind me of, what is it triggering in me?
Your partner isn't the issue, but they will trigger your issues. Your job is to recognize that and focus on the fear/pain that is brought up and find where they originate and try not to take it out on your partner.
Healing is the theme of the aspect....not a light aspect!
Does this aspect anyone's Chiron or your comp Chiron?
That is one way to see who's pain is being brought to the surface.

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posted June 01, 2014 08:28 AM            

You may not feel you have value now but someday, you will help someone going through the same thing.

I was molested by my mother. I thought I had no value and now I am helping you.

What if I had done away with myself, which I wanted to, many times. ALL abuse victims do imo

You are in a crazy making environment and you need to come talk about it, as you are.

You did the right thing. You are not alone anymore.

Although, I am not close in distance, I understand what you are going through and I am on your side

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posted June 01, 2014 08:37 AM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:

I was molested by my mother. I thought I had no value and now I am helping you.

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That's horrible! *hugs*