posted April 21, 2014 10:42 AM              

I second that. Good to have you with us (though I will be probably very silent over the next days, as I am going away for holidays - and yes including seeing him on stage )

I understand what you are all saying about approaching him, but the thing is I already kind of did, granted a bit vaguely. lol, but nevertheless, to be very realistic and very honest I don`t see how anything could come out of it, or what could come out of it.
We have met as performer and audience and that is just it. our status. *shrugs* But that won`t keep me from astrologizing him and everything, partly I am also doing it because astrology amazes me.

We are going to have interesting tertiary progressions again. lol

I just saw them yesterday.

On the day we are talking about I am going to have

tp ASC EXACTLY on my natal Saturn on 16 Cancer

tp Venus having just changed signs, and being on 00 Gemini,r ight on tp Antivertex on 1 Gemini; also conjunct tp VESTA on 29 Taurus.

tp Sun on 6 Gemini, just having come into orb (one degree) of being conjunct my natal DESC.

tp MC conjunct natal JUNO

Mr Sag on the other hand is having

tp Moon widely conjunct tp Pluto (1°38)

tp Jupiter on tp IC opposing tp Mars on tp MC (and his natal Karma)

tp ASC trine tp Venus

tp Venus conjunct natal Antivertex

tp ASC conjunct natal Juno

and as for the synastry, for this portion of time,

his tp ASC conjunct my tp Saturn
his tp Uranus conjunct my tp Antivertex and opposite my tp Venus

hit tp Neptune conjunct my n Sun-Mercury
his tp Mars and MC conjunct my n IC
his tp Jupiter and IC conjunct my n MC

though is tp Saturn also squares my n Venus

What that means?
No clue, maybe nothing.
(tertiary progressions, are monthly progresessions, and therefore should theoretically work as timer, bringing the longer lasting secondary progressions into clearer focus; I have pr Sun trine my natal DESC, so it is certainly interesting that this month my tertiary progressed Sun is conjunct my natal DESC).

Well, in a way I am using my crushes or whatever on celebrities or semi-celebrities, to evaluate what astrology can and can´t do.

posted April 21, 2014 04:52 PM              

IMDB describes it like this "Two seemingly polar opposites are deeply connected in ways neither could have ever imagined."
Apparently a metaphysical connection.

posted April 21, 2014 06:28 PM            

For now, I'm focussing on the catch-up. Things are sorting out, and I've made my stance very clear. Sometimes that bit of soul-searching is what's most needed - for everybody.

I'm starting with a review of my members list on TFT.

If one of these is you, let me know. I'll invite you to the private group which is otherwise hidden from all other registred members and inaccessible to the public. That's intentional.

• Registration: Today, 21 April 2014:

Dante Gilbert
Sharyn Lavarack

• Registred: Yesterday (20 April 2014)

Boyce Burdekin
Lavon Keefer
Valencia McFarland

• Registred: 19 April 2014

Fredericka Zimmerman
Broderick Drummond

• Registred: 17 April 2014

Jamie
Margarito Simms
Celinda Strader
Carina Margaret

• Registred: 16 April 2014

Chelsea Carroll
Danilo Stoner

• Registred: 15 April 2014

Ronny West
Ramon Printz

• Registred: 1 Week Ago: 14 April 2014

Louanne Pimentel
Winnie Kittelson
Bret Leachman

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Now, these are the only ones who have not spammed, or show any activity post-registration, which inclines me to believe they're legitimate members. But I have no idea who they are!

If you could help me out, I can get things organised. Running a network can be harrying when your personal life is a bit out of sorts.

posted April 21, 2014 08:08 PM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
I just been made aware of a new film by Joss Whedon "In your eyes".

IMDB describes it like this "Two seemingly polar opposites are deeply connected in ways neither could have ever imagined."
Apparently a metaphysical connection.

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Wait. That's Joss? I said 'I'll be damned. Another Twin Flame story. Already.' Wow. Good to know.

posted April 21, 2014 08:47 PM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
I just been made aware of a new film by Joss Whedon "In your eyes".

IMDB describes it like this "Two seemingly polar opposites are deeply connected in ways neither could have ever imagined."
Apparently a metaphysical connection.

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Just saw the first few minutes. There was a lot of, 'ohhhh, yes.'

It's a TF film. Unmistakeably. Go, Joss!
http://insidemovies.ew.com/2014/04/17/joss-whedon-in-your-eyes-opening-scene/

posted April 21, 2014 08:54 PM            

Thank you for sharing your thought process, Ceri. It's visible.

I think that's what got me into direction. There's a short test video done years ago when I suddenly realised I was in love with my costar. (Of course, it's much more complicated than that. Heh.) It's hard to describe that look.

I've thrown many others when thinking of Fate. All with this contemplative, mildly concerned look. So, believe me: I know how that is!

And it's an incredible shot, too. Really, really expressive and perfectly indicative of YOU.

posted April 22, 2014 12:29 AM            

That's the most authentic Twin Flame film to date. Joss has clearly been talking to people.

posted April 22, 2014 06:20 AM              

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Originally posted by IndigoDirae:
Stumbled upon this woman - really, these two. They identify as Twin Flames. I rather like the simplicity of their 'service' to others.
http://juliaarmstrong.com/relationships-and-couples/ http://www.runningtolearn.com/2014/03/i-married-my-twin-flame/

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Awww!
I burst into tears when I read "In your eyes I have found my home..." because I can relate sooo much. 😥

I've been feeling that longing/pulling thing again today, I'm missing him.

posted April 22, 2014 06:28 AM              

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Originally posted by Tulipe:
Lavender, I relate to your story so much. I was very young when this situation in my family happened, and I have vivid memories about the fights since I was 4. My parents stayed together for their children's sake mostly, they work well together but emotional wise they're not compatible. I still remember the fright, the helplessness, the guilt and the burden of being the one responsible for their unhappiness. The experience still left scars in my soul.

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I am very sorry you had to go through with that
I understand how tough it must've been; for almost 20 years I've had to bare with it.
But those experiences were needed I guess; they shaped us into who we are today.

posted April 22, 2014 06:50 AM              

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Originally posted by Lavender CrystalSwan:
I am very sorry you had to go through with that
I understand how tough it must've been; for almost 20 years I've had to bare with it.
But those experiences were needed I guess; they shaped us into who we are today.

Do you have any hard Saturn aspects in your natal?

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Like you, I believe everything happens for a reason, and we're stronger than we thought. In my chart, I have a T-square of Mars, Saturn and Chiron.

posted April 22, 2014 09:32 AM              

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Originally posted by Tulipe:
Lavender, I relate to your story so much. I was very young when this situation in my family happened, and I have vivid memories about the fights since I was 4. My parents stayed together for their children's sake mostly, they work well together but emotional wise they're not compatible. I still remember the fright, the helplessness, the guilt and the burden of being the one responsible for their unhappiness. The experience still left scars in my soul.

Indigo, I know we didn't talk directly but I've read your threads and recently lurked here often. I have to say although I have different lifestyle from you, I have come to know what a strong and remarkable person you are. And I know eventually you'll find the way to your happiness as well as your stepdaughter's. Of that I have no doubt. Just want to let you know that I believe in you and it's an honor to be here and getting to know you.

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posted April 22, 2014 10:25 AM              

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Originally posted by LeeLoo2014:
I am so sorry to hear that, Tulipe. But I think you have to forgive them, they probably didn't know themselves very well so together, they discovered they are not very compatible. It must have been very painful for you. But who knows? maybe this "mismatch" was important for you to exist and be the way you are, so complex Once we surpass the emotional pain, we discover there is a reason for good in everything.

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posted April 22, 2014 01:08 PM            

Do you think I should actually tell her, 'your father said he was just very angry and wanted to grab me - but not hit me. Because I'd been hit before, in my relationship prior to this one, I reacted as I did, said what I had, and ran the way I felt I had to,' would that make ANY difference?

For me ... I forgave my father. It was the right thing to do. They love the hell out of each other, and have for 41 years. THAT event came from too much happening at once - like the fire, and moving, and trying to put our lives back together.

This happened because my husband and I have fundamentally different communication styles. And we're seeing my therapist this weekend to begin counselling.

I healed. I don't even think it took that long to do so - but there was a LOT going on. But I also remember being VERY frightened, and my father not knowing what to do about it. He also begged my mother's forgiveness, apologised literally upon his knees, because she was leaving.

That was 1993. Since then, they only occasionally raise their voices to each other. It was a truly isolated incident.

In my last relationship, I didn't trust that. I left. It was the right decision.

But here, I'm staying. I'm trying. Things are already better - but we need help. Serious help.

posted April 22, 2014 01:43 PM            

That's my VERTEX and Fate's ASC. How interesting.

posted April 22, 2014 03:12 PM            

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Originally posted by tgem:
Just curious: what the strongest aspect you all have in your natal that shows psychic ability/pre-cognition etc.?

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Good question. iQ definitely pointed out the ALMA-JUNO being deeply related to the soul's ability to understand its own multidimensionality, as well as identifying (resolving?) karmic relationships through love across multiple incarnations.

I personally think my ANGEL conjunct MOON (1º), SUN sextile NEPTUNE (1º) and conjunct PLUTO (2º) might have something to do with it. PSYCHE is also exactly opposite my NEPTUNE, and trine my SUN (1º).

I also have an eff-tonne of Scorpio tropically. Heh.

posted April 22, 2014 04:41 PM              

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Originally posted by tgem:
Just curious: what the strongest aspect you all have in your natal that shows psychic ability/pre-cognition etc.?

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I think for me it'd be a combo of all this:

Uranus quindecile Moon 0°
Uranus quindecile Mars 2°
Uranus trine Mercury 2°
Uranus square Venus 1°
Uranus conjunct Neptune 1°
Neptune quindecile Moon 0°
Neptune quindecile Sun/Moon mp 0°
Neptune square Venus 3°
Neptune trine Mercury 3°
Neptune trine SN 3°
Pluto sextile Mercury 0°

Heavy water chart:
IC/NN/Jupiter/Pluto in Scorpio in 4th
Moon/Mars in Cancer on 11th/12th house cusp
Saturn in Pisces in 8th
4th house ruler is Pluto/Mars; Mars aspects Sun, Moon, Jupiter, Saturn, IC/MC tightly
8th house ruler is Neptune; you can see above how emphasized Neptune is for me
12th house ruler is Moon; aspects Sun, Mars, Jupiter, Saturn, IC/MC tightly

Asteroids

posted April 22, 2014 06:35 PM            

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Originally posted by Lavender CrystalSwan:
I think for me it'd be a combo of all this:

Uranus trine Mercury 2°
Neptune quindecile Moon 0°
Neptune quindecile Sun/Moon mp 0°
Neptune trine Mercury 3°
Pluto sextile Mercury 0°

Heavy water chart:
Moon/Mars in Cancer on 11th/12th house cusp
Saturn in Pisces in 8th
8th house ruler is Neptune
12th house ruler is Moon; aspects Sun

Asteroids

AURA opposite Moon
AURA trine Sun/MC 1-2°
PALLAS trine Mercury/Neptune
KASSANDRA opposite Mercury 1°
REIKI opposite Chiron 0°
ANGEL on BETELGUESE 1° (opp Vertex 2°)

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I'd say the above. Some of it's too generational, and should be considered more house-specific.

posted April 22, 2014 07:17 PM              

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
FireMoon,

I second that. Good to have you with us (though I will be probably very silent over the next days, as I am going away for holidays - and yes including seeing him on stage )

I understand what you are all saying about approaching him, but the thing is I already kind of did, granted a bit vaguely. lol, but nevertheless, to be very realistic and very honest I don`t see how anything could come out of it, or what could come out of it.
We have met as performer and audience and that is just it. our status. *shrugs* But that won`t keep me from astrologizing him and everything, partly I am also doing it because astrology amazes me.

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Thank you tgem and Ceri, I'm glad to be here too although I needed to come back to all this later too since this grand cross really has had me feeling like a crazy person/emotional mess lol (seriously though, I'm very rarely angry or mean with people but yesterday was ridiculous) I think actually talking about all this brought out some dormant frustration/anxiety...

Anyway I completely understand what you mean Ceri about it not seeming realistic but still being interested in the various charts and aspects. I have a ton of respect for you and Indigo as you're both amazing astrologers! And the tp aspects are very interesting, I'll have to look into that more. I'm assuming they offer more insight on exact timing than solar arcs? Which is another subject I don't know much about but would like to learn more... But aside from all that I also respect your intuitive abilities and you might sometimes doubt whether your connection is mutual but I honestly think if you're already interacting with him on those deeper levels (astro-travel, energy exchange, etc.) and you've actually spoken to him in the past there's very real potential for it to become more than just an audience/observer relationship... Or at least that seems to be the TF mantra that I often struggle to remind myself of, to have faith that things will unfold how and when they're supposed to. Faith and optimism are what Sag is all about right.. Lol I try to rely on my Sag moon for that but it's not always easy

posted April 23, 2014 02:39 AM            

Hopefully, someday soon, things will lighten up enough for me to catch up on roughly forty (FORTY!!!!) pages of posts here and join in again.