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Topic: Twinflame Astrology: Techniques, Investigations, Validity
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Lavender CrystalSwan
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posted March 16, 2014 03:54 PM
 
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Originally posted by tgem:
"And I remember thinking about Fay. Hearing a voice inside. Remember that story you thought of? The one about Fay?
It still needs to be written, she wants you to write it."Ceri!!! That's my middle name!!!! Spelled the Exact same way 😳
Wow. My new manager's name is Fay! Lol she just joined the company  IP: Logged |
Lavender CrystalSwan
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posted March 16, 2014 03:57 PM
I will reply to the rest of your posts a bit later.
I have to head out now. Later, guys!  Take care  IP: Logged |
Ceridwen
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posted March 16, 2014 05:31 PM
I had been thinking about our synastric soulmate pairings:
° my Pluto trine his PROSERPINE 1°41
his Pluto sextile my PROSERPINA 0°21
° my RUDRA square his KAALI 1°27
But then there is also:
° his ISIS quinkunx my OSIRIS 1°38 ° his SIVA quinkunx my PARVATI 0°45 ° his Jupiter quinkunx my HERA 1.00 It is hard to NOT notice that these are all quinknx/ inconjuncts.
What I also found intriguing is how the latter of these quinkunxes are WAXING aspects, which means they represent the last step before the full phase, the opposition, the last step before completion.
I gotta think about that. lol
Also I noticed that we seem to have at least a one way apsect of all the central soulmate pairings as it seems, except for Eros-Psyche.
Well we have Psyche-Psyche-conjunction AND we have AMOR quindecile PSYCHE, and since his AMOR is opposit EROS, his EROS is close to 15° of my Psyche (which is the complementary aspect to the quindecile - all aspect pairings add to 180°). I wouldn`t count that strongly, but In oticed it. lol
Additionally we have
Sun-Moon-conjunction (we probably should not forget about this planetary contact either). his ODYSSEUS conjunct my PENELOPE
his ISHTAR square my ADONIS exact
(and adonis conjunct Adonis)
his ARIADNE opposite my BACCHUS
his BACCHUS sextile my ARIADNE his ARTHUR conjunct my GUINEVERE all orbs within 2 degrees. IP: Logged |
IndigoDirae
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posted March 16, 2014 05:41 PM
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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
Wow, I just realized that three of us have Psyche conjunct in Aquarius, you are the only exception. lol24-25-26 Aquarius, and your DNA ties into it neatly.
LOL I just saw our multicomposite has also an ALMA-JUNO-conjunction on 28 and 29 Cancer.
The three of you have GC-SUN, too, y'know.  Rather, my PSYCHE-PLUTO trine forms a rather nice Grand Air Trine with your AQU PSYCHES! The ALMA-JUNO makes a lot of sense, too. DNA is one of those things I've been meaning to investigate. Among many, many things! Heh. IP: Logged |
IndigoDirae
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posted March 16, 2014 05:48 PM
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Originally posted by page one:
Wow. Check out that grand cross of Mars/NN/Aura, Psyche/Anubis, Lilith and SN.
You're absolutely right, Page. In fact, I was rather intrigued by the 11H / 5H mirrored UNION-BML and PSYCHE/ANUBIS, 01º / 09º - 09º / 01º, respectively. IP: Logged |
tgem
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posted March 16, 2014 06:50 PM
Ceri you have my chart. I wonder if we have any of that stuff that might indicate we are part of the same over soul family. I know Lavender and I have conjunct angles, I believe..among others IP: Logged |
IndigoDirae
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posted March 16, 2014 06:59 PM
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Originally posted by tgem:
Ceri you have my chart. I wonder if we have any of that stuff that might indicate we are part of the same over soul family. I know Lavender and I have conjunct angles, I believe..among others
Don't you two have 27º SAG prominent? I forget. And - yes - angular? IP: Logged |
tgem
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posted March 16, 2014 07:11 PM
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Originally posted by IndigoDirae:
Don't you two have 27º SAG prominent? I forget. And - yes - angular?
Well my DSC is conjunct GC by 4 but Cusp's moon is conjunct GC by 20 minutes. Indigo, did you happen to take a look at the chart of the dream I posted and the comparison with our natals...I thought there was some interesting stuff going on. IP: Logged |
Lavender CrystalSwan
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posted March 16, 2014 11:12 PM
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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
Lavender,both, you and Indigo, have been so spot on interpreting that event chart. Thank you. 
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Lavender CrystalSwan
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posted March 16, 2014 11:44 PM
Tgem,I see quite a lot in your dream chart! But what caught my eye the most was your dream chart's Asc lining up perfect with you natal Desc!!!  Amazing! Also, Tr. Venus was conjunct you natal Juno and opposing your natal Mars
Tr. Vertex-Union was conjunct your natal Mars
Nice lol!  Tr. Amor was conjunct your natal Sun
Tr. Juno was conjunct your natal SN
Tr. Alma was opposing your natal Psyche-Vertex Just lovely
And wow!
He was having a Nodal return at the time of your dream!
There was a grand-trine involving his natal Alma, Tr. Juno, and Tr. Anubis
Tr. Destinn was going over his Vertex, and opposing his natal Destinn-Mercury
There's also a grand square of Tr. Lilith, Tr. Nodes/his natal Nodes, Tr. Psyche-Anubis, and Tr. Mars–Vesta–Ceres All of that tells me he definitely must have experienced "something" as well. IP: Logged |
Lavender CrystalSwan
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posted March 17, 2014 12:11 AM
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Originally posted by tgem:
My thoughts exactly Lavender...I'm ready once again to throw my hands up...I feel like I've gone mental..totally crazy over someone I haven't spoken to in 2 years and not seen for a year. I feel I've made up this imaginary fantasy in my head and honestly if any of my family or friends knew how far gone I was about this...they'd do an intervention and throw me in therapy for sure. You're right...it feels like a cruel joke the universe has played on us...why me??!! What in Sam Hill did I do to deserve this? At least you've been told he your TF for sure. So that helps rationalize things a bit...I have no such proof..just hunches...I think that's the worst..the not knowing...cuz I don't have anything concrete to back up my bizarre life-altering experience. Once again...I feel the need to throw my hands up and go back to the world of the sane and logic....
I know exactly how you feel  Honestly though, whatever experiences we are having with these men... I feel they are necessary somehow.
I'm not sure exactly what their purpose is, but all I know is that if it weren't for them, we wouldn't be where we are right now. We wouldn't have ever known what the meaning of true, deep and pure soul-love was.
We would never have been exposed to beautiful emotions and experiences, the magic, the wonderfully-euphoric highs (and the darkest of lows).
I never would have let go of religion and opened myself up so much. Even though they may have been the cause of such deep pain for us (without them even being aware of it lmao :laughing), they have served us greatly in awakening and completely transforming us to our cores. But I just wish they somehow knew too... Would have been so much more beautiful if we could experience this alongside them, together Sigh  IP: Logged |
Lavender CrystalSwan
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posted March 17, 2014 12:30 AM
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Originally posted by IndigoDirae:
I would agree with you, Lavender, but there's something to iQ. There's a reason he is as he is. He's here to help - and he knows that. I can feel it, too. When I, y'know, allow my logical mind to shut it for two seconds. There's a reason a confirmation comes to us - for whatever reason. It's going to affect the way we proceed further, and THAT's the point, I think. Imagine how you would've felt had iQ told you differently. I know I certainly have. It'd be a VERY different story today, wouldn't it? So the confirmations come to us for a reason. They guide us to go in one way over another. It undoubtedly changes things. Like Ceri says. It's about faith. Something I'm learning to have - after 33 years of life. Heh. It's not easy. But I think it's going to be worth it.
I guess so... But I am careful now, that I don't mix that with BLIND-faith.
I need some form of solid evidence that this is real. I want to see how he will react when he sees my face.
Weather he senses the same closeness, intimate familiarity and "home-coming" sense that I do...
Weather he gets the same tingles, the heart-butterflies, and soul-shaking sensation of knowing and excitement...
Or will I just be another face amongst the billions of girls in the crowd... Only time will tell... IP: Logged |
Lavender CrystalSwan
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posted March 17, 2014 12:53 AM
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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
Isn`t there a possibility to meet him, even just seeing him live?
Not at the moment, but sometime in the near-future... I guess its not fully IMPOSSIBLE, if I can gather up the courage to go see him.
But its still no guarantee though that I will not hide from him once there. And as such as my Solar Return for 2015/2016 is so exciting, it honestly scares the bats out of me now.
I mean how in the world can by SR Asc be exactly on his natal Asc???
And the exact Mars-Venus conjunction in both our SRs that falls right on my n. ASC and his n. ANTI-VERTEX exact!
What in the world could that even mean???!
The answer makes me very uncomfortable. I am not ready at all right now.
If it were to happen, that we meet, there is a 99.99999% chance that I'll run in the opposite direction like a scared little animal lol.
I wouldn't remain in the same spot for even a second, it would be too much and too intense.
The thought of just being exposed to him like that is utterly terrifying... As much as it will make me FEEL that aliveness, that pleasant home-coming and familiarity stuff... It will just be an odd mixture of all kinds of feelings I bet. I feel like he already has access to the deepest corners of my soul.
Its too easy for him seep through my barriers and walls that I have put up to block him out.
I feel like he can see right through me.
I don't like it.
Only I should be able to get naked with myself and know all of me, not him!!!!
Ok that sounded a bit wrong there lol but you know what I mean.
He just makes me feel way to vulnerable... IP: Logged |
Lavender CrystalSwan
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posted March 17, 2014 01:11 AM
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Originally posted by IndigoDirae:
Don't you two have 27º SAG prominent? I forget. And - yes - angular?
My Vertex and Draco ASC are both at Sag 26°, touching most of your personal placements I think. Lol IP: Logged |
Ceridwen
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posted March 17, 2014 02:25 AM
that is us, all 5 (10) of us.Keep in mind, that the angles could be of, but honestly I think we are pretty close, when it comes to the birthtimes. At least it surely makes sense to me.
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what a group we are, right?
See the NN on the SGC? Conjunct ATLANTIS, naturally. lol
EDIT:
the only soulmate pairing in our combined multicomposite: Pluto on 16°58 Libra sextile PERSEPHONE on 15.11 Leo
JUNO on 11.56 Scorpio very loosely square Jupiter on 14.51 Leo
ARIADNE on 9.17 Leo loosely trine BACCHUS on 6.45 Sagittarius
Oh I suppose we are - not using the word. lol
TRISTAN on 11.06 Pisces conjunct ISOLDA on 8.19 Pisces (luckily it is on the wide side)and is stabilized by the Saturn-Juno-conjunction
That one looks nice though
BRIEDE on 17.0 Aquarius (on my moon. lol)
sextile
GROOM on 16.47 Sagittarius we can work with that, right?
ENDYMION on 26.19 Scorpio trine ARTEMIS on 25.08 Pisces (funnily I have an Endymion-Artemis-conjunction from 25-27 Pisces surrounding my Draco ASC and current fullmoon of course. lol)
BTW ADONIS is conjunct my own Adonis and Mr Sag`s as well. We don´t have all Adonis in the end of Libra, do we?
WOW this one, for very personal reasons floors me
ARTHUR on 15.24 Sagittarius
Neptune on 16.41 Sag
GINEVRA on 16.42 Sagittarius
just opposite my KARMA on 16.0 Sag lol
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Ceridwen
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posted March 17, 2014 03:18 AM
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Originally posted by tgem:
Well my DSC is conjunct GC by 4 but Cusp's moon is conjunct GC by 20 minutes.
Yes, I saw that Moon on GC. Seems that some of our men share this (Sun or Moon).
Mr Sag: Sun on 26 Sag, Moon and MC on 28 Sag
Cusp: Moon on 26 Sag
Fata: Sun on 28 Sag
Jace: Moon on 21 Sag, but we do not have his birthtime, so it might be later
it`s certainly interesting, I haven´t checked for asteroids though.
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Ceridwen
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posted March 17, 2014 03:21 AM
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Originally posted by Lavender CrystalSwan:
Honestly though, whatever experiences we are having with these men... I feel they are necessary somehow.
I'm not sure exactly what their purpose is, but all I know is that if it weren't for them, we wouldn't be where we are right now.
That. I agree.Also who sais, they are not affected, too?
Maybe subconsciously or halfconsciously, but man, sometimes I swear Mr Sag *knows* something or senses something. Maybe I am wrong and he doesn`t or rationalizes it away pretty quickly, but sometimes, I don´t know.
I do not think too much about it though, as it would make me utterly nervous, anxious and scared and tonguetied, even more than usually. lol IP: Logged |
Ceridwen
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posted March 17, 2014 03:24 AM
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Originally posted by IndigoDirae:
The three of you have GC-SUN, too, y'know. Rather, my PSYCHE-PLUTO trine forms a rather nice Grand Air Trine with your AQU PSYCHES!The ALMA-JUNO makes a lot of sense, too. DNA is one of those things I've been meaning to investigate. Among many, many things! Heh.
Yeah, that sort of stumps me, too. Three GC-Suns. LOL
Who contributes the SGC?
And yes to the nice GT with your placements, nice that it is in air, too.
DNA is an interesting one.
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IndigoDirae
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posted March 17, 2014 03:29 AM
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Originally posted by Lavender CrystalSwan:
Tgem,I see quite a lot in your dream chart! But what caught my eye the most was your dream chart's Asc lining up perfect with you natal Desc!!! Amazing! Also, Tr. Venus was conjunct you natal Juno and opposing your natal Mars
Tr. Vertex-Union was conjunct your natal Mars
Nice lol! Tr. Amor was conjunct your natal Sun
Tr. Juno was conjunct your natal SN
Tr. Alma was opposing your natal Psyche-Vertex Just lovely
And wow!
He was having a Nodal return at the time of your dream!
There was a grand-trine involving his natal Alma, Tr. Juno, and Tr. Anubis
Tr. Destinn was going over his Vertex, and opposing his natal Destinn-Mercury
There's also a grand square of Tr. Lilith, Tr. Nodes/his natal Nodes, Tr. Psyche-Anubis, and Tr. Mars–Vesta–Ceres All of that tells me he definitely must have experienced "something" as well.
There is something really in the air right now. That PSYCHE-ANUBIS is potent. IP: Logged |
Ceridwen
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posted March 17, 2014 03:29 AM
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Originally posted by Lavender CrystalSwan:
Not at the moment, but sometime in the near-future...I guess its not fully IMPOSSIBLE, if I can gather up the courage to go see him.
But its still no guarantee though that I will not hide from him once there. And as such as my Solar Return for 2015/2016 is so exciting, it honestly scares the bats out of me now.
I mean how in the world can by SR Asc be exactly on his natal Asc???
And the exact Mars-Venus conjunction in both our SRs that falls right on my n. ASC and his n. ANTI-VERTEX exact!
What in the world could that even mean???!
The answer makes me very uncomfortable. I am not ready at all right now.
If it were to happen, that we meet, there is a 99.99999% chance that I'll run in the opposite direction like a scared little animal lol.
I wouldn't remain in the same spot for even a second, it would be too much and too intense.
The thought of just being exposed to him like that is utterly terrifying... As much as it will make me FEEL that aliveness, that pleasant home-coming and familiarity stuff... It will just be an odd mixture of all kinds of feelings I bet. I feel like he already has access to the deepest corners of my soul.
Its too easy for him seep through my barriers and walls that I have put up to block him out.
I feel like he can see right through me.
I don't like it.
Only I should be able to get naked with myself and know all of me, not him!!!!
Ok that sounded a bit wrong there lol but you know what I mean.
He just makes me feel way to vulnerable...
You will never be ready. I was thinking that, too. But we can`t sit around and wait for being ready, at least in my life that is not how it works. You learn by doing. And if you stumble and fall, you get up and try again. About vulnerable, oh yes, but that is part of the package, isn`t it?
How could you not be exposed and vulnerable with someone who touches your soul so deeply?
having said that, I DO believe, that sometimes there is a not so good time for contacting someone. But this does not always have to dow ith being ready or not.
you will know when the timing is right. In fact if you are a bit like me, something else will take control and push you out there, when the time is right.
I am very sure that I am going to have contact with mr Sag again, and yes I am talking about, well, talking. But I cannot say when this might be. But THAT it is bound to happen, that I do not have a doubt about. lol And I also don´t doubt for a moment, that it will be one of these moments that could have been taken straight out of some sort of comedy. somehow every encounter had some really comical ingredients. I think so at least.
I suppose Sags cannot really deal with each other in a normal way, no matter how grown up we are individually. IP: Logged |
Lavender CrystalSwan
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posted March 17, 2014 03:45 AM
Ceri,Lol that multi-composite is incredible!!! "
See the NN on the SGC? Conjunct ATLANTIS, naturally. lol" lol who woulda thought? "Pluto on 16°58 Libra sextile PERSEPHONE on 15.11 Leo" Pluto conjuncts his Venus 0°
Persephone conjuncts my Asc 0° "JUNO on 11.56 Scorpio very loosely square Jupiter on 14.51 Leo" Jupiter conjuncts my Asc 0°
Juno conjuncts my Jupiter 2°
Juno conjuncts his Pluto 0° "TRISTAN on 11.06 Pisces conjunct ISOLDA on 8.19 Pisces (luckily it is on the wide side)and is stabilized by the Saturn-Juno-conjunction" Tristan conjuncts his Desc 2°
Tristan conjuncts my Saturn 2°
Tristan opposes our Suns 2°
Isolda conjuncts his Desc 0°
Isolda conjuncts my Saturn 0°
Isolda opposes our Suns 0° Wow. Lol
"That one looks nice though
BRIEDE on 17.0 Aquarius (on my moon. lol)
sextile
GROOM on 16.47 Sagittarius" Aww Briede is on my Desc lol 2°
And wideshly on his Vertex 3° "ENDYMION on 26.19 Scorpio trine ARTEMIS on 25.08 Pisces (funnily I have an Endymion-Artemis-conjunction from 25-27 Pisces surrounding my Draco ASC and current fullmoon of course. lol)" Endymion conjuncts my Pluto 0°
Artemis opposes my Mercury 0°
"BTW ADONIS is conjunct my own Adonis and Mr Sag`s as well. We don´t have all Adonis in the end of Libra, do we?"
Nope, our Adonis' are hoth in Scorpio
"WOW this one, for very personal reasons floors me
ARTHUR on 15.24 Sagittarius
Neptune on 16.41 Sag
GINEVRA on 16.42 Sagittarius
just opposite my KARMA on 16.0 Sag lol" Woah!! Its on the great attractor asteroid as well!
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posted March 17, 2014 03:46 AM
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Originally posted by Lavender CrystalSwan:
I guess so...But I am careful now, that I don't mix that with BLIND-faith.
I some some form of solid evidence that this is real. I want to see how he will react when he sees my face.
Weather he senses the same closeness, intimate familiarity and "home-coming" sense that I do...
Weather he gets the same tingles, the heart-butterflies, and soul-shaking sensation of knowing and excitement...
Or will just be another face amongst the billions of girls in the crowd... Only time will tell...
It seemed that even before iQ said anything to you that you'd been collecting experiences of an overwhelming nature you couldn't quite define. Had you been told otherwise, and deemed them to be unhealthy delusions - you wouldn't have acted very differently? It's important to note, too, that we don't KNOW anything. Anything. But we're being pushed in certain directions - clearly - and I can't help but find THAT significant. IP: Logged |
Lavender CrystalSwan
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posted March 17, 2014 04:00 AM
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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
You will never be ready.I was thinking that, too. But we can`t sit around and wait for being ready, at least in my life that is not how it works. You learn by doing. And if you stumble and fall, you get up and try again. About vulnerable, oh yes, but that is part of the package, isn`t it?
How could you not be exposed and vulnerable with someone who touches your soul so deeply?
having said that, I DO believe, that sometimes there is a not so good time for contacting someone. But this does not always have to dow ith being ready or not.
you will know when the timing is right. In fact if you are a bit like me, something else will take control and push you out there, when the time is right.
I am very sure that I am going to have contact with mr Sag again, and yes I am talking about, well, talking. But I cannot say when this might be. But THAT it is bound to happen, that I do not have a doubt about. lol And I also don´t doubt for a moment, that it will be one of these moments that could have been taken straight out of some sort of comedy. somehow every encounter had some really comical ingredients. I think so at least.
I suppose Sags cannot really deal with each other in a normal way, no matter how grown up we are individually.
You're right...
I'll know when its the right time to take that step.
I just have to do something about all these fears ad doubts that come up. IP: Logged |
Lavender CrystalSwan
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posted March 17, 2014 04:10 AM
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Originally posted by IndigoDirae:
It's important to note, too, that we don't KNOW anything. Anything. But we're being pushed in certain directions - clearly - and I can't help but find THAT significant.
Very true, yes.
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Lavender CrystalSwan
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posted March 17, 2014 04:12 AM
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