posted June 29, 2014 05:45 PM            

... Kinda.

To be brutally honest, at this time, I returned from a delta state, unable to breathe -- though my heart wasn't racing, and I lacked all physical signs of a panic attack. Instead, I had been experiencing a very vivid dreamlike state in which I heard a song playing which ripped me to shreds in no time flat. I suspect it's the fact I was actually beginning to cry that created the sensation of being unable to breathe.

It was exactly 3:33, though. That I recall perfectly. And the song hasn't left me.

It has every marking of a standard love ballad, circa 1980s, complete with a power belting mezzo soprano and a soulful but gritty baritone. Duet. These voices were in unison, and it was the chorus that stayed with me.

That's never happened before. I've put it here, in IA, as I can't help but feel this is a strange combination of soul connexion, psychic phenomena, dimensional travelling, and who knows what else. These are strange times. And it's a love ballad. And, in case you're curious -- no; I don't write love ballads. It's not my style.

So let's have a look at the influences that brought this thing to 'cross over'. Maybe we can determine why.

posted June 29, 2014 06:28 PM            

I wanted to tell you, rennet when you received that last message telling me that cusp and I were some type of soldiers/military together in a past life? Well I looked up major battles and it's true...we were both generals in a major war..I spent time looking a the pictures of these generals and you can definitely see the resemblance in our faces with photos of today (of course we were both males..) what's even weirder is that back then my last name is what his last name is today!! (Well not exact but pretty darn close)

I've been working a lot lately on letting of my ex. Although we are not technically divorced yet, he is in a new relationship now and I'm working hard to cut the soul ties because it is still painful for me.

I was wondering if you could possibly meditate for me and see if your guide gives you any clues as to what the soul contract between me and my ex (J) was? What negative mindset/pattern do I need to release to be in a happy/loving relationship?

posted June 29, 2014 07:24 PM            

I'm glad that you researched that; it came to me VERY strongly. It seemed there was something clearly there resonating from then.

Over here, it would appear Fate is all but ignoring me now. He'll respond to a post I make actually referencing him; that's it. He needs to release the ego; he has too much pride that's blinding him. He's miserable. And that's worse.

Otherwise, I've been moving steadily forward -- healing, striving for greater clarity, helping others, myself. It's good. I'm ready for us to 'get back to work', but he's not responding to me. Not sure how to handle that just yet.

But today, I have a nonexistent '80s love ballad going full blast in my head. Which means I'm ALWAYS singing it. And there are parts that grip me, and then I'll start crying.

posted June 29, 2014 08:09 PM            

It seems that half of my post was eaten. Wow.

posted June 29, 2014 08:23 PM            

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Originally posted by IndigoDirae:
Maybe Cusp was spinning it in the alternate dimension from which it stems. Never know. 😉

It seems that half of my post was eaten. Wow.

I'd added that I'll be happy to meditate on your situation and send healing energy your way. Maybe it was just understood.

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