posted October 19, 2014 02:48 PM            

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Originally posted by I'm so cappy:
Maenad, leave that failed clone of mine and come to me I have Sag Mercury, I'm not a water void and my Mars is compatible with your Venus, I'm a superior choice And seriously, I think meeting THE man is ahead of you. I could ask the tarot about him if you like.

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I think my bicurious days might be behind me, Cappy. I'm settling for them dudes, eh. Thanks for the Tarot offer (I didn't know you're into it ), I did a draw earlier. I drew 3 cards, 1 for each option. Simple and direct, the way my Ariesness likes it. Mr. Cap got the 5 of Wands (it would be a struggle to be with him, that's for sure). Bull got Tower (oh yeah, he rocks my world so badly it brings it to ruin). Holding out for a better option - whenever that may be - got Lovers.

Kinda self explanatory.

posted October 19, 2014 02:48 PM            

Maybe I am reactin to the tone of your voice here though, maybe it is just that I remember the days back when. -But I can`t shake that feeling, there is still something between you. As to what that something is, well I think I cannot know, only you. Maybe.

But whatever it is, maybe a Mercury retro is not hte best time to make such big decisions. Or maybe it is.
The weirdest craziest most wonderful things and miracle have happened to me during Mercury retro periods (of course I never know wher emy mobile is in these times, but I do not worry anymore, it resurfaces after the period ends. Well at the moment I actually know where it is. It is anew development. lol)

posted October 19, 2014 02:53 PM            

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Originally posted by Aubyanne:
Oooof. Gotcha. Yeah, that sucks. I've been there, actually. We stayed with it. I'd like to say that it's changed over time, and is now emotionally engaged, but something he said the other day is STILL burning me. My husband confirmed, I'm NOT being emo. This hurts. But then, as he's said (of him) he has a terrible 'knack' for being obliviously callous.

Sag rising with Aries Moon, folks. You'd think his 8H Cancer Sun might GET IT, but nooooo. No, no, no.

And I'm stuck with him. Ugh. So many days, I just want to throw my hands up and go, 'fine. Whatever. I'm done.' But I can't do that. Not to him.

Hate this. It gets SO hard.

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Ah, yes the Sag-Aries combo can be a bit.. insensitive, to say the least. But not all the time, I'd like to think. Maybe because we're so self absorbed, idk. I generally like to stay and work on things.. I would like to be that way in the future. But I was so ashamed and hurt and.. I couldn't. I was still very messed up at that time and didn't even know why. I started therapy a year later.

posted October 19, 2014 02:59 PM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
I can`t help it.
It feels to me like there is still unfinished business between the two of you, and until you finish it, neither will be able to really love on - I meant to write move on. LOL But the freudian slip is just too funny to erase it.

Maybe I am reactin to the tone of your voice here though, maybe it is just that I remember the days back when. -But I can`t shake that feeling, there is still something between you. As to what that something is, well I think I cannot know, only you. Maybe.

But whatever it is, maybe a Mercury retro is not hte best time to make such big decisions. Or maybe it is.
The weirdest craziest most wonderful things and miracle have happened to me during Mercury retro periods (of course I never know wher emy mobile is in these times, but I do not worry anymore, it resurfaces after the period ends. Well at the moment I actually know where it is. It is anew development. lol)

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LOL! Yeah, I thought of you when I saw the pVenus-nVenus conjunction coming up. Plus the p-composite Moon/Uranus, we seem to like that one.

Well, for what it's worth, I think he's single again and I have already written to him on FB.

I had this crazy idea today of asking him to spend New Year's Eve with me in a foreign country somewhere. I don't even care which country. NYE is when we met.. and we've always talked about travel and taking a trip together. I'll see how things develop but I won't get my hopes up..

posted October 19, 2014 03:06 PM            

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(I didn't know you're into it )

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posted October 19, 2014 03:32 PM            

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Originally posted by I'm so cappy:

Well, I can't help but be full of surprises Currently I'm not too active but that will probably change. I'd like to get better at it. The Tower - yeah, stay away from it. If I were you I'd ask about the characteristics of your final partner but I can understand if you don't wanna know.

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You know what is funny about that Tower? My Scorpio friend did a reading for me not too long ago, about Mr. Cap and me.. and the Tower came up as my wish card. He was very surprised, I wasn't. I think it does fit me. Not only do I not want to base my future on any sort of false notions, lies, pretenses etc, but I WANT an earth-shattering experience. I am scared of it, yes, but I want it. That is what "Feel so close" means to me.. that is what I had with Bull. Of course it was too much to take long-term.. but he was the catalyst of some very important choices I made along the way. I remembered today, since I was oversharing about our first time together, it was a few days before, we were body wrestling (idk why we do that, but my Aries Mars likes it lol) and I had my first flashback of my abuse. It killed the mood for sure, and it would take years until I'd tackle it.. but again, he was some sort of catalyst. When I look back at my life since I met him, everything has build up from that moment, and I gained so much out of it. I suffered a lot too, but you know what.. I wouldn't change a thing. I must be crazy. lol

So.. I can see a good part to this Tower card, too.

Btw, if you want to practice your mad Tarot skills, I'm a willing guinea pig.

posted October 19, 2014 03:34 PM            

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Originally posted by Dancing Maenad:
LOL! Yeah, I thought of you when I saw the pVenus-nVenus conjunction coming up. Plus the p-composite Moon/Uranus, we seem to like that one.

Well, for what it's worth, I think he's single again and I have already written to him on FB.

I had this crazy idea today of asking him to spend New Year's Eve with me in a foreign country somewhere. I don't even care which country. NYE is when we met.. and we've always talked about travel and taking a trip together. I'll see how things develop but I won't get my hopes up..

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I think there are still tickets left for "Casanova" in Dessau.
Wanna come and join me on New Year`s eve there?

posted October 19, 2014 03:51 PM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
I think there are still tickets left for "Casanova" in Dessau.
Wanna come and join me on New Year`s eve there?

Of course ther eis nothing really interesting in Dessaus, - except Casanova.

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You know something, I MIGHT! lol I'm a spur of the moment kinda gal. I was secretly hoping to spend it with a romantic interest, but on the other hand they love you more when you're unavailable.

I am seriously going to think about it and give you an answer in 1-2 days. I also think it's time you and I met in person.

posted October 19, 2014 05:09 PM            

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Originally posted by Dancing Maenad:
I think I am going to go insane. I can't believe my main 2 options are 2 Earth people.. a Bull and a Goat. WTF?? I cringe about both these options. I need a number 3, Jupiter's number. A Fire man. Where the hell is he?!

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you need to put your hand on a Balsamic

Seriously now, taking a moment of peace, focusing, and imagining your ideal partner and wishing for him is very powerful. Writing it down, like a letter, even more. And doing it NOW...you know why

posted October 19, 2014 05:40 PM            

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Originally posted by LeeLoo2014:
you need to put your hand on a Balsamic

Seriously now, taking a moment of peace, focusing, and imagining your ideal partner and wishing for him is very powerful. Writing it down, like a letter, even more. And doing it NOW...you know why

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LeeLoo, are you coming on to me? What are you really trying to tell me? Do we have awesome Venus/Mars? First Cappy, now you! It's like Turkey all over again lol.

I kid, I kid. I tried doing that before and Mr. Cap showed up lol. I'm kinda scared now lol.

Btw guys, what do you think of that Davison? Now that I posted it, he's been on my mind like crazy. And still hasn't replied to my FB message..

posted October 19, 2014 06:40 PM            

Now, please someone look at the Davison and say he's not my Twin lol. I need to hear it. Another leg will soon need amputation. *sigh*

But enough of that, I am genuinely happy to see him! Oh, I missed him. Despite our troubled history, I think of him like a very dear friend.

posted October 19, 2014 07:01 PM            

The Davison is not the Composite; they're two entirely different animals. One is the relationship as a separate entity, and the other is a snapshot of what could be expected of it -- how it might describe a composite.

I agree that the Davison is giving an indication that this relationship has a lot of Twin Flame feelings, with a strong intensity, and some hard lessons. Alas, it is the Davison; not the Composite.

My take on a 12H SUN-PLUTO-KARMA with MOON-SATURN all in Scorpio, incites me to offer the following advice:

Be honest. Brutally so. Emotional maturity and honesty are what allow you to navigate a deeply transformative relationship which will undoubtedly change you.

All of it's 12H, also. This is hidden, behind-the-scenes, undercurrents. Most of this will likely be taking place under the surface -- even subconsciously.

That's why it'll be important to make sure these things are out in the open, being discussed; otherwise the dangers of the 12H can devolve a relationship into suspicion, jealous antics, and mindf*cks and emotional gaming. No good.

posted October 19, 2014 07:08 PM            

VENUS-URA is front-and-centre in the 1H. I'm sorry, this is very unlikely to ever be committed. Either you both approach things very unconventionally, or the VENUS-URA is going to cause problems. Especially if one of you is representing either of the two. Then expect that one to play out -- and check your progressed VENUS and URA accordingly.

The 12H focus is ... curious. Why do you think it's pointing to so much 'behind-the-scenes' action?

Also, I think the only real problem my Twin and I've ever REALLY had was never being able to express the depth of anything to each other. He'd brood, be a dick, and I'd get upset and detach. Rinse, repeat.

UGH. Not looking forward to the next season of Newsroom.

posted October 19, 2014 07:10 PM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
I can`t help it.
It feels to me like there is still unfinished business between the two of you, and until you finish it, neither will be able to really love on - I meant to write move on. LOL But the freudian slip is just too funny to erase it.

Maybe I am reactin to the tone of your voice here though, maybe it is just that I remember the days back when. -But I can`t shake that feeling, there is still something between you. As to what that something is, well I think I cannot know, only you. Maybe.

But whatever it is, maybe a Mercury retro is not hte best time to make such big decisions. Or maybe it is.
The weirdest craziest most wonderful things and miracle have happened to me during Mercury retro periods (of course I never know wher emy mobile is in these times, but I do not worry anymore, it resurfaces after the period ends. Well at the moment I actually know where it is. It is anew development. lol)

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posted October 19, 2014 07:18 PM            

Because I don't think he and I can work. I wanted to, tried to, and failed. And I don't want to suffer anymore.

I think he and I have come a long way. We did have communication problems, messages lost and feelings hidden - heck, I was shocked to find out he actually had feelings for me. He's Virgo Moon in the 12th. Idk why the 12H action, it started as a hidden relationship because of the context but we've let that behind too.

It could be that there are unfinished issues but idk what they are yet. What I know is that he has always promoted my self growth, most of the time unknowingly. So we shall see..

Thank you again for taking a look!

posted October 20, 2014 08:35 AM            

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Originally posted by Dancing Maenad:
LeeLoo, are you coming on to me? What are you really trying to tell me? Do we have awesome Venus/Mars? First Cappy, now you! It's like Turkey all over again lol.

I kid, I kid. I tried doing that before and Mr. Cap showed up lol. I'm kinda scared now lol.

Btw guys, what do you think of that Davison? Now that I posted it, he's been on my mind like crazy. And still hasn't replied to my FB message..

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hahaha that too, but what I meant is that we have a Balsamic Moon on the sky these days, so it's time to make the wish!

posted October 20, 2014 08:36 AM            

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Originally posted by Dancing Maenad:
Alright guys, we have game!! I talked to him earlier, he is single after 3.5 years (I had no idea! They probably met after he and I.. Broke up the last time. He is so secretive so I had no clue he had been dating her for so long). Anyways, we're going out next week - this week! Omg, I haven't seen him since.. 2010! I'm so nervous! I don't know if I'll be able to sleep tonight lol. And omg what will I wear?! I think I'm throwing it all out there and wear red. What the heck. Love is war to us, always has been.

Now, please someone look at the Davison and say he's not my Twin lol. I need to hear it. Another leg will soon need amputation. *sigh*

But enough of that, I am genuinely happy to see him! Oh, I missed him. Despite our troubled history, I think of him like a very dear friend.

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Oh, my, I'm so nervous for you, DM...good luck! Take it easy

posted October 20, 2014 08:51 AM            

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Originally posted by LeeLoo2014:
hahaha that too, but what I meant is that we have a Balsamic Moon on the sky these days, so it's time to make the wish!

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I wish for this.

I don't know/think it will ever happen to me, but I am glad some lucky souls out there have it.

To you and your Pluto Man.

posted October 20, 2014 09:17 AM            

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Originally posted by Dancing Maenad:
I wish for this.

I don't know/think it will ever happen to me, but I am glad some lucky souls out there have it.

To you and your Pluto Man.

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Thank you so much!

May it return to you a 1000 times

posted October 20, 2014 01:56 PM            

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Originally posted by Dancing Maenad:
You know something, I MIGHT! lol I'm a spur of the moment kinda gal. I was secretly hoping to spend it with a romantic interest, but on the other hand they love you more when you're unavailable.

I am seriously going to think about it and give you an answer in 1-2 days. I also think it's time you and I met in person.

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posted October 20, 2014 11:59 PM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:

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I don't think I will be able to. Work issues.