posted May 07, 2017 01:55 AM            

@ important fact; my Gem Saturn is exactly square my Virgo Asc/Merc. The focus on lunar phases alone (on whatever level and there are a LOT) takes everything from me. I have to make choices. Is this really going to be my one & only focus?

I'm never satisfied, never ever have the feeling of having enough knowledgde. The curse. The blessing is a focus in depth like hardly ever reached, like unraveling the holy grail.

posted May 08, 2017 03:42 PM            

This is the info (natal, composite and progressed). What's it look like to you?

Natal charts:
My Sun 5 Cap 22, Moon 29 Aqua 13, Asc 9 Lib 32
His Sun 20 Aries 59, Moon 2 Sco 1

In synastry my Sun sextile his Moon (orb 3.21a), Moon trine Moon (orb 2.47a)

In composite Sun sextile Moon (orb -2s)

Progressed charts:
My Sun 8 Aqua 20, Moon 29 Aries 19, Asc 2 Sco 26
His Sun 17 Tau 21, Moon 29 Lib 52

And some more info, aspects (it's from another thread in Interpersonal where I was asking about progressions, I don't quite understand progressions..). I'm A, he's B. Just in case this sheds more light.

A pr Asc conjunct B pr Moon (1.05s in June)
A pr Moon opposite B pr Moon (-0.35s in June)
B has pr Moon conjunct natal Moon (0.34s in June)
A has pr Pluto conjunct natal Pluto (0.29s in June)

posted May 10, 2017 05:15 AM            

progr-compo SUN: 27'50 pisces
progr-compo MOON: 29'35 Cap

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Natal charts:
My Sun 5 Cap 22, Moon 29 Aqua 13, Asc 9 Lib 32
His Sun 20 Aries 59, Moon 2 Sco 1

compo SUN 28'09 Aqua
compo MOON 0'36 Cap

^ That is so extremely interesting..... lovely lovely lovely~!
The exact Lunar phase, what they have in compo as a WANING SEXTILE, is currently repeating itself in the progressed composite; and look at its exactness, 2 degrees past the sextile~! (almost EXACT)

I'v seen the "composite lunar phase RETURN exact" already occur during the START of... a relationship.

And if that wasn't all, the progressed composite SUN/MOON midpoint; 28'42 Aqua right on regular compo Sun at 28'09 Aqua. While the regular compo Sun/Moon midpoint at 29'22 Cap right on the progr compo Moon at 29'35 cap! Is this all logic??

posted May 10, 2017 03:26 PM            

There's only one way out Cap. Contact him, does he have fb or do you know his email? Ask him simply "how are you doing?" there's really nothing wrong with that and he would only appreciate it. Don't forget he went through a 'family tragedy' and it's too easy to ignore that fact, well that is what people usually do out of fear when someone goes through the hard parts of life. But that is such a pity, we need that little note and the genuine questions/interest from the ones we once loved and still love. It's what shows us the value of life. Don't let him think you just turned your back on him, while that is not the case at~all! Please don't be A-natural, it's soo devastating on the long run....

posted May 10, 2017 07:01 PM            

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Originally posted by mir:
Don't forget he went through a 'family tragedy' and it's too easy to ignore that fact, well that is what people usually do out of fear when someone goes through the hard parts of life.

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posted May 11, 2017 09:36 AM            

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Originally posted by mir:

I see miracles everywhere in the stars, just like I do now.

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I do too but sometimes I have moments like this, when I despair and think of myself as being stupid and too dreamy and too...hmm Sun conjunct Neptune (out of touch with reality?).

posted May 11, 2017 07:06 PM            

I love this aspect and I call it "the fountain of youth " just like Magi astrology did with natal linkages between Sun & Neptune [only these: conj, trine, quincunx and (contra-)parallel]

I see it again and again; people with one these have a very youthful appearance.

Fountain-of-youth aspect - A Magi Society discovery, this aspect is an enhancement of the Sun by Neptune; the aspect bestows youth and longevity to the native.

posted May 12, 2017 08:21 PM            

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And if that wasn't all, the progressed composite SUN/MOON midpoint; 28'42 Aqua right on regular compo Sun at 28'09 Aqua. While the regular compo Sun/Moon midpoint at 29'22 Cap right on the progr compo Moon at 29'35 cap! Is this all logic??

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Some technical info;

It IS and it ISN'T logical is what I just found out.

During a "progressed composite lunar phase return" the angle between the progessed composite Sun/Moon midpoint and the regular composite Sun is THE SAME as the angle between the regular composite Sun/Moon midpoint and the progressed composite Moon.

posted May 14, 2017 05:21 AM            

Yeah....that's free will I guess. 2 people meet and maybe they are supposed to be together but one takes a different path and so does the other..And just like that it's over without anything starting.