posted October 03, 2019 06:01 PM
hi LibraGirl92I see why you are trying to figure this one out. the composite shows there were very strong otherworldly/paranormal energies in the relationship.
when this is the situation, the human emotional responses can be confusing because there energies, especially the vertex are difficult to translate into a real relationship. it is just that the emotional feelings do not affect the total relationship and feelings,actions and changes that you would expect to take place don't.
the vertex is on the descendant and opposed to Jupiter/sun/mercury.
the vertex by itself will bring unusual coincidences in each others lives. there is usually synchronistic feelings as if your were meant to met. or that you would never expect to met someone who could understand your strange feelings. the vertex can bring a psychic connection and with mercury, this can be very strong, knowing each others thoughts etc. but the vertex also can bring confusing psychic energies so that the psychic input does not always make sense with the relationship. But the important point is that your relationship with him is influences by higher energies that may or may not be focus on human desire and expectations.
with Jupiter involved ,it is likely that the possibility of a serious log term relationship or even marriage came up quickly.mercury and Jupiter gave a ery strong mental connection nd you had very intelligent conversations. you shared far reaching ideas and had similar world views and understanding ofhow the world functions .
onr of your concerns would be ,how could the relationship not become committed. so may feelings and action reinforced this was serious, so how could he have 'walked' out or dismissed the sincere mental and emotional union you had.
then the chart has mars conjunct the south and pallas conjunct the north node.
this shows he was very charismatic and the relationship created a separate reality when you were together. it is as if th eoutside worlf did not matter. this shows a magical infatuation and enhanced your psychic feelings.
this is totally enchanting and pallas shows that he empowered you sense of self and made you feel you could achieve anything.
the intensity of these otherworldly energies is made al the more stronger as the node is square the vertex. truly this relationship had a feeling of the paranormal or one of destiny and soulmates.
Venus is square to the Neptune/Uranus conjunction which gave immediate ,intense sexual and emotional compatibility. this gives deep emotional connection along with electric sexually union.
but this is very unstable as Uranus touches such high intensity , that normal emotional responses pale in comparison. and Uranus does not stay. when the intensity wanes then brakes are very likely, this can sometimes turn into off and on relationships or open relationships but exclusivity is very hard to achieve with Uranus.
Neptune gives very deep and sensual
connections. it brings a sense of the spiritual into the sexual/emotional. it can add a ethereal bond, but especially with Uranus, Neptune can show
unexpected partings of insincerity.
thee aspects in any chart work against a long term commitment
the most difficult patterns involved pluto/orcus. this shows that there was a deep layer of selfishness, maybe unconscious.
the Jupiter/urnus midpoint is conjunct to pluto with puto square to orcus and orcus square to Sedna.
this pattern is symbolic of breakup. so in addition to the instability of the other worldly energies around the relationship, also present are aspect of
dissolution. Ultimately this aspect shows there was too much ego involved to make compromises. inadditon personal earthy ambitions were more important than emotional commitment.
I would have expected this relationship tohave ended recently when the south node transited the Uranus/Neptune conjunction at the end of September at the latest.
todd
Lindaland
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