posted January 15, 2020 03:35 AM            

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Originally posted by mirage29:
I like that "time stamp" of 11:44 on your phone call.

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posted January 15, 2020 01:16 PM            

I feel that what your mother DID is really dis-respectful of you as a PERSON, and, as a 'man' .. You're not just her son.

She demands "loyalty" of you by pulling-up reference to "being a family." Strings!!

Yet, wickedly her behavior appears to be ruthless and QUITE selfish! Wow!! Even acted in that similar self-centered way with your brother (whom you said is her favorite son). She threw you BOTH away?

SOMNA!!! *hug* ..
That humiliating and 'shaming' (words you used) feeling she triggered and ADDED to, is NOT good for your self-esteem!

You might be only 'temporarily' by out of funds, because you need that job-connection to come-through for you. Things happen in mysterious ways.

Your SELF, your Person, is WORTH much-more than that.

Refuse to allow 'money'-itself to DEFINE your own WORTH.

You can figure this out.... and, leave Chance open.
You can Do this!!!

So. I know you 'have-to-do what you have-to- do'? .. AND!!!
That was a horrible thing for her to DO, "as your mother."

You get to make a Decision!

IF-IF-IF you were to decide to go back to her (because of not being able to adjust)… I hope you realize that (it appears to me) that she has not done-Right.

Would you lose money by breaking this contract your friend arranged?

I hope you'd (get ducks in a row) and be able to leave as soon as possible, to a better situation.

"It's not 'what you have'"...
It's WHO you ARE!!!

posted January 16, 2020 09:14 AM            

I caught some videos of some of the things going on in your nation, and I just want to cry. {silly me?}

EVERYWHERE.. The suffering that happens is intense, and horrible. So much loss of life simply due to 'selfishness' in this world.

You are closer to your goal than ever before, Somna.

Take excellent care of your self.
Sending you BEST energies.

posted February 06, 2020 08:49 PM            

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Originally posted by Randall:
Have you found a better job?

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posted July 16, 2020 11:44 AM            

The amount of money you make is NOT a REFLECTION of your self, your worth. It's TEMPORARY. It's a 'thing' .. It's NOT "you".

There are other kinds of Riches--
INNER ones. Character ones.

By the way.....
Birthday HUG for you!!

This is a difficult energy, as Saturn and Pluto have been opposite your SUN for a long time now. Crushed...

It's the crushed grape ..
that brings out the sweetest fullest flavor.

These are trying times for ALL.
I'm feeling it too.

Your job is to SURVIVE right now.
It's okay not to like what's going on.
Let it be voiced, let it come out...
AND, there IS hope in your Battle.

Remember to practice 'moments' of relaxing thoughts.

I was thinking about you yesterday--
Every day... look for a tree, a leaf, a flower, a nice weed-- and let your eyes "behold" it.

I want you to have a "telepathic" conversation with it, as a living-being that is AWARE you are linking together with it in your mind, and with Heart.

Look INTO the Beauty of lines in the bark of the trunk of tree. Place hands on it. Look UP into the branching out of limbs. Say a Prayer for your Future, and the limbs of the tree will CONTINUE to 'hold up' branches in Prayers before Heaven for you.

Look at the edges of leaves... such Beauty in its Design... It's even made up of tiny cells.. wow, look at that.

Look at the weed, the flower...
Say THANK YOU for existing, for BEING there.

Who knows, Somna.. You are probably the only Human to have told it how much it matters. ... And the soul energies that link all flowers, all nature together, are made GLAD by your acknowledging.

They reverb energies to YOU too.

Get into the Life that is all around you, in nature.
If you are in an area with hardly any greenery/nature, then, how much MORE Glad it is, when you Connect with a small tiny otherwise insignificant piece of Life.
YOU matter!!

(music) You'll Never Walk Alone (Josh Groban, audio) [4:26] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G1WpGqEOCOg

Your SUN is on a Special Star.
EXPECT Miracles!!!
I mean it.

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There are some lunations coming to your chart.
New Moon Cancer July 20 is near your Sun (and with Saturn across from it, it comes with some restrictions... but it's there).

In August 3, there's a Full Moon Aquarius. That's near your MC-- job realms, bosses, education?

DROP BEHIND you what DIDN'T WORK in the past. Including feeling like you are in rags. That's just what's on the OUTSIDE of you. Not a reflection of the full-potentialed Human Man.

The PAST IS FINISHED, karma is GONE actually. Completed.

Keep fielding, keep going...
Keep sights in the NOW, and towards Future.

Practice those tiny pieces of mind relaxing and heart opening things I told you about.

If there are animals you can pet, hug, or hold, then let THESE give you some Connection and Healing also.

posted July 16, 2020 12:01 PM            

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Originally posted by mirage29:
What??????? She did it AGAIN to you?
Brother marrying same woman that your mom threw him OUT for, before????
B!!!!

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posted July 16, 2020 12:08 PM            

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By the way.....
[b]Birthday HUG for you!!

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Originally posted by mirage29:

Your job is to SURVIVE right now.

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You know I have Pluto Square Sun.
Some says these people are natural survivor. may be that't what I'm doing whole. Only doing things to keep my existance in this world.

posted July 16, 2020 12:12 PM            

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Originally posted by mirage29:

I was thinking about you yesterday--
Every day... look for a tree, a leaf, a flower, a nice weed-- and let your eyes "behold" it.

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posted July 17, 2020 04:40 PM            

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Originally posted by mirage29:
I was thinking about you yesterday--
Every day... look for a tree, a leaf, a flower, a nice weed-- and let your eyes "behold" it.

Originally posted by Somna7H:
these days I'm doing photography of trees, leaf, flower, nature etc.
I don't have DSL Cam but only a cheap Chinese mobile phone.
But I'm happy and it is good enough for me. I may not be pro photographer but I'm happy when people like my photography.

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I looked at your chart with having that talent in photography in mind. Included the main 4 goddesses. Your placements would show talents with photography if you'd be interested in that {and you said other people think your work is good}.

Neptune!! your aspects to those.
Your Gemini H2 placements
.. P.o.Fortune,Venus,Moon Gemini
Pallas Libra trine MC Aquarius... (and more)

Now, I'm not sure where I left you that Joni Patry video about Neptune's current position in sky, as being favorable for persons interested in looking for jobs in film, photography, etc. I looked at your chart, in relation to that---

And ..... People like your photography??

Why not explore that as a way to earn money? C'mon. You have to agree how uncanny it was that you have been taking photographs of things I mentioned, along with my having left you the vid by Patry on transiting Neptune and photography?

{I know we are mixing a bit of western with vedic here-- but I THANK Joni Patry for having mentioned that!!! for sure.}

Would someone be willing to lend you a better camera for a month?

Have you a talent at photographing people's faces?

Neptune could help you do some artistically altered photographs. You have a 'talent' indicator with "Neptune quintile Pallas H5".. H5 is a creative house. Saturn there would help you with that.

MORE! Happy Birthday!!!

You know, things might be rough, however, sometimes Good comes out from rough-- without our having realized it.

posted July 18, 2020 12:24 PM            

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Oh.. Sorry to hear that your photography is not that good

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If I were Good then I could have been hired by someone till now. Ism't it ?
You can't access Instagram ?
No problem.
Social media is a harmful thing.
Many says that.
It should be avoided.
My case is different.
You see here in our country many people have harsh life. They can't handle reality like me.
So they become slave of alcohol, tobacco, drug etc many types of things.
I'm just little bit different from them.
Not much.
To escape from reality I keep myself busy in many things like internet, social media, photography, cycling, tropical fish keeping, growing aquatic plants in tub etc.
None of them will give me any wealth or money. This is the way i just keep myself away from this cruel harsh world around me.

posted July 18, 2020 12:27 PM            

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I'd love to see pictures of "your kids"!! *grin*

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posted July 18, 2020 03:46 PM            

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I like pictures of plants--
I'm a "plant mama" ..
I'd love to see pictures of "your kids"!! *grin*

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I mean, your PLANTS, Your PLANT-KIDS!!!

I had said I was a Plant Mother, liking to look at Plant Kids.

Funny, is that I have a limited cellphone.
Has a camera and there's room to hold 4-6 pictures.

At my volunteer job, I saved an office plant from dying.
Over a few years, it grew so healthy that it blossomed and had clear droplets hanging from the bottom of off-shoots of columns of flowers that grew from the succulent's branches.
In the huge window, the drops clung and sparkled like tiny diamonds! Sooo beautiful. I captured two pictures of it on my cellphone.

I have a Butterfly Bush {African Star} in a large planter outside my door. It's a plant that I rescued from the dumpster. Its leaves were crumpling and all brown. I cropped it down to an inch or two above the roots. With Loving Care, the bush revived. A few years later it is exploding with blossoms.
Took a picture of that--
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And. Have a small Shamrock {looks like huge 3-leaf clovers} I bought as a novelty for my home. Found that it prefers the outdoors, so I set it near the base of the Boston Fern-- looks protected and coved with more privacy. It's something I've cared for since St. Patrick's Day a few years ago. It's been growing bigger now. Tiny beautiful graceful white trumpet-shaped flowers. Every late afternoon when the sun goes down, the individual gentle green leaves fold in half, as though they were hands that fold in prayer then go to sleep-- and the tiny flowers close and bow their heads, for The Evening comes. At dawn, they re-open.

There's another plant-rescue I did of a Boston Fern. It's in a planter near the butterly bush. HUGE, and Elegant-looking. Snapped a picture of it into my cellphone.

Yep. Those are my KIDS!!
When other people pull out their iphones to show pictures of children and pets, I pull out my cell phone and share my PLANT KIDS.

hahaha. Hope I didn't shock you too badly!
Had you going there...

I like your hobbies.
Some people can't decide what to do.