My relationship with this guy has changed over the years, at first I found him rude and mean and felt for sure he had some bone to pick with me, but the last two years I have come to realise my affections for him, I think he has some hidden interest he can’t express, and I wonder if I’m picking up that interest from him or if I’m deluded… he has softened towards me but is still reserved, I’m can’t figure out if he has romantic feelings for me or is just being polite..