posted October 14, 2014 06:56 PM            

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Originally posted by Randall:

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Dancing Dude!!!!

posted October 15, 2014 04:50 PM            

(music) Just In Time (Julie Andrews and Gene Kelly) [2:50] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jlDe1ha8jdE

...with every Breath I take

{{Prayers for those stricken in Africa right now... Healing angels across the globe}}

posted October 16, 2014 07:49 PM            

In allegory, or metaphor, I see the Wormhole trip that Jodie Foster took in the Movie "Contact" ..... If "we" keep holding on to the fixed-chair, the shaking of the ship we're on is going to break apart.... I see 'our world group ideations' like Law of Attraction. It's what we're "focused" upon that counts. We need to take that Imagine moment, and suspend the anxious-moment in the chair. In the movie she sees the momento (little chain with locket of something her father gave her) floating away in the air. She seems entranced for a moment, and (luckily) unfastens herself from the chair that she's seated in (the 'fixed' idea) and she mystically grasps the floating chain in the anti-gravity moment. As she grasps the chain with the fingers of her hand, the chair she had just-been seated in gave-way from the amplitude of the waves hitting the craft, and she escaped the death she was almost-fated to. Then the Beautiful dream began....

(clip) Mystical Flight CONTACT (Jodie Foster) [9:52] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7pfOFCUjmEU

We need to break free from this hard-taking Age-Anxiety right now. It may NOT happen 'as it seems' in the pictures of horror that are being drawn up in our minds right now. It is only a possibility as yet. We may be heading for our Miracles.... some Beautiful Innovation. (Cure for ebola?, and the financial things of this world.)

That's the 'thing' about Us-Humans. 'We' become our Best in the Day of Adversities.......

Sending EVERYONE such Love! Thank God, Thank God for ALL my very very Beautiful Community of wonderful Friends... I CAN imagine, and Fall in Love with MY Life in me. And Holy WOW, the asteroids I'm tracking are simply "out of this world" right now. I could type for pages!!!! Crazy Synchronicity!!! And Yes, tSerendipity (asteroid is trek'ing through my H12).... "This Lord" or BETTER! for Our World.

Be Loved, and Allow your Heart to be Lifted and Encouraged...

(music) Breath of Heaven [5:24] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4lFgFPlKNss

(music) No Weapon Formed Against Me (Fred Hammond) [6:13] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9KlhlHTE12Q

(music) You Raise Me Up (Don Moen, *christvid*) lyrics [4:03] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zlhnkjUQ28U

posted October 16, 2014 08:48 PM            

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Originally posted by mirage29:
Hi Rajji... thanks ^ I appreciate your esoteric musings.

We are One . . . And we need to acknowledge this truth to one another -- Joy!

(music) I Need You to Survive (Hezekiah Walker, LYRICS) [5:42] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F9yAct5a7DM

(music) Can't Give Up Now (Mary Mary) [5:01] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=37PCbh9KppA

(music) The Best In Me (Marvin Sapp) [8:34] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U-UAP_LMpqc

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posted October 17, 2014 03:09 AM            

(music) Alfie (Cher) [3:01] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I_ApaYLUmTs

posted October 18, 2014 08:18 PM            

/// I removed the rest of the material in this post. I didn't 'take' my edits....

posted October 19, 2014 07:23 PM            

I smile to my self right now, because it took a very long time for me to finally reach actual menopause. (Occurred very late in life, compared to 'normal' other-women's bodies). My eggs are spent. Certainly my body has endured over-the-top stress and harshness in recent years (which should have NEVER had to happen) which stole what I would have had left on a span of good productive years. Yeah, I'm supposed to live over one-hundred. Many relatives lived on to their 90s. Undue harshness costs.

Sometimes I hate the times when I have allowed my own Saggi Hopes to be 'the first-leading' on my heart and mind. It doesn't matter what 'I think'. I can talk and think all I want, on the inside of me. But without an audience, or persons who are 'willing' to 'hold sacred space', it's a waste of breath and time. My heart wants to pour held-back energies out--- But that's got 'words' attached. I take many feedbacks into consideration... I'm an astrological super Gemini, with Uranian qualities, and all the kind tender-heartedness of Jupiter Cancer (moon in the 9th, Aries on IC). It's the expressing out of what I think, and what I feel, which has been placing me into vulnerable positions that maybe my peeps weren't ready or willing to accept. I held out my heart, arms and hands...but my feet were stuck and numb from staying that way too long. Whatever you couldn't accept of me, AS I am, (NOT as YOU are), is perhaps in dissipation now. I worked sooooooo hard. But that's okay. I guess it means I 'fulfilled' whatever Karma whatever whatever.... It's exasperating, but I Understand how some people are unwilling to receive Gifts.

I was moving cross-country once, and with magnanimous heart (instead of selling it) I tried to "donate" a very expensive studio quality beautiful piano, to an occupational therapy place. With prejudice on top of incredulous sheer stupidity, the facility refused this very needed gift~~ the special-population residents were the ones who were denied. (I later sold that piano.)

You see, I have had to live with and accept the things that have happened to me in the fate and course of this lifetime. I have to, because they are 'my history.' There were egregious Human Rights Violations, clearly deliberately perpetrated against me. Yes, these were deliberately made, with many Witnessess' who watched and chose to remain Silent. NEVER stepped forward to alert outer authorities.... It was the people in the highest top managements running the places who were bloodguilty. So, there was no place to make such reports-- the perpetrators worked with the ascent of higher perps in positions of overseers. ... I understand why they didn't report that, but it still does not erase the cold FACT that they were 'willing' to let the perpetrators prolong physically, psychologically, and emotionally wound and terrify me. The Witnesses, the People who "watched" it all, were afraid for their own lives, thinking they needed to feed their families (I suppose), and most-likely trying to keep their jobs..... They watched it happened, nonetheless. Took no Human responsibility. They heard me plead...I would do it for you!!!!.... Sometimes at night I wonder if they are 'haunted' by what they know they 'should' have done, but could not do these things back 'then'... I hope they have it in their guts to feel a move to *pay it forward* to a new generation. In the meantime, please pray for MY healing and release from this energetic pulsing wound.

The triumph of the Sandusky Trial was Landmark for me. There, IN that Moment, it turned the tide for people who suffered and anguished as I have. Do not deny someone-else that freedom and the chance at a gaining the wholesome Life that they always deserved.

Thank God, and all the persevering members of society who 'never' gave up on seeing justice done for Those of Now.... I feel sorrow for the Invisible Ones, the ones left in the mind as just mirage...

posted October 20, 2014 06:37 PM            

I've noticed that I get HUGE breakthroughs in my life when I explore the meanings of asteroids.

Before coming to LL today, I was straightening an Aries page in my little composition book for astrology planets and objects... When I first started this project, it was to created 'space holders'-- I wanted to actually "see" how 'expansive' the measures were. That's hard to see when space-objects and points are crammed together on a circular chart. (I LOVE diagrams!) I just wanted to see how wide-apart the objects actually were. Of course~~ I never knew how MUCH passion I would feel for all of this! The asteroids have been my detail 'keys' (like the added pixels) to my Understanding. My love of astrology is fierce, AND I also found that my asteroids can Dance!...

I realized that the certain Aries degrees I was erasing then re-positioning in order to see them fit into a more orderly-looking visual column were ones being activated "across the sky" right now. I couldn't have planned for it when I first started because THAT's part of the process of 'learning'.... (even after the most careful detailing in the beginning, my pages are looking pretty squashed-- time for a new notebook, bigger one, haha).

Degrees being activated in bridge across the sky are my Libra 10th to my Aries 4th. In natal chart I have Neptune-rx Libra 25.50'40" opposing asteroid SEDNA Aries 25.46'48" ... These square my Uranus Cancer 25.02 H8, and Ceres-rx 25.03 H2. (I'm NOT a vampire, but thankyou! lol) Good to have my Virgo Moon 24.56 sextile Uranus and Jupiter. Maybe I worry jist a tiny-little?, and maybe sometimes I may be too-nice for my "own" good----? ... But, if I wanted to be known for something, it would be for erring on mercy and looking on the better-sides. I've known tooooo many who'd rather "hurt" people. I try to step into the gaps of this hedge. Since I've BEEN on the receiving-end of people who are soooo nasty, I decided a long long time ago, that I'd rather be Kind to my fellow human being...... because I never know what 'good' I can do by an act of kindness. I'm FAR from perfect.... but at least I'll stay as kind 'as possible' in the situations. I do not disown the miserableness or feeling of yukky irritations of my Venus at times; she's just looking for a little comfort under the duress. But lucky for me is that I can distract her into things more positive once she's had her say and feels that she's been heard... ~~ which could be a big say, I mean, just 'saying' *grin* .... O gosh, the answer is to just Love me as I am. I'm a Work in Progress, and I really really wish to inflict no harm, even through momentary (or longterm *eyeroll*) afflictions. Having *good sportsmanship* is important-- it's one of my Ideals.
www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum28/HTML/001049-2.html

^ LL "bad asteroids..." was positive post.

On the home-front, my rm was very kind and thoughtful to me yesterday without my having said much at all. (more pensive). With good spirits, I told him that maybe the Universe was working on granting us BOTH our wishes.... I believe in Healing and leaving under the best terms in ANY situation. There's a lot of water under this bridge. We've both learned so much about ourselves. Heck, he's even getting luckier at his little lottery winnings-- step to new beginnings!

Here's the song I posted in 'bad asteroids'...

posted October 22, 2014 05:51 PM            

I've faced some painful issues from my past, and today I have an inner-stability in spite of it all. I feel 'amazing' and grounded.

An old acquaintance showed up on my door about 24 hours ago. She was a member of the WONDERFUL Choir experience, that I was so blessed to be a part of, back in the years mid-2000s. She said that many people have gone their separate ways now, moved far away, joined different churches, (and I know many have so sadly died, but they were older ones, beautiful souled ones.) She also recently bumped into two of the other previous altos of our section. omg.... The memories are so Fun! We alti -- plural of altos *grin* -- would prank our most-Beloved director at the tech or final-dress rehearsals... Funny: the last year we were together was for Christmas, our choral section put 'reindeer antlers' on. Then, before a 'certain' song selection, we secretly were able to put our flashing glowing red "Rudolph-the-Reindeer" noses on our face, then LIT THEM UP! omg, lmao... Our glorious Director was sooo stressed pulling things together, it was comedy stress-reliever!! I think he just shook his head... funny! But he was DEFINITELY a 'world-class' musician, whom we loved with all our Hearts.

So! Surf's UP DUDES! 0-degree Scorpio is ON my H11 Cusp..... and I feel soooo positively excited.

I had planned on just staying away from internet for a few days, but I felt moved to do this post....

I feel the collective world AND my personal world at the same time~~ incredibly wonderfully strangely. I feel 'the shift'... Been 'feeling' as though a great heavenly marriage ceremony has been in preparation. The eleventh cusp pertains to groups... My dreaming about the treasures of the collective & personal. Venus is doing her starpoint here.... Venus the Bride, taking that turn around the corner, and appearing with the Sun shining and illuminating.

I know that many are looking towards a Future where we could begin to rebuild new tomorrows. Toil, and brick by brick. There was a story where Jesus was celebrating with his disciples... the religious elders were criticizing the band of disciples for being in 'celebration'.... The answer was that while the bridegroom was here, the celebration happens (in spite of very olden protocols for the religious followers of that day). THIS was the start of a New Day-- but no one actually 'realized' this in those moments. The wedding party celebrated what was to be the Death then Rebirthing of a new way of being, doing.

Wishing all the Best of Days! New Beginnings, Healing for All...

And We, Being Many, Are One Body: IN-theChrist-Spirit....

Healing Blessings to All who Come Together at Table for this quiet wonderful Feast.

WE are ALL, here on this coarse Earth, "The Heavenly Bride".... Putting all the pieces into proper working Holy Alignment

(music) Wedding Song (Paul Stookey, 25th anniv)[3:33] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RrTfNTzAvYY

posted October 23, 2014 01:17 PM            

I was very lucky you sent THIS 'link' to LL from my email... (AND, I feel lucky and glad that I was able to access the email..... sheeesh)

Links to any other sites I subscribe to are not working.

The computer only "hear" MP3 formats. MP4s DO NOT WORK. I cannot 'purchase' products with MP4 formats. I did one time, and I never got to 'access' what I bought. *sigh*

posted October 23, 2014 01:35 PM            

I'm going to run errands... Hope this all calms down. I would have LOVED to hang-out here at LL for posts to some topics I had seen the other day.... I have some observations on asteroid Child that I've been following....

My asteroid site with saved asteroids is another link that got wiped out.... (Takes hours to set that up)

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posted October 24, 2014 09:12 PM            

Things were all blocked up this morning, videos were freezing up, with messages asking me if I wanted to know "why" the interruption. (ha! I know that's another trick and lure into receiving even-more advertising confetti).

Tried again later this afternoon-evening, working hard to clear as much ad-debris as I could.

My geeky-instincts and prior observing led me to guess my way into a kind of backdoor approach using my yahoosearch. That worked to let me view two vids.... but still froze others.

So! At one point a 'certain com company' asked if I'd like to 'Take A Survey' and say just "how much I 'enjoyed'" this new experience I was having on the internet. *O deeeeep dark grrrr from me* ...

yeh, right! I was not into the so-called "fun" that THEY thought they was cool to 'impose' upon me. I was not going to dignify *them* with my response--- I let it hang there a while, then clicked off. My inner Lioness was perturbed, and 'watching' carefully.... *tail swishing*

I'm not 'current' in my keeping up with my 'usual' study work. AND, I'm having asteroid-withdrawals!

During the hours of the NewMoon and the eclipse last night, I had some interesting experiences within myself, and some that were going on in the neighborhood outside.

At the peak of the eclipse, I had the feeling to walk outside and observe.... It had the feel of looking at Sabian symbols:
-- I saw a very friendly elderly woman coming around the corner, with two or three fluffy little feral neighborhood cats doing their little happy-dance prancy steps all around her as she went. And, I saw two police-cars parked at the end of my building taking down notes from a woman (bad bully). (Two more police cars showed up a few hours later, and spent a long time at the other end of our building.)

So anyway! I want to try to come back later to post.

TODAY is the honoring and celebration for "United Nations" Day.

I've been following the transits of asteroid 6000 Unitednations, and of the asteroid 4580 Child: THESE came to a conjunction in 10-11 degrees of Libra yesterday-today and maybe tomorrow too. This position is on the degree (in my natal chart) for asteroid 84 Klio (muse of history) and asteroid 59800 Astropsis (astrology, astronomy)...

posted October 25, 2014 04:57 AM            

Been here typing for a few hours, and I wasn't satisfied with how it sounded. So, editing a long post.....

Bottomline is that I had an experience. What really matters?... It was a defining fullness, and a spiritual bond.

posted October 25, 2014 06:15 PM            

Rm downloaded some products he saw online this morning-- to "accelerate" the "PC", and there were java updates, then OMG! ....
Things are just gnarly... and he's in a really foul mood, ~ ugh.

Computer FROZE while I tried to check my email-- thought I'd have to do a hard-reboot of computer, but somehow I must have hit a magical correct combination of buttons because it somehow stopped. (That's how I got to LL today.)

All sorts of hyperlinks have been added beneath words here at LL. Feels like invasion. Looked like a LasVegas nightmare advertisement freak-show for a while. Looking like AOL links? (Had aggravating experiences with aol back in early-mid 2000s. Never liked them. Not for me!)

If I can't reliably 'access' my email account, then I will NOT be able to contact anyone, or be contacted by them....

I couldn't access the Astrodienst site at all today.... looked all smeared up. In past week, it looked all doubled and scrunched. The other day I was able to do brief check at serennu, but haven't tried that yet.

Right now I'm even seeing that LL Ami Anne's advertisement.... is all SMEARED!!

Not even sure if this post will go through... sure hope it will.

So.... I will keep trying to come back, as I can. Hope I can access email....