posted February 27, 2019 07:22 PM            

My boss 'knows' I haven't been feeling well. I had half-kidded her that I'm having death-transits! LOL
{She knows the 'Cardinal' story..
see link to 'tornado' ref on last page..
LL pg 110.}

So. She asked if 'all this' had to so with that SuperMoon FM in Virgo we just had. I told her that Virgo is a sign that can have to do with Health, and with 'health-crises'.

*spooky*
Rm just-now interrupted me--
to read out-loud the Obituary for his former Father-in-Law, which is now published.
{Rm now has tSaturn IN his 8th House Capricorn now. (He and I have almost identical H2/H8 cusps, reversed.)}
That family will hold Services for this man on March 3 ~~ {kind of doubt that he'll go?}
Rm has (late) Gemini Ascendant.

*~

There's been a bumble-bee that has visited above the ButterflyBush, coming in the same way, from the same angle, hovering in the same-spot, for same amount of time each visit-- for two days!!

I looked up the meaning for it--
Says... "Believe in Miracles"

(music) Are You Ready For A Miracle (Patti LaBelle, Leap of Faith) [3:38] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cYpz3abAk98

posted February 28, 2019 05:58 PM            

Been getting more and more breakthroughs that I've needed around the subject of mind and Mind.

Imagery is extra-vivid, and more meaningful right now.
(I have intercepted-Pisces in the 3rd House Aquarius-- *just smiling*).

Pisces 29+ degrees holds a special memory for me.

Thursday, March 19 (20th GMT), 2015
New Moon Total Solar Eclipse PISCES 29.27'
_________________________
Just a REF--
chronology/transit purposes.
Divine Diversity Forum
(Buddha, conversations)
RE 'The Gold Buddha' of Thailand
- http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum21/HTML/000783-6.html
_________________________
So the story of how the monks discovered the Golden Buddha was on the forefront of my mind. I was enchanted by that story when I first heard it, and have never looked at a statue of the Golden Buddha in the same way since.

The 'Idea' of the outer clay parts, masking the Value that lay just-beneath the surface-appearance was fascinating.

When the Gold was discovered, and the clay-panels were dismantled, carefully removed, the monks found they had come off in "9"-pieces. ("9" is symbol of Humanity, serving Humanity).

They found a Key in a receptacle at the base of this clay, with which they could reassemble the clay-mold panels afterwards, to hold them together?
(I'm not sure about that.. was confusing, but I LOVED that there was a "Key" that when in-place held all the other pieces together.)

Reminds me of the symbol for Chiron.

As humans, Humanity--
We break apart..
discover the Gold..
then
'Value the Experience and Lessons of The Breaking'.

The Symbol for the Age of Aquarius..
We, in these 'earthen-vessels' (called our bodies), carry within us the treasure of spiritual-worth.
Each cupped-vessel flowing in the Rivers-- Waters of Compassion-- extending selves as a cup for another thirsty Human.

{{Special thanks to Dr.CJ! Honor and Love to you.}}

Thank you all SOOOO MUCH for being a part of my Life, and being a Hologram-- a "Point of Light"--

posted March 06, 2019 02:09 PM            

Uranus entered TAURUS this morning
Wed. March 6th, 2019
3:28 a.m. LL-Time EST.

Anniversary tomorrow, Thursday March 7.
"On 7 March 1952, Paramahansa Yogananda died during a banquet after concluding a speech in Los Angeles, CA."
- http://www.astro.com/astro-databank/Yogananda,_Paramahansa

Used to sing Yogananda chants on the way to Mass, and out-loud whenever I'd find an empty chapel, during RC postulant monastery period, around end of ~1979/'80/'81.
(Haven't checked the dates in my journals for a while.)

I had read his Autobiography of A Yogi while I was in college. For 3 years, I had worked as a box-office cashier for a movie theatre in town. I had a relatively free-hour in-between shows. Would use that hour to read non-course related materials sometimes.

Every night at 8pm, my spirit opened as I read his material. Must have received a download from that book. Certainly improved my vocabulary too!--He was a bright man.

He made a life-long impression on me, and his chants and songs have enhanced my spirituality and connection to the Spirit of God.

I am Grateful for his contribution to my life.

posted March 06, 2019 05:28 PM            

* Tornadoes confirmed - 34
* Max rating1 - EF4 tornado
* Duration of tornado outbreak2 - 6 hours, 30 minutes

* Highest winds *
Tornadic – 170+ mph in Lee County, Alabama EF4

Straight-line – 78 mph (126 km/h) at Fisherman Island, Virginia

Largest hail
2 in (5.1 cm) diameter near Elberta, Georgia

Fatalities
23 deaths, 100+ injuries {Mar 6 update}

Wikipedia updates its information as they know more.
- http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tornado_outbreak_of_March_3,_2019

posted March 07, 2019 05:36 PM            

The Delicate Art of Conflict Resolution
Date: Thursday, March 14, 2019, 7-8:15 p.m. ET
Location: Live webcast on cartercenter.org
Cost: Free

Conversations at The Carter Center
- http://www.cartercenter.org/news/upcoming_events/conversations/art-of-conflict-r esolution.html
- www.cartercenter.org

posted March 08, 2019 10:31 AM            

(topic) Meghan Markle UN Women (posted March 2015) [9:40] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zkb-zg4JCLk

posted March 08, 2019 02:54 PM            

Celebrate these unsung
Heroes...

Women sure have been doing
a lot. ...

Ggod stuff!

posted March 09, 2019 04:14 PM            

What occured when tUranus conjuncted HRH Queen Elizabeth's 00 Taurus Sun???

March 7th, 2019

(topic) Queen Elizabeth II writes her first Instagram post!! (ABC Television, posted Mar 7, 2019) [0:39] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OV2YixgdHPg

She has her Sun Taurus 0.12' H2 ON the Cusp of her 3rd House Taurus 0.19' ..

- http://www.astro.com/astro-databank/Elizabeth%20II,_Queen%20of%20England

- http://www.nbcnews.com/news/world/queen-elizabeth-ii-posts-instagram-first-time-n980426

- http://www.instagram.com/p/ButJtIMnBrV/?utm_source=ig_embed
quote
sciencemuseum
theroyalfamily

Today, as I visit the Science Museum I was interested to discover a letter from the Royal Archives, written in 1843 to my great-great-grandfather Prince Albert.

Charles Babbage, credited as the world’s first computer pioneer, designed the “Difference Engine”, of which Prince Albert had the opportunity to see a prototype in July 1843.

In the letter, Babbage told Queen Victoria and Prince Albert about his invention the “Analytical Engine” upon which the first computer programmes were created by Ada Lovelace, a daughter of Lord Byron.

Today, I had the pleasure of learning about children’s computer coding initiatives and it seems fitting to me that I publish this Instagram post, at the Science Museum, which has long championed technology, innovation and inspired the next generation of inventors.

Elizabeth R.
end/Quote

A Royally Modern 92-yr old,
Warms my Heart!
sooo Fantastic!!!

posted March 10, 2019 03:15 PM            

Friday, after doing the International U.N. Women's post, I went to put in some extra-time at my volunteer job. The ones I directly work for there, are women.. a multi-cultural variety of them.

I was input-ing information from written applications into various slots on a computer form that the Case had been Accepted, Satisfied, and Closed.

I worked as fast and "carefully" (merc retro? LOL) as I could, putting accuracy as important as speed-- working until a couple-minutes past their closing-time. Wanted to do as much as I could for them, in one sitting.

Found out that they have a few new employees starting next week, so, some of the backlog and stress they've been experiencing will eventually go down (as these people learn their new jobs). In the mean time, there are still stacks of work to do.

Was treated to dinner by one of the single-women, who hates to dine by herself and wanted to eat-out. Was soooo great to be out, on a casual way with her, and to have "conversation".

Maybe because it was job-related (in a way), I found myself reminisced and telling her stories about some of the job-positions I've held in the past. Felt good. I was also trying to pour-into her to relay communication-techniques.

Then!! I caught myself and apologized for talking sooo much?

Said that I don't have the occasions for good conversation at home. I have so much to give, and Rm doesn't like talks, my talking, nor talking at-all about anything deep and the things that matter.

I basically 'keep to myself' and hold silent everything within me all the time.

(I burst-inside to want to communicate. And I guess, a stronge urge to teach people everything I know, from what I've learned in my life.)

She said, well then, we'll have to plan to include you in more outings (the women in the office attend various social events). Let us know if there's anything interesting you'd like to go to?
She warmed my heart.
Drove me back home.

Then...
I entered "home"...
oh yuck?

The *sonics* were thick and rocking out the molecules of the building!!-- a palpable invisible-stew of actual-vibrating.

It felt as though I was on an industrial Box Car traveling along train-tracks at 60 mph. Rocking back and forth.

THIS is "the place" I'm supposed to come home to, and rest in? *bheart*

I noticed how the problem I usually have with my head feeling so inflamed had gone DOWN significantly (comfortably) during the hours I was away.

And slowly, it seemed like the *problems* I get with body had begun seeping, creeping and infiltrating back into me.
Truly, oppressing.

{I 'really' got to get outta here?! *smile*}

So... I went to go to bed.
As I began to fall asleep,
and was in that zone in-between awake and asleep,
I was semi shocked-awake.

{sidenote-- sometimes vehicles/work-trucks with powerful sounds or soundsystems are parked a few yards away outside my window. They park there to get inebriated, often, and stay there with strong engines running for hours.}

I had the 'sudden-perception' that my heart-organ was out-of-control in an incredibly fast racing-speed!
It was frightening!!!!

I caught myself.
Tried to think 'slow'.

Slow-down. Slow it. ..
Pay attention to air blowing over nostrils in breathing.
Slow.

Everything at that shocking point seemed like I couldn't distinguish what was happening... "just" that I had to grab ahold of the general situation, and in quick-order.

{aside-- It wasn't a panic-attack (as I quickly scanned again {in half-sleep} trying to assess 'what' was going on with me!, like instant slo-mo!! LOL). I was in state of solid peace, otherwise.}

When I realized that my 'own' heartbeat WAS okay, and beating slower and lower, I determined that this was the experience and felt-perception of outside-*SONICS*. These were turned-on suddenly. These woke me up giving those sensations of quick-flutterings around the heart-organ, and the wriggling wormlike sensations in my chest--

I began to separate what was real (*sonics*) from my own body-self.

Told you all that I had been given a cracked iPad.
(A retired-veteran wheelchair bound neighbor had dropped his, and their insurance was paying for a newer and more-upgraded model. He chose to offer it to me, one Christmas morning! *hug*)

I had asked one of my coworkers to 'clear' it for me, and she arranged the basic-settings so that I could at-least practice reading the News every day, and now accessing youtubes to listen to.

So. I reached in the dark to pull the iPad plugged-in on top of one of the bins close to my cot, and searched-up some old-time gospel music!!!, in order for me to get distracted from what was happening, and get BACK into my Core, and begin to settle-me-back in, so I could go back to sleep.

At this point,
I wasn't just praying to God to provide help,
as much as going straight-direct for Divine "Mercy"!! (song, LOL)

Ah... My Night Life.
___________________________________________

Ethiopian Airlines Flight 302
- http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ethiopian_Airlines_Flight_302

Fatalities 158 souls,
EACH from a different country

* Summary
Crashed shortly after take-off; under investigation
* Site
Tulu Fara village
near Bishoftu, Ethiopia
* Coordinates
8.52'37"N ; 39.15'04"E

* Aircraft
The aircraft was a Boeing 737 MAX 8, registered ET-AVJ (construction number 62450, manufacturer's serial number 7243), powered by two CFM International LEAP engines.

The aircraft was manufactured in October 2018
and delivered on 15 November 2018,
making it around four months old at the time of the accident.

Passengers and crew ---
Passengers by nationality
Nationality / Deaths
* Kenya 32
* Canada 18
* Ethiopia 9
* China 8
* Italy 8
* United States 8
* France 7
* United Kingdom 7
* Egypt 6
* Germany 5
* India 4
* Slovakia 4
* Austria 3
* Russia 3
* Sweden 3
* Israel 2
* Morocco 2
* Poland 2
* Spain 2
* Belgium 1
* Djibouti 1
* Indonesia 1
* Ireland 1
* Mozambique 1
* Nepal 1
* Nigeria 1
* Norway 1
* Rwanda 1
* Saudi Arabia 1
* Serbia 1
* Somalia 1
* Sudan 1
* Togo 1
* Uganda 1
* Yemen 1
Total 149

posted March 15, 2019 06:24 PM            

FIRST.
Checked my email late today.
Saw I received an email from "Karen" --
<see posting-above that celebrated her Birthday>.

She and her husband had driven a load of their things to their future home up north (relocating).
When her husband went to visit their new doctor with a breathing problem, the doc told him to IMMEDIATELY go to EMERGENCY ROOM at Hospital, and they admitted him right away.

His Heart was enlarged and they removed 10 POUNDS of water that had accumulated around his heart sack!!
They diagnosed him with Congestive Heart Failure, and are waiting to hear if there has been any substantial damage.

His birthday is coming up, April 21.
tUranus presently exact his Sun-SN Taurus!!
He's a 'triple' Taurus.
tMars to conjunct his Ascendant 21+.
His Moon is 28+ Taurus.

tJupiter Sag is in orb of his Saturn-rx Sag 25+ H8 with transiting-asteroid approach of 4278 Harvey {the med.asteroid for Heart}, while tVenus was conjunct his natal Harvey Aquarius H10-{H10 cusp29Cap}.

Their Davison Relationship Chart SUN is 3+ Libra H11.
They have Dav Harvey-Chiron Aquarius in H4, with tVenus there now.
They have Soulmates-signatures between their natal placements.

The 'plus' to his having an episode up there, is that it was the perfect place, circumstance and situation for that to happen.
.. This situation will cover him financially as opposed to where they lived {they can't afford the price of comprehensive health insurance}.
.. They've got people coming out of the woodwork to help them. This was actually 'the most perfect hospital' for him to have been hospitalized-in, for sure.

In a side kind of way--
Justice Ruth Bader Ginsberg {{Happy Birthday!!!!}}
.. sometimes, when bad things happen, it can be actually turn out to have been a GOOD and Lucky thing.
Her recent-months' accident of breaking her ribs, revealed hidden Cancer in her body.
{Thank you God!!!}
- http://www.astro.com/astro-databank/Ginsburg,_Ruth_Bader

So.. Please send Healing energies and Prayers for this couple.

posted March 15, 2019 06:29 PM            

A "White Supremacist" and White Nationalist right-extremist was the shooter.
From what I hear right now, there are TWO Mosques involved.
______________________________________
WIKIPEDIA (as of 3/17/2019)
- http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Christchurch_mosque_shootings
quote/ref
Christchurch mosque shootings
..two consecutive white supremacist terrorist mass shootings

The attacks killed 50 people and injured 50.
The alleged perpetrator was arrested and charged with murder.
The first attack was live streamed on Facebook Live.

LOCATION
Christchurch, Canterbury, New Zealand
43.31'58.44" S ; 172.36'42.48" E
Friday, 15 March 2019
1:40 p.m. (NZDT; UTC+13)

* Target = Muslims
* Attack type = Mass shooting
* Weapons
Two semi-automatic rifles,
two shotguns,
one bolt-action rifle,
undetonated car bombs

Deaths = 50 (as of 17 March)
.. 42 at Al Noor Mosque
.. 7 at Linwood Islamic Center
.. 1 later at Christchurch Hospital
With 'Non-fatal' injuries = 50

Motive
+ Far-right extremism
+ Islamophobia
+ White supremacy

The attacks began at the
"Al Noor Mosque"
in Riccarton, (a suburb of Christchurch, NZ),
43.31'59"S ; 172.36'42"E
on Friday, 15 March 2019
at 1:40 p.m. (NZDT; UTC+13)
- http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Al_Noor_Mosque,_Christchurch
{Sunni Islam}

and continued at the
"Linwood Islamic Centre"
Linwood, Christchurch, New Zealand
43.31'57"S ; 172.40'21"E
on Friday, 15 March, 2019
at about 1:55 p.m. (NZDT; UTC+13)
- http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Linwood_Islamic_Centre
{Sunni Islam}

cont'd..
Early reports spoke of "a multiple, simultaneous attack",
but later on, only one suspect was charged in relation to the attack, on a charge of murder.
The attack has been linked to the worldwide rise since the mid-2010s of rising racism and extremism.
end/quote ref
*~

Our own local Mosques are on alert.

My GOD!!!!!
Bring Peace and Comforts to ALL involved. *tears*
And for all the places around the Globe that have HAD terrorist attacks in the past,
and who Understand that Kind of Pain and Loss..
{like those in our own locale, "Pulse"},

"NewZealand, We Feel Your Pain."
Standing with you, in Love.

(music) I Choose Love (Mark Miller, written in response for A.M.E. church-shooting, Charleston, S.C., USA) [4:08] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vh96Dt71ZGk

For astrologers--
Possible New Zealand Charts in this link.
Scroll to the bottom of the page.
- http://www.jessicaadams.com/2017/12/08/the-new-zealand-astrology-chart/

posted March 17, 2019 01:49 PM            

Happy St. Patrick's Day! (March 17)

(music) Hymn Of St Patrick (Dwight Beal, Aug 2016, lyrics) [4:10] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zBnCjDcDMKo
yt notes
"..paraphrased version of St. Patrick's "Breastplate Prayer" from the 5th century"

lyrics..
Christ be with me and within me
Christ behind me and before
Christ beside me and to win me
Christ to comfort and restore
Christ beneath me and above me
Christ in quiet and in danger
Christ in hearts of all that love me
Christ in mouth of friend and stranger
Christ in every heart that's broken
Christ in every joy and pain
Christ in every word that's spoken
Christ in sun and moon and rain

Christ in rising and in resting
Christ the Lord of all my life
Christ to guide me and to shield me
Christ protecting me in strife

Christ be with me and within me
Christ behind me and before
Christ beside me and to win me
Christ to comfort and restore
Christ beneath me and above me
Christ in quiet and in danger
Christ in hearts of all that love me
Christ in mouth of friend and stranger

Traditional prayer versions
- http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Saint_Patrick%27s_Breastplate

(music) It's A Great Day For The Irish! (Judy Garland, in 1940's film, "Little Nellie Kelly") [2:40] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qrt_PA5PflM

always soooo exciting!!!...
(music) Irish Dance Group--Irish Step Dancing (Lead dancers are Nicola Byrne and Alan Kenefick, Riverdance 2009) [5:27] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HgGAzBDE454

posted March 19, 2019 11:33 AM            

Including those who partake in Service Organizations and Societies, such as BigBrother BigSister activities. These made commitments to pour their attention and knowledge-of-practical-life, into another human individual, who wouldn't have ever had a good chance of surviving Life otherwise.

In my past, I had had a brother who became a BigBrother to a youth when he was around 11yrs old, and (from what I had heard), this "man" now is regarded and included in the family as a "son."

I was estranged from family, and my own children, with NO POSSIBILITY of reconciliations. That has been the heartbreak of my life.

That's when I "remembered" my Beloved Scorpio Grandmother's (pgm) words, NOT to let myself be HURT by them, ever again. There was a GOOD REASON for my estrangement from DNA family-- it was to protect ME from their 'scapegoating' and abuse. It was a healthy choice, for me to have detached.

My last paternal Aunt (Sagittarius) died last fall (mid-Nov 2018), just a few days before her birthday. She joined the rest of that core family-of-origin up in Heaven (including her brother, my father).

Someone told me that she had directly-"asked" about me, a few months before, not telling her that I TOO had been trying to have Contact with her.
For a couple of contacts, over these past handful of years, they FAILED to tell her that I had wanted to go see her--
They cruelly barred her from knowing, that I was trying to MAKE that contact.

She never got to hear how MUCH I loved her, and how I appreciated her supportive secret-friendship (with my Scorpio Grandmother) during a time I was scapegoated and hurt sooo badly by maternal side of my own f.o.o.

The last time I had heard her voice, was when my Scorpio Grandmother died in 1984, July. She had shared the story that my Memere's last thoughts, as she left the house for the last time, was to go back inside the house, and she placed her PrayerBook in front of my picture. She died 10 days later, peacefully.

I have never felt 'unconditionally loved' except for BY that grandmother, who I hadn't seen since the 1970s.

I was not poured-into by my own immediate family. I am the fruit of someone who had never had that mentoring kind of "personal" love, care, attention, and practical guidance, from an outside knowing-loving individual. As a direct result, I failed-to-thrive in my earth life.

I mourn that loss of use of potential for my life, in an era where everyone is considered to be so proudly elite and so shiningly successfully self-responsible, and shunning of others who (for reasons) don't "appear" to be.

Mr. Rogers..
"Look for the Helpers."

There are folks out there, who CHOOSE to donate their Valuable time, attention, and Give of their lives, in order to pour Love into other souls, outside of their own self.

Megin Worsham takes us on Joseph's journey..
(music) Foster Father (Megin Worsham) [3:25] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ahe2t5dcVso

posted March 20, 2019 05:50 PM            

First of all, I just want to express my Love and Gratitude to those people who have been supporting me. I love you each, distinctly and with my Soul.

It's been a very freeing experience that you value and 'accept' my difference and that in fact you encourage it.

That's the way I've generally felt about all of you (those that I'm aware of, within multiple kinds of communities).

Each one of you, distinctly your own self, add so much.

Not only are we global in our locations, but also in each our unique interests.

I feel that we 'add' to each other-- inclusivity, without becoming a borg! We pull on each others talents and experiences. I'm amazed at how many have grown--
If I don't buy your products, it's not a
reflection on you-- it's my own finances.

Volunteer Job
Went into work yesterday. Did phones part of the afternoon, then they asked me to input info to computer.
(Apparently, I'm pretty fast at doing those. Can knock out a number of them in a short time.)

Then she made a comment that "made my day."
She said How Easy it is to work with me.
Says she's had 'no problems' with me. We understand each other, and get-along well together.

She knows where my stickier-triggers are, (knowing me for over two years now, and knowing what's going on in my life). She knows how to fill me in on the 'information' I need in order for everything to stay smooth-going in relationships.

We complement each other. She appreciates quick wit and humor. We can even have divergent political discussions, and remain warm with each other, which I deeply appreciate. It matters to me.

She wants to retire/move soon ..
Going to Texas to be with her little Beautiful Saggi Granddaughter, and to help her daughter build and grow her business.
I HOPE that happens for her.

So. I had been finding materials that say that the 6th House is House of Service, one of Volunteerism??
I'd say that I had expressed that one Well?

*chipper mood*
Hey God?! What's Next?.
Time for me to Prosper.

posted March 20, 2019 06:00 PM            

Sun at 00 ARIES 00 --
Have a Blessed and Happy Spring, {and Fall! for s.hemisphere}