posted August 24, 2015 03:33 PM            

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Originally posted by Randall:
ENFJs could take over the world.

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I just had a POOF of a long post...

posted August 24, 2015 03:40 PM            

These too shall poof!~

Well then?, ~~ narf!!!

(music) Pinky and The Brain! (theme song) [0:59] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qzZmU0aGmcc

posted August 27, 2015 04:43 PM            

I've been listening to some of the reports of this Full Moon in Pisces coming up for this Saturday, around 2:35 pm EDT.

In videoLand, there have been many 'warnings' about being "too mystical" or indulging in being too overly-spiritual during this time. ...

Actually, right now? I feel sorta like the bride with a bad head-cold... Hard to get around to feeling too mystically-romantic with that kind of cottonwad head. (With a little persistence? I can probably get there, though later.)
... btw, I don't physically have a head cold, tg, but I feel the dampening-effect and head-sloshy-slog as though I did.... *still LOL*

Transits...
I've got the two lovers Venus & Mars in Leo inside my Cancer 8th House of Stilettos and Hot-SexyDates. But ole' ~Da-ad (Saturn) is there as chaperone! ugh. Transiting Venus-rx Leo squaring my 'there'll be no-fun-for-~you' darker Saturn-rx (in Scorpio H11).

This Full Moon 6+ Pisces is conjunct transiting Neptune-rx 8+' in Pisces ... which also squares my 7+ Sun Gemini H6, and my BML 8+ Sagittarius H12 by a few degrees.

FM Pisces 6.06 will be on my Fixed Star Sadalachbia 6.05' Pisces (interc-H3). Anyone else with that Star maybe can look forward to these energetic influences-- Success in Ventures, personal charm, movement to rich pastures, aviation, discovery of Lost items... Sadalachbia is known as "The Star of Hidden Things." ...

I have this star conjunct 80 Sappho 7.21' Pisces (a deep understanding of the romantic soul; honest respect for another's sexual rights, and refusal to comply to 'prejudiced' points of view).

18376 Quirk is there (yeah, I like that one-- I think they named a new physics-particle with that name? No,-- I checked. They called it a Quark).
4798 Burnett (maybe as in Carol?, the outstanding quirk~y Beautiful comedian)...

8690 Swindle... trines H7's 7464 Vipera 6+ Cancer ("hidden treachery or evil", poisoned happiness, 'a snake in the grass')--

See how some 'asteroids' validate the regular astrological storm 'warnings'? .... There is safety in a multitude of counselors, as scriptures say in Proverbs 11:14. I've noticed the Beauty (timing) of these asteroids to regular planet transits sooo often. It's like adding pixels and clarifying the pictures for more-defined shades of meaning.

I do caution there, with asteroids, to be careful not to take it too real because it's not always like that. What you focus on could give a false-picture. There are sooooo many of these asteroids, and at any time, you would be able to find 'positive' stories (as well as the scary one, or evil kinds). There is the tale of upliftment, among the sober and darker tones.

I try to let the asteroids describe or surface combinations of words that remind me of stories from my past history.(Word associations.) I put together stories in my mind, then allow other-asteroids in the aspect mix to give me a NEW piece to help shift it-- Sometimes all it takes is one small extra piece, and you feel that release of energy from the past. It could be like interpreting a sleep-dream you had.

When I was in junior high, I started keeping a dream-journal as my nocturnal dreams were very vivid and prolific (even precognitive). I used these as the basis for some of my English compositions in class. The teacher apparently used to share copies with my other teachers in the lounge. They couldn't wait to read them (is what I heard)-- nice memory for me right now.

So apparently there are decisions to be making, plans. Saying thankyou and a kind gentle Virgo-clear answer of no, to DP. And CW? *laughing* I need meat with my vegetables-- and I'm afraid I "might" be allergic to too many of those ashram-foods? just the way my body is?

I even had to stop touching my lips to the red wine (every day) of the catholic communion-cup, in order to help break the pattern of migraines that had gripped me. The 'hood calmed, and the backyard neighbors haven't been outside my window partying at night for two weeks now, so THAT's excellent! Getting enough sleep and quiet is very healing.... So yay. (uhhhh, until next week when rm is on home-vaca-- when TV will be on constantly... ~oy no-privacy either.)

Need to mention to Santa... new place to live, computer and all accessories (with a mentor), and a way to afford and sustain all these. And for opportunities to be with some pretty-cool people, doing some great-things.

What I want is that education: the proficiency level in knowledge of regular astrology to be brought-up. I definitely have a lot of work/study to do. I 'get' the astrology-- and it's wonderful for me (in all the ways I keep glowing about it in all my posts). Finally gave my mind something to "do" with itself-- and about itself! omg

Okay, I can hear my Gemmy friends with Mercury Geminis saying in the background, 'me too, me too!' Absolutely. Staves off the insanity, doesn't it?.... LOL Give that monkey-brain some tools and a few toys where it can soothe and figure-itself-out-- staying focused!!

Humorously, Well, maybe mostly-focused? LOL I mean, it's like having natural~adhd with having my Mercury Gemini SouthNode H7 trining my Neptune-rx Libra in the Career House Zone H10... And my Gemmy Sun 6th sesqui the Neptune. Hard to stay on track sometimes? solution: just-don't-watch-me! j/k LOL ... Trust that 'the job gets done' completely with excellence and honesty.... Oh yes, I must remember to feed the body too: "First the sandwich, THEN the revolution...--quote I heard JeffJawer say once. It stuck with me! LOL
(Taurus 5th and 6th Houses, Venus in 5th, Sun in Gem 6th.)

When I can 'figure things out' intellectually, and focus and talk about the big-picture (SagASC) from my Heart, in all its excruciating minute-little critical analytical side-details (Moon Virgo),... then (with and through a big kind Loving Heart) I can Muse, I can Love and touch that World inside 'The Mind' -- (Collective, Universal, Imagination) -- using the simple flesh fingertips of my keyboard-Hands.

Oh yes, sometimes it's like being a Helen Keller here, trying to make sense of her Experiences, through the Beautiful braille of the Sun Moon Stars and Asteroids!!

And I want to help make this a Better World, somehow... somehow. So many Hearts to Heal, things to say... using this thread. I Love You all soooo much. I pray for every reader, every day. ..... May your lives feel as though someone really cared for you-- through my Heart and through my Mind, through the Music (ty youtubers), and through my humble-Hands.

~~ After all, "Busy Hands (the Gemini brain+hands, hands come under the rulership of Gemini!) are Happy-Hands"... to quote the old adage! And afterwards, that Beautiful Gemini-Being can turn around and be a Helping-Hand to others, too. My NN-Sag H1 (on GalacticCenter)... Help yourself-- and AS I am helping my own self, I can help the Others SN-Gem H7 through my words and communications Mercury-SN-F.S.Polaris.

Song Breakout Time!!! ~~~~~ *Heart*

(music) Heal the World (Michael Jackson, lyrics) [5:42] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v2y1pE3yn6M

... God First Always in my Life

I have made Thee Polestar of my life,
Though my sea is dark,
and my stars are gone--
Still I see the Path
through Thy Mercy...

posted August 31, 2015 07:45 AM            

Thinking about everybody! ... Have a Great Day!

(I'm going to try to get on and do 'some homework' later today.)

posted September 05, 2015 05:42 PM            

(It brings me refreshing blessed relief right now from TV-sounds in the background. He really doesn't play it loud at all, but o m g, it's the accretion factors. (I've described those in detail in other posts.) Everything else was banging away in my environment PLUS!!! the Universe has been providing me with uber sensitivity-enhancing transits to my body systems (same week rm is on vaca???? awwww) It's been really really painful. But he's been out of the apartment a couple hours now, and ahhhhh. Feeling the space for relief. (ty Lord!)

Sometimes it hurts so bad that it makes me consider taking that drug the doctor wanted me to have... However, I know that it would just be trading in one set of bad symptoms for another set with much-worse side-effects soon on. I wouldn't want to be seen in public with some of what I read about it. (Side-effects read like a Neptune-nightmare... No thanks, I'm clean right now, (only thyroid & stomach acid pill)... except for lots of tielonols~~and shots of expresso!

From this whole week's exposure, even going to church, my system is so "hot" right now that sounds get too sharp there too. (Except a meeting I went to that lasted all evening, the sound-thing wore off. yay!)

I wore my silicone earplugs the past two times I went. Finally, another person asked me about it-- (and they know I don't drink the redwine even a sip), saying-- is it for 'comfort' or for medical reasons. I was soooo grateful, and I said 'medical.' That particular woman gets the visual type where she hides in the darkened rooms from too much bright light. So at least she is beginning to understand. They can't really tell when I'm having my problem, except I've got my silicone earplugs. These can be adjusted to allow more or less sounds in. I can hear convos just fine.

Some people don't understand. It's not 'the loud' ... somehow it's another-part of the sound. .... So I can deal with it if I catch breaks from it...but it's constant here. constant. No recovery between volleys.

And if part of this are those 'ascension' symptoms?... Then (humorously) I'm here to tell you that my lampshade and table-top seem to want to vibe too. (haha, it's the woofers? or some angels are curious about ascending some furniture to heaven! )

And it makes me sad that some people complain that I complain -- (not here, Randall. LL'ers I have encountered have been sooo sympathetic, which has helped me stand this like a good warrior). .... If this was your shoulder, you'd need a towel right now....

So anyways...... my little world, then, my Big World!

My Heart also goes out to those people in Europe and the Mediterranean area-- refugees. My God? WHY aren't the 'neighbors' allowing them to be comforted and helped?? (Breaks my heart!!!) o m g... How cold, How cruel!!!

Been keeping these diligently in prayer for past week. God send special angel-forces to protect and comfort these people on their Walk. What a BRAVE People they are! It's the word "vulnerable"... They NEED to Trust. They NEED the help of other people getting involved right now. What an equalizing event this is! And exposing what everyone is made of-- good bad and ugly.

Givers and the Takers are all equally Vulnerable....

Dear God, Help these!!!
Send aid and supernaturally bless those who bless these.

God is Good, and supernaturally rewards those who are moved with Love & Compassion-- these are the REAL needs in our world-neighborhood. God, make our Hearts Sensitive to the Other.

(music) If God Was One Of Us (Joanne Osborne, lyrics) [5:01] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dRsjHjZyask

posted September 08, 2015 03:16 PM            

Right now, the drugdealers are making their runs in their incredible mufflertrucks and musclecars that could be heard for 1/4 mile radius, on drive bys through the street. And they've got competition today with the huge lawn-tractors, debris-blowers, and weedwacker-guys.

Okay.... I gotta VENT after having TV-on (and all the other things) for over a week now!!! omg... (breathe, breathe) Nobody to talk to here, but the keyboard and the refrigerator! (o'sheesh~) (I'd rather be studying some astrology, but had to forego it this morning and afternoon.) ~~ So, this is me, "bothered"~~ but still pretty-nice!

With the refrigerator here (that they don't manufacture parts for because it's just too old-- it's on its extra-torture cycle (defrosting) today, and sounds soooo gnarly. (I've stopped myself from ocd-wiping the sweat off it, when I heard the maintenance guy say that it was in such good 'eye' condition, no rusted spots, that it 'has' to be working well. wha???? because it 'looks' like it?)

So, I went in the back to get away?...
and the closest other neighbors AC condensing unit hasn't been running-feeling well. It's started to put out a harching extra-high-soprano sustained hollowed screech, along with its pushing revved super-intense honk. I need the silly-cone plugs for my ears in my bedroom all night worse than during the day. sheesh!

(humor) I mean really??-- practice mindfulness?-- I've been in the torture chamber of 'staying alive in the moment' through all this for YEARS now. And I have these NEW added nervepainfulness-symptoms that added themselves this past springtime. (Only because it doesn't quit-- I don't get rested-enough for the body to accommodate it, and now I'm paying with my health-essence. Down to the fumes here...).

I remember long ago simplistically people saying '~Just leave. Just let go, just leave?'
.... I don't HAVE a place to leave TO??!
I found out, that some people were saying that, thinking O~~ just let yourself 'receive' and become one of the homeless-flock, and 'be' taken care of? I'm sooo glad to have found that out! The notion 'should-have' worked-- but is far from dealing with reality problem-solving. I went to the government for help, and it don't help people with special requirements in order to be productive and happy. And I can forgive those people, because I KNOW they didn't realize that the monies they give to certain charities will NOT reach the invisibles who fight with all their might just to survive another moment, or another day.

There's a lot of false-hype that about there being 'help' out there for people. It's only for 'certain ones'... One size does NOT fit all. I'm in the 'all' category. And it's frightening as hell. How many good people get passed over like that-- survive. survive... another day. do it. survive.

That's what 'faith' is. Faith is palapable feeling in you that you will survive. That's what the nonreligious faith of faith is. You believe that help is there. You believe each and every fricken day that something will manifest which is sooooo right for you that you'll think you already died and went up to heaven. Heaven, on earth.

My newer church friends and I have such an incredible gap between us. ... A lot of them don't like the pope-- that's how 'old-mind' they are. And omg, if I mention about the HolyGhost?? ewwww. They're just NOT into the Spirit. They're 'happy' with religion-dogma. They don't want infiltration by spiritual-talking me. So ~oy. I get criticized for 'being allergic' to 'the blood' (red wine)... like, I'm profaning it, or something.

You know how humorous I can be....
I think I've corrupted a few of them now-- by telling them that Jesus up-there on the crucifix reminds me of the symbol for Neptune! Yes, the cross of matter. With his head in the center and two arms outstretched. That's Neptune, ... and on eye-level perspective? He's hanging there in my 10th House up on the church astrology wall (for me!!).

And when the priest holds up the communion Host over the Chalice? and intones the chant In Him With Him Through Him, in the UNITY of the Holy Spirit.....for Ever and Ever-- I see a "Pluto" symbol suspended there.

Transiting Pluto in Capricorn (biQuintile my Sun, Trine my Venus) is nearing my asteroid Yeshuhua 11.32rx Capricorn... which trines my 5th House Cohen, Samadhi, Shakti conjunct Venus Taurus. Transiting 3241 Yeshuhua just passed my Venus.

The farthest planet of all, something sooo tiny with ability to impact Human History for thousands of years. My natal Pluto Leo trines my NN in Sagittarius. ....

Transiting Mercury is in degree of my 9913 Aigyptious 13+ Libra... Quintiles my NN,GC.

posted September 08, 2015 03:50 PM            

My strong prayers still going out for refugees in the Mediterranean area! (And thankyou to Germany, and all other hosting-countries... May God show Himself STRONG on your Beautiful behalfs.)

posted September 10, 2015 07:32 PM            

My requests for tangible callbacks or emails to some were never reciprocated.... (Just letting some loving people who were concerned for me, and who weren't fully aware that I had done that. And maybe those ones that I did try to contact, weren't given the message, or they mass-deleted or erased a bunch where my reaching-out was batched within it?... I dunno.)

I have the right to Information. To leap without being able to have or be socially-acquainted first is a little unfair since phonecalls and sharing this way would have been an "easy" private, and discreet avenue to take... ?

And without the security of finances available, I wouldn't have the means to rescue myOWN self if something were to horribly go wrong with the whole situ I would find myself in? Being 'stranded' evokes my ptsdFears from 'the last' big move I made, from north to southern part of my country. I don't have the security of savings anymore. That all got tapped 'trying' to survive the crash and burn fallout I sustained once I moved here in 2001.

I need a real-family, with unconditional CARING and Loving acceptance, with a way for me to gain my independence WHILE fully-integrated in a system of family and friends. I like what TD Jakes says about feeding on your level.

I want to find and be FULLY participating in something I Love sooo much that I would almost feel guilty being paid to do it. That I'd have to be reminded to eat my sandwich... Guilt? ... oh no, I'm 'overcoming' that one! LOL No more guilt.

I deserve a good healthy Life, and the opportunity to TRHIVE and be an integral part of something Life Enhancing and Healing for The Many. You all know that I have a Heart for the World, and for others... I ask your assistance to Help me 'choose' what's right for me? Then show me the way... Help me plan.

I feel a sense of destiny.... I ain't done this earth-trip yet. It was a wakeup call to me a few nights ago, when I found myself in the middle of soundish-hell, where I was beginning to have thoughts of asking God to just 'beam me up' -- meaning the end of this mission in time. NOooo way devil.

I remember one TD Jakes sermon where he described how people 'leave' before they Leave. Isolation, then that creepy little depression can start to tentacle itself inside to you? You begin to feel abandoned, and isolated cut-off from the rest of the pack.

Then the devil steps in with all the negative mental-deceitful messages, trying to convince you that it's over, and time to yank on that silver-cord and ask that your life be taken up from you. DON'T.

Staying in a body is important, until GOD calls you out of it. And if your sick? You're not allow to die sick. You have to die 'healthy'... That's our right.

Don't you give up on life for ONE single second or moment. YOU get in there, and STAY, and fight for your existence .... Don't you dare give up.

And, speaking of the "real" and the actual....

I DO want to personally thank my LL-Pearlty for her donation of a box of clothing she sent me this past spring. We were both excited with my prospects. Thought I'd really be meeting some people. However, the 'possibility' never came through for me. Literally she gave me the shirt ON-my-back.

And when I feel just awful and need to feel something soft tangible warm and loving surrounding me, I put on that Beautiful incredibly soft black open sweater you gave me, Pearlty... The one with all the soft pretty multicolored threads like a cushiony lapel all around my neck. I draw it up and scrunch it all around my ears and sides of my face, and I can say to self that truly and 'tangibly' I was not abandoned...

Love.... Holds Space

posted September 14, 2015 02:42 PM            

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Originally posted by mirage29:
I had made a number of ACTUAL, Real, phone calls and emails to some, and even called last summer to leave a few donations by phone. I am really grateful to all who have given of themselves to me, as I hope I've had an input or impact on yours.

My requests for tangible callbacks or emails to some were never reciprocated.... (Just letting some loving people who were concerned for me, and who weren't fully aware that I had done that. And maybe those ones that I did try to contact, weren't given the message, or they mass-deleted or erased a bunch where my reaching-out was batched within it?... I dunno.)

I have the right to Information. To leap without being able to have or be socially-acquainted first is a little unfair since phonecalls and sharing this way would have been an "easy" private, and discreet avenue to take... ?

And without the security of finances available, I wouldn't have the means to rescue myOWN self if something were to horribly go wrong with the whole situ I would find myself in? Being 'stranded' evokes my ptsdFears from 'the last' big move I made, from north to southern part of my country. I don't have the security of savings anymore. That all got tapped 'trying' to survive the crash and burn fallout I sustained once I moved here in 2001.

I need a real-family, with unconditional CARING and Loving acceptance, with a way for me to gain my independence WHILE fully-integrated in a system of family and friends. I like what TD Jakes says about feeding on your level.

I want to find and be FULLY participating in something I Love sooo much that I would almost feel guilty being paid to do it. That I'd have to be reminded to eat my sandwich... Guilt? ... oh no, I'm 'overcoming' that one! LOL No more guilt.

I deserve a good healthy Life, and the opportunity to TRHIVE and be an integral part of something Life Enhancing and Healing for The Many. You all know that I have a Heart for the World, and for others... I ask your assistance to Help me 'choose' what's right for me? Then show me the way... Help me plan.

I feel a sense of destiny.... I ain't done this earth-trip yet. It was a wakeup call to me a few nights ago, when I found myself in the middle of soundish-hell, where I was beginning to have thoughts of asking God to just 'beam me up' -- meaning the end of this mission in time. NOooo way devil.

I remember one TD Jakes sermon where he described how people 'leave' before they Leave. Isolation, then that creepy little depression can start to tentacle itself inside to you? You begin to feel abandoned, and isolated cut-off from the rest of the pack.

Then the devil steps in with all the negative mental-deceitful messages, trying to convince you that it's over, and time to yank on that silver-cord and ask that your life be taken up from you. DON'T.

Staying in a body is important, until GOD calls you out of it. And if your sick? You're not allow to die sick. You have to die 'healthy'... That's our right.

Don't you give up on life for ONE single second or moment. YOU get in there, and STAY, and fight for your existence .... Don't you dare give up.

And, speaking of the "real" and the actual....

I DO want to personally thank my LL-Pearlty for her donation of a box of clothing she sent me this past spring. We were both excited with my prospects. Thought I'd really be meeting some people. However, the 'possibility' never came through for me. Literally she gave me the shirt ON-my-back.

And when I feel just awful and need to feel something soft tangible warm and loving surrounding me, I put on that Beautiful incredibly soft black open sweater you gave me, Pearlty... The one with all the soft pretty multicolored threads like a cushiony lapel all around my neck. I draw it up and scrunch it all around my ears and sides of my face, and I can say to self that truly and 'tangibly' I was not abandoned...

Love.... Holds Space

(music) There Are Many Ways To Say I Love You (Mister Rogers) [2:01] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9_YHy5yhoyU

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posted September 14, 2015 11:29 PM            

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Originally posted by mirage29:

I had made a number of Actual tangible, Real, phone calls and emails to some...

My "very reasonable" simple request for tangible-personal callbacks (or email) to some of these were not reciprocated....

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There is no other action I can take until I spend time of fellowship with these on a phonecall(voice). We 'needed' to get to know each other in a more personal and free exchange. This is my need, and if you can't personally respond and have a long heart-to-heart, then our relationship remains hung up in torturous disconnections.

As someone said to me, 'When you eventually analyze it, I hope you don't beat yourself up too hard...'

You weren't threatening 'me'... You were looking at and speaking to your own old-man in that mirror. You say it would be my loss, like I was to be cast down to suffer and die, with wailing and gnashing of teeth, in the horrible outer-darkness all to myself.

Kind of reminds me of the terrible day I had with the sonics in the 'hood today. Were quite over-the-top. .... If you were in my body, you wouldn't be here right now. So why am I?

It's because I care about what I do here... I WANT to serve people through my posts, and with THIS BODY in a wrong-environment, I pay an exquisite and high 'personal' price for my art.

I hope the results of 'what feels like' the newest round of veiled fear-threats towards me will bring some Souls their feeling of deep-down fulfillment and karmic satisfactions? It can only make you richer with one kind of feeling, but incompleted in another.

I deserve to be nurtured and cherished and recognized as a unique-being who has full rights to appreciation happiness and security with physical and psychological safety.

Had the most amazing actually-relaxing day off on the Sunday morning of the eclipse. I didn't "work" at all... I suspended every worry, gave it up. No housework (unless I wanted to). Didn't study hard. Just kept everything lite for a change. It turned into a gorgeous very soft easier day for me. So different. I had everything I needed, and didn't worry about anything too far outside me and my control (and it 'happened' to coincide with a good day in the 'hood vibes too). Very nourishing.

I can tend to overwork. So busy! Would drive me crazy not to be busy doing 'something' I deemed as really useful! *grin* ... I did nothing 'useful' that Sunday morning, except have a soft gentle day of doing what I wanted to do with no push intensity nor extra force. I kept taking breaks and allowing 'the experience' to sink in, noting how 'kind' the day had been for me. (New Moon Eclipse Virgo 20 degrees, 9/13 Sund)

For so many years, my life has been filled with interesting experiences...

I've had metaphysical (and religious) actual work-experience. I've got inner-resource and pedigree available you know-not-of.

When experience is in you, and you're IN your right-environment, there's a fountain flowing-- only needs to be tapped.

No one else can do what you do, in just-the-way you do it.

I remember a man whom I helped edit some manuscripts he had (eventually turned them into two books later in life). After working a number of months on this task, his 'board' convinced him he that 'had' to hire 'a suit' (professionally credentialed trained person) for which they invested a lot of money.

Regrets?... He came to me quietly after a several months had passed. He admitted that this woman wasn't giving his work the same effect I did. I had something-special that I added to the quality of his work. He said there was 'something unique' added to his 'scripts as I worked on them. He could see and feel the difference. I 'grokked' him; I intrinsically understood the higher-channels that he flowed with.
.... (~ Also, I want to wish him a VERY happy birthday~~ whether he's still 'in the body' or transitioned perhaps? Always a cause for celebration energy to still be sent, with a Beautiful Hug for the original hugging-man in my life. It's 'how' we suprisingly met! *grin*).
.... At least, 'he and I' knew that about my work, even if his 'board' couldn't sense the higher-dimensional subtle-energy folded into the words of the manuscript. Anointings... Tawanda!~~ *sigh*. At least I have the satisfaction of knowing that at least one other person lived who actually 'knew' that about me.

My soul has longings to communicate things that my environment siphons away and steals from you. ... (Ah!! Listen? It became still now...)

Much Heart-felt Love and Full Prayers towards making This World, (and my own), a Better Place to Live and Be. (o dern, there goes the gnarly 'fridge compressor starting back on. -- Oh Well, at least the 'fridge vouches for me-- So, Me and the Chiller wish All of us a Better-world.)

posted September 15, 2015 04:18 PM            

It commemorates the role of Mary as the Presence in Jesus' life, from pregnancy, to the foot of the Cross as he hung dying before her. When the prophet Simeon had seen the child Jesus, he told her that this child would be the catalyst of the rise an fall of many-- and in the end, a spear would be thrust into his side, while a Sword (of Sorrow) would pierce her own Heart.

Today, Tuesday, Sept 15, 2015, transiting Saturn is in 29+ degrees (last degree) of profound depths, and the sorrowful passions of Scorpio. (On Saturday, Sept 19, it re-enters Sagittarius.)

In the transits today also, asteroid 2779 Mary at 8.07'rx is conjunct the spirituality of Neptune 8.00'rx in Pisces the Universal and Cosmic Ocean of wideness and The Deep.

In my own placements, I have 2779 Mary at 24+ Libra conjunct 194970 Marai (deriv of my social name Mara) at 24+ Libra with 30 Urania and 193 Ambrosia at 23+ and my own Neptune Libra at 25+ (all retrograde) in H10. These trine my Mercury-SN Gemini H7.

Transiting 2779 Mary-Neptune retro in Pisces 8+ are soon to exactly square my Gemini Sun 7+.
Transiting Jupiter in Virgo is 7+ on my 97472 Hobby, and my firstname-asteroid2, in H(9).
Transiting 97472 Hobby is 6+ Gemini almost on my Sun 7+!
There's an EXACT big T-Square with Jupiter and with Neptune this week; of course, Jupiter Opposes Neptune-rx within my 9th/3rd axis (intercepted Virgo/Pisces).

2779,194970,30,193,97472,

PlacidusHouses,Geocentric

So, I've been riding in to catholic daily morning masses with my older friend Jaye (not her name) who is an Aries around 8 or 9+ Degrees. I'm pretty certain that Neptune was in Virgo, and her Pluto is late Cancer to early Leo (generational outer-planets). Her name-asteroid is ON my Jupiter Cancer.

She's quite feisty and quick to argue, and at the same time so sweet. She does a lot for the parish, including being in charge of teaching fundamentals of Catholicism to newcomers. So, oh yes, can you imagine some of our convos?

I knew I could only be myself around these friends, and for me not to hide some of my more metaphysical-Pentecostal past. On Aug 31, I had been invited to a 'Mary' kind of group that is a lot like a sorority, doing 'good deeds' out in the community and for parish(church) members.

I KNEW I 'had' to be truthful. When I was asked what my hobbies were? I said straightway, Astrology!

Of course, some ladies looked away with a dead look-- thud. But the leader of the group a busy Sun25Cappy, (on my Ceres, trine my Moon) paused a strong second then said, Oh! ALL hobbies and talents are needful in the Eyes of The Lord! Whew! That was the Good News to hear!

I've been 'shocking' Jaye with some of the things I say. She is very very strict conservative old-catholic. *sigh* But I understand that very very well. She had two brothers (I think) who became Priests, and I was baptized by an uncle who was a Monsignor (which is like a super-pastor priest; I love to ADD, that the ceremony was DURING a FM eclipse in Sagittarius on my Ascendant!, PLUS I was born on a 'Pentecost Sunday'~~ Weee, I've got an excuse for my energetic Spirit vibes and buoyancy! Destined and born to express faith with zeal excitement in far-out spiritual adventure stories-- yessss!)

But what I figured is that between me and the dear Sun25.54'Sag Pope Francis (his Sun on my NN-GC), that maybe I was sent into her life to give her someone who had traveled 'from outside'. I basically represent some of those New Age type ideas and ideals that some have a hard time digesting. I can help break it down into both their vocabulary-languages so that the newcomers can be integrated into the community with more acceptance.

hmmmm? Would that make me a kind of bi-vocabulary-Lingual person? Or that I speak religion-ese? *grin* I am released in tongues, but many persons draw their religion redline there! why??? LOL (just being onery again! I like this transit today).

I can see myself serving Jaye's 8~10 Aries Sun as a
4029 Bridges 6.41' Aries, with
8958 Stargazer 8.20' Aries,
965 Angelica 8.48' Aries (as in the famous EWTN Sister Angelica on the Catholic Network?),
136199 Eris 8.56' Aries (generating heavenly-irritationd about all kinds of things she don't know-'bout yet),
4227 Kaali 8.59' Aries (Queen of Chaotic Faith? allllright!, as Athens C says *waves*), with
8990 Compassion (with Kindness) 9.6' Aries,
8273 Apatheia ("an immovable Soul", 'Look at the cruelty that MUST end!') and
389 Industria (diligence, 'It's my Job to ~'); and
330836 Orius 10.12' (perceptive of demands of Society),
120061 2003CO1 10.29' ('true principles', dealing with aftermaths, and/or political context),
1050 Meta 11.12', and
47 Aglaja 11.28 (mythical Goddess of Beauty, Magnificence & Splendor ~ and yes, you have one too! ).

4029,8958,965,136199,8990,8273,389,
330836,120061,1050,47

I already have Jaye looking at the crucifix in church and thinking about Neptune (described in one of my posts above).

And yesterday's sermon was about Holy-Cross veneration. Reading was about the Bronze Serpent On The Pole (a pre-figure of Jesus hung on the Cross) in Old Testament Book of Numbers 21:4-9 where people were 'healed' of snakebites if they would look up and gaze upon 'the Caduceus's symbol'-- asteroid 10 Hygiea?!!! represented the mythical goddess of Healing *grin*.

Actually? Today SHE was the one who asked me a question about the sky. She saw the brightest star in the early morning sky. ... I told her that was Venus! About the two names Venus has (Morning Star, or Evening Star). I related that The Bright and Morning Star is a name they give to the Virgin Mary, too (as well as Jesus). I said, You know she has 12 Stars around her Head?... The 12 Zodiac Signs?... omg. She's 'getting it' and I love this.

This quiet-looking lady is sooo Aries-- Watch lovingly out for her... The other day there was a lot of traffic. She decided to scold all the traffic and told them they all out loud to get off the road so she could drive!!, and she added 'just because she wanted that'! (I chuckled a bit, but laughed so hard inwardly-- Yes! That's darn-right! We can feel that, and not judge ourselves. How I 'needed' her right then. 'Just because I want to!!!' LOL ~oh wonderful fiery Aries-friend, your feisty nature is an energetic boosty Medicine to me right now. And hey, she's got an eclipse coming near her Sun end of September! Will be FM Aries TOTAL Eclipse 4.40. This has got to get really a whole-lot interesting in the coming weeks! ) God sends me on interesting assignments with cool people, that's for sure!

So anyways! ~~ getting more serious again.

She asked me more about my astrology interest. (Ref above how asteroid Hobby is applying to cross my Sun, and Jupiter is on Hobby, and these make energetic connections with each other today.)

I told her I have a goal to 'get my Certification' as a professional Astrologer. That it was something really sure that I 'feel' inside the prompt and pull to get. She said, Well what are you going to DO with something like that? I said, 'I could hang my shingle out as a professional astrologer that way'... Maybe make a little money from it to help support myself.

You know what? I think she 'approved'... I mean, if there ever was a person who loved God, and had the tools like that, I wouldn't think it unlikely that she will have people lined up for me as clients. I see God in astrology, and astrology all over religion.

I caught myself imagining that the 'Mary group' leader would ask me to do a talk about astrology to the group of women one of these times... And I would tie it in to God, and how funny and Great God is to have made us the way we are.

So I recited the text to this next song I'll play. She said that's the Message of Mary in the Gospel today! ... I share it here with you.

written by anonymous Irish monk in 8th to 13th Century A.D.
At the cry of the first bird
they began to crucify thee, O Swann!
Never shall lament cease because of that
It was like the parting of Day from Night
Ahhh, SORE!!! was the suffering borne
by the Body of Mary's Son...
But sorer-still, to Him, was the grief,
which for His sake,
came upon His mother...

I nut-shell shared with Jayne the experience I had (and deleted that post) on the 29 Pisces Eclipse we had last Easter time on Good Friday March 20, 2015. (I remember watching the Pope on EWTN doing the ceremony).

I had gone to my bedroom afterwards, and began to weep so strongly, for pain of missing my children, and other people and family. I began to feel as though someone was around my physical body's back, and was almost energetically slipping their arms into through my sleeves and around my front.

It was then, I suddenly had the realization of Mother Mary! She was as much a 'person' with a 'personal presence' as Jesus can be. She is a spirit, and here to aid and comfort, to call upon for help. I'd never felt anything like that real or imagined before in my life!

Being 'Our Lady of Sorrows' (the commemoration today)... the 'Mother of Sorrows' understood the jagged pains of sharply-felt grievous loss, catastrophic loss! She is represented in our church by a statue at the foot of the Cross, with a Sword through her Heart....

I have often seen that tarot card with the three swords piercing the heart. Also noted how this was associated (every time, personally) with 29 degrees of Scorpio (at least, in my chart). Transiting Saturn is finishing his work there, this week.

My prayers and thoughts flow out to those who feel the loss, and grief still within them. May God hold you and Keep you Safe, and Heal your Precious Heart! {{holdingHug}} ....

posted September 15, 2015 10:34 PM            

Transiting Venus is on my asteroid 7507 Israel Leo 16+ today.