posted February 12, 2016 11:34 AM            

tChrion, I mean, Chiron (LOL) cry*on?? is on my 3031 Houston and 4945 Whitaker(Whitacre) today 19+ Pisces.

On my blue-sky Beautiful Walk this morning, I 'saw' this... during my conversations with GOD. yes.... a deep soul-grabbing Core -planting soaring grounded grounding ~Gospel song! ~~~

*I Feel Happy, I really do!!!* ... mmmm, get ready....

yes yes yes yes yes....

posted February 12, 2016 12:50 PM            

Last Wednesday I had worked on a post in a different forum, then changed my mind about leaving it there.

I was having some significant Spirit, Interkosmos, Jesus(Yeshuhua, Jessie), Mary, MaryMagdalene, Dionysus, my Bacchus-return, Vesta was stimulating things, and omg the asteroid-sparkler list glitters all over (just for fun).

You know how in the movie Sister-Act, and Sister-ActII, they took secular songs and turned them into sacred meanings? ... Some of the early-church music, and people like Handel and Mozart (the more well-known composers) regularly did that off to the sides, in order to satisfy the needs of the town folk for revelry yet still focus on spiritual needs and well-being.

To me (humorously), you can't leave GOD out of the asteroids... just sayin' (ROFLMAO).... and you can't have asteroids and the Beautiful Cosmos without a sense of EXPANSION and AWE at what GOD has provided for us. He Made The Stars, the Planets, the Moon, and everything so that we could BEHOLD His Glory, and Praise Him with EVERYTHING in us. EVERYTHING....

*oh... it's a towel day here, for sure*

So, in a 'holonic' (thankyou Mr. Bernstein) way here, and holographic way (a part being the WHOLE), I offer Love Songs to The Beloved, and all my beloveds whom I've had the DEEP privilege of Serving here... And to unknown Beloveds I have yet to meet in my Future... Sending it Forward.

I apprehend That, which has already-apprehended me... {scripture}

"I am my Beloved's, and My Beloved is mine..."
{Song of Solomon 6:3

(music) And This Is My Beloved (Howard Keel, Ann Blyth & Vic Damone) [2:39] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FLWBLKDd3vk

(music) And I Love Him (Beatles song, paintings, Orleya) [2:48] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a5sEbK7gG30

(music) I Am Ready For Love (India Arie, lyrics) [4:29] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=moOXLgd519I

(music) Trees (Robert Merrill sings Joyce Kilmer poem, 1958) [2:27] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iLCj0aLvJCY

... And now, to throw something ~wild into the spiritual-mix?, I natural-DANCE to This!!

whoooyahhhhhhhhhh... getting it on, grounding the Gemmy-Variety Way!!! The Heavenly AND my Earthly self........

(music) My Sharona (The Knack, 1979) [4:08] {{ eh, oops... these lyrics are a little-racey for the crowd I attract! sorry! I like the energizing drive and beat!! LOL}}

And, with the page turn, I want to add to this new page, the last song I did in the post of page 42.

Here's a Beautiful Song from a Beautiful Composer, to my Beautiful-Friends...

Love You sooo Much

(music) You Make Me Feel Like A Natural Woman (Carole King, Tapestry) [3:55] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0ZZhahbg8Xk

Leaving with this.... it's Unconditional... A Tribute To Love,... Without Loopholes.

(music) Come Rain or Come Shine (Etta James) [5:39] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ahob4g7Aw58

posted February 13, 2016 02:36 PM            

Leaving room for the Universe to bring me what it has ....
Allowing 'Space' for Joy, and MORE Joy!

I'm TOTALLY Letting go of what needs to go, and I will be more accepting of myself.

I look forward to my finances being established, and for me to enjoy being in my body.

I will Allow myself to flow... To say the things I need to say without fear of retribution... I have a Good Heart, and Good Intentions. I have to trust that the words coming out of my Heart will Serve for the Good of myself, and the Collective... I am an Agent of Peace, and some times Peace means stirring things, too-- even if inadvertently. (In my natal chart?? that's part of my job.)

It's OKAY to make Mistakes!! That's HOW you Learn, and Grow!!

I'm becoming MORE of Who I am.... Enjoy every second and hour of my life!

I am OPEN, and Excited about what is Possible for me, in my life, Doing Good for Others.

(29)... washing off the grey ash and allowing Love to come to me and Color my World again.

........

posted February 13, 2016 03:03 PM            

You Are Not Alone.... ...{{hugging every Broken Heart-- WE are Not Alone}}

(music) No One Is Alone (Mandy Patinkin, clip from Touched By An Angel TV Series) [2:26] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=emi4UpeY6LY

(music) Hero (Mariah Carey, lyrics) [4:19] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tLFfXTwdVbY

Time to Dance.... to the melodies and music in your own Heart

YOU can Celebrate this weekend, the fact and Love in YOU just 'Being You' LOL

So Much Love....

posted February 13, 2016 06:29 PM            

And yay me, AGAIN!!!

I'm feeling a bit ~goofy, but I was just sooo nonplussed by that Gift Membership that was given me, sent Friday night Feb 12, 7:57pm by email notification...

tMercury is NOW back in Aquarius And I'm Grateful, and Loving it!

posted February 14, 2016 04:08 PM            

So far, it doesn't seem that I'd be able to use my already-established username? .... I'd established my LL name before I arrived at LL. I've established an identity, and it has a good reputation. Even on that other site before LL, I realize now that I have been offering the same consistent kind of comments, care, and insights as I have here (minus the asteroid-astrology).

So..... IF it's true that I must be identified "as" my email address, I won't be able to directly-participate at that site; but still, there is MUCH I can enjoy of their entertaining and informative audio podcasts -- And I say all that to pay them, their hard-work and staff, the HIGHEST compliments!

Talked with Pearlty once about my lack of understanding computer-security things as one of the bases of my not signing up for mod-ships, and even for this gift-membership,?? ~Just hate when that happens!~~ but I DO completely understand where they are coming from in wanting people to 'be responsible' for comments they'd make... (not faulting their policies on this at all)

I am a broad and diverse person, with many experiences of relying on faith, and GOD for my source of Comfort and inspiration.

Many of my readers have their own personal faith backgrounds, and God uses 'what's already in you' to help you get through those really-tough moments and events in life.

When I hunker-down and inwardly, in order to have patience..... or to self-sooth, there are songs I've fed myself throughout my life that my soul has used to revive itself, or to cheer. (From modern, to the fairy Findhorn songs, to hard-edged gritty steely rock, to early-medieval music, to all kinds of church music... and other things I haven't even posted-- I've had a wide exposure in my life. Although, much I 'haven't' heard either!).

These songs, lyrics, fill-up my mind and give courage and solace, so often. Angels minister messages to me through songs and the video-art productions I find--- (thankyou yt!!!!). And to all artists of every kind, I feel such gratitude for ALL given.

Indeed, I have a Goodly Heritage...(Psalms 16:6)

This song 'fits' ANY God-Lover... and Worshipper of The Divine. It's Inspirational. One Heart.

posted February 14, 2016 04:22 PM            

??Oh!!! ??

(music) I Don't Want To Miss A Thing (Aerosmith) [4:54] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JkK8g6FMEXE

posted February 15, 2016 01:49 PM            

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posted February 15, 2016 02:38 PM            

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posted February 15, 2016 05:33 AM -
By Vajra
In LL-Faith's thread 'The House of Stone & Light'
Divine Diversities Forum

Another thing - just wanted to add how easily mundane places can suddenly be transformed, e.g. through art or music.

As in this vid, for example, of a flashmob in Vienna's train station, where Carl Orff's Carmina Burana music with its medieval latin text lightens the entire place up;

or in this Star Wars flashmob in central Cologne. I just love in both vids how the faces of some bystanders first look nonplussed ("Who is making a noise here?") and then lighten up: "Oh, it's Star Wars!"

Or in this flashmob vid from a Heidelberg University cafeteria, where students performed Beethoven's Ode an die Freude. Aren't those students just awesome musicians, even though they're not music students?

I guess I wanted to say - a place is what we make of it, collectively.

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Vajra!!! {{hugs}}

Videos of musical flashmobs often inspire me-- the whole concept of it is so Aquarian???

It's a Celebration of People coming together to Perform something Good for the Upliftment of Others.

A Suspension of Time ...

Music is the Refreshing Collective Bridge.

(music) Flashmob: Carmina Burana (in Vienna) [4:11] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PJNp5UKRtbQ

(music) Flashmob: Star Wars (in Germany) [2:20] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sTHXIzHPyqE

posted February 15, 2016 07:07 PM            

I'm not going to give up my faith in God in order to satisfy some other group's 'religious' requirements if I wanted to study or have a job/affiliation with them within field of astrology and consciousness.

They want to exclude Christ from astrology. They think astrology should only belong to atheists muslim-types and eastern religions.

I'm disappointed that as broad as you say you think you are, that you passed up having a Christian with an enthusiasm and ideas for astrology on the team.

3241 Yeshuhua is ON my Venus today!

I will/may continue to study astrology as best I can all on my own because I think it still has an applications in helping me to understand people, and for someone's understanding of themselves.

There may be a niche for a Christian who has had knowledge and experience in field of astrology and a background in the consciousness, metaphysical, mystical fields.

What would make me sad is that in going back into the more religious-Christian arena, I would have to cut that whole part of me away.

I just hope I can meet some like-souled Christian friends along the way (who might be good closet astrologers).

There's a conference coming where I live that is an International Pastor's & Leaders Conference. People from all over the globe will be there ... Fits my Neptune Libra 10th, and 9th House Moon and chart.

posted February 16, 2016 09:37 AM            

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Originally posted by mirage29:
Made up my mind around an hour ago. My simple decision is to shift towards the Christian side of the equation for me, because I love Jesus!

I'm not going to give up my faith in God in order to satisfy some other group's 'religious' requirements if I wanted to study or have a job/affiliation with them within field of astrology and consciousness.

They want to exclude Christ from astrology. They think astrology should only belong to atheists muslim-types and eastern religions.

I'm disappointed that as broad as you say you think you are, that you passed up having a Christian with an enthusiasm and ideas for astrology on the team.

3241 Yeshuhua is ON my Venus today!

I will/may continue to study astrology as best I can all on my own because I think it still has an applications in helping me to understand people, and for someone's understanding of themselves.

There may be a niche for a Christian who has had knowledge and experience in field of astrology and a background in the consciousness, metaphysical, mystical fields.

What would make me sad is that in going back into the more religious-Christian arena, I would have to cut that whole part of me away.

I just hope I can meet some like-souled Christian friends along the way (who might be good closet astrologers).

There's a conference coming where I live that is an International Pastor's & Leaders Conference. People from all over the globe will be there ... Fits my Neptune Libra 10th, and 9th House Moon and chart.

(music) Give Me Jesus (Fernando Ortega) [3:47] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9rZ8k9m2hwo

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posted February 16, 2016 03:01 PM            

I'm organizing and filing here. Might throw away some early asteroid research I had done with some celebrity and nations charts, and just keep my core-work, in order for me to 'have some room' around here.

It's like what one astrologer told me-- I already have the information IN me. Blew me away this morning when I did a reply in asteroid-astrology, and happened to mention asteroid Robot, and I was having the tSouthNode connecting to it. Then I did more searching, and found incredible connecting going on with some charts... Just blows me away. ...

Actually!, it's in my chart that I could make Out of the Box (Libra Quaoar) History (conjunct Libra Klio) using 'asteroids' (Libra Astropis, Astrowizard H10) to heal (Libra Hygiea) and bring harmony (Libra Harmonia) to Souls (Libra Neptune-Urania 23~25+ receiving grand air trines today from tSun Aqua in my H3, and tMoon Gemini H7... to H10).

Asteroid-studies are compatible with my esoteric leanings and desire to learn more astrology. (There are other 'astrology' related asteroids peppered around me chart, including the writing-houses.) I love how some of the asteroids relate to music as well.... Such awe. I'm sooo Blessed.

And definitely My heart belongs to Jesus, and the metaphysical and religious Spiritual asteroids magnify that in my chart. ~~so freaky.

So... I'm off to go do some errands for a few days. (Will depend, if I post.)

Blessings, Harmony, and Peace to All!

posted February 17, 2016 11:50 AM            

I just want to nip something in the bud right now. ...

I've been having some Chiron transits where I could 'say' the wrong thing, and mightily offend people. I am so aware of that. And it turns out that I myself was POWERFULLY offended.

Sometimes when I'm in pain here, my soulish part of me hunkers in and just rails inside.

I have to re-Mind myself to choose to Focus on the peace that surrounds my atmosphere. To go PAST the 'stuff' of my ego which gets agitated, and provoked by the outward to-the-inward gnarl which has been having a more direct influence on my physical electrical Nervous system now.
(omg, Ah!!!! I just-now for real got a phone call, and the prescription for a pain-med I'd been prescribed around last Christmas JUST finally came through. Angels??? WOW!!! What a message!! Thank you!!! So amazing surreal!!)
So, that means I'll have that as an extreme resource for me if my body-electrics get overwhelmed past a certain point where tielonols just don't cut it.
This will be an available Blessing. (*crying my eyes out*)

Listened to a sermon, where they said if the water gets IN the boat, that's when the boat is in trouble. ... Describes it so aptly here.

It should be VERY obvious, that I want to remain in the astrological fields of endeavors. I'm an idea-machine. If you can't see or know that, then you are blind (which I really don't think you are). (I think that around 99% of the people who read my posts really actually DO care).

It was through my Kindness and ability to overlook faults, that I kept going back to some vidders for more of what only amounted to be just plain ~abuse.

If I say that I don't know what the NEXT step for me to take is, then please take that as real and don't 'judge me' on something so small (that COULD have been corrected years ago even). I have many abilities, and just sometimes there's that 'little thing' that is a quirk with me (and not you). I may have a simple obstacles that no one else is hampered by and they (their ego) can't understand why I would 'be' like that??(wrong)...

Don't judge me. Just know that when I personally start to understand things, I take quantum leaps.

haha, I'm remembering a dear older friend in SanFrancisco who noted that about me in the years that I hung out with him. He had a great impact on my young life back then. {~24-26yo}.

He was a hugger and an intuitive . Called me a quantum-leaper. Said I was lion and not a housecat...{He had noted I scared people with my huge energy and I didn't realize it-- I was lucky that he did.} He noted that people were prone to jealousy towards me.

He looked at me one day while we were all working on a project... He had such a far-away look, and his words to me just rattled my bones-- it was surreal... : You are the Teacher's teacher, the Guru's guru, the Pastor's pastor. I just think he 'recognized' something in the Quality of who I am.

{{EDIT to ADD, 2:45pm: I consider myself a 'background' person. I'm the one who pushes The Divas out onto the stage to perform their part. I don't covet the limelights. My job is to let everyone else shine the Best way possible for them.

{My story about singing in college in the chorus of an opera production-->
The Soprano Diva in the show could never get her timing down to enter on a certain cue. I heard it 'for' her, and would physically literally shove her body out from being the wings to enter-in with this huge belting note she had to sing.
...And for kudos to the power of my immune system, our entire state (and university) had been hit by a really bad influenza germ. It was during the winterim. We started with ~20(?) Woodland Fairies in the production, and on our closing-night we were down to 4 of us. *I didn't catch the germs~~ OH YAY-body!!! me.*
...One of the reasons I never went out for a job taking care of sick people in nursing homes/hosps, plus avoiding daycares and being a nanny {I've told stories about this}, is that I need to protect my immune system.
...I have an amazing resilience to germs (Taurus 6th Cusp, with a 6th Sun). They basically glance-off me quickly-- but when I come down with something, it's usually really-hard on this body.
...Just trying to anticipate and answer some questions folks may have had. I don't know that they ARE asking, but I'm telling, just in case.} I want to be open about that.}}

continuing....
...He took me one day to see a quality-psychic in the S.F. region. (He was VERY well connected in the metaphysical network of people then {latter 1970s}.
...He was curious, and asked her 'which' of the muses I channeled (as he saw my Creativity).
This woman, named Susan, looked up at him and said with surprise-- 'All of them.' She channel every one of the muses. She said that my life was really Different. I live in the liminals, the corridors, and that my life had no limitations (IN that corridor). That I could beat any obstacle. .... That was my 'fate'...
It was a meant and ordained for me to go (what she said was) 'All the Way' in my life.

... It was so eerie being a kind of witness there in the room. The conversation was between her and my friend, about 'me.' I didn't really understand what was going on then. As I've told everyone before, I was on-the-run from abuse in my life whose emotional wounds have left me ever-bleeding and just damaged. I never felt like I could rest, or have any friends because of the need to keep-running and keep-moving INSIDE, and out. Sometimes I really wish that inner restlessness would just cease. I try to 'transmute' that now....

So I'm older... Feel that I've been condemned to death by some *ahem* younger people, but I lovingly 'won't Receive' their 'prophecy' over my life. No Way!!!!

I'm going to LIVE. I'm going to live a LONG and (after this) I hope Happy life. A TRULY Fulfilled life.

I've always lived my life for and towards Others. Now, I need to Receive to myself what I need-- not just to survive, but the ABSOLUTE Right to Thrive and have the Best REMAINDER of my life I can.

And to BE FULLY Productive in it. ... I've been languishing here. Working so hard inwardly. I WANT to be a Success in Life.

What happened to me before now, was just all Preparation for the Best Thing that EVER Happened to me, and for me.

So today....... I release MORE baggage. More and more, I refuse to die {ROFLMAO}. ....

(humorously) AND, Being a Gemmy, it's like Irish Luck!!! The devil has a hard time pinning ME down??? ... Heck I'VE had a hard time pinning ME down!

Sometimes things just take a simple little correct-direction for me, and all my prodigious energy from that point of departure, will be lasered INTO that direction. All of it.

I have been caught in a hole here, and if I have no idea 'what's out there' for me, then please don't blame or judge me. I've got to trust that there are some Right People to bring 'what I don't know' TO me.

So at this point right now, I'm waiting for a Positive contact.

I am a Good Thing to be found, (as scripture says).

posted February 18, 2016 02:04 PM            

There's a scripture that talks about not having a Vision. I've gotten so many things to manifest, but always Unclear on The Vision. I have all these inner sources yet, if I can't PINpoint WHAT my Vision is? Then HOW can I 'make Direction' towards it.

My God, IF I 'SAW' What the Vision TRULY IS??? I know beyond shadow of doubt I would have manifested it a LONG LONG LONG time ago. Such POWERFUL feelings inside me....

I guess like other scriptures say, that the Vision is FOR an "Appointed Time." .... To Wait for it. It will come, and will not tarry.

I'd be concerned about getting to the conference and going back home afterwards.... but one-step, one thing, at a time, I guess!

Part of what they will discuss at the conference is Clearing our Direction. I need one of those!!

Letting GOD do The Work... GOD's Plan will be financed. I'll just Wait.

.... Lord-Willin'~~

posted February 21, 2016 03:16 PM            

The Sun will just be entering my H5 Taurus 0.42', and cross over my asteroid 3758 Perdix 1.44'. One of the meanings behind Perdix says 'connecting to mentors', biquintile my Moon Virgo H(9)-LeoCusp. LOL

There's a Full Moon Scorpio in 2.31 during the conference.

I have an absolutely~SURREAL FM Virgo chart!! It's happening ON a whole row of some super-significant asteroids in my chart.
So much validation too!!! Some of my regular readers are going to have their minds blown!!!, ESPECIALLY in light of the Sabian Symbol for this Moon. "You can't make this stuff up!!!"

I can hardly wait to share some added insights I've received. (And I've heard that this will be a very insightful week for me. I am just thrilled!!)

So anyways, rm and I definitely are finished (for Full Moon). He may have a sweetheart in the wings for him (he's mentioned this one girl that keeps flirting with him about his eyes). He's mentioned that he's 'planned' the oral surgery on March 15 (inbetween TWO Eclipses??). But the date he chose IS his Mars-Return!! (How cool is astrology??? eh) I was worried that if I were to leave here in the coming week, that he wouldn't have anyone here with him? But I have the sense that he will be just fine. He has a way of getting people to take care of him (like I did). Besides that? He and his daughter have had a rift. Maybe this would be a way that his daughter would have to take time off from work, and come spend (what he thinks will be) 5 days with her dad? Could be a way of bringing the two together?... OR, him inviting a new girlfriend here to live with him. Someone who is on his same level.
Right now, I would want (and he would want too) that we leave each other as friends. Things are strained a bit. I don't think it's me personally, but it's time for me to embark on my own adventure forward.

God, will make a way-- and I'm watching for the Right Connections to walk through my open door.

I'll delineate those AMAZING asteroids later, after things settle down more here *usual reasons*.
If I can't get time tonight, then I'll do it tomorrow.

"You can't make this stuff up" ~~LMAO, for REAL. It's soooo Beautiful!!

posted February 21, 2016 04:44 PM            

A lot of times when I need to hunker down-- can't go outside for whatever reason, can't stay inside, I put my beautiful headphones on to listen to inspiring music to help lift me, so I can take a 'sipper' and deal with what's going on. I usually will research a few asteroids too, as THAT helps me focus, and I learn sooo much.

So anyways, you guys know how 'freaky' my asteroid guesses are?

I found an Eagles video song -- as Eagle is one of the birds of Scorpio. My dad had a Sun-Jupiter partile conjunction at 3+ Scorpio (including VenusLibra). I said before how I felt the eerie presence of my (deceased) dad during Christmas week a few++ years ago?

Well I looked up transiting Mars Scorpio (in my H12 now), going over my Child and towards my Scorpio Grandmother's degrees too...

(tMars conjunct natal Child, quintile Chiron, quintile Karma, trine my Vertex-Angel Uranus H8Cancer, trine my Jupiter Cancer, sextile my Moon Virgo, sextile my Ceres Capricorn, trine my Vesta Cancer, trine my Anubis Pisces..... and conjunct 3895 Earhart Scorpio 25.16r orb 2a).

My dad was in the military all his life working on big cargo airplanes that also did mercy-flights around the globe. My dad was a very good Global Citizen and it was said that he did MORE to advance the relations between our countries than the 'officials' did.

Anyways, Earhart reminded me of flying (Amelia Earhart). (I had participated in a women's air race as a volunteer one year... The NinetyNiners.) So, that could stand for the symbol of 'flying' eagle.

There wasn't an asteroid for 'wings', so I looked up its derivative-name, (WITHOUT knowing that Earhart was located in my Scorpio house)...

18730 Wingip. (Wing + IP ... Internet Protocol?) .... AND *JAWDROP* !! I have this asteroid at 26.16' Gemini on my SN and Mercury!! The TRANSITING Wingip, is ON my Venus Taurus H5!!

Right now, tAngel is ON my House 18+ Aquarius... WITH tCompassion. tAngel+tCompassion

Is there a Compassionate Beautiful GOD who directs the Cosmos, and gives us SOOO much Love??? That answer is YES. The transiting Sun in Pisces is ON my asteroid Yes (trine my Mars Cancer... and all THOSE asteroids, LOL!!!) God, You're AWESOME!!! Who can resist such a One.

I am sooooo humbled. THANK YOU, God! THANK YOU..... You are soooo Elegant!

There are SOOOO MANY significant Messages in the Sky-- all soooo befitting How GOOD God is to me. I wish I could take time to delineate ALLLLL of it!

posted February 22, 2016 04:11 PM            

Collective/individual "Spiritual" message

posted February 23, 2016 12:15 PM            

Trying not to feel victimized by my circumstance?, but whoah.... today, the concrete pad under my feet feels like I'm walking across a trampoline-skin.

We have some woofersystems going on today, plus muscle cars, construction, and who-knows what~all else.

All I know, is that when my environment gets like this, I get soooooo darn limited-feeling and pathetically hopeless. *Oh yeah, your Mirage can go there, you know that!*

But THANK GOD for the three reports (1podcaster/2video daily transit reports) I heard this morning... Because it helped jerk me OUT of my thinking. These 'reminded' me that I am NOT what my puny immediate shallow mind thinks. Things are NOT hopeless for me... This is 'just a day' to have to endure again, but it will change. (Oh ~vibeys right now are intense, and I have copious tears---- haha Go get the towels.) You have no idea what this does to my body. With no other options available to me right now, it drives me towards the Possibility thoughts. If I can't figure out what to do?, then I do 'what' I do. Which is get creative, and write at LL.

Sometimes I just beat myself up thinking 'Oh I have no Vision'. Well. In a way, that's stupid nonsense, actually. My dream?, is sooooo concrete in a whole other world that DOES feel VERY Possible, in its own 'unique' way.

I feel solid 'there'. I know my way around that layer, or layers of consciousness. My vision is so smooth freaky huge. I just don't know how to plant 'here' except to Attract my Soul Group TO me, and hope they hear me and respond tangibly.

It's about and IN the Spiritual realms for me. But I want to clarify, that I do NOT identify myself in any of these crispy-type social roles of leadership where you would say, oh, well, she thinks she's a guru or something. NO. NO. Not that at all.

There's just 'something' in me that 'connects' to things I don't understand why (on this earth) I am given. But, I don't care (or, shouldn't care) how surreal it feels.

aside: haha... look my lampshade is shaking and shivering here. This is REAL, not my imaginings. And it is REALLY happening TO this body. On the one hand, maybe all this torture has led me into realms of NEEDING to head towards transmuting everything into spirituality, but AT the cost of my human health?... ~duh. Just spiritually~duh, today! ~so there. ... (humorously) The bottom of heaven is so Beautiful when I look Up at the stars in the night from the bottom of this well.

HAZE..... I despise and HATE 'Haze' in my concrete wanting to grasp at things I don't know are 'there'. (And I'm saying this, with a beautiful spirit inside me. A frustrated self, but a beautiful solid spirit, a loving spirit.)

Don't overanalyze your emotions, losing the 'sense' and moving into your head {M.K.} haha, don't you think I 'live there' with my Virgo Moon? .... Sometimes, y'all are getting a taste of what it's like to be in my head during some transits. ... omg, that suddenly makes me feel so sorry for you!!!, and I want to cry some more! oh sheesh... LMAO!!! I've gotta get out of here, some day!! And I REFUSE to get depressed about it. Limiting thoughts IN my HEAD.

Sometimes I'll observe how I automatically flow with ideas I see... Like I want to jump in to projects and help. But then, there's the 'reality' to deal with~~ whether I'm actually 'seeing' something real in front of me, or if it's all just a marketing thing.

I have to TRUST that God is and WILL Bring me the thing that I actually see, and not just marketing-things. I want a REAL connecting flow to what I Perceive. AND, I want to know what I can do, in the 'mean' time. LOL

I know that last December, I had a more solidifying-experience in the spirit with the Image of The Mother-Breast. And the other day, I saw The Father-Source kind of input.

GOD has so many facets. God responds to us with whatever {fill-in-the-blank} energy we need God to be. Yes, Energy is Energy-- and it's not impersonal like some think. God is not a slot-machine. Cold, random. God is Love, and Love is warm, enveloping, secure, and available.

I've seen the planet astrology things viewed as planet slot-machines. ... But the Cosmos is MORE than just a slot-machine. It's filled with Vitality. It's responsive. It Loves.

Rm likes to have TV on in the mornings, and was watching a daily show. The woman on the show had an experience working as an intern in an industry. Towards the end of the story, she was pointing out all the various things around her and she made the remark, 'this is my dream'. *clunk*

Is that what 'having a dream' is? It's the immediate-thing? I honestly don't know the 'definition' then. How do you identify and think of a dream?

If that's what dreaming is? for me, omg, no, that's sooooo boring?!!! Is 'that' all there is?? (song) no. LOL omg! That's so plain. There's nothing juicy there? ...

Like, right now, this is somewhat juicy. I'm sitting here, forward in my chair, and reaching down into me to find words to Experiences.

And I'm doing this in an immediate crispy Beautiful pink-purple,whatever, LOL!!!! frame, with delicious light-lemon color underneath. Lindaland is soooooo pretty. It's ~just pritty!!! LOL

I love sitting here, trying to communicate my thoughts, and create 'experiences' of 'what's Possible' in the spirit-realms for people.

I love Spirit. I Love GOD. While things are feeling soooo darn low for so many people right now, I love doing this for them. So many people are going away from life, feeling like things are hopeless and they wonder if they should be digging their graves already.

{{To those who feel this way... No. Please, it's not like that. It doesn't have to be that way for you. There IS a solution. If we hang in there together, IT will come. If we Build a Place to collectively Dream, then the Dream will come and live--- and be clearer than the day. Please, find Comfort today. *Angel*}}

The thing that helped me dislodge a harsh limiting-cap this morning, was the moment I reached out to God (and couldn't right feel Him right there yet), and I asked what I could do for Him today? There was not a response. Just blank. There wasn't anything 'going' but my feeling crushed down and sooooo darn limited!!!!

Then the song 'Day By Day' from Godspell came to me. ... Day by day, oh dear Lord, three things I pray.
To See Thee more Clearly.....

'vision' songs today... for the various strifes-to-flowing energies in the sky

(music) The Sound of Silence (Simon Garfunkel) [3:05] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4zLfCnGVeL4

(music) Be Thou My Vision (8th Century Irish Hymn, lyrics) [4:45] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6CMclLT_Hjg

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I subscribe to a couple newsletters. My astro friend Julie had this song linked in hers. (I've used this song a few times in my thread. It's featured in the musical South Pacific.) (ty Julie!)