posted March 25, 2016 06:41 PM            

Thread from Divine Divinity Forum http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum21/HTML/000759.html

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God is Able.... He designed and made me. He knows what I need. He knows my heart.

Jeremiah 29:11 (NIV)
"For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

posted March 27, 2016 12:09 PM            

So Good to me.... Power of Resurrection IN my personal life and circumstance

(music) Thank You, Lord! (Don Moen, lyrics) [5:59] (vid didn't work-- removed it-- sorry for too many edits)

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(Feeling soooo sick from the foghorn-typ woofers last night. Feel depleted and exhausted from only a few hours sleep. Right now they are starting to get up again and start some equipment. I look forward to the day and hour I am 'out of here.')

Was outside playing with my cell phone. It is not able to be hooked up to internet(?). Just a 'call and text' phone-- but it has a camera. I practiced trying to figure out how to take shots when a nice neighbor with a big friendly huge Taurus-looking Chocolate Labrador spoke to me. He helped me understand my phone a bit more. Showed me the page called 'apps'-- I didn't know that all those little pictures are what they call 'apps'. He talked me through 'how to' slide some of those apps (like the camera and gallery) onto my front page. He talked me through 'how to' delete call history (all those wrong numbers).

This is part of what I needed. I liked the way he explained sooo clearly, but let ME do it. (That's the way I learn best.) He also said how every cell phone is different... His wife's, from his, from his daughter's. They are unique. (Ha! That helped me not feel like I was so dumb and not getting it.)

I noticed that from the couple of things he told me, I 'connected' with a reservoir of understanding inside me about computer-related things. (Also, sadly but happily discovered that rm might have fancy-stuff, but he doesn't relate well with electronics--- it's not 'me', yay. It is Good that I have identified someone with some good practical sense. He told me to buy some screen protectors, and a case to protect in case of dropping my phone.) This is part of what I needed. I KNOW I have good sense in me. I need some 'personal assistance' in connecting today's changes WITH what I already innately understand in computers and all my previous experience. Nothing is Lost! haha All Experience is Useful to apply to what is today.

So yes, I need to partner with some people who have a sense of what I know already, to speed me up (which I have Confidence about) to skills for today.

I am also beginning to have a 'better sense' of what people mean by 'do it yourself, do it yourself'. I cannot do it all myself. I DO need assistance WITH using my own power to do things.

I NEED to get back up on my own feet. (I feel sick from last night, but I'm NOT going to let that 'dictate' what I can or can't do with my FUTURE. This has been a repetitive looping mistake I've been making. It's true that after a party like last night again (and probably will this afternoon), I feel quite debilitated. And it is ALSO true how good and productive I can feel and be when the sonics aren't there.) Rm is just rm. He needs to be rm 'all by himself', ~okay? He's alright, but I'll be BETTER if I leave. I'm DONE here, for real.

I realize that part of my holding back is that I need assurance that I'm not just throwing away good efforts and good funds. After speaking to that woman on the phone the other day who said you have to take financial risks, I realize now that I don't take financial risks on 'guesses'. I need to know that whatever I apply my funds to IS the right 'move' for me to make. I have my dentist-money--- and they raised the price another 500 dollars, putting it 'out of reach' for me again. The foodstamps computer saw I had 'funds' so they lowered them by around 100?, and I had to spend 50 on groceries yesterday further-eating into my funds-available. (I need my tooth, okay? because I already have a hole there from the other one that broke, then had to be pulled.-- The govt only pays for 'pulling' teeth. That molar looks almost totally nothing but amalgam(that mercury-stuff). It's going to need capping. -- May God preserve my tooth, so I don't have to 'pull' it.)

So, being here, my health feels horrible. I need to be in a place where I am preserved from prolong-exposure to deep woofer sounds, gnarly compressors, etc. Body needs a separation from this so it can recoup. My confidence levels shoot up when I feel this problem is just temporary. ...And I am weary, yet remain cheery that this is Solvable for me in some way. I wouldn't EVER want to promise anyone that I can do something if I didn't have a way to believe that on the MOST-practical TANGIBLE levels I have A Way to do it. ...I am very self-starting. Yes, I do need continued nudging (my Aries IC!) but it's WORTH it. I, I am worth nudging. Not everyone needs that much nudging? But I guess I'm the kind of person that needs to see it 'for themselves' before they are able to APPLY it. I DOOOOO want to APPLY whatever Beautiful Wisdoms that are being passed along to me. If my hands are tied, believe me when I say that. Practical is the key for me. Get me going Practical, and my Imagination can take over and produce all kinds of things. I know this about me. Yes, I get frustrated and can be discouraged, but I GET UP.

Some (in their own form of Kindness) tell me it's time for me to just "quit trying"?.... But that's simply not in my nature or wiring. So resilient! Even when I THINK I quitted, I find that I didn't! To quit trying is like telling me to dig my grave already---- That's not an option.

It's not in HIS Nature either! He's INSIDE me!! WWJD???

posted March 29, 2016 04:55 PM            

Mother Mary Angelica of the Annunciation (Roman Catholic cloistered nun, and Founder of monastery in Irondale, Alabama)

(sorry my Saved to Favorites links are missing...)

I had constructed a chart for her too.
April 20, 1923 born in Canton, OH.

She has Venus SouthNode and something else significant in Pisces that received the transiting energies of present Pisces Venus SouthNode Chiron and Neptune energies.

She had a 29+ Aries Sun, and a mid-Gemini Moon. Her Jupiter mid-scorpio. Her Progressed Sun was 29+ Cancer, close to Progressed Venus Cancer.

She had a Mars Gemini 3+ (if I remember right). And her Juno(?) was late Gemini close to 'broadcaster' type of asteroids.

She was not only the founder/Abbess of a monastery, but she made History for Women..... She was the FIRST WOMAN to OWN an American Broadcasting Business.

Catholic Television Channel called EWTN. Eternal Word Television Network.

((the refs I had researched are GONE because of computer glitch here)

One of the coolest 'synchronicities' I found yesterday was that one of my name asteroids was on HER name, and the transiting Sun was on (or near) my natal placement of her name 965 Angelica Aries 8.48 in H4.

She was known for her feisty risky nature, and her Joy.

She had known adversity. Grew up in an abusive household. The father abandoned her and her mom. Her mom went into a chronic depression afterwards, and they lived in very deep poverty.

She 'eloped' to a monastery (Poor Clare's), was received and became married to Christ-- She took her vows 'seriously' too, for when it came to defending the Honor of her spouse, it was 'personal'--- she took on all those males, and made a mark-- took them back to foundational ritual practices. She even made the nuns go back to wearing the FULL Habit, wimper and all.

One day as a younger nun, while operating a heavy floor-scrubbing piece of equipment, there was an accident that left her with a broken back and paralyzed. She swore a deal with God that if He let her walk again, she would Found Him a monastery. The operation she had was a success. She kept her word.

She became aware of the use of Television and it's potential to be used as an evangelism tool in order to reach souls. She began a TV evangelism program (EWTN) (early 1970s?), by building a little garage on the side of the monastery to make herself her own TV studio.

She had been through sooo much in her life with having to rely on faith in God to supply everything she needed. She had a miraculous type of faith. She was known to get mad at God, and tell The Almighty off--- had a temper. Had the BEST Sense of Humor!!!

The main memory I have of her is 'an answer' she gave on one of her broadcasts WHILE I was working on a post for Divine Diversity forum thread (linked above or on previous page) called Take Jesus Down From The Cross.

She had said how people want to view The Cross without the bloody-carcass (my words) because they don't want to be reminded of 'how messy' Love is. Love is painful, Love is messy....blood, sweat, cries, and tears.

It's up to each individual whether they 'want' to utilize what Christ did Cosmically. I don't think it bars everybody from going to Heaven-- That's what His Love did. It PAID our (everyone inclusive) passageway there. He did what 'we' could not do for ourselves. The Gift went to all.
God soooo Loved The "World" ....

God Grant us all Peace-Inside and out in our Day. Separate those who want to harm and Keep Safe those who want to work together to Help Others. God, can't make it without You.

WE KNOW that YOU are Able to do Exceeding Abundantly ABOVE All that We Can Ask, Think, or envision for ourselves. To quote Mr Bernstein... This or Something Better God!

You are Our Shield, and Our Great Reward.

... Thanking God for your Life, Mother Angelica.

(music) Make Me A Servant (lyrics) [3:31] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0rznoe3zKxM

posted March 29, 2016 11:14 PM            

omg You can't believe what that did to me to have all those years worth of organizing just 'blown away'...

Well, I know YOU can, Randall. LL was 'gone' during that New Year's crash 2016. Right before I got back on the computer tonight to check posts, I thought about the peace you felt, Randall. How you had come to terms with years and years just 'gone'. Feel like I got part of my life back again!

There is no print preview or printing option with this software package. So, unless they make improvements, I won't be able to print a lot of things I used to. (I tend to NOT visit places that don't let you print. I understand their need to protect their stuff-- BELIEVE me I do. I just don't go there anymore because handwriting notes is sooooo slow. I could try to type out the notes on writing software if I had two computer screens going? LOL. Oh, I'm getting all detail-oriented and complicated here again. I'm my own dreaming mad-scientist. Like I said, get me all set up, train me in it a bit, and I zoom from there.)

For my posts here, after researching, it seems I'm still going to have to take a whole lot of cumbersome steps, copy pasting to my yahoo email. (Gratitude moment to yahoo!!! yay)

The print that comes out is extremely tiny-- barely readable. But at least it's there on hard paper, as well as electronic in a folder. I have to find if there's an timestamp that can be included and appear in print in the header/footer. Looks like the date prints in lower right. Whatever I chose to label my email in topic line, appears as the header at the top of the page. The footer on left has the email doc number, so that's useless as those change over time.

So..... I thought I'd at least say that complaining in my report to the company about 'my experience' with them MAY have prompted the restoration of my favs?

If so, then I am extremely grateful to the Microsoft company for making things right and doing that for me. They had "promised" we would NOT lose anything for shifting over with them. I guess that's the advantage of Cloud Computing?

I'd like to learn more. Mind-boggling changes every day. We'll get through it, and be better off in the long run. It's the 'mean'-while that needs some tweaking! (laughing)

argh... Tried to grab url for the song, and there is still a problem shifting back and forth between two tabs. I'll figure it out.

I have that last youtube song Sending You Light on a strip underneath urls now all the time. That's a Gift from my angels??? Yesss. But I really like that song... so soothing.

I'll leave it again, with much Love to Everyone.

(humorously) Now I need a roommate who's a Computer Geek!! At least, The Cloud has brought all things back to a 'different' normal. So yay.

An Angel for the Cloud that preserved my work.

posted March 31, 2016 01:11 PM            

Had a lot going on yesterday that I had to attend to first. Couldn't get to posting here, although wanted to very much.

The "surprise" download of all that software really really threw us here.
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Sad to hear of the passing of Patty Duke!!! omg, last Sunday I was thinking about her and the roles she played in the Helen Keller story.... especially the scene where she's pumping water, and FINALLY GETS the connection between finger-spelling and the W-A-T-E-R that came flowing out of the spout.

Rest in Peace, Patty... Thanking God for your Life, Talent, and Inspiration.
http://www.astro.com/astro-databank/Duke,_Patty

God... Give us ALL 'this' kind of Connection with what YOU want from us on your Beautiful Earth. Give us this Cosmic Water to Drink. ... We are Your Beautiful Servants, and I thank you for these who are close to my Heart.

posted April 02, 2016 06:03 PM            

I'm 'going with the flow' of the river. No expectations. ~Really strange strange energies. Quite heavy, lots of pressing down (like, on my body). Waiting for what's next. I hope I find it? ...or MORE, that it finds me.

posted April 04, 2016 06:31 PM            

I've been here for HOURS working on it!!!! It had taken a long time, and I was 'afraid' it would poof. So, I know that when it threatens to poof, to just stop the post, disable smilies, then resubmit.

I began the submitting, then tried to stop it at 6:25 pm .... I knew that if I let it go another further than that, it would *poof*.

..... I mixed up the X-stoppers. I x-ed the 'wrong' x, and it poofed me.

Many apologies..... I hope the 'energetics' got through.. But you need actual words to carry the message sometimes.

posted April 04, 2016 07:47 PM            

Okay, Moon conjuncts Neptune... This trines one of my musical muses.

I work up feeling so flat, so discouraged, so dreamless. It was important for me to gain balance back by writing that long post (poofed). When my imagination is cut off, and things get tooooo real, I stop dreaming of possibility...

I'm still on track with everything, as much as I can do that right now. This new computer-program installed is messing with my files and shortcuts, and just doesn't let me print things like I was used to. Cuts down my performance and productivity here.

We heard that rm's brother is now needing heart-catherization-surgery. One of his sisters had a heart attack the other week (?around Good Friday). She is now released from the hospital and convalescing at her home. {{angel}}

The long post was therapeutic. ... I am still looking forward--- practicing my 'receiving' ....

DS! I WILL buy your book~~~ Just because you're my kind of ~weird, if anything else! We NEED more weirds, more poets, and more ~weird-poets in this world.... Just makes this world a better place to live and work.

I apologized for stepping on toes?... I didn't realize I had. Still don't, *in case it's me*. Like Maria in Sound of Music, I profusely am pre-apologizing, right now. ... I DEFINITELY appreciate any of the efforts that are being made on my behalf and 'behind the scenes'. I look forward to what comes my way.

As you see, I still have a 'personal' interest (even if it would wind up being on the side?) of going deeper into astrology. Working around people with that interest. AND of course, ... I'm willing to look at whatever options there would be also.

Yes, I'd love to continue being inspirational on the internet by computer and help heal others through my writings, my contacts, in ALL its styles! *grin*

I wasn't 'cognizant' of any offers, so if I didn't hear one, many apologies to you for my confusions.

As a 'hood sidenote, the landlord and I are getting along very well. He waves at me and smiles now. I have lots of little-guys that rush me for hugs, and I have received some Beautiful comments from some of the neighbors on several days last week.

Rm is getting over his oral surgery and seems back UP now. Things got smoother there. ... Now he sort of worries about his family's health.

(I had let go of idea of so-calies, during Dec to Jan. Thought I saw a blip a few weeks ago(?) and contact wasn't reciprocated... The other was totally-final end of dec. I haven't watched in months.. I had bought a product from the first, but my computer at the time couldn't open it. I lost the purchase-- just in case he wonders. I know that Patreon has received some of my funds, and straight-creditcards go through also.

My funds are have been extra restricted right now-- There was a computer-link goof in the system regarding the coordination of my benefits. I discovered what was wrong finally this morning (they had mailed an important item to an address I had in the mid-2000s? *eek*, and it was returned to them as undeliverable). It has been fixed as of today, to be effective by the 11th.

This post is not as 'inspirational' as the poofed one was. And certainly many details are sadly lost which were important to note.

Oh gosh, this feels so lost right now.

But I will post the song I picked....

Looking forward to a Successful Future.

Towards Building a Better Future filled with Love, and Honor, and Serving to the best of my capacities and ability to do so.

I need Healing, and recharging... and lots of catch-up-learning. And today, more rest. Thank you all for your good vibes!

posted April 05, 2016 06:26 PM            

Been trying now to watch some of the vidders I missed and like.... So fabulous. I don't know how well they hear or synch-up with each other, but from a wide array, so many different perspectives, using different tools, different systems, they say the same kinds of things. There's a resonance in the Voice of The Universe.

I am SOOO glad I bumped into this particular info, today, because I feel more encouraged regarding lower body-energy and issues regarding health.

My Scorpio Grandmother's (Sun in my H12) name asteroid (knickname) has been traveling over my North Node. (Her daughter, my Classy-Aunt, has her name-asteroid also in my H12 near sagi-degree of her natal sun! ~coincidence.) Both had conducted a "secret friendship-alliance" H12 Scorpio, with me while I was in my 20s in college years.

My Grandmother had been a great Friend to me, urging me always to take good care of myself, my health--- She had been a watcher of others I had around me, knowing I had a giving and sensitive nature in spite of my less-refined Sagi-outwardness during that development time of my life. If I had ever known anyone to love me unconditionally, it was she. ....

I had often associated her with the scent of roses. She had used DoveSoap, and SnowySoapFlakes, which were rose-scented. I like using the DoveSoap and think of her, often. Such a lovely lovely scent.

... When I 'happened' on the news that my father had died a handful of years ago (four days past his death), I was exceedingly fortunate that my friend from the choir (then) had a daughter near where the funeral home was. I asked her if she could please place a pink rose on my dad's casket.

My friend did better than that, and ordered a small bouquet. I got to speak by phone to the funeral director, and she promised to follow some instructions I had given her relating to the flowers, and gave me another promise that had blessed me even more so deeply....

God made sure I was represented, symbolically, during that important passage in my life. And I know they are in my Cloud, of Witnesses.

Therefore, since we have so great a Cloud of witnesses surrounding us, let us also lay aside every encumbrance, and the sin which so easily entangles us, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us,

... Looking to Thee (God), the Author and Finisher of our Faith.

from scriptures, Hebrews 12. http://biblehub.com/hebrews/12-1.htm

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posted April 06, 2016 06:44 PM            

............ Sad News about The Death of an LL Member ........

I saw that LL member RunAroundScreaming died on Easter Sunday, March 27, 2016. She was only 26 years old, had a few health concerns....

LL'er Peach had just spoken to her a few weeks ago. Peach found out about the death through a posting made to RAS' facebook page. Soooooo Sad!

Peach's announcement in astrology2.0 forum:
http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum24/HTML/234905.html

The thread she started in the Divine Diversities Forum called "A Solemn Prayer"
where I've been adding many more posts to her thread. I almost left a song-prayer on her thread for Easter but had hesitated....
http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum21/HTML/000686.html

Rest in Peace, to our Angel RAS! ...

(music) Lullaby... (Billy Joel) [3:32] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dcnd55tLCv8&nohtml5

posted April 07, 2016 02:22 AM            

Someone has GOT to break the silence gridlock! Reach IN and towards me. I've had some ideas, but I might be wrong.

Too much to say. Every word I type, leads to a splay of things I would need to clarify. And these are all interconnected!

Gotta to rest. Go to sleep. Should have decided that hours ago.

New Moon Aries is in 5+ hours.