posted April 30, 2016 12:24 PM            

Ty....

posted May 01, 2016 12:16 AM            

Taurus delights in sense, and it takes a Gemmy to communicate appreciating words.

posted May 02, 2016 08:36 PM            

I'd gone to pick up an item at the metaphysical bookstore (the one I hadn't visited in a couple years). My bill added up to an Angel number, so the lady pulls out Doreen Virtue's book on Angel numbers, to have me read. It said, You have a strong and clear connection with one or more ascended masters, who have answered your call and your prayers. Keep talking to them, as they're helping you with your present situation.

Then she held a deck of Angel Cards fanned out. She had me choose one. I can't remember which angel was represented, but the message written below it said something like you channel Divine Healing, and had the word "lightning" there.

I said how the word "lightning" is a word associated with Uranus. ... I'd read recently that having Uranus in the 8th is also a 'blindspot' for the native. (I had been looking at the kinds of 'blind' blocks were in my chart, in the past weeks.)

When I said the word "Uranus" she bent down behind the counter and pulled out her astrology chart. Earlier that day, she had spoken to an astrologer. It was her first chart and first experience. Of course, I was fascinated and poured over and shared what I knew about her chart a bit. ... Early Pisces Ascendant, big stellium of Virgo planets in her H7.

She felt I 'understood' something about her, and felt better about understanding some of the things that the other person had said to her. (She didn't say that directly to me, but I could see it clarified the reading.) I told her about some of her long-term transits, past, present. Things to watch out for.

... Another customer in the store needed to ask a question, so I smiled and prepared to leave the store to continue my errands around the town.

As I went to leave, she said, No, Wait!!! She said, You did that for me, and now I want to DO something for YOU. An older woman came in from her break outside. She arranged for this woman to do an Aura Reading on me!

WOW!!! omg. I never would have thought to get something like that done, (as I do see my own aura in the mirror if I happen to notice that day).

But this was a Kirlian Aura Photography Reading. The woman sat me down in a chair in front of a brownie-type box camera on a tripod, draped a black cloth across my body, took my glasses and put them to the side, asked me to position my left and right hands on some metal plates that looked like a set of hands, then to look up into the camera and hold still.

It only took maybe 20 seconds (or less)? Then she processed the film.

We sat down in chairs, and she began to talk a bit, saying how independent-spirited I was, with a high IQ and a "higher threshold for pain than most people." ... omg, I wanted to snicker, or burst out laughing at that point, because I have to DEAL with pain in my physical body from sound-environment problems here.

I barely said anything to this woman. I felt more quiet and inward that day, different from my Gemmy outgoing chattery self.

But I did spontaneously share astrological chart knowledge with the woman at the counter. Never a thought to charge, ask for a fee to receive compensation for doing it-- except the pleasure and satisfaction of helping her to better understand her own chart.

The aura-woman told me that she was told she is a TRIPLE LEO! lol. (I knew of the astrologer she had talked to at a booth he used to have at the mall, years ago.)

She told me she's been doing this kind of photography in various locations for over 22 years now, and she's only seen one other person with my kind of aura in her entire time of doing these.

She said this kind of an kirlian aura is that of a person who was called here on this earth to do a specific mission. It wasn't your typical kind of mission, but involved something that serves The World At-Large, to make a Difference. She said I was born as a special soul.

She asked me questions like, ARE you doing your Life's Work Mission right now? Has that manifested for you? Do you feel like you're IN it and doing it right now?... .......

She told me that the Timing is here for me right now. That I'm just-now entering into it, and when I see it to GO FOR IT.

It WILL make itself plain. You WILL know what your Purpose is to do here VERY soon now-- it will be revealed, evident. And it is something DYNAMIC and Powerful! ... Something that my mind can't contain right now. It's larger than my thoughts.

For the vision is yet for an appointed time... Wait for it. --Habakkuk

My declaration in faith is that it won't be Late. It will be right on time. God didn't bring me this far to Miss what He has for me. He Knows.

IT will come to ME, and make itself very clear. If I can't figure it out yet, don't worry. It's here already now.... She said what's coming would make me feel completed and Happy, and will be something on a much higher scale than I am capable of thinking or imagining right now.

She said her sense is that IT is coming to ME.

Adds to messages right now not to stress... There are epiphanies scheduled into my timing, and I'm going to see Truth revealed. Be able to see the false from the true.

Blessings are Chasing me down!...

Whatever it is that is approaching, will BE the Culmination of what I came here in my life to ultimately be and do. And as I do it, (with others), it will Bless The World.

I am a Good thing, to be Found...

I felt a bit 'nervous' whenever she used the word Dynamic?, as she kept emphasizing that word. I know some people sugar-coat the meaning of the word catastrophic, by saying Dynamic? So I gently began to ask her what she meant by the word "Dynamic."

She smiled knowingly.... NO, it will NOT be 'catastrophic'-- Not this.

She said that negative-events show up in the colors of the shots. (Then she pulled out some sample aura photos, one of a person who would in a few days experience the catastrophic unexpected loss of her husband, then son.) She told me that negativity is not showing up in my photo at all. There was nothing negative to be found. It means something Powerful and Positive!!! is about to hit my life, right around the bend, for the better. {{{{ }}}}

She pointed something else out in the picture, that is remarkable and unique. There's (what she called) an Orb to the left/Future. She says that doesn't happen often at all. She says she gets orbs when there's 'someone' present (from etheric realms) that is assigned to helping this happen right now. (I thought about the Angel Number, quoted earlier.)

Something Powerful and Dynamic, that Connects me with the ability to HELP The World. And I'm going to be fully-engaged (not by myself), and so fully-happy doing this, with ~Whoever these souls are.

I'm Connected. I'm well-Connected. And that Connection means that I Make A Difference. And I am not alone to do this.

And I am sooo humbled that God can use ME, 'just as I am'.
Soooo Grateful. Soooo Grateful.

posted May 03, 2016 10:03 AM            

Honestly, I feel uneasy about saying things outloud on the outside about things I feel on the inside. Especially about futures, and possibility-things.

I do embody great wishes, great care and watching concern with things that happen for people I feel close to in the locale around me, or online. And I seem to be somehow connected and touching an invisible social body of souls.

The Dream I feel inside is not about me. It's about the upliftment of The World, and Humanity. Maybe that's why I can't find the words for 'what I want to do' with my life.

I feel uncomfortable saying oh yeah, I'm great at this or that. ... It's just so shallow. Miniscule. So what? So big what?

There are a lot of things I am definitely not great at. And, I decided to stop putting myself down for it.

I'm the kind of person that when I see others don't understand something, I have great joy to share whatever knowledge I possess, to help show them how it works. Bring them up to greater level of understanding a thing.

It empowers people when you do that. Seeing people empowered feels good inside me. Filling a need, feels good inside me.

So, I love being here, communicating with people. I may not be the best-level highly skilled communicator people want. I may have a lot of gaps in my understanding. .... But I'm me.

Me.... Is a Good thing! I am not the problem. I am part of A Solution. Stranded here by myself? a vapor, a mist, a single grain of sand. Included in the work of the unfolding of God's Mystery?... am in a field of diamonds. I have an isolated sense of being invisible, a nothing, someone discarded and missed. But in the Eyes Of God, I'm priceless. ...

YOU are Priceless and Your Personal Worth is beyond Measure.

Believe In Yourself

You ARE Precious! Don't let anyone steal your Joy. You are Beautiful {{{ }}}

posted May 04, 2016 05:21 PM            

He'd been in a civilian in the military (air force, and air guards) for his life career years. It was said of him that he did more to act and accomplish establishing Good Will with citizens of nations, harmony between people, played the part of a diplomat and host, as he flew in humanitarian aid missions to Central and South America, Thailand, the Philippines, and the Azores.

I remember how much he loved the Azores. He knew I loved rocks too! (I was a little rock hound, and he had to 'limit' me to ONLY 4 brown shopping-size bags stored in his craftsman wood furniture building shop in his basement.) One trip, he brought me back this bowling-ball size volcanic rock from the Azores. I was sooo sad when I had to ditch-the-rock before my last cross-country move. I still remember how the sharp the rock surface felt, so sharp and sticky, like a Velcro surface.

The rock had a kind of cove in it, and I'd put some green air-ferns there, imagining it like its own island. I would have poured water into the little cove, but would have had to epoxy-glue some kind of basin to hold it.

My dad had a Sun-Jupiter partile conjunction at 3+ Scorpio. Next to my Juno Scorpio at 4+. Today Juno in Scorpio is retro within a degree of my own Juno, 11th House. My first married last-name is at 1+ Scorpio.

Transiting Mercury in Taurus is retro 22+. At 21+ Taurus will be on my Eros-Joya-Lova, then in 20+ Taurus backwards, on Russia, Elois (having to do with soulmates), and on my Part of Father, the Part of Allegiance, the Part of Karma.

My dad's Venus was a few degrees after my Neptune Libra 10th, and near my Scorpio 0-cusp. (Dad actually had a Sun-Jupiter Scorpio and Venus Libra (out of sign) conjunction. (His moon was late Gemmy or in early Cancer; my MercuryGem cj MarsCancer H7).

He died, without my knowing he was even sick or near passing. I didn't know he died, until four whole days later.

... I wasn't Valuable-enough to be tangibly communicated to.

He died May 4, in 2008. Could have been in the late-afternoon early-evening that he drew his last breath. I heard he died of a lung ailment. (Probably from doing all that woodwork, and not using a mask? Or maybe all the fuel fuselages he crawled into to do inspections and repairs inside the wings of the big cargo C130s?)

At the time of his death, The Sun had just crossed over my Venus Taurus at 12+, and was making an opposition to my Saturn Scorpio 16+.

(music) Father Figure (George Michael, 2008) [5:53] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aWz-EfQGqXM

This New Moon in Taurus is on the degree opposite Saturn in my Field of Dreams. Today Venus IS in Taurus 5+, has crossed my Abstracta, Ubuntu (I am, because WE are), is crossing my Amycus (shining light of Beauty), to arrive at my Psyche at 6.11' Taurus (psychic-wounds).
Quintiles my Vesta Cancer 8th House, steadfastness, heart-dedication and sacred service.
BiQuintile to my Sagittarian Ascendant at 11+
{I have a stellium of Progressed planets in Leo now, with P'Venus-Mercury-Uranus in last degrees of Cancer ON my Jupiter Cancer. I keenly feel loss today, Queen of pain.}

The kinds of affection that a Venus Taurus has in a relationship, is like a Beautiful precious flower, sensual and loving. And that is the way she is to be held and appreciated.

(I don't have a 'greedy' devious Venus like some supposed. Otherwise, I could have acted that out, a long time ago.)

My tone of my Venus Taurus 5th, is like this song...

(music) My Love is Like a Red Red Rose (Karen Matheson, old Scottish song) [3:42] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CJGaRb3WCT4

Venus in the 5th Taurus, across from Saturn in the 11th, with a Capricorn 2H cusp, and Cancer 8th House Stellium (including Jupiter)seeks Tribe, grounded permanence and stability, FAITHFULNESS, and supreme Loyalty in intimate and social partnerships.

I provide a sense of practical 'groundedness', I give the Gift of Cheerleading Support, I foster Cooperation among people who like to collaborate, and I build Good Self-Esteem in my partners.

I bring an effervescence (bubbles in the champagne) and playful to life-- Joy, satisfaction, care, wisdom, advice, and Wealth into my relationships.

It's time for GOD to bring someone "whoever" to me... A long-term depth-relationship FILLED with stability and Joy, in an emotionally-safe atmosphere, and a physical one of Wealth & Material Support. (Wealth means NOT just-money-- money comes and goes, like tides). To have someone who is just as invested in MY successes, and would help me with my projects and building a sense of financial self-sufficiency.

I AM an Independent, ~feisty..., do-it-myself kind of person. I automatically "do" things to add and create wealth in the relationship. I need/want someone who has the ability to build ME up, too. To be as devoted (no, MORE devoted) to ME, as (than) I would be to them.

(My asteroid Devota 3+ Scorpio is conjunct my Juno Scorpio, trine my Mars Cancer H7gem.)

I am a bundled life-force to be Loved and Cherished-abundantly. I DO like to have a sense of independency and my own space-- yet also retaining that constancy, that bond of intimacy, that closeness which is always present and energetically palpable (no matter what the distance). Soft and sensitive, I tend to prefer the background, in the side curtains of the stage, but I AM a strong Second-Person, and want to be treated like a Queen! *oooo soooo ~BOLD! haha--

In a longterm future partner, I wouldn't want someone who picks fights all the time for the sake of picking a fight. No. I LOVE and Covenant with Peace, Harmony, and overall Good and Happiness in the Home atmosphere. This is a Good Nest for fertile Creative sense of freedom and Being.

(Getting Humorously edgy now...)
And I expect you to be a good cook, participate in household chores, smell and look really~Fine, and to be able to sing, on good-pitch! LMAO!

*smiling*.... I went to a grocery store the other day, and there was a side-stand where someone was selling a food-product. He burst into a song, with an absolutely GORGEOUS rich baritone Voice, singing 'O What A Beautiful Morning!' .... ohhhhh I melted!!!! (so yep, sing like ~that! LOL)

I would want to be able to sing duets or in a small group---- Be it at home, or when entertaining our friends, especially to be singing CHRISTMAS Carols! yessss. I hold Very-Sacred and Important, the Christmas and Easter times of year. Christmas, my Favorite. (Even though, thinking, I get some gnarly transits at holiday times of the year?)

(music) My Love is Like a Red Red Rose (Karen Matheson, old Scottish song) [3:42] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CJGaRb3WCT4

I deserve the kind of permanently Committed Creative and Productive relationship I can Imagine (and happier than what I ever could Imagine), for the remaining years of my life-time now. I deserve the personal kind of True Friendships, True Tribe members, that are Family thicker-than-blood to me.

I heard Joel Osteen talk about loyalty in relationships the other week. Told the story of a relationship among a group of friends. One legitimately couldn't get there by himself. His friends came, managed to get him up to the top of the roof, then broke through the ceiling, in order to make sure he'd have his rightful experience.

A Venus Taurus in the 5th .... brings "Personalization" into the whole picture of relationships.

Venus rules my 5th and 6th Houses, and my Libra MC, AND!!!! that Cappy 2nd. Yes, she fills my cupboards, and I structure my life, so I can Give, Librally? (laughing)

My Saturn 11th and 12 House Scorpio energy shows Society what they need to go deeper than only looking at Numbers to build a good Society. (Aquarius 3rd, with Pisces intercept.)

There's a place for numbers. There are needs for self-sufficiency. I 'am' a person of independence and self-sufficient ambitions and drives. These have been frustrated and thwarted, and now with Age, seems like an impossible dream.

When I'm lacking the 'personal interactions' in order to figure out my life directions, and I can't find this in my locale, then I simply cannot fulfill and help society with 'what I have' -- outside of the writings I do here, at LL, (which has not been without a material, a body, and a Time-years cost). And I've enjoyed being your Muse and a Helper here.

Newer generations have GOT to gain more sensitivity and an awareness to Balance between Numbers and the actual-reality that folks have to survive and live.

Time, is a Number. All our days are Numbered.
Love, is something always happening in the Now.

I BLESS the people in my life (home and ethers) right now.

God, Please bring-Forward the physically-tangible Beautiful relationships from out of those ethers, INTO my life. Provide Creative projects/jobs coming into my life. Let these fulfill every Desire you ever gave me in my Heart.

To my peeps, I sense your presence, I feel your Care. I THANK GOD mightily for you. I Care and Love, too. Pronounce great Blessings ON your Life. May you accomplish Great Things in your Days Ahead. May God Shield you, and your Material Goods, and your Health and sense of well-beingness. May you amass the Fortunes you so deeply desire and richly deserve. I love you more than you'll ever know-- past any barriers or boundaries. Some Friendships ARE Eternal. I Honor You. I Love you all, so very much.

Bring me and everyone whom I love, and anyone who chances to read my post, The Ultimate Fulfillment in Love and love and Life and life.

And for me, IN THIS LIFETIME, for the months or years I have left on my bio-time-clock .... You Know The Desires of My Heart, O God. You Already Know...

Release your Blessings.......

And I thank you God, for the earthly Father you sent me, and who is now in your Loving Care.

posted May 04, 2016 06:55 PM            

It's all feeling just grimey and so twisted and twirley today. Knots, yet a refined Goodness present, and Finesse pervades.

I'm not sure I'm even going to try to fix that post-- at least not right now.

Maybe later on. When Mercury goes the other way? ... Or, oh ~who knows. I just feel a wide band of energies, and like a lasagna, within it are threads of peace, still, and holy tied frustration. I want to break through it, reach from it. Uncomfortable, yet fine; solid, and a sense power-- yet.... yet.

I wish I had some of your faces in front me, live and in-person right now. Just to look and breathe with you.... Be present as two souls, or many souls.

What else can I say......... The things I want, so far removed yet subtly present.

Yesterday, this song was going through my head and Being all afternoon into the evening.

(music) Get Here (Oleta Adams) [4:37] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z0WDS-EQoIM

So! I like Sam Robson's Creativity.... He's ~~AWESOME, isn't he?

Here's more of his work.

(music) Mary Did You Know (Sam Robson does all voices, acapella) [3:42] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xBAwlVVfP7w

(music) Gaudete (Sam Robson, acapella carol) [1:36] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=td9V_Zc8ma0

(music) The Corinthian Song (Sam Robson, acapella) [4:19] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1_E7_EvtCVo

posted May 07, 2016 06:07 PM            

So, you can perhaps imagine the personal body omg-sonics ?

The Sun in Taurus, along with Venus, Mercury, and a ton of significant asteroids are transiting through my 5th House, including 4239 Goodman which has been approaching my Venus at 12+ and crossing over. My 4239 Goodman is 15.20' Taurus, conjunct 407 Arachne 15.21 (networking!).

tGoodman is at 11+ Taurus today (my Venus 12+), over my 3276 Porta Coeli 10.36 (to find happiness, opportunity or enlightenment).

natal 5376 Shakti 11.14' 23735 Cohen 11.39, 12472 Samadhi 11.46. Then 344 Desiderata 12.12 and Venus...

You know how I like to make up funny stories with my asteroids? ~~~ I have natal 3838 Epona Taurus 15.46 (horses, riding) conjunct natal 2041 Lancelot Taurus 15.51, with 4595 Prinz Taurus at my 16.10 nearby, {is quintile Jupiter Cancer (Prinz is sensitive and Kind) H8, and biquintile to his Wonder-Woman in my chart asteroid Pallas-Athene at 21+ Sag. Prinz sextile a devoted Vesta Cancer in H8? --- (Just having fun!... don't worry)

Meanwhile, the fast-moving transit of asteroid Epona (horse) is quickly galloping to pass by 7+ Taurus, ready to scoop up that transiting Venus and Godiva still in Taurus at 9+, catching onto tGood'man at 11+, which then encounters natal Venus at 12+. Afterwards Goodman et al, naturally catch up with their multidimensional selves uniting with its own natal Good'man at 15+ networking with natal Arachne Taurus 15+, near the waiting natal Lancelot 15+ and natal Epona(horse) 15+, Prinz 16+ ...

SCREEEECCHHHHHH! Stop. *doom-doom doom doom DOOOOOOMMMMM* 'SATURN! Scorpio 16.22', the Chaperone, scowls and reminds her that "you day-dream too much!"

LOL, on my first-grade report card, the teacher complained that I was too chatty socializing with my neighbor (Sun, Mercury, in GEMINI? 'We Talk'!) and I day-dreamed too much! my Mercury (and Mars) trine Neptune Libra).

Today I experienced Juno Scorpio retrograding across it's own natal position in my chart, 4.49-rx H11.

It will come back to itself Direct at mid-August (week around 13th), when Saturn Sag goes Direct at 9+ (in my H12, to cross back over my Ascendant at 11+, Jupiter will be back IN the degree of my Virgo Moon, Mars is forward-moving and coming into a conjunction with a direct Saturn in Sag). I'm cropping my post-- some challenging transits over the next years.

.... All the more reason to develop a deeper Faith in God. And pray that He causes me to be among a mighty group of matched True Friends. Jesus IN the Boat, and walking ON the waters, bidding me to Come, and to Calm and have the mastery my Soul came here to develop for self, so I can Help Others.

So today... I feel a keener awareness of my Venus Saturn opposition. And, my ability to use Imagination, not just the lower-case imagination. But Mind's Eye kind of Imagination. Second-Sight kind of Imagination.

"Crop Season" LOL -- I just cropped out a lot of delineation.... and talk. (Will save that for another discussion.)

Leaving this part, though--- it was how I finished.

When I consider your Heavens-- the earth and the stars that You have made! What is Man that you are Mindful of Him?...

What a Beautiful Cosmos! Such an elegant Environment of Matter and Materials, in which to Experience God's Love for us!

(music) How Excellent is Your Name (Marty Goetz, Judeo-Christian, lyrics) [5:08] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i67rjZn9ThQ

I wanted to start this post with the Beautiful inward Imagination Experience of this song. To truly be able to appreciate Love in all its subtle cosmic finery.

It's an example of the way an internal Imagination transmits and conveys pieces of Sense that would ordinarily be missed by a technically-correct and delivered performance.

You can't Give Beauty, unless you already Have, Possess, and Encompass it, within your Beautiful Imagination... And this song (to me), inhabits the spaces between love of another person, and Love for God-- Seek His Face!

posted May 08, 2016 01:07 AM            

Grown or young, this song is for All Children everywhere.... {{{ }}}

posted May 09, 2016 03:26 PM            

quote:

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Originally posted by mirage29:
[b]Happy Mother's Day!

Grown or young, this song is for All Children everywhere.... {{{ }}}

(music) This Is To Mother You (Sinead O'Conner, perf by Kathlene Ritch) [4:10] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qy6DABZp0oc [/B]

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posted May 10, 2016 02:18 PM            

So many levels to talk about. Ah! ~Where to begin?

I'll start with the more-Positive side...

I had promised my self a Venus-Walk during my Venus Return at 12.38. Now, I know there are many professional astrologers who read my thread who ARE aware of how 'afflictive' this position is in my chart. My Venus feels SO isolated, with Saturn Scorpio on the other side of her. The hope I would feel, is that it is written that 'in the later years' she might not 'feel' so afflicted and go on to have good, healthy, partner.

Certainly, my chart shows that I do my best work WHEN I'm in partnership with somebody else. Thing is, which I've been distilling over these past weeks, is that I need someone who has high Integrity. Greed overtook both of my marriage partners (in the far past). I 'AM' a person who has a unity mentality. There are the core dreams and central finance that 'the family' has to run on. And if you think of that as a corporation, you can't be spending her monies on individual-private project that doesn't give back to her whole. I had married two different persons, who BOTH had no ability to empathize. (Couldn't put themselves in another person's shoes.)

So, I guess the 'piece' that needs correcting there, is to find a partner who HAS that ability to put themselves into another's shoe (situation) and have the ability to see things from many perspectives. This is the kind of person who would naturally be a humanitarian, then. And that would fit 'me' and my interests.

But my 'first' interest right now, HAS to be my own self, and my body environmental-issues. Things that in the past may have been minor, and able to withstand, are now survival issues in their own rite. The guys living next door have sense-surround equipment. This last night-morning, they were playing computer/video games, and the 'explosions' from their compact-condense speakers where not so much loud as much as they impacted the concrete slab we share. Not only that, the 'percussions' can be felt to my eardrums (hearing subtle-sounds) which cause uncomfortable results in the body. It helps that I have a really good set of headphones (was my gift from rm for combo missed-milestone-birthday & given to replace my set that broke last fall at Christmas last Christmas). However, when neighbors with powerful woofers in their vehicles let out their 'foghorn' long blasts, my autonomic nervous-system freezes/confuses shorts ~whatever in my chest muscles/diaphragm, around my heart, and causes a bad reaction.

That last one (around Feb 29) had affected my heart-rhythms adversely for that spell-effect of time. And I've experienced blasts here that temporarily caused my breathing to paralyze.... I didn't 'hear' the blasts because I was here typing on the keyboard and listening to my own music. But nevertheless, it 'affected' my physical body enough that I noticed I couldn't breathe-- I flung off my headphones, and THAT's when I 'heard' the long penetrating long deep non-oscillating hollow blast that was being radiated through my building. I could probably die from something like that should it continue in the future---- But what can I really say? Their sound-systems, and playing with it, brings *them* pleasure. (Criminal activity seems to have climbed a single-notch up now... Increases traffic to the 'hood here of 'those' kinds of vehicles, late into the night, and boldly during the daytime hours too.)

As I've written, I'm building a to-go bag, so I can escape to the airport if I need to, if things get too overwhelming with the woofers. (It's not the best solution, but at least removes me from the situation when it peaks. ... I can always come back here for a shower. --- But this is the 'bottom' thinking part of me. Left to my 'own' limited resource, and thoughts of 'immediate' survival.)

Part of my fear-based thinking is that 'wherever' I would go now, I might not be able to find my own "housing" where I can be insulated and protected FROM excessive woofer-blasts, and to separate myself from sense-surround if/when I needed to 'because' of the way my autonomic nervous-system reacts all by itself beyond my conscious control--- (laughing) UNLESS, of course, I became a Yogi. Ah.... Finding the humor. That's ALWAYS a good sign for me.

So anyways......
I was on my Venus-Walk, around the Beautiful Lake we have here in the center of our town. Beautiful unique main-Fountain, and smaller fountains on the sides. Swans! Lots and lots of swans, ducks, birds, turtles, Beautiful big Fish to observe from the side-rails. Truly, like a Paradise. Our Mayor has worked soooo hard at truly making THIS town The City Beautiful. (I'm so proud.)
http://www.wildgratitude.com/swan-symbolism/
Some types of Turtles here move with surprising speed, both IN the water and from out the hedges into the ponds (in our 'hood). http://www.wildgratitude.com/meaning-of-turtle-spirit-animal/

I was walking by a man who had his 13 month old daughter in a stroller, looking over the waters and watching turtles and big beautiful fish there in the more-shallow waters.

Of course! *grin* ...I love babies and children. I greeting the young girl, and got smiles, to my delight. ... Very quickly, my conversation with the dad turned into depth, philosophy, psychology... then astrology. I 'happened' to have my small ephemeris datebook with me. Looked up his daughter's placements. Turns out, he and his wife are BOTH LEO's (conjunct degrees) and their daughter's Sun trined them both very closely. Fire~~ how wonderful. ... So anyways, I "realized" in that moment, in my barracuda business-senses, that HAD I had a business-card, a device (phone/computer/astro software), a proper-place to live (my OWN space that had my computer and equipment, tools I'd need right nearby me), that I had a *sale*. Not just one chart, but three, and any referrals that would have come of them.

He asked me 'who' I would recommend to him (around here) to analyze their charts. I kept drawing a mind-blank. A part of me was screaming inside, It's ME, It's ME you want. *I* am the best astrologer I know around here... (I don't get around much?... awww).

I told him I was student, and I could do somewhat of a job on his charts, but I wasn't set up yet to be able to really do that kind of work that I would be capable of doing. I'm thinking in terms of 'grounding' some of the knowledge I have, and expanding this more so I can be more well-rounded. I semi-knew his chart because his birthday was really close to other charts I've seen. I was able to do my 'air-mind charts' thing and extrapolate some of what I knew, to share info with him.... What's really funny, is that sometimes when I hear people's birthdays, I react in myself with 'Oh, I remember "that" in an energetic-in the body way'... as every chart is a past transit chart for those who've been walking planet earth for a while.'

So, my natural-business self IS alive and kicking. My 'instincts' are still within. I recognized an opportunity to make a sale.... AND, had the presence of mind to take mental assessment, and not to mourn the lost customers... just let it go for now. These were part of my education today.

He said he knew he could probably hookup with someone online. I told him to be careful of who he would choose. It was silly, but my mind was so blurred for 'who' I could refer him to... I know some of the regulars I had watched (vidders) who were saying how swamped they were. And I know some HIKED their prices soooo way way up, you'd have to be wealthy to afford them. This man was still finishing up his higher level architecture and chemistry degrees. And he and his wife were looking towards daycares, and the costs of those were on his mind. He knew of a certain new age popular restaurant around here. He had said his wife was VERY interested in astrology. I told him 'where' the metaphysical bookstore was that has an astrologer that comes there. (This was the place, where the owner who 'knew' me, told me she would refer people to me, whenever I was ready. The other metaphysical store owner knows me too. I'm relatively certain she would offer to add me to her rosters. I'm Quality, and that counts.)

You see, I've been thinking along those lines for a long long time. People trust that I'm honest, and do good Quality work when I take something on.

I always know that should I pursue this line of education, then eventually I could turn my hobby into a sideway of bringing some income to me. .... AND, I would (right now) be looking at that as a background kind of thing for me. I am more for supporting a partner in business FIRST, then eventually, have the confidence necessary to do side-charts to supplement a separate-income for my own self.

I'd heard (even contacted to do grunt work) of a man who had been setting up a table at one local smaller mall (ten or more years ago), who offered to do instant small readings for people for a little bit of money. (He must have had a laptop.) I had thought about doing something like that, when I first started getting more serious about my astrology interests, but I was going to work among people who were (temporarily hopefully) disadvantaged, in order to answer questions about talent, vocations, strengths, stuff like that.

I have within me those instincts... and have felt just so layered down with muddy yucks. I've thought that being in a different kind of stimulating environment, that it would resurrect me, resurrect all those instincts inside. .... I just need a surround of like-souled friends, and some much much needed physical nurturing (see if I can 'overcome' this debility I feel with kakky-yuggy-yucks from a worn body's nervous-system worn-battery woes here).

I try to keep my sights walking on the brighter side of the street, and, I will admit that parts of me feel like they are backsliding. .... This past mother's day? I prepared a go-bag, where I was going to retreat back to having to hang around the local airport to get away from the woofers here. I had some astrology books, and pillows to sit on. .... Thing is there? My clothes would be a 'tell' that I was not a traveler. Some bags I had thought to pack my things into, are dirty-looking, and need replacing. My 'best clothes' are something others would chose to 'clean' in. ... I can carry-off a more upscale attitude to 'hide' my natural look? But a discerning person, would know from far away. (If I can notice that, then I know others do too.... and I'm ashamed. I didn't go re-visit that art-place in the grand hotel here, because my clothing would be inappropriate. I want my face associated with Quality to make my inner-self. .... I grew my hair longer now, down to rest on the top of my shoulders. Needs some 'shaping'. Finally got it to a length where I don't need to fuss TOO much with it if I put my hair up in a ponytail, but, it needs a little help right now. I don't go for manicures and pedicures. (allergic to the nail polish if I put my nails up to my face~~~which, you're not supposed to do, anyways. I know that.) (I'd opt for foot-massages, before ever doing the costs of mani's-pedi's.) ... Since I'm on my body? LMAO, I HATE that I gained those 3 to 5 pounds OVER my OWN comfort-limits. My jeans are 'filled out', okay? LOL oh sheesh! But they STILL fit! And I'm still ~sexy but UGH. Gotta get down... maybe down 10, so I can rise up, then level there at my more-ideal 'feeling' core weight (126-129s). I like my clothes NOT to feel so closely 'fitted' to me... LOL. Oh gosh, will I edit this?... No. It stands as-is. I 'like' to take good care of myself. It's just that circumstances get in the way of that. ~heh heh, I've got and still moving into a whole lot of fire, and much LEO energy in my chart now (progressed). You KNOW I want to 'look good' ... I'm The Queen.... And I have a generous and loving heart. And sometimes, I do need my alone-spaces. And all the time, I deserve much affection and dignity.

..... So the walk progressed.

At a certain point, I felt inside myself to go to a certain bench. There was a man sitting there (homeless, by the subtle-tells). I had the chance to inspire him. We talked about God, and God's Plan for Good in our lives, and God's Faithfulness and Goodness towards us.

I left at the appropriate inner-prompt. I didn't override this, for once.

I walked on.... got to about the 3/4 part of the length around the lake, and was drawn towards a couple sitting resting on a bench, with their very infant. Of COURSE, baby-magnet here.... I cooed about their baby. The infant was fast-asleep in the father's arms. I slipped behind them, to gaze lovingly at this little boy. I placed my hand gently on the head, and prayed out loud that this baby would know his Calling EARLY in life.... and that God would Full-Fill every Dream he wrapped. And I pronounced blessings on the baby, and on this couple, who MIGHTILY were physically sooo appreciating ALL of my Intentions towards them, and before God. This was holy. It was a completed experience... the whole walk.

The walk, went on....

On the way home, I caught the bus (by surprise) that my ASTRO_TWIN was driving! Oh what Celebrations! We had been driving around for years, not-knowing we had each others exact placements. (born 20 minutes apart, close latitudes-- He's 20+ sag asc, with Virgo MC... my sag is 11+ with 2+ libra asc... intercepted geography for me. He's from PR/islands, I'm from the New England NE part of the states.) We swapped stories! He is QUITE psychic. Told me how 'spooky' he was growing up, and with his friends. At one point I had put my head down from listening, and got an image of his business card he had given me last year.... Then he says to me, Do you STILL have the business card I gave you? ... I laughed so hard!!! yep, we got telepathy! I was confused about something with him.... Sometimes it was like he was flirting, but NOT. He volunteered in the convo that he is NOT living with his wife, and they'd been separated for the past 10 years, but he is still 'married.' ... That explained things to me. The vibe had been really-confused. She lives on one of the carribean islands. Apparently, they had 'money' together.... as what our charts suggest.

His progressed chart still has 29+Scorpio at MC, and will click over to 0-Sag end of June. His progressed asc is 20+ aqua, mine is 13+aqua. I have Vesta Leo 14+ ready on the descendant H7, to set into H6 some time. He's already had that happen. ... We talked about going to lunch somewhere sometime, so we can swap more about our experiences....

Gemmy Minds want-to-know!

So... this was my update for now.

{Doing some smudging!! ~oy!!! God! Clear Directions & Communications!! }

wha????? (Posting this as an as-is post!)

posted May 10, 2016 05:56 PM            

I'm Celebrating Sky Energies today.

...

posted May 11, 2016 01:02 PM            

Or, like in this scientific youtube demonstration. Especially observe the toy he puts on top of the water. I FEEL all of this, and it does NOT feel good to me. I spend all my time trying to cancel-out the aversions.

They are CHAOTIC and bouncy to my body. Sometimes they can be playing their sound equipment and I am fine, THEN, there comes 'convergence' where all the different directions being played around me make my physical-nervous system and fine-body muscles just JUMP & shiver.

ALL I can do, is survive this.

When it's happening, I can hardly think!!!

This is what happens when you have to share spaces with other people on the same conductive concrete slab, under the same roof, IN the same neighborhood where the parking lot is solid and transfers sounds TO my building.

And the jets overhead today, TWO runways active. And the sky must have a certain pressure or ~whatever, where the ground actually shakes after the planes, with their wakes.

So today, to be better, I am writing this immediate post. I've been sitting here, composing for the past two hours!! Concentrating, not getting anywhere.

I'm going to make a sandwich, then go down to the airport because of uncoordinated collisions of intense-vibes!

I took a walk around the building-- majorly, it's the new game-playing sense-surround system my wall-neighbor subscribed too? They are younger bohemian types (their partying friends urinate outside on the trees/shrubs. (yeah, the ~smell, and the hours they are active.)

It's the Shiver-feelingvibes, NOT the hearing of sounds. PLEASE watch the video! Everything is SHAKING!!!!! HERE TODAY. It's terrible.

It's not right that I should shallowly think that the only immediate longer term option is finding my thoughts asking the Lord to take my life?, and to do it quickly, and without my having known that I passed until I notice that my body feels better?--- and that I would find that I feel better because I'm not in my physical body anymore, but it's comfy because I'm in my etheric body?

Woah... Stop. THAT AIN'T right-thought thinking.

I want you all to know that I am feeling very good and solid emotionally and mostly chipper-positive---, AND!!!!, there is intense disturbance IN and TO my physical-flesh right now.

The government can't/won't help someone like ME.

What I DO KNOW? Is that when I am NOT feeling all the resonance-things IN and TO my body, I am FINE. Just gotta figure out where I can live, where I am not pounded and in the chaotic middle of wave-resonances. (PLEASE see the video.)

I would have LOVED to hang around here today and post. But I CAN'T.

So......... Gonna do some food, then head out to the airport to study my astrology books.

Of COURSE, I am willing to consider other kind of employments for the duration.

I can't abide being in places with large refrigerators, generators, exposure to bad pool pumps or bad compressors (LOL). Or bad sound systems, too-- not calibrated properly. (I seem to do 'fine' with listening with my earphones.) I don't have the clothing right now to interview in nice places..... I would need on the job training.

But the MAIN THING, is that EVEN if this apartment place is very livable otherwise, as long as there are neighbors like the kind I'm experiencing TODAY?, I can't hack it here. I can't be 'available' all the time here.

sense-surround computer games..... shake the apartment. They PAY for that apartment. And that's "all" that matters there.... They COULD put on private listening devices or rearrange their speakers to make it easier on ME? ... somehow, I don't think these would be that cooperative?

Anyways.............

I love the general spirit here, their sense of family closeness (foreign-to-me cultures); but they love their muscle-cars, and their INTENSE sound systems. I am overwhelmed in my ability to have environmental peace and remain productive and forward-moving.

I love being popular now, with the little children. I had to protect a small one the other day who saw me from across the street and ran DARTING across the road with open arms to come bring me a hug!

... Now, darting across this corner-road here, would NOT be a hazard, except that 'some people' think STOP-signs don't apply to THEM.

Or maybe they're just too high (on mind-altering chemical substances) that they can't 'connect' putting their physical foot on the physical brake when they see a STOP-sign.

I just deleted paragraphs on the Sociological Impact of economic needs not being met, and crime in the 'hoods-- including the pimping of young family members, and wives, in order to survive. It's the culture here, and they are able to go to church, then separate their Saturday-Sunday hour experience, for the harsher reality of surviving on a day to day level.

Delete.

Back to ME and MY survival, than for making a case and a heart-felt plea for immigrant nations.....

I HATE their muscle-car mufflers and car-woofers. I guess that's going to be 'the new normal' here, now that marijuana is being legalized in the city.

I don't like or mean to sound negative. But SOMETIMES 'you' have to KNOW what the HARDfacts here. I am good, strong spirit, but overwhelmed by the surrounds.

Gotta go.... just "real" living, in a sensitive body here.

Be back later, or tomorrow, God Willin' ...

posted May 12, 2016 06:07 PM            

I studied Alan Oken's book on Rulers of the Horoscope yesterday at the airport. Interesting how much even this verythread started (reflected) stepping into the Purpose of my (western) Asc Ruler Jupiter in the Eighth House Cancer.

And recently, too, I've learned the lesson of my Vedic Venus Aries?

I want to say (from my present-dilemma lack of sleep state) that today is not a time for me to express any passion for capitalism, for right now. Someone would have to do a Labor of Love and totally set me up in that. WHEN my body recovers and I achieve stability, (with education), to pour my attentions into it. I'm not pleasurably lounging here, in case that's what some were implying. (Dealing with recuperating some life force after being drained and sonically percussed.)

Also, I cannot "afford" astrological direct counseling. I must continue with the Generic versions of what's still available. (Although, that's challenging the astrology knowledge I have inside me now.... Sag Asc, HOWEVER, Cappy have the tNeptune, tUranus, tJupiter, and nodes for me. tMars Sag remaining in my Scorpio 12th. tSaturn Sag RE-approaches my Asc at 11+ Sag, in time for FM Sag at 29.33 (my H1, 3 degrees from my NN-GC).
tMercury-rx coming backwards within a few degrees of talk with my Venus again in Taurus (oppSaturn).

I remain Hopeful for a future that works for me.

To some who were wondering... (nonLL) my not buying your 'products' is NOT a reflection of YOUR worth and esteem in my eyes, but of my economic immediate circumstance (and surprise expenditures recently).

Doing the best I can, on what I have.

As to the question of Religion-Building?
.... BASED upon all I've heard and seen, the influences involved, I would not (at this time) be interested in starting a whole new "religion" (organized order of) for the future. ty

You say the Age of Pisces is dying, or dead, and it is now the Age of Aquarius that prevails.

Aquarius is depicted as a Human Man (or form) which is pouring out Water from clay earthen vessels (made by the Potter, fashioned by Imagination and His Hand).

To me, The Aquarian Man is a form of Jesus in Service ON this Earth, as some strive to emulate HIS life example. He alchemically turned the waters into Spiritual Wine for the Wedding-Feast and Union of The Mystical Body of Christ. Where two or three or four of you are gathered in His Name, There Is Love... (Paul Stookey song, PeterPaulMary).

It takes Time, chronological time, to Know the fullness of some of Life's Kinds of Mysteries. No way you can download certain kinds of maturity. You can't buy a book to really understand it. You have to "earn" it, day-by-day, year-by-year, in the school of hard knocks.

Youth may have its advantages?... but give ME Ears to hear words from the mouth of an Elder, and who walked in a somewhat Conscious and Aware form... Experience Earth-Time makes all the Difference. Even if you think you're an old soul, there is nothing more seasoned than having length-of-years in your body.

The Man Aquarius pours OUT the Piscean Waters of relief, Consolations, Compassion, Mercy, Grace, and Healing onto a dry, way too-bright (masculine-force-energy of Intelligent) and arid world. (thunderdome)

The world has a freeze-dried mentality of "Mediocrity" now..... Youth is robbed of the experience of knowing what TRUE Quality IS.

They NEED the older-ones on the earth, the Old Knowing Magi, The Connoisseurs of Wet, storehouses of Discernment, An Eye for what's Rich, and Full of Taste, and well-roundedness: FULL of Quality from Life's holistic experiences.

At various points of my life, I'd put my own beliefs to the side, to embrace another more-eastern viewpoint. I never 'lost' what was IN me... and I think my experience was Valuable (and in accordance with my eighth house and aspects-- it placed me in a position of knowing or being familiar with the quality of BOTH those energies).

Without assurance of being physically (health, housing) supported, I don't know if I would be able to be Productive at the level I could be. My situation is rather unique, and confusing to some. But not to the person/group that GOD would send.

I still ascribe to my Christian values. It's my core belief, and I'd rather walk on that side of the street, should there have to come a fork-in-the-road as far as Belief Systems are. Sad that this would have to part some people. My SN in H7 prefers that everyone feels comfortable and connected, but I understand if you walk in a different Light of understanding. In some belief worlds, there is no Co-Existing. I love cherish and treasure the Holy Spirit of God, and I'm Jesus' Gurl.

ASTEROIDS....
The Sun Taurus coming upon my 259 Aletheia (Truth) 6th House cusp 22.38 Taurus, and my City's Name! 22.50' (haha, I need a job/project connection? *looking* LOL), 1221 Amor 23.02, 37530 Dancing Angel 23.10, 3264 Bounty 23.12, 55 Pandora 23.15 (on H6 cusp is excellent for doing research-- ~ME?! *grin*), 52872 Okyrhoe 23.37 (listening to own voice; march to own beat). And h49 Nibiru! 23.45... haha, I spotted you! ~there you are! in the 3742 Sunshine!! 24.55 Taurus.

I've been here the entire afternoon now, at this keyboard.

The afternoon has been sonically MUCH MUCH better. What a Difference the resting from their sonics is (they are not active now.... things are 'normal', and I think I'm gonna live! ROFLMAO!!!) What a difference from when I started this post.

Some people just need in-body reassurances that they have a Good-buddies to (physically) call upon for guidance, and some for outrageously fun company! God? Please let them find me, or me them, or BOTH! lol

God is able to prompt the Right People to respond; to be in the Right Place, at the Right Timing. God, Has my Back!, and ALL of me.

...

Song To Celebrate The Sun crossing in to Illuminate every Hopeful Corner of Opportunity Available to me, in my Beautiful 6th House, day-by-day. {{*whispers* God!! ~Do it! in Your Excellent Timing. I Believe.}}

Loving you all sooooo much!

posted May 13, 2016 01:07 PM            

The Universe works like that. People work like that-- pouring themselves out to others, and having others pour back into them. As we provide the 'air' for each other's 'wet' -- or provide the moisture for a lack of proper humidity in the air.

Happier if look for the 'meaning' beneath the surface....

Oh today!

I read my longer post that didn't have its edits received, and I shake my head and say arrgh! What I edited, was Good!! if I have to say so myself. That paragraph where I'm trying to give my transits sucks! But I HAD edited it to read MUCH better...

Sometimes when I reread my posts, I can tell when the volume problem here is bad, then gets better? because the writing smooths out and I sound more balanced.

Today I have my 'own' sound imbalance problem... "Performing laundry" today (some people 'do' laundry? I perform!! LOL) The equipment is across from Gnarly-Fridge. It's all right here, within ten feet of the computer. But at least, I am TRULY grateful to have access to the web today. Just gotta put up with the industrials. Oh yeah, there are some guys working on their cars outside too-- so I figure, what's a load or two or three of laundry? LOL

At least I got some sleep last night! yay In spite of gnarly super HIGH pitch wrong-sounds right outside my window. .... Oh yes, welcome to MY world.

You'd never know, if I didn't share. Maybe it solves some puzzles for people. There is the hardcore material world, and the one in the etherics. Sometimes we BE inbetween the two.

Spiritually.... I am detecting flags and warnings about 'cults' and leaders right now. There's a fine line between those too. Sometimes leaders need an overdose of Spirit, and need to soak in it, in order to allow themselves to BE a fit vessel. When Moses came down the mountain from talking with God, the people insisted he wear a veil over his face, because Contact with the Source gets INTO you, beams out of your pores.

Sometimes, people are not geared or sensitive-enough to be able to 'stand' light together. I would only pray that people's hunger rise up more, and that soaking-in some radiance will be able to transfer directly, interchanges, between people. Light meeting light, increasing Light.

look for the meaning beneath the surface...

PM--- side.
I know of someone who reads my posts here who knew of me before I became a member of LL. I'm really glad (and honored) to have grown over the years through your work. You probably understand me more than others?, as you've watched me take the brunt of some uber-gnarly times in my astro-life. I trust that you see what's ahead of me too.... I thank YOU for your own Quirkinesses! And I hope that YOU are seeing below the surface of the things I've said recently. You KNOW how frustrated I can get!! oh arrrgh. And you KNOW I'm a hard worker, and how I have been a Friend and 'promoted' astrology here, and made a Difference with it.

I love how you understood the gemmy Fork-in-the-road perspective?? haha, It's the ZEN, I'll do them BOTH!!! LOL. Love that idea, but living this out, is for the birds? LOL. ... At least, they have wings. I've got Wings, as long as I have my keyboard and access to the 'net. I LOVE being an Inspirational person. The things I suffer here physically, sometimes tilt the balance for me-- there's a normal, or even a heavy amount of things we have to tolerate in this world... but if there's a better way for me, I need assistance there. Don't let my frustrated mind get the better-part of my Journey, and Destiny. Take it that I am being honest, and totally open with what's been going on. If I were an evil-manipulator of people, I would have DONE that by now?

Please read my posts in the light of what you already know, and what I don't see? Please help ME to see what is REALLY Possible!

posted May 14, 2016 09:09 PM            

With one, she invited me to a Jewish Seder conducted by a Jewish Catholic Priest. What a memorable event that was! FOUR goblets of wine-- she said it was tradition to have to drink them all up! (I think there was four?...) All I know is how truly mellow, warm, fun, and very intimate this experience with her was.

We were into the metaphysical aspects of things too, so the ritual had an added spiritual dimension for us. We were in that Cayce study group together (my college days, 1970s). What an elegant mix of interests! We traveled (as a group) to various workshops, seminars, and with her, a long-distance conference adventure together.

She gave me some of the wisest advice... including weighing in on the big life decision I had to make in summer of 1983. One of the brokers I worked for was offering to train me to become a broker, using one of her smaller accounts. I had to decide between having a baby (with my new husband), or accepting a promotion at work (postponing thoughts of a baby for a year or two). Ends up that I had made the correct decision in favor of having a baby, because I had conceived already and hadn't known it.

This female broker was also very Jewish. She was one of the brokers who regularly requested me in the office. She had watched me 'temp' for 3 years at that brokerage, and became quite irate that I had been passed up for a permanent position as a Sales Assistant 'only because' I didn't have the wardrobe that the other candidate had.

"Rocky" (her descriptive nickname in the office) was furious!! with those two men, and let them verbally know it! She said I was much-more qualified than the other.

Later that day, she told me that we were going out for a long lunch together.... After some lunch, we went to a boutique in town, who closed their doors at her request, and they made this a private shopping experience for me. Outfits were grabbed and passed to me, tried on, until I had a fine wardrobe of Professional clothes, with tips on their mixes and match-ups.

Then we shopped for shoes... I still remember the beautiful soft real-leather navy pumps. And her pointers on other parts of my dressing (like, you wear only ONE set of pearl earrings, ever--- and not three. It was more conservative-looking that way). That it looks more professional to carry my things in some classy store bags (with name brand), rather than my bookstore logo canvas bag.

For the finale, she took me to the hair salon to coif and shape my hair... then gave me the rest of the afternoon off, with pay.

She was poised and "ready" to watch the two brokers when I walked past them the next day. Jaws dropped all over that branch office as I came by. For Rocky? Oh, yes! She felt she HAD her revenge... -- which! wardrobe also played a part in me meeting my future husband (who was a professional). His car was in the shop for a while for repairs. We met riding the bus downtown to work every day.

Also on the bus, about ten years ago, I'd met a Leo here on the bus, and we'd bump into each other often at the library. (After a couple weeks, I knew we weren't right for each other...)

But I learned something soooo fascinating from him. Started a new way of thinking in me. He taught me how whenever you buy something 'on sale'? You take that money 'saved' and place it into a jar. That's the money you can use as a reservoir to Do Good and Give to others in need. It was part of his heritage and the traditional habits he cultivated, being raised in a Jewish home.

While I lived in a certain city in the 1990s, I was interested in expanding my religious cultural understanding. I attended an older established Messianic-Jewish church for a year. This was truly foreign to me, and hard to understand-- but I made a commitment to it. Learned soooo much. (And there is sooooo much I don't remember right now, too. Amazing, though.)

I mention all this today, because the Nation of Israel Celebrates Her BIRTHDAY today!!
Born: Friday, May 14, 1948 4:00pm Tel Aviv, Israel.

I send my wishes to Israel, based upon my own private and positive one-to-one experiences..... I realize there is much hatred among some groups..... IF ONLY, we could get to know people 'personally' sometimes, we would realize that we ALL desire PEACE for our Family, and PEACE to Worship God... In Holiness, and in Truth.

{My desire is to celebrate and gather people together, never to exclude or cause some to feel alienated... *Heart* GOD is a BIG God... Love!}

And so, I thank all my Jewish soulfriends (and those in the Spirit) with whom I've had meaningful rich associations in the past.

... And very privately inside me, prayerfully, I thank you for giving us/me Jesus. You enrich (for me) the understanding of the heritage of my Christian faith. Such depths! {{{{{*hug*}}}}}

Happy Birthday, Nation of Israel!