posted March 14, 2017 10:02 AM            

Just wanted to say how I woke up with this beautiful song this morning. And even though the jets were flying over the building, I had no sensation of ice-chips occurring in my nerves as they flew over. What a relief.

Maybe since there are many units emptied around me, the stimulation has been lowered enough (for now) to allow my body to compensate with some healing?

{Thank you's for those who have kept me in prayer.}

(music) "Ombra mai fu" (Handel, Serse, Lorraine Hunt-Lieberson, sheet music, lyrics) [4:02] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U9Jh7DF1nxY

lyrics translated
Never was there made
a shade of a plant
dear and loving,
or more gentle.

Randall.... QUESTION.

With Trump cutting healthcare from so many millions of people (by 2018), and with his cutting taxes to businesses-- and his drive towards creating jobs---

Would that place Health Care BACK onto the owners of business to take care of their OWN employees once again? And wouldn't that make for more longevity in employment situations, rather than the constant moving and shifting from job to job, company to company, in order to get higher wages?

Also, small businesses won't be able to afford to hire new people, with Health Care costs SKYROCKETING as a result.

This would keep small businesses very isolated? But would GROW the larger corporation-type settings?

I know that some astrologers were saying that the 'push' was towards 'single-person' entrepreneurial businesses-- where each person must take care of their own perks.

But with new game-changer Trump policies, wouldn't that PUSH the trend more towards a larger 'family' business type of arrangement? Larger companies?

I'm speaking of future where tNN/sn will enter Leo/Aquarius for a while... But if you think about it, the NEXT nodal shift after that will be TO Cancer(family/tribal) Capricorn (foundations). More security, as a group working together, actually taking care of needs within the group, sharing. No soloistic, me-only, and you get yours? There will be actual "sharing" on a more solid foundation....

For the sidereal/vedics, the tNN will come to Cancer before the westerns' charts do.

Just a thought, and wondering? What do you think?

Laughing here... I've gotta go. They are preparing the apartment next-wall to me. They've got jackhammers working on the concrete floor there.

posted March 14, 2017 09:04 PM            

I know that when Bush started the Medicare insurance supplement Part D pharmacy plan in the earlier to mid 2000s, my drug costs went soaring way WAY UP, and some drugs became unavailable.

Laughing here because I remember the tirade I went on about the MALES having their erectile dysfunction pills being paid-for by the government plan, while WOMEN were refused coverage for their birth control pills (back then). (I think they changed it later so that males weren't covered for their gonad pills either.)

Cheerfully, I have no idea what they're doing with that now, NORRRR do I really want to know? LOL. I've learned selective advocacy now! (laughing) Helps save on one's energy. Choosing battles.

...

I had SUCH a Good Day today!

I'm handling my job quite well. Really getting the knack of phone-screening.

My supervisors have learned my very quick shortcut abbreviated help asking-codes. I organize my problem its solution in my head, boil it down to a few keywords, phrases, and present it-- almost like I'm doing Haiku... LOL.

Every time they mod or say I'm correct,-- OR, they insert one alternative-word?,-- I 'get it' instantly and run back over to my station. I realized that I zip around the office LIKE a Gemini!
Stealth, and quick quick quickness! LOL.
Efficient!

The more clarified the nuances become, then the less I'm going to need to ask them questions in the future. I also like to eavesdrop on other phone-workers' calls (if there are any working beside me that day). I think we are all influencing each other, and getting better at what we do.

Haha, even the Inspirational and Idealistic phrases are being bounced! We have Served up Justice for Our Community.

Yessssss! Yet-another Worthy Senior avoids unfair bamboozlement by her handlebar-mustached Snidely Whiplash--
*drama added for heightened effect*

They are BOTH Sun Gemmies! ..
My trainer also has her Mercury in Gem.

I'm getting along superbly with everyone.
Yes... This is Good!!!

I had found a free very long Vedic report on the internet recently. And I've been looking at my western chart and re-considering the way I interpret it.... because I really DO have some really good things there too.

Like some have said, don't limit your interpretation to only one aspect description.

Even if you have two more disheartening-type aspects, (actually, in my chart), those two happening as one configuration seem almost to "cover" each other's worst interpretation.

Like, two negatives making a positive when you even them out? Solution would be synergizing it inside so they have an easier time flowing?

Overall, it's what image you hold in your head, and what you cause that to mean to yourself, that might influence your behavior, which helps to shape your life.

Haha... Got Rocks in your head??
*grin*

posted March 15, 2017 06:49 PM            

By the time I noticed the calendar offering, I knew there could be a chance I would arrive a few minutes late-- which means that I wouldn't be let in, after having spent time waiting in the cold, and riding public transportation a few hours to try to get there on time. (It's cold here today, unusual.)

It was my fault that I had not thought to check what classes the library was offering today. It was an 'earlier' in the morning class. Now I'll have to wait on that till next month.

They offer four classes (about internet) on the afternoon into early evening of Monday March 27. So, I'll be sure to schedule that on my calendar. I might have to leave the evening-class a little early, because the bus doesn't run late enough at night here. And I don't have ability (account on phone) to uber-it home yet. It costs money to order internet service on a cell phone. I don't have funds for that kind of splurge.
(Other costs are rising all the time.)

There's a Digital Publishing Class available in the evening hours. Can't stay for those.

*sorry if I sound or seem low-energy! ugh...*

I discovered the YahooCalendar recently!
Yay, that's great. *thumbsup* I use that now.

They also have a 'device-advice' class next Wednesday that runs for several hours. Then the afternoon has Adobe Dreamweaver Fundamentals. I can pack myself a lunch, and stay for that one.

So anyways.... This morning I had gotten all ready to run after the bus, try to make it downtown? ... Then realized there was a greater chance I wouldn't make it in time.

I went to my emails. I had signed up for a webinar series I intended to listen to, but just couldn't make the room for it as I had wanted. I knew that lectures expire. I cleaned out my older links.

Then a new one popped up, regarding that webinar. I opened it. There were three re-plays available. I chose the first one..... and listened. (Tara Brach, PhD)

I didn't realize how keyed-up my body was, my emotions were, until I 'settled' into the speaker's message.

A lot of times, between trying to juggle 3-D struggling and intensely knotted me, and the deeper more-calm, more solidified Higher-Essence me, it like I've 'forgotten' who I am and what I'm really truly solidly all about.

If I could 'anchor into' a life like the day I had yesterday, I would feel such fulfillment.

And astrology rocks are intimately woven into my day and energies.

I was on the bus, on the way to my volunteer job. Felt a soberness, somberish mood, yet there was something very high vibrational to it.

I hadn't brought any magazines or books to read. I just sat with everything inside me. I hadn't even studied my manual. I think there could be such a thing as over-studying? LOL

A woman got on the bus, around the halfway point downtown. She would only stand in the aisle near the front exit, next to the bus driver. She took out a bottle of cleaner (looked like glass-cleaner) and sprayed a certain handrail near her bag she placed away from people.

People started to note her behaviors. My Virgo Moon enjoyed her little fight on cleansing germs from that handrail. At first I thought she had legitimately seen something disgusting there (which happens), but then other small 'tell' behaviors began to appear. She looked as though, by her flailing arms later, and some mumbling, that she could have been having some kind of psychotic episode? .... Nothing new, for many of the mentally ill in town ride the busses.

People started making little snickers, little (cruel) side-remarks. Words like nut-job, etc.

There was such a solid calm in me... and my deepest inner self was seeing things in a different way.

Through very very small gestures and looks, I began to 'contact' those people. Calming things down, smoothing the atmosphere.

I felt an opportunity was there. So softly, so gently, upbeat, with strength and power, I spoke in a voice that I hoped she would not overhear much. I beseeched the passengers to view her from a more compassionate light.

We all already know that people are 'losing it' more in our society today, and we might prepare ourselves that there can be MORE of that going on now, with the changes in availability of Medical care to people.

I said too, that you know there are viruses and bacteria that can attack our nervous systems and the brain. That any one of us, at any time, can become exposed to something where we can be given a medication for a common cold and get an unwanted severe side-effect from it.

And there are also medicines given for certain conditions, that can have terrible unwanted movements as a side-effect, without anyone's prior knowing that the effects from these can become permanent.

We don't know what has happened to this lady. And really?, When I look at her, or anyone else, I think 'There, but for the Grace of God, go We!?' ...

Anything can happen to any one of us.

We can't judge from moment to moment if it won't happen to ourselves or to someone we dearly love.

(My words went something like that.)

At which point, the woman who had been flailing her arms--, looking as though she were batting demons out of the air for us--, said with a calm body, and a perfectly calm and clear and 3D intelligently-tuned mind, that she had been alright, and came down with a system nerve-condition. She can't help herself.

That's why she stays in the aisle where she was (no people), so that she didn't 'accidently' flail someone sitting near her. (She had been kindly offered a seat next to a gentleman up front before.)

omg..... At that moment, I was SOOOOOO GLAD I had spoken up. Everything I had said was basically correct in her situation.

How we can JUDGE people, so unfairly-- and treat them sooo hurtfully and cruelly.

So anyways.... The lecturer I heard had ME crying. A piece of her message related to what I did for that woman on the bus, and for the passengers, yesterday. The mood on the bus had become very serene. I could TELL I had actually made a Difference... and there was absolutely no shame felt (at least I fervently pray not), only Peace, and Understanding.

It was a Lesson for ME about myself, (soooo soooo much), as well as for the Others. These have been some very surreal days.

And I feel sooooooooo humbled.

I will speak more about the things I've learned through Dr. Brach's speech.

It's been just..... extraordinary.

posted March 16, 2017 12:20 PM            

I've listened to the first two now-- ~wow!!!!! This is Excellent!!!

I hope you catch it before they take it down.
http://mindfulleadershipconference.com/daily/

posted March 16, 2017 04:08 PM            

First I want to say thankyou to those people for the free videos.

And I am "with" (in Understanding with) the three videos I saw. (I might comment on points I heard.)

Dr. Brach, I don't think I'll ever see a statue or depiction of a Gold buddha the same way ever again. I didn't realize there was an actual story behind it. When I see it, there will be an instant deep and strong Inspirational experience in it to me now.

We try to preserve what is just mask and stuck-clay, that when actually cracked open, reveals a Golden and PURE Truth underneath that is worth sooo much more than what we fight to preserve. It's our True nature, that lays deeply under the hard masks and stuck clays.

Right after I saw (and experienced) the last of the lectures in that Mindfulness Leadership Conference series, I saw off to the side that youtube was offering me the newest (and final) in a series of Vedic Houses I've been engrossed listening to--

House 12.... Liberation From Life Itself. Letting Go of Expectation of Achievement.

What a Beautiful and GORGEOUS Finale!

Sacred, Mysterious, and Deep, and The Bittersweet.

posted March 16, 2017 04:53 PM            

Light a star,
Change the world where're you are...
lyrics

posted March 17, 2017 11:28 AM            

(music) Castlerigg-Reels (IONA, instrumental) [9:23] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wRVZrvbOEMU

(music) Danny Boy (The Irish Tenors, scenes of Ireland) [3:07] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lXQ03XUwe_s

posted March 17, 2017 01:28 PM            

I'm not ready for any angel harpists, unless I'm at a concert, or, it's a cool music vid I find and want to share with people.

I've been having a hard time distinguishing sensations...

I hunker better when I can identify outer shaking, from what I'm scared might be inside me as well. I'm just scared of what it could mean if this nerve-condition were permanent now? Definitely limits that are just unfair.

I just keep getting bombardments, and must keep up my good spirits and Believing that there's an answer for me, and that I will be safe and surrounded with love and right-opportunities.

I feel engulfed right now. My head feels swollen (tVenus/Mercury or Mars across my IC = headache transits! ~~~ sheesh!!). My energy feels sapped. I get buoyant and want to do things, and even THAT output wears me out???

I know that good physical health is tied into my economic well beingness too. (Feel so caught in-between....)

{{Just in case, side-convo? I know in the past that people (super broadly generally) had said there are opportunities. Thing is, my thinking says 'they would contact me' if that was 'real'. Things get said very broadly, and I have had an active imagination and wishes. I realize that many send messages "only" to be a 'carrot tied to a stick' for everyone. That this is not a tangible offer, and not to take it as one. Again, in order for that mistake not to be made, I must allow others to contact me for clarity for what is available, in order to straighten out confusions. I'm not 'in the com-loop'.}}

So... going back to my general posting, and, my talking to myself?? ROFL

I'm going to pray that ~ *God, please just don't let anything bad happen to my (health!). Bring me out of all this, healed and Whole, and allow me to Thrive, and Serve You more?*

I need a Miracle.

posted March 20, 2017 04:30 PM            

Happy Astrological New Year!

God! Let this be 'real'... this time.
Yes, I had a really hard lifetime this time around. I have a richness in my soul and knowledge from it... and from other things I've never divulged and won't here, either.

I a Survivor---

And I can touch a lot more people than others who never had to experience that in their lifetime.

I Love to Help. I Love to Hug! ... and If I Could in some way, I want to leave this world in a Better Place for my having lived upon it.

posted March 22, 2017 03:01 PM            

Later today, I'm going to a Women's Self Defense Class given by our great police department. They are offering this as part of celebrating Women's history. They do such good work in our community.

Tyler T? I think I love you! (j/k)

And I did have an astrology idea that I'd wanted to explore the viability of for a prolonged while now. That's Water under that Interkosmic Bridge? (I've mentioned it so many times before, but, I will not divulge this in public forum; and, again, moved the idea to other women-programmers(?) and other people now. ---

And I'm casting my cares again whether it is followed through with, or not.

I've dealt long with people who had rejected my good ideas before, and (for example, with this one pastor in late 1980s), when they capitulated, my idea of FOUR YEARS holding it, turned out to be a major money-maker for them, AND, actually 7 products encircled the world from that idea... My project even went international and Made a Difference to pastors overseas. Played a hand in informing people, and won many souls that came to Christ as a result of it.
(Just reviewing, memory lane)

I put the ACTUAL skeletal-bones together and declared/birthed a book for a holistic ob-gyn, that went around the world too. The title of that book was swiped (by a teenager who saw it, and I didn't mention 'where' he had seen it FROM... *ahem*) from a short-story I had done to honor the memory of a friend stricken with leukemia whom I'd taken diligent care of for 40 straight days while she was in hospital.

Must all be that Virgo Moon in my leo 9th????
{nah... just sayin' that... *Heart*}
{~sonics}

(oh, just being silly)

The tSun Aries is ON my Prometheus? (H3 side of IC).

And connecting some cool asteroids!

Wild, Sweet, Silly, Chaos, Sherlock;
Concordia, Hal (computer-related things), a Peacemaker asteroid;
Daniel, Rhoda, Bridges;
Bless, Bandersnatch, Makeover, Anastasia (bouncing back from what appears to be certain defeat);
Stargazer, Angelica;
Compassion, Industria;
Orius, and an asteroid having to do with True Principles and dealing with aftermaths and or political contexts;
Adorno, Glo, ChristComent, Meta, Aglaja, Miriam;
Eunomia, Justitia, Wood, Michelle;
F.S.Alpheratz, Kassandra (I told you so, but, you wouldn't listen to me??? ROFLMAO), Estonia, Interkosmos;
Typhon, Mayo, Tyche;
Tyson {first name of another beloved cosmic enthusiast}, devotional Magdelena, Cadmus;
Lilaea, Tukmit, Zenobia,... Euphrosyne.

As much as I have given up so many of my ideas, my stories, for free here for anyone to 'rake-and-take', I withhold my astrology idea for the Right situation, people, and circumstances.
{And not meaning to sound rough there.. must be all that Aries energy! squaring my Mars Cancer *No More Doormat!!* LOL}

On a SUDDEN VERY SAD SERIOUS note.... !!!

There was an attack and loss of life in Parliament in UK. I don't have the news on right now, and will retire and watch this unfold on the news, before heading out to my class.

Prayers for those in the UK.... For your Peace and Tranquility to come to Rest upon you. Sooo sorry. Sooo much tragedy in so many places.

posted March 23, 2017 06:32 PM            

Went to that class last night, and got a ride home from a young girl who is feeling the brunt of some terrible errors made in her life right now.

She fell for someone (the last time Venus was in Leo, then went retro). She got 'sucked in'... (early 20s). Such a Beautiful soul. The new boyfriend suddenly was dx'd with a cancer diagnosis. She remained with this man, while EXHAUSTING HER own LIFE's SAVINGS on this man's medical bills to help save his life. She's been moved-in with him, supporting him. Even quit her job to focus full-time on him getting treatments. She even set up and ran a charity fund-raising to help HIM pay off his bills. NOW???? (my brazen opinion here, only knowing the surface of what she told me) He's turned into a COLD punitive rude creep! Been giving her the silent treatment for past week. I think she would like to perhaps break up with him, but feels 'duty bound' to see him through this all the way. His family doesn't seem to want to be involved??? He's talking about investing monies into taking expensive trips for his future business-- while he still freakin' OWES HER MONEY wha'???? *JAWDROP*

Oh yeah. This be mama-bear Mirage!!!

She grew up (terrified, I could see that) with a Narcissistic abusive mother, and seems like a non-relating Dad who didn't pay enough attention to her.
(cultural values, probably.)

This girl is Beautiful, and has Talents. She's a go-getter. She has her own business.

Calling in the *Prayer Warriors* for her, please?

I made a good connection with her.
According to the said and UN-said things, I think she needs the courage to break with him, AND, to have her FINANCES returned to her, IN FULL!

tVenus is retro in fire-Aries...

From a general ephemeral guessing, I believe she has a 7+ degree Leo Venus.

Bring it all back to her!
And INCREASE her Business.
Give her Right-Relations, helping her to relo BACK geographically to complete her schooling.
Restore her, and Release this bad relationship from her.

Praying for people to Care about her when she relo's and TAKES BACK HER LIFE again from this draining (harming?) relationship.

I very much suspect for her... since (clue) she is taking Self Defense Classes?

I'm wondering if I should call a DV place to see if there's a group she could get strong-woman support from?
(From her sacrifices, her finances might be ~~exhausted a bit??? maybe (guessing)?
But she's got employment skills and her own business. That's good.
She needs economic-restitutions made, and
(if it's time) perhaps for her to LEAVE this area and go back to finish her degree.)

Wow.... I just want to cry for her right now.

Anyways! I myself had a Narcissistic Mother, and a Dad who had ignored ME. That's probably how I drew her?

God! Do a Turn-around for her, in this WHOLE situation, and make her Better-Connected than EVER, with strong Womanly-Support.

posted March 23, 2017 06:43 PM            

If you've sent another email since Sunday, then I haven't received it yet. Thank you for sending your chart data. I really appreciated being able to 'see' what was going on with you.

Congrats again, on your mod-ship!

I thought the message you left on that thread was HILLARIOUS! Good Answer!

EDIT add....
Yahoo has been throwing 'technical trouble' messages at my account for the past two days. Couldn't get in yesterday during the morning. It seems to have steadied this afternoon/evening.

EDIT add... one more time.
Earlier today Yahoo did something I've never seen them do before... They 'timed me out' while I had the mail-window open. I don't use an internet-phone/device, so I don't get "pings" to alert when emails DO come into my account.

While I'm online here, I usually leave the tab there available with open mail, and I give it a refreshing from time to time to see if new things come in.

Just checked again... no new activity since 5:40pm Eastern Daylight Time, when you posted here.

posted March 23, 2017 08:16 PM            

So significant that I 'had the ~strange pulse(?)' to go to the Women's Self Defense class last night. Especially since I have another firm commitment I don't miss on Wednesday evenings. I rationalized that this class would make me a little 'late' for my commitment, but I could catch a really good chunk of it.

It 'happened' that the class ran later than expected because the instructor got side-scraped by a car on his way in (no biggie), which made him late, which ran the class to end AFTER sunset, which gave me qualms about being at THAT bus stop after dark. Caused me to 'ask' if someone could drive me home (the bus stop is in a precarious location for pervs).

That young girl stepped forward and offered kindly, after no one seemed to respond, and I insisted on asking TWICE.

Regarding my question about the Beautiful young talented woman I met 24 hours ago?

I called the DV number to discuss my concerns about her a bit. Got the good response I needed to make the decision.

I called the girl, gave her the DV number. She was sooo very happy to receive it. The girl said she had had the thought of calling there 'to volunteer' before...

What concerned me MOST, was that there was a gun involved in all this... and from what 'WE' learned last night in class, is that you DON'T fool around with hesitations about whether you stay safe or not-safe when a gun is available to an unstable man.

So!

Good Performed was by ME today!

NOBODY who makes an acquaintanceship or friendship with ME, would ever be without an active loving and caring advocate. ...

Strong Women.

Women (like her) need to be Economically Protected, as well as psychologically and physically Safe-guarded in this World.

Her parents didn't give that to her... but an invisible Village of Women (with men), and other authorities involved, CAN.

This is soooo Perfect for her! Thank you, Lord!!!!

Keep Your Women Safe, wherever they are, and wherever they go.

#NoMoreAbuse