posted April 05, 2017 03:28 PM            

....

God! Please GUARD over our Lives and World.
Protect. Heal.

Wake up the Mighty Men {scriptural ref}...
OPEN their EYES, their Consciousness and Consciences.
Let them MAKE Right-Decisions.
ALLOW turn-backs. Sensitize their inner-souls.
Let Reparations to be Made in ALL Situations.

Right-Alliances, Strength.

Courage to DO the Right Things for HUMANITY's Sake. It's not a game. It's not virtual. It's a REAL World, Needing Right ACTS and Compassionate Clear Sight and Discernments, With Wise (Diplomatic, Effective) Solutions.

(Help those in positions of critical Leadership KNOW exactly what the Next Step is, for the Safety, WellBeingness and Survival of our World...)

Help those in the storms paths. Recovery of Lives.

*Prayers... *

posted April 05, 2017 10:52 PM            

I forgot about April 4th being the anniversary of Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr.'s Murder.

Musical suggestions in tribute to MLK, thanks to Planet Waves (Eric Francis).

Tribute to Martin Luther King, Jr.
(January 15, 1929 -- April 4, 1968)

- http://www.astro.com/astro-databank/King%2C_Martin_Luther

(Astro has a 'Noon-time chart'.
Taurus Rising)

*EFC reports his Ascendant as an

Aries Rising Chart ~23+(24)
Mars rx in H3 Gemini
H8 Scorpio, SN
Saturn Sag 25+ cj Galactic Center (w Pholus) in H9
Moon-Ceres H12
Jupiter conjunct Chiron in Taurus

- http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Martin_Luther_King_Jr.

(music) MLK (U2) [1:59] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mDH7oD_AQW8

QUOTE yt notes -- by Paula Maria.

According to Bono: "MLK" has been written "as sort of a lullaby for an idea that was dying in our country: the idea of non-violence... All inspired by a black reverend from Atlanta who refused to hate because he thought love would do a better job."
_______________
(ref "In the Name of Love: King's Legacy Lives On" by Michelle Watson, The Daily Journal, January 24, 2004)
end/Quote

U2 (poem) Lyrics - M.L.K.
(The Unforgettable Fire)

Sleep
Sleep tonight
And may your dreams
Be realized
If the thunder cloud
Passes rain
So let it rain
Rain down on him
So let it be
So let it be

(music) Pride, 'In The Name of Love' (U2, lyrics, scenes w MLK) [4:13] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=56mjwycKuXA

*note, lyrics says early morning on April 4*
MLK was shot in the early evening...
ref. EFC

posted April 06, 2017 01:54 AM            

Happy Birthday, Rick Levine!
http://www.astro.com/astro-databank/Levine,_Rick

posted April 06, 2017 03:48 PM            

Tune in April 6, 2017
from 7-8:15 p.m.

"Waging Peace in Turbulent Times"
to learn about the opportunities, challenges, and progress of the Center’s conflict resolution efforts in world hotspots.

posted April 07, 2017 10:24 AM            

It was dark night here, and the jets were flying over our building-- low, and one after the other, after the other, after the other.

I was thinking again of people who live in areas constantly bombarded by threats of bombs and wars and violence.

I went outside, and gazed straight up into the sky, while my feet were planted on Gaia's Earth. I had that strange phenomenon that I had had a while back, holding a chunk of Rose Quartz in my hand. ...

With my feet planted ON the soil, my feet touch the same earth as people in remote parts of this starship called earth.

I observed the stars. The night was very very clear. I saw the Red Star, the Eye of the Bull in the constellation. I thought, how especially RED that eye seemed on this night.

And I reached up earnestly within, to join in whatever prayer-realms were happening at that time... asking God to Have Mercy on Us. ... Now, and at the hour of our death amen?

Great Peace have they.........

And I remembered how some people say there is no God at all. That we just team here together like dumb biological sensory animals. Just chunks of accidental flesh and meats that are conscious.... in chaos, as aggressive people are filled with their self. Their animal chi? (Not exactly sure what chi is... ) It's like the aggressive ones are finally feeling soooo awesome, so vital, so pleased, so full filled... They LOVE all this. They sweat and grunt and are Satisfied within themselves.

Ah.... THIS is living? Each one, like an animal beasty caveman.

Those who love diplomacy, and gentleness, and Kind cooperation---

Will even they capitulate and go back to a form of life in animal-grunt-sweaty victory, holding their own spear high, soooo 'self'-satisfied, hair dripping wet.

What are we being transformed into?

So.... This song has come back to me, after I hadn't listened to it in a long while.

posted April 07, 2017 12:08 PM            

USA 10120 Ypres H(3)aqua ... 24.53'57" Pisces
Conjunct MIT, Rosa, Winchester, 586 Thekla (lucky escapes) and Johnson.

Transiting Ypres has been retro, and conjunct Jupiter retro in Libra, USA H10.

Another asteroid I've heard is associated with worldwide forces, planetary archtectures, gradual changes, global changes, evolutionary trends, law of cause and effects, underground movements, structural equilibrium, destroying processes, rebuilding processes, metamorphism, transforming energy, impacting on social systems, widespread changes; social, political, and economic contexts, the complexity of society.... is asteroid 55565 2002 AW197, The USA placement is retro at 24.26 Sag next to Galactic Center 23.43.

Asteroid Pallas Athene (wisdom, planning) coming to conjunct h Isis-Transpluto at 3.13 H4 Aries. (super-tight gateways)

Mercury in Taurus to go retro back onto Phaedra (sacrifice for malice, devious revenge, passive-aggressive behavior) and Semmelweiss (germ-theorist, obstetrics), Houssay (pharmaceuticals).

USA has had Mars and Ceres conjuncting VESTA (security) at 19+ Taurus H5. Mars-Ceres entering USA H6 ... over Lacrimosa, Atlantis, the 'paparazzi' asteroid with asteroid dealing with needing to clarify self-concept, develop resources and resourcefulness, getting in touch with one's own needs, fulfilling the requirements of one's own survival.
... We have Metis-Dioresta-Patroclus in 25+ Taurus... then 55 Pandora at 26.36 (unleashing unintended consequences) conjunct 1268 Libya... Next is Orpheus, then 200002 Tillysmith (disaster warnings, 'no warning', 'to apply rarely-needed knowledge'), Emerson, Klotz, then Lachesis.

Sun in Aries coming up to our Chiron 20.08 Aries H4, conjunct 32811 Apisaon.

Saturn in Sag is now retro in USA H1... to go back over and exactly conjunct 42 Isis-rx 26.55 also conjunct 10683 Carter-rx Sagittarius 26.56... Waging PEACE!!!! Diplomacy.

So? ... How to scare or build your faith and target Prayers, using asteroids????? omg!!

God... Guide and Protect our Nation, and ALL Peoples who crave to live in a world filled with relative Harmony. Give each leader the Wise Counsel they need.

Support LIFE everywhere. We gather in force, drawing all Supernatural Benefic Help. Unite people who need to be united, to provide inner-outer Stability, Strength and Safety.

Divine Help and Trust...

Anyways-- the morning has been noisy, and strange here!

I called resources to try to find a Pain support group (for positive emotional and moral support), and there wasn't any in this region. Several in other parts of the state. There is no medicine I can take for this condition, except to escape through distraction (music!!, ~astrology, trying to help people online with my little-blog thing here, and walking and talking with GOD-- moment to moment, chunks of my day at a time).

I spoke to the resource person on the phone, and she said the only other thing wouldn't suit my needs at all--- nami and mha.

In relief that I finally felt like I had someone who TRULY understood me, I agreed with her (and appreciated her discernment-- because she has local 'actual' knowledge of what those are here).

I don't want a group that deals with sickness-orientation. I merely want to maintain my positivity, which helps me stay 'above' the sensory. I need to maintain myself in the day-to-day nerve-condition now.

*I thought it was a fascinating association ... my nerve condition, and paralleling the nerve-gasses being unleased that cause people to suffer horrible deaths. My condition PALES to that, but it helps me manifest/target prayers in a more touch-way.

GOD, You are THERE for me.
You are my Healer, and my Strong Tower of Safety.
You never Abandon me.
I can Count on You and Your Presence with me DAILY.
And during those times I might forget You while I deal with hard concrete realities, You NEVER forget ME.

posted April 08, 2017 10:07 PM            

The dentist appointment went very well. It was her professional opinion that the fillings are okay. She drilled some surfaces to correct the bite more. She suspected that I was clenching my jaw too hard and sensitizing the nerves in the those teeth. She recommended a guard for the upper teeth that would cushion how much pressure is applied by jaw. (These are my words, not hers, just in case it doesn't sound right.) She offered to make the guard for me, knocking 100 off the price.
.. Combined with price of check up and cleaning, it amounted to the money returned to me by rm.

I try to consciously make sure my jaw remains less tense, but I guess recently I've been gripping more. She said the guard might help the headaches too. So thumbsup!

We had a good laugh in the beginning. I made a comment of how much more relaxed I am coming in to the office now. The assistant said, it took you two years to come back to see us. I reminded her, yeah, but it took 20 years from that to actually come in! We all roared with laughter. The assistant said, well then-- we won't take two years personally then, for YOU. LOL.

Before leaving, we had a good talk. The molar that needs capping is doing well she said. If anything else happens where I'd need immediate work, she is willing to provide whatever service I'd need, and work things out financially with me after.
.. That's rare (with what I've found with other offices). She trusts me! LOL. Well, she held that large deposit for those two years also. Seemed I would gather the money I'd need, then the price would jack up a substantial amount (for me). Couldn't do it. Would wait some more.

I remembered that she and the assistant were earth signs. There was a grand trine in earth going on, including the Moon having changed to Virgo.

The rest of the afternoon was marvelous. Like a refreshing, pleasurable afternoon and evening. Very nice.

NEWS ITEM 'hood...
Got home. The guy with the rec-vehicles who does the foghorn and earthquake woofer blasts? was moving OUT! *fireworks* *fireworks* yessss! He 'concertized' us with his woofers a while... but he's GONE today. Wow! miracles? LOL

...

Another really wonderful thing happened while I was researching a Uranus aspect to Neptune. .... I was on Donna Cunningham's site and saw a link to Kepler College. I opened the link, and found that there was a lecture going on -- Introduction to Archetypal Astrology (Shawn Nygaard). I clicked the link, the GoToMeeting said 'download here' ... I did, and I was IN!! Yay! (I have three 'meeting'-type downloads in my computer now!)

(This college has free Community WebClasses.. Saturday.)

I got in maybe 12 or so minutes late. He was talking about James Hillman, The Souls Code. (I have some Hillman books, and really enjoyed them... more than several years ago.)

I greatly enjoyed that whole class. I recall having read about the daemon before... (Diamond Astrology). It was sooo good to 'hear' someone discussing this topic again.

Daemon def = a benevolent, seemingly divine guiding force or inspiration.
(Hillman, Soul's Code)

It "happened" that Venus retro in late degrees Pisces had just passed my Part of Spirit (The Daemon) 28.35, on her way to conjunct with Chiron in Pisces right now. These are opposite my Moon. tChiron across from my Moon till next year actually (with a retrograde coming up).

The Soul ... distinct from The Spirit.

James Hillman was into the Imagination, and the poetic-basis of the mind. Soulmaking! (John Keats).

"The Images that STICK, lead the way."

The Soul is reflected in images, in the Imagination.

"What images govern your life?"

He had chart-examples of several musicians. One of whom is Loreena McKennitt.
http://www.astro.com/astro-databank/McKennitt,_Loreena

They describe her as having a mystical personality. Mr. Nygaard went into a delineation of her chart... Hellenistic H6 Sun, and H5 Venus.

For this lecture, he didn't have any soundclips to her music, but I have intimately listened to her music with my whole soul, over and over again, during past years. I KNEW the songs to which he referred. EACH one. ......

Of course, I have the placement of H6 Sun, H5 Venus. I listened in rapt attention to each and ever word he said... applying it to what I knew of my own experience, in all the ways it fit.

Then he mentioned another artist who ALSO had H6 Sun and H5 Venus. MORE contrast. MORE accurate information for me....

Sometimes, ... it's as though I need to swirl backwards into finding layers to who I am.

(And certainly with Neptune rx in my 10th, I've read that sometimes those people need to approach things from top down to grasp, rather than from ground-roots up. Heavenly roots reaching down... My 3rd house intercepts Pisces. Quinc'unx.)

I was exceedingly blissed by taking this class.

And what I was saying about 'how' I use astrology? ... I came into it for learning something totally new, at first. I loved discovering the cycles. Then, I noticed it was actually 'applying' to something about my own self that needed Healing. So I used it for understanding how I was put together. And I discovered a world of 'others' ... who were not like me but in relationship to me. They think 'differently' ... not everyone has the same base experiences. My reactions are 'different' than others. ...
.. Then I discovered the Asteroids, and I found an approach to astrology in my own ~weird "Storytelling" kind of way with the tiny Rocks, woven threads. The coincidences (for me) are especially intense. And I have enjoyed pulling stories together for others too...
(I remember doing that for LL Faith, and how much she really appreciated her story. And SHE had a H6 Sun and H5 Venus also.)

The things Mr. Nygaard was saying about that spot just below the descendant, I already had sensed before. It is 'twilight' time-- poetically speaking, a world that interKosmically laces two realms. Beautiful.

I have asteroid 201 Penelope at 26.29 conjunct my SN(True) 26.32 Gemini.. conjunct my Mercury 27.54-F.S.Polaris 27.56. These are square tChiron-tVenus Pisces and opp t-Saturn Sag on my NN.

Indeed! ... My Soul tries to Remember something it lost!

tChiron Pisces on Paracelsus, and Elvis??? ...
nah. Not going there! at least for now.

This is my favorite McKennitt song...

(music) Penelope's Song (Loreena McKennit) [4:07] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jn6ysOeqiIs

Have a good evening... and a nice rest of the weekend.

I have a personal story relating to having once met James Hillman's son. ... Later!

posted April 10, 2017 03:11 PM            

One of the most striking healing-thoughts I had the other day (pertaining to my own self), happened when I was thinking about some of the harsher transits I have now, and ahead of me. It's like designed that I'll be in a kind of inundation where things come at me from every side, all at once, and there is a HIGHLY likely chance that I'm going to misunderstand soooo many things and (generally) mess-up. This (appears) to last through into next year! Some of the eclipses/lunations around Christmas and NewYear's occur on some mistake-sensitive asteroids (for me).

Then... the counsel in me expressed that I was automatically assuming that people were always in a more negative-intention towards me. That I should consider the crowd (virtual, spiritual) that I am with right now. They WANT to be the Highest Expression of who they are as Compassionate beings upon the earth. ... That maybe some (a few) will always be hater-types, but the ones that are still with me are Beautiful Souls, and want to be as Forgiving and Kind as I strive/am in being.

I know that retrogrades Venus-Chiron Pisces is working on helping to re-set and wipe Automatic habits. So.... That realization the other day was really important to me. I tend to be maybe a tiny-bit more 'defensive' inside (based on general past).

I'm glad that energetically this is being worked on (inside of me).... consciously and supernaturally.

I also have had (free) subscriptions to newsletters recently, from free webinar opportunities that were available.

I was soooo pleased that some astrologers are acknowledging their pasts as Christians now. Some even of their born-again pasts. This helps me feel so not-alone. I feel shunned in the more devout/dogmatic church circles because I have had astrological-experiences. And, my esoteric past.

I know other people too, who had a history of trying to go into the priesthood, who is very very prominent now.

Yes, I guess we are all coming together. We have our earthly expression, AND, our Cosmic Ties ... through the astrological fields.

So amazing... I still recall Steve Judd, in his passionate moments, saying how astrology connects us... by Calling.

It's definitely (for me humorously) like a Helen Keller type language... we don't just do with our minds, but with the braille of cosmic touch, comic linkages. Everyone in it with a special soul, and unique expressions and approaches.

In the ancient Chaldean times, they build a tower to reach the Sun, .... until their language was 'confused'. A chart bypasses language? No.. hm. More, it is a Common Graph we can speak in Pictures with, when we learn its' nuances of interpretations.

One of the newletters (D.O.), speaks of comets, and the sky. Of politics and governments and the mundane. That was the first exposure I had had through Mark Lerner's columns (and website) long ago. Then JJ was very political and related to national charts. (I still use some of those in trying to understand. But I haven't delved into it as deeply as I DO have an interest in those kinds of charts. I had long ago thought what a Blessing it would / could be to nations, and ambassadors.)

I saw an obscure older article somewhere that Melania Trump has used astrologers for years? So, we DO have astro interest in the Whitehouse again? As the Reagans were also advised by the astrology events.

JUST NOW 2:25pm EDT, there was another shooting in San Bernadino (Elementary school). (Such tragedies all around the globe, including Sweden and the Church-shootings in SaudiArabia. *holding Prayer space*) ... I am not surprised about the Bernadino... The asteroid in chart I use has it at Aries 24.53.... tUranus is at 24.15. I 'thought' there would be a mention of it... so sad to see that it is shooting involved again.

Continuing....

I remember when President Obama came out to announce the killing of Osama Bin Laden on May 1, 2011 (here in USA E.T.). He came out at 'precisely' the correct astro-moment. (I can't recall exactly what it was, but, there was a sky-shift around 11:22??? or thereabouts that evening (major asteroid), and he came out at just the right moments afterwards. Now, I don't know if Obama (or his military) timed the thing, but it seemed from that point on, some of the astro timing was more strategic? ... or, they 'sensed' it better, ... or, it's my astro-imaginings and its keen synchronicities! LOL (I might not be 'the best' at math and calculations, but some things as sensed.)

Well.... I haven't said all the things I'd wanted to say here. I'm SURE I'm leaving things out that I should mention, that could change meanings... either one way or another? ohhh nooo?

What I DID perceive the other day WAS for healing some childhood injuries, that skew my perceptions. I Hold These to God/The Light, for sanitization and healing. haha? (yeah, I'm *sonically-bothered*.. skull-brains rattling!! roflmao. Kids next door are home on the computer-games for holidays, plus, construction vehicles in the area. Feels like I'm on a giant kazoo.)

Anyways... Seems like I DO need to physically self-care, especially now? tMars-Ceres ON my 6th House cusp!!!! laughing.

I tried to do a good post in asteroid-astrology forum.
http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum28/HTML/004490.html

I discuss how that connects to me there....

I was going to work on some cleaning projects today, but I felt horrible. (Smell of car-exhaust in my bedroom too, didn't make it too conducive to my remaining in that back room.) .. When I rolled out of my cot, the muscles on my back almost seized up??? what's with that??????? omg! Good thing to know astrology??? I DO understand what's IN the energies that would make that more triggering! haha. A good hot shower, and a cup of strong coffee, is medicinal in sooo many ways for me, first thing in the morning.

Anyways again... LOL.

I have my Volunteer Job tomorrow. Very much looking forward to that.

On my walks, I thought I'd share a bit of how I use Sunshine and Nature in helping me to bring in more Healing, and Higher Vibrational energy.

The Sun is an antiseptic. When I walk, I imagine the Sun coming into my auric field, and sanitizing-cleaning any negative blocks or thought-forms that have crusted there. (Same as using Sage or Frankincense to cleanse fields.)

As my walk takes me under some young trees, I am soooo delighted to breathe the prana those make, and to Celebrate that green, that wonderful soul-energy.

I send my Greetings and Good Vibes to everyone connected to my Journey and my soul bonds.

When I begin to enter the tree-zones, I recall and Celebrate this song....

(music) Where'er You Walk (Julie Andrews, vintage --From: Semele) [4:22] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3sZDx9PaecA

The transiting Moon is in Libra today... and we are within the time of the Full Moon Libra (super early hours here tomorrow, for Passover... 2:08 am EDT, April 11 Tues.)

Transiting Jupiter-rx Libra is supposed to appear as a Beautiful Jewel in the Sky underneath that Full Moon.

I'm wishing that this would breathe SUCH Beauty for everyone's perceiving soul, and for Dreams (and Awakenings) to come true.

(music) When You Wish Upon a Star (Julie Andrews) [3:56] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jGP-1eMgzUE

posted April 10, 2017 03:31 PM            

I DO need to go into above post to adjust some paragraphs... I feel sooo sensitive to expressing myself, and how people would take some things....???? but arrghghgh. I am sooo sorry I am not perfect, but Perfecting.

I DO need to adjust those?, but I don't trust myself to do that Properly right now. I REALLY should maybe just throw a book in my backpack and go down the street to somewhere less noisy? ... BUT!!!! those don't exist around here!!! for real?????

God?. Help me with my senses and sensitivities! And help the Readers of my Posts to Understand what I say, in the most Correct. I just want to be a Blessing. Never to insult or cause anyone a sense of being wronged some way.

posted April 10, 2017 08:40 PM            

from my teen era..... ELP!

(music) C'est La Vie! (Emersion, Lake, Palmer, lyrics) [4:04] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xKvGVVpj9jQ

(music) Lucky Man (Emerson, Lake & Palmer) [4:37] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=89g1P_J40JA

Just noticed! The tSouthNode in Pisces is ON my asteroid 7707 Yes 2.25 Pisces. Trines my Mars Cancer at an orb of 0!...

(music) And 'You and I' (Yes, Live 1991) [10:40] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3eaVTnhtUfw

(music) Love Will Find A Way (Yes) [4:26] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hrowi4hHz8A

For people going through {or, just Remembering} the terrible Pain of Broken-Vows, and for the Healing of Broken-Hearts right now.
{{prayers, offered UP-- for solid reliable Right-Relationship(s) in your life.}}
*sooo sorry that happened to you.... ....*

(music) Changes (Yes, 1983, lyrics) [6:24] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P6jAMwK-4QU

And for those still working things out in quasi-committed or committed-relationships...

(music) Love Don't Change (Jeremiah, Jason Wickett - dance and group dance hip-hop) [2:34] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DXNsSIFqevU

I took a peek at that Moon... It's sooo huge and Beautiful! And I think I see Jupiter around the 2:00o'clock position in this locale by analog-clockface.)

(music) Clair de lune (Debussy, pianist Seong-Jin Cho) [5:13] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cSqPHWqMjUg

posted April 12, 2017 11:48 AM            

(music) The Lark Ascending (Vaughan Williams, performed as first heard, violin + piano) [15:00] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3b0rN43q6jo

If it were available, I'd LOVE to help some people with their creative projects? ... especially the poetic-types, into words and visuals.

The coming new moon is in my Taurean 5th house, on degree of my Psyche. In so many ways, it's time to begin again. Being able to RECEIVE as much of the love and affections as I give. ...

Yesterday at my job, there was a call from a woman who is going through some of the exact things that I had gone through with ex1. After they handled the call, and they were wondering WHY the police rejected her request (and the police were wrong to do that to her, and this will be remedied), I got the chance to tell about MY story... how the attorney general in that state soo long ago told the detectives who wanted to charge and go after my ex with Forgery, and the AG said NO because (even up to 5 years after a divorce), IF the couple had been 'married' before, a crime of the husband is to be 'disregarded'. (He forged MY name to an application, after divorce, placing a 20,000 credit-line loan against my house... He had a gambling-type credit-disease.) (Women of last millennium were definitely disrespected and discriminated against in matters of holding their OWN property, when and while married and subsequently divorcing.)

I'd happened to catch a new story this morning about a woman who was challenged to either follow her faith, or, her religion. She now stands in her congregation with support from SOME, and condemnations and judgements from (probably) most?

As most of you already know, I follow in a kind of faith that is actually filled with haters-- even on the pulpits.

Now, there is an extra-push to "put women in their 2nd-Class place" once more. .... I re-bumped my DivDiv post from Take Jesus Down From The Cross, where a few years ago I spoke of Jesus as being PRO woman in a time of great discrimination against.

They ALSO push to have extremist-politics 'allowed' in a congregation... Actually, they had done this already on a sly level for decades. I remember one election year around 2000, where the minister was actually telling the congregation that if you voted for the democrat then you were being deluded by satan. .... Really?. I was just super-glad that the lady sitting next to me made a comment in a low voice.

Many people who are IN those kinds of congregations LOVE their ministers, and don't want to disappoint "authority." .... But when "authority" is interfering with Free Will elections, this should NOT be disregarded.... They could even put a woman into a condition of 'sin' IF she votes her own way, and NOT in her husband's will?

They might SAY that a woman can vote which ever way she wants? .... but they give a DOUBLE message to her 'self' by making her 'feel' as though she is violating her soul IF she doesn't vote the way of a "man"?

This issue with politics in the pulpit is what drove me again OUT of the RC congregation I had begun to re-affiliate with a few years back. That's just 'wrong'.

Interesting how Sagittarius deals in the realms of faith and systems of beliefs. Politics. Religion. Splitting horse-hairs!!!!

Speaking of horse-hair! .... One of the ways I heal is through listening to music. I Hope you're enjoying that 15 year old's rendering of a bird. omg!!! such a sensitive and impressionistic soul she has. That's a talent when you're able to paint pictures with sounds.

I remember in college I was dating a concert pianist... My peers were making remarks about Glenn Gould at that time. He played on the keys, wearing mittens, and they were having a hard time with recording him because he would 'hum' with his voice. LOL.

One of the reasons I brought that up today, is from a youtuber's site. I was VERY impressed with what he had done with some artistic visuals he created to music. I'll be leaving that url down below.

If you are in a philosophical state of mind WHILE you watch his art-video, notice how he'll do a shot, then pan out gradually, including more and more 'information' into the picture.

I noticed myself 'forming an opinion' on each view, then once I felt satisfied there with that, he'd pan out MORE. Did it in stops. It's really unique has the views (and mind forming opinions) can shift soooo much, as it incorporates MORE and MORE of the scenery. How GENIUS I thought he was!!!!! AND!, it 'does' match the transits too????

I hope you'll enjoy the music AND any 'philosophy' you can find in the viewer-perspectives.

He's "AntPDC"... and had a yt of Glenn Gould AND Leonard Bernstein (whom I adore!) both 'together' in his yt account first-vid. Just go to his yt account for that one? ... Glenn Gould has plenty of Taurus in his chart, and I can see how Bernstein and he would get along with each other (LEO in their charts).

Sidenote to TimH!... Loved your recent vid and comments... on FM Libra. btw, Green has always been my favorite color too.

Oh. And with my dentist, I think I'll hold back on spending that money on the guard she recommends. ... I think that tooth MIGHT need to be RE-filled. The bond hadn't taken well, from two years ago. (I appreciated the 'financial' advice, with Venus retro and Merc-retro too.)

This is the work I found such musical and optical inspiration from.

(music) The Road Home (Stephen Paulus, Conspirare) [3:59] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LbwhSP3ZIq4

posted April 13, 2017 02:53 PM            

Wow.... Pres Trump just dropped another bomb. This time on an Isis-k stronghold in Afghanistan. Isis-k is different from the other Isis-fighters.

It's one of the heaviest non-nuclear bombs we have, used on the remote tunnel-systems they utilize. (News people were saying that the military has one strength-level higher.)

I understand the need for aggression and taking a totally-strong stand against stubborn evil strongholds, to deal with them for once-and-all? ... It IS needful to gain pre-eminence over evil that disrespects and disturbs our world so much that people cannot rest. Attacks that come out of nowhere. Like playing whack-a-mole.

TODAY were having a SUN-URANUS 24-Degrees conjunction in Mars-ruled zodiac of Aries.

tMars 24+ Taurus is conjunct the Fixed Star ALGOL... having to do with "mean" words and fights.

I hear a lot of criticism put to Trump for 'flipping' (changing his mind) on issues? Just like ANY president, he is 'now' beginning to realize things he wouldn't have known as a civilian.

Just like Clinton, just like Obama, just like ANYONE learning a new job, he is in the process of gathering NEW data, and is showing that he 'can' change according to NEW things he learns. I hope he remains OPEN and has WISDOM (prayers).

That's a good quality.... I just really really hope he sees MORE what is happening HERE on our American soil too. There are parallels. People who are suffering from unintended consequences. It's not good to have policies that kill-off (take the life of) real people because they don't have the money... for medicines, doctors, etc.

America is Great... because we (generally) have a Heart.

Gently, like those photos of Sarin-gassed children and people in Syria, Our President NEEDS to realize how much hurt and bad suffering he can cause his OWN USA people...

Gently, how much physical agony people can go through, medically? How many people REALLY are (needlessly) losing their lives (and their loved one) by some of the things he's doing? Why 'punish' innocent people caught with a lack of finances (ESPECIALLY the Elders???).

Some of the plans he made (like erecting a physical wall) is just wrong BECAUSE of how needlessly "expensive" it is?

I hope he can adjust his perspective on that. It's causing a lot of losses for people who live on that borderland.

There are times to be tough (and that's good), and there are times to be Reasonable and Mutable and Flexible.... Some of the BEST Qualities of Gemini.
He's a Sun Gemmy.

I LIKE it that he's coming around on his views about NATO. We ARE a Village-- a World Village that NEEDS each other, in a Cooperative Right-spirit.

posted April 14, 2017 11:44 PM            

What you feed, grows...

HATE .... is fertilizer.
Deadly sometimes, like poison gas.

(music) Paint it Black (The Rolling Stones, clips from the Vietnam War) [3:46] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=InRDF_0lfHk

posted April 16, 2017 11:13 PM            

Happy Easter!

posted April 18, 2017 10:48 AM            

It's like I don't have any purpose to live anymore.

Because it's like I don't exist to anyone.

I attach so much meaning to my ability to 'do', that, when I'm feeling awful, I feel that I 'have no worth.'

Who's going to 'want' you?

brrrrrrrrr. *shaking it off*

(I think it's location and weary botheration?... at least, I hope so. Strange feeling of being good and solid and able, ... yet ~~~~ ?
.. Ha! I bet it must be a 'doubt' transit. Yes, I'll have to look at that maybe in the next few days.)

Devil! You're a liar--

... but there's gotta be a reason 'Why' I'm still alive?

Feels like a surreal isolation booth. Hard plastic transparent bubble.

I can DO things for Others... (like, I'm going to my volunteer job today). I enjoy that very much.

And, I feel an almost alien-disconnection from everything else. Like 'I don't exist'.

Real test is whether it would be worth Being on earth, and 'staying alive,' if I am *the only person* left in this world. Alone. By myself.

Certainly, I know I won't survive unless I have a connection to other people. But it's like, I don't. There's no tangibleness..... except for being with the one I live with, who is SO freakin'!!!!! detached and living inside his own world.

I am like a virtual-person in his life, with a surreal appearance to him? Is he in an episode of Ghost Whisperer???? Am I a ghostie???

"I'm there" when it's convenient for him. Otherwise it's like I'm not-there, occupying the spaces-inbetween, even though I am-there--- in HIS world that he's inside?

(humor)

So ~~~~~~

Am I "really really Alive"???????

omg!!! Is it a loose Virtual-TV wire????.... Reception is fading.....[/I]???

*roll*

posted April 19, 2017 07:57 PM            

Data-Infosluts????? omg .... RL, I'll never forget you saying that!!! Sooo hilarious. Still tickles!

Yes! And, *ahem* .. We're doing it all for the sake of Performing Good for the Community.

Gemmy Power

Oh! My neighbor came over to apologize to me for all the extra noise from her and her friends this weekend and the other days.

(Your emails to my Yahoo have all your data erased, Randall....

Shows no recipient, no message, no hint of who it's from once I open it. ...)

Be back later... I have soooo much to say. Bus trips have been quite inspiring. And I took another class at Kepler College, and THAT too brought fantastic ideas ...