posted February 18, 2018 12:33 PM            

(music) Let the Words {Psalm 19:13-14 – KJV} (by Scripture Memory Songs, God's Grace) [2:43] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jgyOZ9oI374

text-lyrics

Keep back Your servant from presumptuous sins;
Let them not have dominion over me.
Then shall I be upright and innocent
from great transgression.

posted February 19, 2018 09:23 PM            

I was working on another asteroid post on Lucifer, and came across this article. When I ran the asteroids Alex Miller suggested, the pattern fit.

(article) Astrology of Sandy Hook Massacre, by Alex Miller,
posted January 8, 2013
in Maya del Mar's Daykeeper Journal
- http://www.daykeeperjournal.com/2013/01/sandy-hook-astrology/

Reminder of that shooting---
- http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sandy_Hook_Elementary_School_shooting

USA 1930 Lucifer-rx Aquarius 22.35
was in orb and involved in the ECLIPSE
Thurs. Feb 15, 2018,
27.08 Aquarius, in USA H3, and in reference to this recent shooting, as it did in Sandy Hook (Connecticut).

Around and after 8pm++ ET of the night before the shooting, Tues Feb 13th,

tMoon Aquarius was crossing
USA 5145 Pholus-rx 6.59-cj-SouthNode-Direct at 6.35 Aquarius.
{that 'smaller' that can grow to have a bigger effect}

tMoon Aquarius crossed shooter's last name CRUZ
USA 21502 CRUZ-rx Aquarius 11.36
while tCruz was in Leo 17+ rx opposite in the H8

while..

transiting SouthNode 14+D was conjunct
transiting 1930 Lucifer Aquarius 14.24...
ON the USA 2254 Requiem-rx Aquarius 15.36.

transiting 8243 tGunn {gun} Taurus 23.37...
conjunct
USA 2546 Libitina Taurus 25.21 H6
{goddess of corpses and funerals}

transiting 2546 Libitina Capricorn 20.34
was conjunct
transiting PLUTO Capricorn 20.13
{Goddess of Corpses & Funerals joined mythological Lord of the Underworld}

transiting MERCURY Aquarius 22.47
was conjunct USA 1930 Lucifer-rx 22.35
e.o. H2 ...
conjunct the political
2 Pallas Athene-rx Aquarius 26.31

*crickets*

(music) 'Nun will die Sonn so hell aufgehn' (Mahler, Kindertotenlieder {songs on the death of children}, baritone Fischer-Diskau, german with english lyrics) [5:32] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6O8Jn-Uk56k

10,16,26858,2546,1923,4580,1930,1912,21502,18243,

~*..
Work on this post was conducted earlier this morning...

For more background,
Please see previous page 92 for background postings on Eclipse Feb 15, and shooting.
included Misterrogers asteroid there,
and asteroid Child ...

ADDING that page link
- http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum4/HTML/000630-92.html

Looks like the children are forming grass-roots groups to urge parents, authorities, and Congress to take Gun issues MORE seriously.

More to say on Pallas.
Working on a post regarding research and thoughts on Lucifer for Asteroid Astrology forum.

~*..

I send everyone Love and Good Wishes *Heart*
I know that the song I left is very very sad..

It's a respectful Reflection of the grief of Families and Caregivers in our nation... and the suicide sweeps, and the violent shootings involving our Children at this time.

*Keep Them Safe, Heal All*
RENEW and Strengthen Our Nation ..
916 America

posted February 22, 2018 11:48 PM            

William {Billy} Franklin Graham Jr.
November 7, 1918 – February 21, 2018

- http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Billy_Graham

- http://www.astro.com/astro-databank/Graham,_Billy

Brief astrology notes....

Sun Scorpio 14+ H8
conjunct F.S. Zuben Elgenubi
F.S. .. Volunteer, Social Reform, career in politics, local govt/community affairs.

Moon-Mars Sagittarius 28-27 at Galactic Center, H9.

North Node Sagittarius 13+ conjunct Great Attractor, H9

Aries Rising 4+, Capricorn MC 2+

H4 Jupiter Cancer rx at 15+
natal trine H8 Sun and Venus Scorpio.

He was in orb of his Chiron Return #2!
natal Chiron 29.27rx Pisces.
t Chiron Pisces approaching at 26+.

Asteroids
Yeshuhua-Church conjunction 19-20+ in Capricorn H10

h-Hades Pisces, Chiron Pisces, Hel Aries H12

asteroid William, SUN, Graham H8

His Secondary Progressed SUN Aquarius "Birthday" was Feb 15th.
Progressed-- Yeshuhua 22+, SUN 25+, Uranus 27+ Aquarius
He just had the Eclipse Feb 15, on these.

Progressed Mars-Venus Pisces ..14-15+
transiting tVenus-tNeptune conjunct

(topic) A Tribute to Billy Graham (Billy Graham Evangelistic Association, posted Feb 21, 2018) [5:51] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tXlbRhkQaVc

This was a strong commentary heard on Megan Kelly the other day.

(topic) Kathie Lee Gifford Reacts To Death Of Prominent Pastor Billy Graham (Megyn Kelly, TODAY) [7:16] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bJQ-s5damZg

My Scorpio Grandmother was an extremely devout Catholic, but she'd watched Rev. Billy Graham when he was on TV. I remember her saying, This man is TRUE.

I had the privilege to be invited to sing as a member of the choir in one of his East Coast USA crusades.

This was a signature song.

(music) Just As I Am (written by Charlotte Elliott, in 1834; Billy Graham Crusade Choir, lyrics) [3:15] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yuNFAB4mTn8

posted February 25, 2018 12:01 PM            

My body has been so sonically aggravated now, that 'it all' just is like a slurry. I feel a higher bright cleanness and solidity inside... and at the same time, like lead. My body batteries. Sense that I've worn out now.

I've had a new and FULLER appreciation about what it means to be Full-- full of age, wondrously full of experiences and life days. I have SUCH an appreciation of that. There is no Wisdom you can learn out in the world, like the wiseness and fullness-of-days that kronos-time soaks you with.

I can do nothing, myself.
It's been a weird crossroad... I fought sooo hard Within, to climb up on top of everything-- while my body fought and fought and fought the Atmospheres that stole from me.

I have a sense of just-done.
Living has engulfed me, and I am folded into its batters and buffets.

Things, like I've said, just feel 'halted'.
Everything so hard-- hard like a chair is hard, a table is hard. Walking on asphalt and concrete, is hard.

I went outside to sit on my milk-crate seat. Sat by a Boston Fern that I had resurrected back to life a few years ago. Sat by my Butterfly Bush, which I cut back severely, and is now budding with tiny young leaves, and even flowering now. Deep reds, and purples.

I remembered what some had said about taking off your shoes and socks, placing bare feet onto the ground, and allowing Earth to serve its purpose-- The earth is a natural filter of things like waters-- filters out the toxic things from our water systems, as it makes its way through the various particles and layers of soils.

Glad to live in a climate that is subtropical, so it wasn't too cold to do this.

Once my feet made that contact with the soil--- omg. It was feminine energy. She was Soft. She was Receiving. She is sooo Big, and WANTS you to let her have it. Have everything that can pour from you.....

I was sooo surprised by this. I've walked barefoot on Earth during eclipses and lunations. I'd never "just done it" for no other reason than 'the thought suggestion' to do it.

And I remembered how God formed our bodies from earth. God made this planet, with Wisdoms inherent in her. She recognized me? She knew what I was made of? .. God's Spirit, my soul ... poured into this incredibly unique earthen Vessel. Profound. RE-make me. RE-store all of us.

And I looked into my Fern bush, and appreciated the nooks and crannies, and tiny-places.

Ah yes. It is Good.

Thank you God, for the Earth, for her Beauty, her Service to us.

Help us all be her Good and Better Caretakers, and Appreciators.

She is Big Enough... to Take it.
And Being of Service is so Natural.
She is Full, of her own Beauty...
A Jewel.
A tiny tiny Light-reflector...
with no light of her own.
Suspended in the Folds
of So Much Magnificence.

We ARE incredibly Blessed, Sentient Human Be'ings.

(music) Sleep (Eric Whitacre) [5:38] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qhCS7etNEbU

posted February 26, 2018 03:27 PM            

tJupiter entered my Scorpio H12 ...
It splashes over to my Cancer Stellium in H8,
WITH tChiron *cry-on, and on, and on LOL* trining from Pisces.

There are even Pisces planets going over Anubis in my chart.

There are killings in the world.
Even Gaia active-- pustule volcanos, quakes.
And--
There are The Helpers in the world.

I am sooo grateful today for a video I caught THIS MORNING, by KRS.

I'm going to post his link.

* First of all, to thank him
(hahaha, ~if he reads my threads).

* Second, to tell him how outrageously TALENTED and CREATIVE he is.

If readers were only to view what he did, which objectively looking at the Quality and Artistry of the Film he made-- omg! *JAWDROP*
Such TALENT!!! He's a Professional Film Maker, not just a Vedic astrologer.
His work competes with some of the talents that directors and film-makers create in Hollywood, Bollywood, or from ~whatever Forest-Tree you care to watch from. LOL

* Thirdly ... He resonates what I've been picking up on, and demonstrates something very important.

And yes, 8th House Cancer Stelliums have an added 'sensitivity' to Death.

In western astrology, I have PISCES (*isolated*) by interception
and
across from an intercepted Moon Virgo in H(9).

Like I just posted in other places at LL, my chart is energized..
There is not one placement that is not being surged.
It's ALL so Elegantly energized ...
(in a Good way).

There was a thread in asteroid forum where I was giving a 'supposed' assortment of asteroids for Aloneness, Singlehood.
(Laughing, because those were MY placements... ????
sheesh. omg!!! What a life!)

ref - Asteroid Forum
by Arcturus, Jan 30, 2018
Title: Any asteroid for single status?
- http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum28/HTML/004650.html

KRS "synchronicity" --
He posted his vid during the SAME time period as my creating the "atmosphere" post for Sunday Morning (yesterday). I hadn't viewed it yet.

This was a kind of Validation to me--
I 'am' in-touch with current vibrational astral energies.
And he is 'channeling' it, also.

{AND, it was 'lucky' for me to have access TO the computer here 'AT the point' of inspirational Flow for me. My expression did not become lost as only an 'interior' experience. I shared it (boldly).

There are a lot of inspirations that come, where I don't have access to out-Flow the material-- for different reasons.}

So, he appears to have been suddenly very affected by the loss of an important Indian Actress, who died at age 53yo.

{He didn't indicate how she died?}

But I was soooo impressed by his sensitivity, his ABILITY to dramatize the experience-- to 'put into words to it', and NOT just words... but he 'felt' it, and USED his Beautiful Artistic Talent and media tools, to portray his own state, his own mood, and "show" it-- and still manage to relate it to astrology.

(Ha... That's one for LL Astrofiend, too.)

Thumbsup KRS *yourstar*
(And make sure to take good care of yourself, whatever you're going through this Pisces Season.)

Here's the "film" he made--

(topic) Astrophilosophy Hour- Isolation & Loneliness (KRS Learn channel, posted Feb 24, 2018) [30:18] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TK8ta7nRP5I

*~...

In my life (looking back), and in the now, I live that kind of 'isolation'. I go out in the world, and I ASSIST others-- and have not come-across (locale) the "others" who are like me.

I don't want to bodily live as 'isolated', as the scenes he describes as he watches TV programs on Alaskan old woman, etc.

I have a need to 'bond' with people (even if there is NOT much said, or exchanged)-- until my Gemini wants to talk too much??? LOL

Found that out in my early monastery experience.
In a monastery, you live a VERY detached life.
I didn't understand that this was part of Life behind Stonewalls.
It is designed to CREATE a sense of isolation among people living together.

I understand that sooo Clearly EVEN MORE,
now that I saw the KRS' vid.

It is "designed" for having "only"-experiences.

Which are 'lonely' experiences, if you are already-inwardly-isolated yet have a people-orientation.

I remember making eye-contact with the elderly nuns. And soon, the Love I had in MY eyes, with my very natural affection for them, SPARKED a time of ACTUAL happiness among the ranks of nuns. It was such a Joy, watching them all pull out of a heaviness--- my innerspirit among them did that.
The Life came back into them.
Sparkles of affections, through only eyes and smiles.
(Lots of *silence* periods-- no talking allowed)

Then *dum-da dot doom duhhhhh!!!*
The Mother of the monastery made rules that non of the Black Veils were to make any kind of social contact (eyes, convo)-- with the white veils, or the postulant{me}.
*flame extinguished* ...

But THAT was their requirement.
I didn't Understand it, till earlier THIS year, when folks were talking about the energy of detachment. Wow.

Every Soul in that hallway there,
was a deserted island.
The other souls you saw??
were to be 'just a mirage'.
LOL!

Well...... (joyfully)
If I were on a deserted island,
and I spied YOU on another island??
I would FIND Creative ways to signal you.
Start cool communications....
so you wouldn't feel so all alone.
And if we could build rafts,
then,
we could visit, then EXPAND our territories,
see if we can construct a Bridge?

*flashes --- I Care! Helloooooo, my Fellow Human!! Helloooo in there, Hello.* haha, that's a Neil Diamond song????
{{*heart*}}

*~
One of my favorite short-stories was
The Foghorn, by Ray Bradbury,
about the Alone Sea Serpent who lived WAY BENEATH the lake, thinking that he was 'the Last of its kind.'

My quickie fracture-fairy tale rendition.....
A foghorn was built. It blasted its sound.
The Creature *heard* the sound, and thought, I'm NOT alone!! It's *MY people* ????....
So,
he began to swim UP, from far far far below the surface. Took forever, it seems. He breaks surface. ...
But it was *fake news* LOL!!!!!

So... In a way, I have broken to Surface.

That short-story is deciphered in different ways---
I ALWAYS saw this story in a SPIRITUAL way.

It is the story of a Spiritual Journeyer.
The Sea Creature LOOKING for Others who are LIKE himself.

Here's a reading of the story ---
PERFECT story for current transits!!

(topic) The Fog Horn (by Ray Bradbury, read by Dan Blackridge, posted November 17, 2016) [17:09] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7ivALsQVa_g

I was going to also leave some Earth songs the other day. I had two in mind. Tried to look up the Poem of one, and it JUST didn't 'fit' well enough.

There were two songs by Frank Ticheli that I had in mind too-- but was 'required' to relinquish my time just then. I didn't really get to complete my posting Sunday.

This is a GORGEOUS and sooo haunting piece.
So moving....... Such Surrender.

(music) Earth Song (Frank Ticheli) [3:38] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vNxiC9_azPU

With so many important Deaths in the news -- and using EVERY Death, as a Meditation on Life ITSELF, I've been wanting to post this song. Another Beautiful Ticheli piece.

God! THANK YOU for the Gifts you have Birthed.
And take Care of those souls who experience Loss!

Comfort the ones who MOURN at this time.

God... This world is so sad.
Bring Us Light
Bring Us Understanding

Give us Peace,
and for each soul
some Caring Hearts and Human Arms,
for the sorrowing times ...
(as well as the Happy Times),
In Our Lives

(music) There Will Be Rest (Frank Ticheli) [6:09] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mC2vYfVUNTI

posted February 27, 2018 11:59 AM            

(music) Bad Boys (Inner circle, cops theme song, lyrics) [3:50] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dm6xexu_wJY

I awoke with 'concentrated' dream hangover. Went to start making my coffee. Rm got up, said Good Morning, and I *jumped*!! LOL

As he stood outside having a smoke, and waited for coffee(consciousness) to fully come, I caught a glimpse (through the front window) that this SUV with darkened-windows had stopped in front of rm. (My Protector-Self engaged.. watchdog. Protecting rm.)

A man rolled down his window, and showed papers. Seemed to be asking rm if he knew the person.
.. Rm doesn't recognize the face?, and the man rolls window back up and starts driving off.

The SUV then stops, turns BACK. Goes to say something to rm again... I thought rm was being hassled.

The SUV kinda pushes rm out of the place he was standing to smoke, in order to begin to "park" in our squeezy-front-spot.

hahahaah. My Protective self thought the guy was some kind of wild gun-supporter bounty hunter, or some kind of gang member who was on a hunt for my neighbors?

He starts pulling up, about one-third of the way in.

I went out. I did the hand-wave, finger pointing, saying -- ohhh no. You can't park here. Just GO your way. You have NO business deals here. GO. ...

I just kept waving him on. You can't park here. Get out of this 'hood.

We've had drug dealers who like to park in our slot, and get high.

Ohhh no no no. You go do that SOMEWHERE ELSE. (laughing)

The SUV windshield was NOT see-through glass. I could NOT see the driver, but I stood like a mama, and waved him off!!

The guy's passenger window lowered, and my voice got loud. You have NO business in this 'hood! Go NOW.

Oh gosh!!! hahaha-- Life before coffee??

It was a deputy sheriff, here to make an arrest. I MUST have still been in ozone land. He looked to me like a Nationalist, NRA supporter, wearing a bullet-proof vest, guns strapped to him....

Rm said, He is the police.
I said, PROVE it.
RM said, He has all the equipment, all the computers, etc.

I said to rm,
HOW do you know 'that' isn't part of the set-up?
(ha! sense of humor?)

That law enforcement person was soooo incredibly calmly taking things 'as is', and in a good way.

He gently-knowingly suggested,
You've been 'watching too many movies'.

(Still not awake). I said,
You got ID on you??

At which point he pulls out wallet (like on the TV shows).
SUDDENLY... it seemed more real.

He showed me the photo of the person he was searching for. I DID recognize them as my next-wall neighbor.

So Wow! Indeed. What a start to the day.
AND I got my coffee .. and started 'coming to'.

I was chuckling for the next few hours!!

How surreal.

Of course, the sonics(woofy-beats) went Hot! I feel like I'm sitting, walking, on a giant rubber sheet buzzed by a kazoo.
The jets coming in for a landing at the airport are flying MUCH MUCH lower. Looks scary and startling to see them up-close and right OVER the building.
I wonder 'why' they are flying unusually low.
haha, something for the curious Gemmy detective to figure out.

I have to go catch a bus in a few minutes.

I MISS my days in the church, but, they are soooo right politically now, that church is driving people like me away from their doors.

I go to worship God and pray.

Politics and Religion.... should be kept separated.

Besides-- My Jesus is a Democrat!! Sermon on the Mount?

posted March 02, 2018 10:10 PM            

Super Galactic Center, SGC (my MC)
Galactic Center, GC (my NN)
Great Attractor, GA (my ASC)

Sun - Aldebaran

- http://www.the-dreamweaver.net/portal/en/arti cles/9-astrology/77-the-three-key-celestial-areas-in-transcendental-karmic-astrology

(mind blowing-- explains sooo much)

posted March 04, 2018 09:17 PM            

(topic) A Visual Representation of Maya Angelou's Inaugural Poem "On the Pulse of Morning" (20th Century Time Machine, words on screen, January 20, 1993) [5:28] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t7RhbQOlkpA

POEM
"A Rock, A River, A Tree
Hosts to species long since departed,
Marked the mastodon.
The dinosaur, who left dry tokens
Of their sojourn here
On our planet floor,
Any broad alarm of their hastening doom
Is lost in the gloom of dust and ages.

But today, the Rock cries out to us, clearly, forcefully,
Come, you may stand upon my
Back and face your distant destiny,
But seek no haven in my shadow.

I will give you no more hiding place down here.

You, created only a little lower than
The angels, have crouched too long in
The bruising darkness,
Have lain too long
Face down in ignorance.

Your mouths spilling words
Armed for slaughter.

The Rock cries out today, you may stand on me,
But do not hide your face.

Across the wall of the world,
A River sings a beautiful song,
Come rest here by my side.

Each of you a bordered country,
Delicate and strangely made proud,
Yet thrusting perpetually under siege.

Your armed struggles for profit
Have left collars of waste upon
My shore, currents of debris upon my breast.

Yet, today I call you to my riverside,
If you will study war no more. Come,

Clad in peace and I will sing the songs
The Creator gave to me when I and the
Tree and the stone were one.

Before cynicism was a bloody sear across your
Brow and when you yet knew you still
Knew nothing.

The River sings and sings on.

There is a true yearning to respond to
The singing River and the wise Rock.

So say the Asian, the Hispanic, the Jew
The African and Native American, the Sioux,
The Catholic, the Muslim, the French, the Greek
The Irish, the Rabbi, the Priest, the Sheikh,
The Gay, the Straight, the Preacher,
The privileged, the homeless, the Teacher.
They hear. They all hear
The speaking of the Tree.

Today, the first and last of every Tree
Speaks to humankind. Come to me, here beside the River.

Plant yourself beside me, here beside the River.

Each of you, descendant of some passed
On traveler, has been paid for.

You, who gave me my first name, you
Pawnee, Apache and Seneca, you
Cherokee Nation, who rested with me, then
Forced on bloody feet, left me to the employment of
Other seekers--desperate for gain,
Starving for gold.

You, the Turk, the Swede, the German, the Scot ...
You the Ashanti, the Yoruba, the Kru, bought
Sold, stolen, arriving on a nightmare
Praying for a dream.

Here, root yourselves beside me.

I am the Tree planted by the River,
Which will not be moved.

I, the Rock, I the River, I the Tree
I am yours--your Passages have been paid.

Lift up your faces, you have a piercing need
For this bright morning dawning for you.

History, despite its wrenching pain,
Cannot be unlived, and if faced
With courage, need not be lived again.

Lift up your eyes upon
The day breaking for you.

Give birth again
To the dream.

Women, children, men,
Take it into the palms of your hands.

Mold it into the shape of your most
Private need. Sculpt it into
The image of your most public self.
Lift up your hearts
Each new hour holds new chances
For new beginnings.

Do not be wedded forever
To fear, yoked eternally
To brutishness.

The horizon leans forward,
Offering you space to place new steps of change.
Here, on the pulse of this fine day
You may have the courage
To look up and out upon me, the
Rock, the River, the Tree, your country.

No less to Midas than the mendicant.

No less to you now than the mastodon then.

Here on the pulse of this new day
You may have the grace to look up and out
And into your sister's eyes, into
Your brother's face, your country
And say simply
Very simply
With hope
Good morning."

-- Maya Angelou
- http://www.astro.com/astro-databank/Angelou,_Maya

(music) Study War No More (Sweet Honey in The Rock) [4:54] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2r0CZLQDQgk

posted March 06, 2018 11:42 AM            

quote:

---

Originally posted by Randall:
Jesus is a Democrat? Wouldn't Jesus be pro life?

---

Yeppers ... That's why He's a Democrat!

(music) omg-- Stop the World--- I wanna get off!!! (Patsy Cline, 1957) [2:25] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1EJEQZLEzjM

Have my volunteer job today
Bye!

posted March 07, 2018 10:14 AM            

For everyone caught in the extreme Winter Weathers right now, Take Good Care of yourselves.

From a Virgo Moon sextile Jupiter Cancer H8

(music) Button Up Your Overcoat (Annette Hanshaw, 1929) [2:58] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=37mKTw7s-FE

posted March 07, 2018 10:26 PM            

(music) A Soldier's Mother's Lullaby (Eriks Esenvalds, The University of Louisville Cardinal Singers, March 2016) [7:10] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1dLM_ubxDF8

- http://www.astro.com/astro-databank/Yogananda,_Paramahansa

(music) Come, Listen to My Soul Song (Paramhansa Yogananda chant; soprano, Ljerka-Li Zilavec, Croatia; Beautiful slow version ) [7:50] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qvKH0RwoBH4

posted March 08, 2018 12:38 AM            

(music) Eric Whitacre's Virtual Choir 2.0, 'Sleep' (Eric Whitacre) [9:30] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6WhWDCw3Mng

posted March 08, 2018 09:34 AM            

- http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/International_Women%27s_Day

"Give Us Women's Suffrage. Women's Day, March 8, 1914.
Until now, prejudice and reactionary attitudes have denied full civic rights to women, who as, mothers, and citizens wholly fulfill their duty, who must pay their taxes to the state as well as the municipality.
Fighting for this natural human right must be the firm, unwavering intention of every woman, every female worker.
In this, no pause for rest, no respite is allowed.
Come all, you women and girls, to the 9th public women's assembly on
Sunday, March 8, 1914, at 3 pm."

end/quote

(topic) International Women’s Day 2018: The Time is Now (United Nations Women) [1:54] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sXCnHvQzoOU

yt notes Quote

This International Women’s Day, UN Women celebrates the rural and urban activists who have transformed the lives of women around the world. From grassroots campaigns to global movements, women’s activism over the decades has paved the way for women’s rights and a more equal future.

On March 8, join UN Women to reflect on progress made, to stand up for change, and to celebrate the ordinary and extraordinary women who have changed the world through their words and actions. The time is now.
end/quote

Blessings on the Women's Activists around the Globe

(topic) I AM NOT ALONE - a Woman's Day Special (IITV, 2017) [3:52] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O6XDBKpJOD0

yt Notes--
TAKE A STAND NOT BECAUSE SHE IS WEAK...TAKE A STAND BECAUSE SHE IS ONE OF US.
Stand for a woman when she needs you...because a woman always stands with you in every phase of your life... whenever you need her.

(music) Cheryl Cole helps woman sing "I'll Stand By You" (X-Factor 2011) [1:37] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZsqWn3OIahI

posted March 08, 2018 12:43 PM            

(music) Every Teardrop is a Waterfall (Coldplay) [4:10] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hLyQUqS6Xhk

(music) Don't You Worry Child (Swedish House Mafia) [5:34] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1y6smkh6c-0

posted March 08, 2018 10:50 PM            

Outside of LL--
I have been viewing some as being quite skittish.
I had reached out, and got severely whomped on.
Was very confusing.

It makes sooo much more LOGICAL sense that "IF" *they/you* were talking about 'me'.., and I 'wasn't getting it', that these would have been happy for me, that they would not want me to miss-out on my blessing.

I know that if the situation was reverse, *I* would have sent the person a message privately, to directly point them out. I would 'take care' of my friend.

After years now, I'm not keen on trying to make the same mistakes.

The 'sonic pain' I describe in bouts here is absolutely-genuinely 'real'.
Every bit of it.
It has HURT my health---
has limited me EVEN MORE than years ago when I first started the thread, and you started side-responding to me (thank you, so grateful).

Wore me out? ...
The LONG TERM physical and emo disSTRESS of constant constant edge, having to guess (not on the CC-list). This has also taken a toll.

I'm pretty good at handling my own emo-psychology. I really have nothing to profit from going to them (I am 'sophisticated' .. is the last thing I heard. LOL)

Laughing here, because, I end up DOING and TEACHING *them* counseling. Ain't no way I'm going to waste my good efforts, time and money, to PAY anymore.
-- They would have to PAY ME to be their client??? (humor)
And yes, I'm WORTH every bitcoin and penny of that fee.
i-mean-it!!!!!

*ahem* Back to serious....
What I 'heard' is that NOBODY was going to HELP.
It is "self-reliance" ONLY.

You KNOW....
I am not like some of the 'younger' audiences, that probably DO need to hear that kind of message?

I don't 'have' my own resources.
My health has limitations...

Some of you (which you said soo kindly, not rudely at all...)
--- were saying to "just" pack a suitcase and GO.
*hugs*

I could do that kind of adventuring in my past. In fact, at one point in my life (Saggi Asc), I LOVED just 'picking up' going to a town to 'live' there for a time. It was very educative.

WHEN you do those kinds of 'moves'.. you find out what was 'you' and what was 'the other' in your life. When you move, it's very 'clearing'.. and, 'revealing' at the same time.
.. I also, was a good saver, and could 'work' anywhere I went. I didn't have body issues to contend with. I was a Free-Agent, used to LOVE to even fly to different places-- or, get on a cross-state busses. Did around 4 train trips.

If you're young, I highly recommend 'experiencing' how other people live. VERY enlightening.

UNTIL year 2001--
After the *big move* here...
Somehow-- though series of events, I lost 'the feel' for what moving and adventure would be like. Life folded in on itself, grievously. I almost died several times. Had a Miracle healing, in fact. Doctors proclaimed it as such.

I don't know if it was 'the region'...
My relo chart (pushed Neptune into the 11th, rather than 10th--
I 'uncovered' financial wrong-doings (and! the physical-emotional {even sexual} deliberate abuse of innocent people trapped in the 'system').

If I were to make a relo to a strange place,
and you *dumped* me {Fear?},
there would be NO backup there for me?

You're saying to 'wing' my luck?

When you're younger and full of vitality? sure!! bring it on!! I've DONE that. It's a marvelous education.

You say 'Trust God' ???
Well... (nervously, humor)
Have you also heard of the scripture that says not to 'tempt' the Lord your God? LOL.

I don't even have people watching out for me here, either.
Every day is its own risky-gamble ~~~

I DESPISE thinking of how vulnerable I am right now? I push that OUT of my consciousness as much as I can.
(especially with rm being older, with some of his own health vulnerabilities).

Jobs situations (especially with my limitations) would not bring income sufficient to support myself.

AGE .. I am two years from 65yo (in USA).
There is a 'cap' on the amount of cash-money I can make.
There's NO WAY it's enough to live on.

I pay FOR my own private health insurance, copay/deduc, and I have Medicare.
(Am eligible for 'some' Medicaid-- but this is not a good State 'reliable' for that. Several times I had 'considered' straight Medicaid, and *they failed*.
.. It would have been a TERRIBLE decision. LUCKY I didn't choose to let go of Medicare. I stick with original Medicare-- the advantage plans suck?? Rm has had to change doctors he had for years, as they were NOT listed in their "Advantage Packages" systems. That upset him very much.

So. That, and my copay insurance is "portable" ... it travels across state-lines. Almost my entire SSD check GOES to cover my health care expenses.

There's not enough left-over for my own fancy-phone, phone internet-connected fees, or my very own ISP.

I'll be 63 yo e.o. May.
I DO NOT HAVE a family who would 'receive' me as a "back up plan" IF!!!! I failed to "please" people.

Take into consideration too--
I thought I'd be able to handle being trained in whatever you have. That is not a concern to me.

The physical part of moving would be overwhelming. I've been here 10+ years. My psyche has impregnated the molecules of the walls here. LOL
A move for me (at this age) WOULD be a kind of trauma.
AND--
I'm not feeling as well as I want too..
so that leaves me feeling extra-vulnerable.

I doubt I'll get better AT ALL, staying HERE, either??? oh no.

It's NOT a healthy place for me,-- "sonically" besieged -- AND while bearing the roars and rumbles underneath the flight paths of a busy international airport, for hours in a day or night.

Rm and I are stabilized.
It's 'the place' ..

So...

What I want to say is that--
No one called.
No one emailed.

I have been feeling extra 'depleted' physically lately.
(Have a "routine" doc appointment for bloodwork (thyroid) tomorrow morning-- ~duh.. probably just transits.

haha, I know my medical asteroids around the IC Aries to MC Libra are energized right now. It 'fits' that I'm to have a medical appointment.
haha, Love my Rocks.)

From what I think I hear, if I chance a move, and FAIL, that there is NO backup. No family-orientation. It's pure business.

Can't do that....
I need a 'family' and secure base first.

I've heard(?) that 'this' would not be available. I was on my own.

I can't do that. Not at my age.

So.

You'd want me to 'trust my God' if it happened that I would live on the streets again, as a stranger?

At MY Age, with my extra-sensitive health needs,
that's a veiled death sentence.

I did a move here, Friday morning, April 6, 2001.

VENUS was half-way through her Retrograde in ARIES, and at 5.27 Aries.
MARS was in Sagittarius at 22.25 ... about to trigger my NN-GC H1.
{{OMG, same kind of transits right now?}}
MARS was going Retrograde at 29 Sag around Mid May.

The nodes were about to change... NN was 10 Cancer/ SN 10 Cap... on my Yeshuhua! omg.

It was 'just before' my 46th Birthday. Wow.

Then my Progress NM had a SHIFT to Cancer (on natal Uranus-Jupiter) on November 14, 2005.. at the same time I started my Chiron-Return ...
oh man... THAT was NOT a nice time at ALL.
Life went from the pan into some of the worse fire.
tPluto was sawing over my North Node.

I digress... sorry. Astrology lures... LOL

The choice back at end of 2000 to 2001, was between HERE, OR, Dallas Tx at that time.
Both choices then were 'ministry' related.
I knew the pastor here... I didn't know anyone in Dallas.

That church-experience Failed, within a year and a half? and I had catastrophic loss of income at same time. I wound up living in shelters; then a second time, lived ON the street for several years.

There was no 'care' network in that church.
I knew NOBODY here... and constantly failed to make other connections.
THAT was ~Spooky! TRULY spooky.
I've never lived anywhere else that I've not been able to connect?

In that church I moved here to be part of--
I recall an illustrated sermon he had done.
We filed up to a casket, and looked down into it.
Found myself looking at my face in a mirror in a coffin he brought in onstage for Good Friday service?? ...

He said that it represented 'our self, our ego' that had to 'die'.

Sooooooo powerful. I'll NEVER forget that moment-- burned into my imagination.

If I were doing a Review of my life here, and the purpose in the locale, incepted by Venus Retro Aries, and that FLASH of Face in the Coffin-Mirror... it STRUCK so keenly, so hard.
We have to die to our selves. ...

I just PRAY that I have learned that Valuable message more and more and more...

I just cropped hours of typing, before I submit the post.

Hamster wheel.

I feel at a loss for words?
Yet, with so much more to say. *sad*

I wish you all Good Luck with the Jupiter Retrograde in your charts.

I'd be open to being in a church-family, too.
I need a people who have my interests and my back...

You KNOW everything else.
I've been open here.
You know ME, much better than I know some of you?

It's about the Life and success of a living sentient human being now...

You have a sense of my abilities.
You KNOW my Character and my Ethics.

I don't know what else to say.

Love to you ALL.
In such weird times.

posted March 09, 2018 04:23 PM            

Had to go for that routine bloodwork. What 'normally' had been a difficult visit time at that place I go to, seemed to have miraculously turned around for me??? phewww.
Went in, was greeted very kindly, immediately directed to the window for paperwork, they HAD IT in Good order this time?? , there was no waiting for the draw.

Every single person I had an encounter with was joyed at seeing me come in. (I am well-recognized now, after sooo many mess-ups with their computers and me.)

It all flowed in perfect order.
Excellent start to the morning.

Hey Lightworkers!!!! It's Happening!

"Kepler Space Telescope beams back a bizarre image of earth..."

video news http://www.sfgate.com/news/media/Kepler-Space-Telescope-Beams-Back-A-Bizarre-Image-1210831.php

Here's a written article---
quote... ref - http://scitechdaily.com/kepler-captures-a-very-unique-image-of-earth/

Capturing images of our home planet from the perspective of faraway spacecraft has become a tradition at NASA, ever since Voyager, 28 years ago, displayed our “pale blue dot” in the vastness of space.

But the view of Earth from NASA’s Kepler Space Telescope is quite something else.
This Kepler image of Earth was recently beamed back home.
Captured on December 10, 2017 after the spacecraft adjusted its telescope to a new field of view, Earth’s reflection as it slipped past was so extraordinarily bright that it created a saber-like saturation bleed across the instrument’s sensors, obscuring the neighboring Moon.

At 94 million miles away, Kepler’s interpretation of Earth as a bright flashlight in a dark sea of stars demonstrates the capabilities of its highly sensitive photometer, which is designed to pick up the faint dips in brightness of planets crossing distant stars.
Some stars in this image are hundreds of light years away.

The scientific community celebrated Earth’s transit across Kepler’s field of view by using #WaveAtKepler on social media.
As Kepler only takes pictures in black and white, some in the science community have taken the data and used color to highlight details in grayscale images.

The mission marks its nine-year anniversary in space on March 7.
More than 2,500 planets have been found in the Kepler data so far, as well as many other discoveries about stars, supernovae and other astrophysical phenomena.
The mission is in its second extended operating phase and is known to have a limited lifetime.
Its scientific success in discovering distant planets has paved the way for Transiting Exoplanet Survey Satellite (TESS),
which is launching on April 16.

TESS will monitor more than 200,000 of the brightest and nearest stars outside our solar system for transiting planets.

Source: Alison Hawkes, Ames Research Center
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(music) The Great Invocation (New Troubadours) [1:51] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iHUJQbGA9-c

{{great lyrics!!!!}}
Love opened the Gates...

So be like Lights on the rim of the water
giving Hope in a storm-sea of Night...

(music) Be Ye Glad (Glad, A Cappella, christianartists) [4:30] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aCle-iTWyVU