posted March 03, 2018 09:02 AM            

At the same time, I also have ability as a medium and psychic. I had put all that "stuff" off the shelf for years because I wasn't mature enough to handle it yet. However, that has started to change and people have been contacting me for services again - specifically exorcisms (I have a weird talent for those) and help with clearings and energetic distance work.

I'm trying to figure out if my chart is encouraging me to choose one path over the other...or if there is a way to combine all this that I'm just not thinking of?

The clinical aromatherapy and medical massage world don't really "jive" with the medium world...

Thanks for any tips. OH and I work from home, and it's also not really going so well. In fact the house next door (we share a wall) is doing a month-long demolition and it's not even possible to hear myself think, let alone see clients. Feels like things are kind of a train wreck at the moment.

posted March 29, 2018 05:54 PM            

Ohgosh, I can 'relate' to problems with next-wall neighbors. *BIG hugs* Hope things will resolve for you.

Have you ever thought about taking your gifts, and presenting yourself on a stage?
{ref your 10th house planets, Neptune Venus Sag and Moon cap}

(What kind of religious background do you have, if any?)

Consider taking some 'acting lessons'?
Ever thought of doing lecture tours?
Ever thought of going on youtube?

Brainstorming here-------
Teach people how to 'tune into' parts of their bodies and break energy blocks?

Having all those planets in the 8th, you might even be able to hear (tap) their ancestral-generational curses or 'interferences' by ancestors who 'hover' and helicopt in the etheric realms too closely?? LOL
Have public healing demonstrations for those?

You could work with audience 'group energy' fields, and help 'clear' them--
Hold cosmic energy sessions where individuals receive scents (assigned specifically to them), then they go 'touch' or stand by other people to 'enhance' that other, or to make balances?

You could have people grouped into scent-bouquets?... and do Balancing energy work.

At your seminars/workshops, you could then send them in couples or trios, etc, to go stand in various locations/places that need the 'energetics' OF those Beautiful "living bouquets."

People in public on the outside will see them--

You could dress them in special outfits, shirts--
even hand out florals to people who get curious---

*grin* (Could attach your business card???! )--

NO need to be "tacky" if that's NOT appropriate---
not 'everything' has to be turned into a business sales-pitch.
Your well-founded Reputation, and Doing Good for Others, are the BEST BEST BEST promotions. People will come to 'trust' you. Relationship.. is everything.

Let people be curious, and gain 'familiarity' and comfort with you, and/or, student-like "bouquet" people for a while?

Create youtubes of your ventures--

Visit hospices, nursing homes, orphanages.
Shut-ins...
Go to businesses that would be 'open' to new age, and would allow you to work with employees there?

Do documentaries...

Teach your 'students'/followers how to do parts-massages, to accomplish the releasing of 'spirits of infirmities' (physical/emotional)...
What will be special about "your" work is that there will be 'aromas'~~ You/your people will carry 'atmospheres'? LOL ..

Unique Positive Anointing ministry?

Again, I'm brainstorming a bit there... LOL

*~
I know a Couple who became spiritualist ministers (they both have Saturn 8th).

'She' is able to channel. She speaks straight out, without 'assuming' the identity of outside entities in order to represent (validate) the face of her 'gift'. She chooses to do it without the "showmanship" smells bells and whistles. Has stones.
They slowed things up a bit over the past year to ground themselves more, and get the 'practical' things laid out, test the field, getting to know 'peers' in that kind of work. Assessing and getting to know themselves and what 'they' bring that's unique to the spiritual-business field.
They are establishing a reputation.
She does lectures for a metaphysical organization now, has passed 'psychic tests', and does private readings/consultations on the side.

Everything you work on, builds up 'layers'-- all things start to form a self-feeding loop with each other.

It takes a while to 'establish' self.
You want to make sure your foundations are well set and prepared FROM the beginning, so when the popularity waves hit, you've got ducks in a row, ready to handle the flow.

... 'He' channels and writes spiritual messages for the clients, among other practical things.

*~

You might want to make sure to take time to actually attend shows by live mediums for a while.

Get to know what their audiences are like.
Check inside yourself for your own responses?
Were you able to 'sense' the spirit that spoke to and through that medium? .. Was he/she perceptive to the messages that YOU were hearing?
(You know.... when those 'speak', that YOU can hear them too?? yes. You'll get 'a witness' inside you... even find that the entities regard YOUR presence there too. It's NOT a complete 'secret silent world'. LOL)

I could say lots of other things.... but I want to see what you have to say?

Hoping you're taking good care of yourself?

posted March 31, 2018 11:47 AM            

I'm kind of stunned that you just tuned in immediately to a lot of things about me and that we can just talk shop immediately and don't have to 'splain stuff'. Wow! That's amazing to me...

Um...funny you should mention tapping into ancestral-generational curses because I have just been doing that almost automatically for years and years. It's like a speciality. I love helping people release that stuff. A few years ago someone put a pendulum in my hands and wow...that made it even more powerful and easy for me to get in and get it done - and go multidimensional...so many curses and generational stuff is not even always from this dimension because a lot of people are not coming into this incarnation from THIS dimension... I learn all kinds of crazy stuff sitting around with a pendulum and talking to my "team" and other people who ask for help. I took to that pendulum like a duck to water.

I think it's just part of my blueprint. I was born into a conservative Christian family that goes back LITERALLY to the Puritans coming over for religious reasons (they never even left New England) and let's just say they never changed much. I was born and I just went, "oh heck no" to all of it. Refused to be baptised, take communion, be dedicated to the Church, etc. I'm like a living system buster. All of the abuse types, sadly I lived through them all in childhood, but "broke" them by doing the hard work to heal myself and make sure I don't pass them on. They wont carry on to the next generation because of me. My entire biological family no longer speak to me. Which is fine.

I've also, for years, taught people how to feel their own blocks and dissolve them in their body. It's not always easy because many people are actually attached to their blocks and don't want to let them go.

I can channel as well, and in the same way as the woman you mentioned. I don't allow them to "take over" - i just speak it out. I just haven't done it in a public way, but when I give "readings" to people, essentially that's what I'm doing. Their spirit team just starts to talk and I listen and repeat.

I was a teacher for a few years, and I loved that. I honestly never thought about combining aromatherapy and essential oils with this shamanic stuff - but why not? I guess because the clinical community are all so uptight and have had me paranoid and in knots over it all. Kind of forgot who I am...

I AM attracted to just getting on a stage and doing my thing, but would you believe I have terrible stage fright? I'm much better in a one-on-one or small group setting. Making videos, being so public, is very hard for me. I'm not the 'ham' type. At least...I don't think so...

The idea of living bouquets is phenomenal...wow. I like how you think! My shamanic side still thinks of all this stuff needs to be private and secret, but that's not the age we are moving into anymore. Teaching people the tools to get out and do for themselves, others, open it all up - is where we need to go - i think.

I think I just have to figure out how to get over my "i'm shy" hurdle, believe in myself more and be ok with being seen. I still find that really scary...

LMAO - "(You know.... when those 'speak', that YOU can hear them too?? yes. You'll get 'a witness' inside you... even find that the entities regard YOUR presence there too. It's NOT a complete 'secret silent world'. LOL"

I never thought about it like that!! I have heard other Mediums speak before and I get really worked up at times because they are either faking it, hearing the wrong thing or advising people totally dangerous things. Or doing very dangerous things themselves. I'm all about safety. If you can't work with fire - do not go setting them!
It never occurred to me to engage with them on my own, haha.

Well, lots of food for thought! And I love the way you think!! You just "got" me right away! That hardly ever happens to me!
I mean...if I'm just being honest and not worried about sounding boastful - I have finally figured out...after years of following frauds who I allowed to put me down and make me think I'm worthless, that I'm actually a really powerful medium and channeller of energy for healing and clearings. I think the aromatherapy/plant spirits add this whole other dimension to it that excites me... I have just never been able to figure out how to get past my fears and just...you know, harness all this and do something with it...
Lots to chew on here!!

posted March 31, 2018 08:10 PM            

You blow me away!!!
Everything you described fits your chart.

Chiron-rx in your 3rd house Taurus is an indicator of 'shyness'--

Articles say that in childhood, there might have been an attempt to make you feel as though words you expressed didn't count.
(You mention your 'religious' family.)

What helped you is the plus of Chiron's opposition to Uranus-Juno H9 Scorpio.

Boosting that aspect is a Uranus with Toro{turbo-powered}-Hidalgo{standing up ready to fight for beliefs}-Icarus{taking bold risks, chances, flight} in the 9th House.

< not gonna do delineation .. this will get WAY too long, with a dose of PASSION added to it!! LOL > Exciting chart.

Hey! Let's just say... no way your 'rents had a snowball's chance in hell, right?

(I'll add more later.)

posted April 01, 2018 03:55 AM            

I don't really understand a lot of what you said about the astrological specifics, but thanks for saying I have an exciting chart. I have mostly had people tell me it's just "heavy and weird" from all the 8th house stuff and you are honestly the first person who has tried to tell me that it has positive potential for my life. Thank You for that!!

Well you're right that I was constantly told to be quiet as a child and that I was "crazy" or "bad" or whatever. Even as an adult, people often do not understand what I'm actually saying... A lot of times in my life people have told me that when they first met me they thought I was nice, soft, etc but not intelligent. Then they get to know me and tell me I'm one of the smartest and most intuitive people they know. That's nice, but it also makes me feel like on the surface I appear stupid to people and have to try harder to explain things. Ugh, I hate it. It's just that when I see a person, or situation I'm seeing SO MUCH GOING ON...on all these other planes and I don't really have clear words for that sometimes. So I babble/ramble or say stuff that people just think is coo-coo.

People often tell me I'm "not realistic" and I think...if you only knew how weird I find YOUR view of reality!

That's why my whole aura just lit up that I didn't have to explain anything to you! What a gift!

posted April 05, 2018 04:50 PM            

Randall bumped one of my threads that has email notification.

I Care, and can absolutely relate to everything you said.

Yes, using a 'tool' (like pendulum) can allow things in your subconscious to be crystal clear? (pun intended!)

Clarification-- What I said about channelers.
Some channels work better with the 'structure' of doing a "switch".
.. I wasn't meaning to offend others who's talent works MUCH better through that way. Everyone has their own way *they* do it.

I was resonating to the fact that some people are 'less than honest'.

haha... Did you ever see the movie "Ghost" with Whoopi Goldberg? ... She HAD 'the Gift' and was shocked that she could 'do' the channeling without need or support of externals.

Sorry I haven't been able to post.

Even right now as I began this post, my home is quite-gnarly, fast rolling~boiling sensation INSIDE my body with percussive beats. My nerve-system has been etched-scratched over these years I've posted at LL. Has been a long-standing problem.

(I hope YOUR neighbor problem is better now.)

I don't have my notes on your chart in front of me right now, as I'm trying to type quickly to 'get-out of the apartment' and go back to sit outside.
My chair right now, feels like its on a bouncy trampoline, beats are sooo strong.

One of the things I was going to note is that your Chiron Taurus trines Pallas Virgo on 22+ degrees.

There's a special fixed star located in that sector of sky, having to do with 'ancestors'.
Also!, Giftings and talents that are passed down TO us from our ancestry.

Chiron is a Healer... Your Pallas in Virgo is a Healer too. She can have a gift of being able to pick up 'patterns' that others miss, in your 7th house having to do with others.

You and I (generally) share a handful of planets in same houses. That's why I think there was an extra emphasis, and we were able to connect.

I can relate to your being okay with a small group of people, rather than a crowd. I think there's a shift needed when you work with a 'crowd'. You speak out more generally, than specifically.

For me, I couldn't find 'my words'...
I could sense the audience-group in a Whole way, like having cat-whiskers that could sense all the way back and to the whole. I was in a 'blind' world of trying to find Words, or, find one or two faces to relate to-- and let the rest of them glean?

Quite unnerving. Scripts.. are Good! LOL

I had ONE time, where I worked with a group of 250 people. We had SUCH a good time in the workshop I gave. Everyone left really lifted in the experience.

Then there was 'the disaster' of speaking in front of 600 professionals. There was NO WAY I was adequately prepared for that experience, and, (for me privately I felt deeply embarrassed-- Had I KNOWN what to expect, I could have prepared better).

In a few other workshops I had given, the feedback was that I needed to 'believe' in myself more.

In another small-group, I worked one on one afterwards with people. I kept "hearing" the words, insistently, "You should Pray more." "You should Pray more." ... So, I decided to 'say it outloud'. The woman almost fell over!!! She said that SHE had been hearing that inside her all morning. ... She definitely said to me, she would Pray more, from then on!!! LOL.

These positions may be able to enhance your ability to recognize things about other people that others cannot pick-up on.

Story .....
When I was in home economics in high school, one semester, our class ran an 'experimental' nursery-school day care for a few hours each day in the mornings.

There were two young ~4 year olds there who were more-distinctive than the rest. The other peers in my class just did NOT understand these two little ones.

One of them was named Henry. So CUTE. He resembled a small little Adonis, with his longer blonde curls, dressed in a little suit with a bow-tie.

He was being cared for by his grandparent while his mom and dad were going through a (traumatic?) divorce. To me, over the weeks, I could see things taking a toll on the child, as he became less and less generally cooperative.

The girls (my peers) in the class were taking his behavior in the wrong way. Making some really bad judgment calls about him, and not being nice to this boy.

So this one day, it was snack time. It was part of the routine that "we wash our hands" before eating our snack.

Little Henry had entered the elaborate cardboard play-house.

The girls were insisting that he "come out."
He would say, "No."
This happened over and over again.
The girls were threatened and NOT handling his "no" very well.

But with ME... I was not hearing his "no" as a refusal to them. Just "some how" I could tell the difference -- like some mothers know the cry and tones of their baby (or a sensitive cat-lover who can distinguish the nuances of a cat's cry).

The girls seemed insulted by Little Henry.

I looked at them all-- standing in a line. Having 'an attitude' about him. I gave an exasperated breath.
Went over to the play-house.
I stuck my hand through the door-curtain.

I said brightly, invitingly, friendly (and firmly),
"C'mon Henry. Let's go wash our hands."
He said, "NO."

AS he said NO, I felt his little gentle hand slip easily and cooperatively into mine. And he appeared outside of the play house.
(I KNEW he wasn't 'meaning' the word NO. He was going through a tough-time at home. So apparent.. at least to ME.)

I was able to take him into the lavatories by myself.
No one else was there.
I set up the little step-stool for him.
He climbed up.
Water ran over his hands, as I handed him a small bar of soap.

As he turned the soap in his wet hands, I heard him say... "Soft." He looked up at me, and said, "Soft."

Soft. Yes. The Soap was Soft and slippery as it turned in his small tiny hands.

And I was soooo grateful to have "captured" that moment with Little Henry in my memory banks.

As you can see, I am very moved by this moment with him, that could have easily slipped by. I remembered it, from 1970. It's one of my life's treasured moments of Realizations.

I'm a 'grokker' --

If you've ever read the sci-fi novel, "A Stranger In A Strange Land" by Robert Heinlein, then, you'll know what that means.

- http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Grok

When I 'take things in' it's as though I sense-feel-unite with "its Whole"; then, beholding it, I observe, and favor and discern its parts.

To me, when I hold some natal charts, I have a sense of grok.

Thank you very much for your kind feedback and wishing to go to my website (I don't have one).

I know 'some' astrology... (need more learning, and practice).

ONE of the reasons I don't have a website is that I 'lack knowledge' of some important parts of running a computer, and the MANY other material needs that support this....
including and UPPERMOST,
a good home base, my own desk, equipment, bookshelves, and other necessary things.
*Maslow Hierarchy of Needs*

Nah..

I hope some day I'll have connected-up with a really Great supportive group of people... and be able to add to 'their' projects.
~AND??--
Later,
think about some kind of Mirage-like website in the future??! LOL

That was so nice of you to ask me.
In a different forum, some really kind folks have encouraged me to write a book!

It's a great boost to hear that my thoughts, work, and input have been Valuable.

Right now, health concerns are on the forefront. I VERY deeply apologize for not being able to be here as I'd like to.

*smile*
I have a progressed Capricorn Moon. Was up to 4.44 the other day. I also volunteer during the week.

Been working with someone who has a Capricorn Moon, for over a year. Fantastic 'capable' people. Folks you can rely on (if you're lucky enough to be counted as 'one of theirs'.
I "feel" you.

You have Potentials to Realize, Ceres Moon!
It's not always fun-feeling... but in after-sight, you'll find things were worth it.

It's not about the goal,
but (trite enough),
it's the Journey and Friends you meet along the way.
{someone's quote}

I hope you will Take-in and note the small "Softer" victories (like what I had with Little Henry almost 50 years ago), as well as the big celebrations in life. These small ones can 'remain' a part of the fabric of who you are, for the rest of your life.

Life... is Beautiful.

I will look forward to seeing you post more about your thoughts, as you progress. Even if you post only sporadically.

Thank you for this thread.

(BTW, I wrote a MUCH LONGER post ... then cropped it.
Once my fingers get typing, and my concentration gets more focused, it helps me overcome what's going on in the environment. I REALLY enjoyed trying to communicate with you today.)

posted April 06, 2018 08:52 PM            

I should have paid attention to the nudge! ... O dern.

I really enjoyed your describing about how much 'children' love to hug you.

(Had a very bad day again here environmentally in my home. Spent a good part of the day sitting outside.)

I remember a lot of what you said (even for having just skimmed it).

posted April 11, 2018 03:38 PM            

Every once in a while, I get a few hours-- but I feel so raw. At least right now, the one next-wall seems quieter than normal.

Don't know if you recall anything I left from my post before it poofed?

I'll have to get back to my thoughts to reassemble a post.

Your school work comes first.
Study hard! You're almost done. yay!
Make it Count.
You'll be crossing that Finish Line.
(So proud of you)

posted April 11, 2018 04:11 PM            

Because I had been so curious as to where you grew up, where you live, now, how old you are, all of it!

I have an assessment on Monday and on tuesday I get to meet with a very special person again to give a practice treatment to ... can’t say who it is, but they are involved with the NASA of Europe. Trust me, I don’t even understand it! It just kind of happened!

You know I’m just kind of ready to be done with school and exploring my own ideas again...

And I’m just trying to picture where you live that could have so much subwoof? Do they breed them where you live?
Why not combat this with one of the other senses? I’m thinking smell... start cooking sauerkraut 24/7? Stink them all out?
Hey fair is fair haha!!

posted April 12, 2018 04:41 PM            

I could have used you being around!
{{ }}

I'm currently 62, to turn 63 in around 6 more weeks.

Live in an impoverished low-income housing area predominantly concentrated Latino culture. The LOVE their soundsystems, their family gatherings, loud woofers.

People, families, ... doing their best to survive.

TODAY it's been outrageous again.
I've done the best I can to cajole and get along. They just don't have it inside them to have compassion, nor place themself in another person's situation.
Selfishness.

So ----

CONGRATULATIONS on obtaining a High Caliber Client.

Woot woot! Way to go!!

That has the ability to OPEN some bigger doors of income for you.

I have a roommate (from whom I borrow this computer). He has a daughter who quit a hair dressing job, took up massage, and is now the personal masseuse of some pretty well named celebrities.
(You'd know the names if I mentioned, and I WON'T! LOL).
She gets to travel. They give her two-room accommodations-- (one for her to sleep and rest, one for doing treatments).

Anyways... Good to converse with you (as USUAL .. ).

The computer here today is having some problems too-- with my logging on and ability to use the computer. It's BLOCKING my access to my own email account. I got lucky at one point this morning-- email still exists-- so that's good. They just won't let me 'access' unless I give them information that doesn't exist for me! (I don't own a cellphone that connects to the internet-- they are STUBBORNLY requiring it.)

*rolling my eyes* ... This too shall pass!

Take Good Care of yourself ...
And have Fantastic Good Luck next Monday and Tuesday.

The New Moon in Aries in a few days will occur in your H2 Aries.. having to do with New Beginnings with your money, your belongings, your talents (self-esteem too!)... and this trines your Venus Sagittarius in your 10th House of Career.

posted April 12, 2018 07:00 PM            

Sounds like you're not really in the tribe...So I wonder how did you get there and what other options exist?

I can relate. My current "tribal setting" is a Dutch village. People have their ways here...And I don't always like it. Its just....very 3D. Very mundane mixed in with the weekend beer parties next door. People here are not thinking aboutthe world and their footprint on it. They are thinking about... what's on tv, cooking dinner, if their husband is annoying today or not. As a result, I'm isolated. I have to go into the cities to meet with friends and have good social contact.

I often wonder why I'm here...

But I like what you said: everyone is just doing their best to survive. True. The older I get, the more I appreciate this and the human condition in general.

I'm glad a new leaf is about to be turned in my life.. ! I just learned yesterday that my ex husband from Australia...who I eventually left because he was in constant "powerless victim mode" has actually become a very wealthy man and relocated to London. He did this through sheer determination and building up his own software company. How extraordinary to me that it turns out he has the power inside himself all along and after 6 years of me saying he did and him saying he didn't, I leave and he finally finds it in himself.

I'm happily remarried and happy for him and his success, but realised that it's time to stop caring more about how other people do in life than I care for myself. People find their way...mostly.

I feel ready for the change...