posted September 12, 2020 05:04 PM            

At first open, I had problems with getting the cursor to appear on the screen. Then, had problems with connections to the router, to access the internet.

The problems have been resolved.

I immediately called the woman who shipped it to tell her it had arrived. She just-happened to be available to talk and for a few hours, walked me through the process of setting things up.

Together, over the phone, we solved the problem with the cursor.. {I'll need to be taking out the battery, then putting it back in.. whenever the cursor doesn't appear-- it's an old laptop.}

The problem had with the router was that rm had changed the 'password' to connect it!
..
I kept typing the correct password {that appears at bottom of the router equipment}. After we tried and tried again, the woman (reading the troubleshooting advice) said that the ERROR can only belong to human error by the one typing it in.
. .
I SWEAR I wasn't making a mistake typing what I had read on the label!..., but I complied when she said to have rm come and physically re-type that password.
It STILL didn't work.
. .
So while she and I talked further on the phone, my eye happened to catch a change on the screen!!
Rm had 'suddenly' caused it to work! -- Reason: -- BECAUSE he decided to try typing his admin password, instead of the password on the router. ..wow..

This woman makes her living as an intuitive/psychic and healer. Her request to have rm sit there was 'correct' in her hunch... but not for the OBVIOUS reason.
I mean, I KNEW I was typing the correct thing-- however!!, rm had changed the password!!

My psychic friend scored a hit!!!! haha.

Next, we tried out "Zoom" she had installed.
She sent me an email-invitation to join a meeting, and soon we were 'physically looking at each other's image' through the screen.. zooming!!!

omg...
That was the first time my image ever went over the airwaves!!! THAT was soooo surreal.
.. and, oh no.. I hadn't planned it!
I opened the laptop and unwrapped it from the styrofoam peanut and multiple layers of bubble-wrapping, while dressed in my old cleaning clothes, and T-shirt. No makeup-- my hair was in a tight long ponytail, and my bangs weren't looking all the best right-then.
I looked terrible as far as taking a picture goes.
And, oh my--- How I've aged?? LOL

It was our first face to face.
But I/WE did it!!!!!

Had to figure out how to get the sound to work -- I continued speaking to her over my cell, UNTIL we found the right combination of how to get sound out of either the outside speakers or the laptop.

This laptop already had a camera installed.

Now, I'll need an auxiliary microphone for a more-direct sound, than the environmental audio pickup by the laptop. She said she had one and would be mailing it.

I'll be able to participate in any Zoom Classes now! Yay!! .. And in tele-med visits if needed.

*~

There are accounts I'll get to download/open now, that weren't installed in rm's hard drive so as to limit the amount of memory-space. Around 4 years ago, I went ahead and began saving e-charts of LL members so I could answer posts more knowledgably; also, instructive pdfs and vids from webinars I'd been in.

I'll have to buy a thumbdrive to copy all the things I saved on this-side of his computer.
.. Oh. I'm on his computer right now-- because the sonics in my room are TOO strong to use the new laptop. I have it plugged-in with speakers arranged on top of my Scorpio Grandmother's sewing-machine cabinet. Have my comfortable old upholstered adjustable piano stool.. bought in the 1980s, I've had BOTH shipped to me in every relocation I've had. Important touchstones of a real past.
. .
I had a few thumbdrives--
but during the last hurricane prep I did, I put them in a pouch and stashed them in a safe-place. I seem to have misplaced them all.. ~oy.
Each time I've prepped for a huge weather-event, my organized system slipped. I will HAVE to re-do a system, that will work for me now.

I'll be obtaining an image-hosting account. Have a g-mail address now {not just the one yahoo I've maintained since the early 2000s}.
.. I feel uneasy about the name I chose. Not a vibe-match? I might delete it, then make a more-suitable one, easier for anyone to remember.

She installed a free writing software that I'll have to get used to.

She works with her husband.
Her husband channels and writes spiritual messages.

They installed a folder on the laptop, with the guts of a book they started. It's a compilation of his inspired readings. They intend to publish it.

I'll be editing and giving them suggestions.
I have done that kind of work forty years ago. I have the perfect background for understanding their approach and the intention of their works.

It was a blessing that the laptop arrived yesterday, Friday, Sept 11, and not TODAY.

The sonics in my building were lower and "livable" for that particular afternoon--- but NOT today!!!
..
It was good timing for the laptop to have arrived yesterday instead of today.

*~
September 11, 2001
Yesterday was also the anniversary of the Terror Attack in America in 2001.

It was a time when America came together in mourning as a nation. Support and condolences were sent by other nations around the globe. ..

- http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/September_11_attacks
In that attack, 2,996 souls perished.
25,000 were diagnosed as being injured.

- http://www.astro.com/astro-databank/Terrorist:_WTC_(2001)

- http://www.astro.com/astro-databank/Historic:_World_Trade_Center

- http://www.astro.com/astro-databank/Nation:_USA_No.1

Covid-19 Pandemic
Around the Globe, we have another deadly and silent viral disease attack.

- http://www.astro.com/astro-databank/Historic:_COVID-19_pandemic

So many DEATHS.
- http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/COVID-19_pandemic

So many 'tens-of-thousands' of NEEDLESS deaths in USA!!
- http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/COVID-19_pandemic_in_the_United_States

For the SOULS Lost in "9-11 Terror Attack" ...
And for the SOULS dying and lost from "Covid-19 Pandemic."

Death... gets 'personal' when it impacts your own beloveds; persons in your life and community at-large.

For The World ...

This composer put to music and lyrics,
illustrating the dynamics of 5 stages of grief
(music) Kindertotenlieder
(Gustav Mahler, Friedrich Ruckert lyrics;
with English translations on screen;
vid-arts is very expressive, perf.artist unknown)
[22:21] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KwIaoCvdst8

- http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Five_stages_of_grief
- http://www.astro.com/astro-databank/Mahler,_Gustav
- http://www.astro.com/astro-databank/R%C3%BCckert,_Friedrich

(music) In memory of 11 September 2001
Samuel Barber - Adagio for Strings, op.11
(Leonard Slatkin Conducts the BBC Orchestra on September 15 2001
in honor of those who lost their lives a few days prior.
Visuals from BBC's 'Last Night of the Proms' and ABC's 'Report from ground zero'.)
[10:30] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y4PWdOoOQjI

- http://www.astro.com/astro-databank/Barber,_Samuel

- http://www.astro.com/astro-databank/Slatkin,_Leonard

posted September 18, 2020 07:36 PM            

Live News
Ruth Bader Ginsburg, the powerhouse Supreme Court justice and champion for women's rights, has died (ABC News)

(topic) Remembering Supreme Court Justice Ruth Bader Ginsburg, dead at 87 (PBS-NewsHour, September 18, 2020)
[7:05] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qOuA2_dauGc

God Bless Her Life and Service So Much Love

*~

Died on first night of Jewish New Year 5781
Rosh Hashanah
- http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rosh_Hashanah

(music) Avinu Malkeinu (Barbra Streisand, 1997, Higher Ground) [4:06] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4rjYV9NUy40

*~

Also, Solar Return for the signing of
The Constitution of The United States of America
September 17, 1787
- http://www.astro.com/astro-databank/Nation:_USA_No.5

__________________________________
Biographically based Movie
Movie: ON THE BASIS OF SEX Trailer (2018) Biography Movie
[2:52] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4MCp2xnvtyY

{May be adding to this post as news develops}

asteroids
798,2677,11098,84,269,99,24,128,916
JUNO!
- ht tp://www.click2houston.com/news/local/2020/09/19/person-of-great-righteousness-jewish-community-notes-the-significance-of-justice-ginsburgs-death-on-eve-of-rosh-hashanah/

- http://forward.com/fast-forward/454771/rosh-hashanah-jews-mourn-ruth-bader-ginsburg-death-reactions/

posted September 19, 2020 09:51 PM            

(topic) Honoring The Life and Legacy
of Justice Ruth Bader Ginsburg
(CBS News, September 19, 2020)
[9:12] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xDMyBoWYiMk

yt notes -
"Supreme Court Justice Ruth Bader Ginsburg shaped our nation's legal system.
She was known for her dissents in cases involving abortion, civil rights, voting rights and pay discrimination against women.
Samuel Issacharoff, professor of constitutional law at New York University's School of Law, joined CBSN's Lana Zak to discuss."

(topic) Ruth Bader Ginsburg on becoming eNotoriousf
(PBS NewsHour, Gwen Ifill, Oct 10, 2016)
[7:06] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YSEWCA2Hhmo
yt notes --
"For the latest NewsHour Bookshelf,
Gwen Ifill sits down with Supreme Court Justice Ruth Bader Ginsburg to discuss her new book, gIn My Own Words" -- her first since she was appointed to the court.
Ginsburg reflects on the origins of her reputation as gNotorious R.B.G,h
how her late husband facilitated her career
and how the confirmation process today differs from when she was nominated."

(music) "Notorious RGB" (2005)
[4:22] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xz-9W909cKI
yt notes--
lyrics start with
Yeah.. this song is dedicated
to all the judges that told me
I'd never amount to nothin' because of my gender,
to all the people that lived in their ivory towers that I was hustlin' in front of,
that tried to buy me off by putting Susan B. Anthony on the dollar,
and all the women in the struggle,
you know what I'm sayin'?
{see yt notes to read the whole Rap}

posted September 21, 2020 09:59 AM            

Joining my Neighbors-- my sisters and brothers around the World, who long to see Peace established on the Earth.

My DEEPEST and most profound Love to you across the Globe.

When I was in college, I had the thrill and opportunity to hear this acapella women's group LIVE, in the smaller and more intimate setting of that university's student union building.

posted September 23, 2020 11:54 AM            

She died on the day that the Sun transited
with approaching conjunction to
USA 269 Justicia Virgo 26.13,
in the (9)th House of Higher Courts and Judges.

New Moon in Virgo, September 17, 2020
on The Constitution's Solar Return.
New Moon Virgo 25.01

The Sabian for this chart is INCREDIBLE!

SABIAN SYMBOL
for 24+ whole degree of Virgo
(round up to whole degree of 25)

(VIRGO 25°):
A FLAG AT HALF-MAST IN FRONT OF A PUBLIC BUILDING.

KEYNOTE: The social acknowledgment
of a job well done and a destiny fulfilled.

As an individual who has accepted any significantly met public responsibilities reaches the end of his/her service to his/her community or to mankind as a whole, he/she gains social immortality, at least to some extent.

In death she becomes identified with the archetype that ensouled her public office. SHE becomes a "culture hero", enshrined in the official memory of her race.
She has found her place in history.
The symbol implies the ability to carry any task to its ultimate fulfillment,
provided this task is carried out with reference to the need of a collectivity, small or large as it may be.

In this final phase of the thirty-fifth five-fold sequence of symbols we are presented with an image of the end results of the individual's service to mankind.
Her personal failings may be forgotten but her achievements remain.
They are given PUBLIC RECOGNITION.
end-quote

- http://www.mindfire.ca/An%20Astrological%20Mandala/An%20Astrological%20Mandal a%20-%20Contents.htm

Her body in the coffin lies in state at the Supreme Court today. Flags are at half-mast.

There was a Rabbi that conducted part of the service.
When that is available on youtube, I will edit it in here.

posted October 01, 2020 10:43 PM            

quote:

---

Originally posted by mirage29:
Not yet. Leaves 9-17 and comes back 9-22.

---

posted November 05, 2020 02:28 PM            

{They'd been living together nearly a decade. She was in the midst of some multiple co-occuring Uranus transits that maybe had a hand of influence, in getting her to FINALLY accept his offer of marriage.}

Several invited guests didn't come, for an abundance of caution. Rm's other (scattered far-distant) out-of-state siblings are older than he is-- Well into their 70s. It would not have been wise to risk exposure to the COVID-19 virus in the middle of a pandemic.

He's okay.
Thanks, Teasel.

posted November 05, 2020 03:20 PM            

BECAUSE (and while) my condition is still "retractable."
That means that I can wake up 'normal' in the mornings-- then torture pain-session begins AGAIN, with *sonics* hitting around same hours of each day, and I get no relief until I am able to go unconscious in sleep for the night.
Doctor says I need to 'get the hell out of there'!
Make it my PRIORITY before I see them,
for first week of January 2021.

Speechless,
my INNER response was the same as it's been over these years--- HOW!!??

*~

We had a drive-by shooting around 3 weeks ago. The building across and cady-corner was sprayed with HEAVY gunfire. .. I remember the sound it made. Instead of light pops like firecrackers, it was a series of 'booms', ten minutes to midnight.
18 large holes in the walls of that building.
. .
No one was killed!!! because of good fortune!!! {Heavenly protections?}

The small children in adjoining apartment were in bed asleep in the backrooms. .. That couple living there didn't even notice the booms, UNTIL they woke up in the morning and found bullets had penetrated through the wall of medicine cabinet in their bathroom. Bathroom is located in the mid-section of the (long narrow) apartment.
The *sonics* had been blaring that night,
(as usual) from their next-wall. There were loud verbal altercations in the parking lot (as usual, as was their custom-- lots of domestic calls there, by police, in the year they'd lived there-- had a baby and a toddler. We openly obviously involved in DRUGS, and had constant visits from multiple LOUD cars with over-the-top sonics-- ).
. .
In the morning, THOSE next-wall neighbors were INSTANTLY evicted. We had police swarming and parked everywhere, doing investigation.

The month before that, there was a shooting where a resident was killed {down the street further away}.
The month before that one, there was other gunfire.

Yeah... rough area? But, not as rough as some others here.

Rm 'likes' this apartment, with NO intention of moving.
We now have had pieces of ceiling crumbles, open slots of spaces leaking HVAC air into to the attic.
. .
We have holes in the roof, and wet ceiling areas with expanding rings of black mold, after each succedent really bad storms.
. .
That's NOT good for lungs. {I'm a Gemmy!!}

The doc wants me to make moving my priority over the next months until I see them again first week of January 2021.

{I CAN NOT afford places in this area at all!! I'd never qualify financially for a lease anymore.
.. Other housing would BE in areas like this one (or worse).
-- SocialWorker govt VOUCHER lines for govt-housing are more than SEVERAL YEARS long. There's a WAVE of homelessness in this area now, with layoffs and unregulated rising costs of rents. FAMILIES living in cars {lucky to have a car!!}. Shelters too full.
{We're catching up with SanFran and NYC??? as far as costs are concerned.} ..

*~

The doctor {actually his assistant} cautioned about medication usage. {Which advice I take extremely and VERY SERIOUSLY. He trusts me, and, says to resist the temptation to take any extra pills during the day. I have NEVER taken more than prescribed.
. .
I am VERY disciplined, and DO NOT abuse them--- EVEN during times when pain is 'extra' sensitive and hard to cope with!!!~~ like today. The later afternoons are times when I can 'stand it' better.
In the early evenings, I supplement with tielenals.

I have been with this man for over 13 years.
It is not 'reciprocal' as far as "care-for the other" has been concerned. I could have prospered HAD he gotten involved with help I've needed with figuring out insurances and medicals, etc.
He lives STRICTLY to 'his own' needs and wants.
. .
I am not married-- nor financially protected.
. .
I would LOVE to be 'free' from him.
He is NOT at all good for me, as a companion.

He has NOT had protective concerns over my HEALTH during my being here, ALL these years.

I'm in a strange locked-sense of being whelmed!!

My head feels stuffed.

From time to time, I REALIZE 'how much trouble' I am in.
I try to titrate how much to let that affect me.
BUT I DO KNOW .. I'm in trouble.
I'm absolutely not ready to 'die' yet.

posted November 12, 2020 02:09 PM            

quote:

---

Originally posted by mirage29:
From time to time, I REALIZE 'how much trouble' I am in.
I try to titrate how much to let that affect me.

BUT I DO KNOW .. I'm in trouble.
AND I'm absolutely not ready to 'die' yet.

Need a REAL and ACTUAL Miracle.

---

Please!!! ...

I have had MANY people reading my posts over ALL these years I've been at LL!!!!

I need a "LIFE-SAVING" Connection,
at this point.

Have watched people I knew in the new-age type groups {outside of LL} take some shocking turns of direction.. Some are basically in the process of throwing away their achievements, and honestly ruining their previous successes.
. .
{Wishing *you* and possibly your friends a better life in your new endeavors???}
. .
Frankly, it's FAR from what I would choose to support with my energies, and my life. Glad that *those* doors remained closed, now.

Medically, I need OUT of here.

May GOD open doors for me.
May my LATTER-years be MORE fruitful than the former.

May people who SEE my Worth
and
Value my Life Experiences,
CONTACT me.

I wouldn't have minded waiting....
but THIS-Environment is TERRIBLE to my Health.
Things have been steadily growing worse over the years.
. .
Every day now... is "torture".
WHILE this health condition is still retractable,
I want the "successful" CHANCE to regain ..

ON my 'own' power?
there is NO WAY OUT that wouldn't wind up with me being "DEAD" in short order.

PLEASE, DO NOT LET THAT HAPPEN TO ME???

Where I live, the particular USA State (govt agencies) are "OVERWHELMED with new huge WAVES of people (FAMILIES, children babies women) landing on the streets, losing everything they have!! It's a very deliberately 'draconic' run State... Breaks my heart.
. .
Locally in the past, I have seen elderly women in the upper 80s/90 in the streets. One, was being TOSSED out of an elder's facility into the streets.
. .
{Her story, her hollering for help, was captured on video and shown on the TV news-- Lucky for her, a lawyer and his family, took her in. They're looking after her needs, and she is safe.. They appeared in her life as Angels of Mercy, working in the Flesh!!! .. }

So. I know that regular people "assume" that the govts are there to "help" people? ... Well, NORMALLY, that was true decades ago-- but not NOW, in this minute.

Some of 'The People' in this State are in incredible and dire need-- safety-nets were dismantled and made inert. Charitable agencies can't 'handle' the sheer volumes of needs.
..
{I KNOW, because for nearly 4 years,
I used to Volunteer!!!! in my community--
After COVID hit,
they didn't want volunteer-elders to come in, in order to protect their life from the pandemic/virus; contacts with the 'public' through various assignments.}

I'm a senior...
to some politicals here??,
I'm expendable. *sad*

I'M NOT READY TO GIVE UP!! ..

And,

I can't "Do",,,,,
I can't "Perform Good" ..
if my body doesn't get a place conducive to Good Health.

Looking for some persons of Compassion!!!
AND,
I want to Be a Part of Something--

I have no encumbrances.
I've never been arrested, I'm well-vetted.
I'm HONEST, faithful and Kind--
Have a great work ethic.

Need a "Covering" ...
in more ways than one!

If you've been reading for years,
then you 'know' me already.
Seriously, ..
I want my Health and LIFE back!!

posted November 12, 2020 06:37 PM            

PRAYERS for COVID victims on a SHARP RISE.

PRAYERS for those who Mourn at this Season, as the Family Holidays approach. My SINCERE Love to you.. and hugs of comfort. ... ....

PRAYERS for those who have lost their places to stay, and who face eviction and homelessness at this time-- as Wintery weather arrives now.

PRAYERS of PROTECTION AND SUPPORT
for the health care workers who work sooo diligently, and deal with the DEATH of many each and every day!!!! God give them supernatural Resilience.

COMFORT to All who minister to Others.
Every Wonderful Soul.

Peace

posted November 29, 2020 10:30 PM            

ECLIPSE ...
Monday, November 30, 2020
peak at 4:42:56 a.m. EST
from 2:19 a.m. through 6:53 a.m. here in locale
. .
Full Moon Lunar Eclipse Gemini **8.38'35"**

ECLIPSE-Moon
is to conjunct my own Sun Gemini 7.50+, H6taur
and also,
The ASC/Desc SAG/Gem 11.30

Progressed "MC/IC" SAG/GEM **8.38'59"** !!!!

This is an important Eclipse?!
Conjunctions are soooo TIGHT.

*~

FREAKY COINCIDENCE ..
So, I started out on my walk around the 'hood this morning. A song started in my mind, as usual. The youtube video that accompanies the song has pretty scenery. It's about 'Time' and how it is good to remind ourselves that our days are numbered.

We only get so long to live our lives.

As the tune began, I had to watch with care to step-over a speedbump in the road. A few steps after crossing it, my eye caught something bright orange on the ground, on the side of the road along the grass. I stopped to pick it up.

It was an orange cloth replica of a maple-leaf. My neighbors decorate their doors during the holidays. This orange leaf was part of a Fall Harvest Decoration. Maybe a wreath?

What a freakin' coincidence???

I REMEMBERED that there was a version OF the song in my head, accompanied by video visuals of orange and yellow leaves.

(music) "Teach Us To Number Our Days"
(Marty Goetz, lyrics from Psalm 90)
[5:57] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O7QaPS_Gp2U

You've placed Beauty, Within

MAPLE LEAF
The Maple Leaf was a brandmark my father used. After he retired he built furniture. Burned the Leaf into his pieces.

Maple Leaf was a symbol involved with my family heritage. They had been immigrants.

When I was a small girl, we lived in a house my father and grandfather built together on the grand's land. My Scorpio Grandmother and Taurus Grandfather, had a big maple tree in the front. My Grandfather used to 'tap' the tree in the fall. Would place a small metal bucket to catch the sap that dripped. Would boil it, and make maple sugar.

So.
It was my Scorpio Grandmother's Birthday on November 20.
{Happy Birthday, Memere!!)

It was also President Elect Joe Biden's Birthday, November 20.

My family had relocated to a different State, when I was 7 1/2 yo. When I was in my later teens, Joe Biden had begun his career in local government, starting as a councilman.

My Scorpio father had been at a meeting, where he met Joe. As dad and I stood on the front porch together, I remember him looking far-off into the distance, the sky.

With a far-away voice, I heard him say something, almost 'just to himself' out loud. With inspiration and admiration in his voice--
he said,
"That man is going to be President, some day!"

What my dad said came true.

I'm 65 1/2 today.
Can hardly believe The Time has gone by.

Finding the orange cloth Maple Leaf... while that video leaf song had just-started in my head, was so SURREAL.

Along with the fact of my father's prophecy, after so many decades, coming true, I realize how strange the times are.

posted December 03, 2020 06:49 PM            

An eager young sales-agent from the company is looking to sign me up for a pharmacy plan.

He probably called because a few months ago, I called called into the company and got a sales person in the Philippines, who told me the office in my area doesn't exist anymore.

I called them locally. Yes, they are still in business. And I told the woman answering the phone that my expensive PREMIUMS were supposed to have been "cut in HALF" when I reached age 64. I was told that around age 62. I am now 65+. I said, WHERE's my DISCOUNT?

So on the phone earlier today, the young agent apologized.
He said I had been LIED TO!!~~ all these years!!

Around 2/3rds of my govt check goes towards PAYING for copays and the drugs not-covered in formularies. The pharma plan pays barely ANYTHING. I see on the receipts that there are other 'discount' plans that jump in {on request of my pharmacist}. I still pay $50 /mo for the pain pills I have to take for the HEALTH PENALITIES I pay for "living" here.

He said I need to disenroll from this insurance I've carried for more than two decades now. I should go on the State's plan.

I have HEARD about this area's State plan.
They don't PAY THEIR BILLS.
Doctors in the area refuse to take on patients who use that.

I have held on to this elite copay police.
It is a PORTAL insurance. Private insurance. I can go ANYWHERE I want with my Medicare and this copay insurance-- this includes relocation to another State. I'm covered... including ALL of my Deductibles.

I had relocated here to join a spiritual community.. that was {basically} fake. The minister was a TV evangelist. The church wasn't 'what' he advertised. I had had a very positive experience in a similar denom church, for 5+ years. I had been interested in re-starting my life... What that minister "said" on TV, was not true once I got here.

9-11 happened, Katrina, then a slew of other horrible things. It was a kind of blessing that I wound up with RM, with him having needs that I was perfect for him.

Now... being 'here' with Rm, has worked "against" me. He doesn't have the innate "ability" to be involved with matters of anyone else's life but his own. He is sooo in his own bubble-world. Can't help it!

Virgo Sun, Aquarius Moon.
I looked that combination up the other day.
Talks about how 'self' sufficient they are. How they DO live by-themself, for-themself?
{Gosh... I want to be fair. That's probably a disservice to others with that combo who ARE very active to Help others. Virgo likes to help, and Aquarius is humane. The Moon Cares.)

oy!!!!! I thought he'd BE there "for me".
He has helped me with NO PART OF MY LIFE.

I am good at sooo many things.
And what I SUCK AT, I excel sucking-at.

I have NO ONE TO CONSULT with my "life".
Need is dire now.
The sonics are HELL every single day.
There's no way to really "work"... and I am being slammed all day.

I NEED someone to be INTERESTED in my "life".

I need to feel that others find me VALUABLE enough to reach out to. It's ridiculous that I should have been here, suffering, this long, and NOT be responded to.

For me to go onto THIS areas medicAID plan, would be like CLIPPING my wings.

If someone invites me to THEIR area,
and things are good,
I would then be able to use their plan?
Even apply to senior housing {if there isn't another Better plan in place}.

I don't need to say more.
People have been reading my posts for YEARS.

I need help with my "LIFE".
I want to LIVE. I want to be ALIVE.
I want to be Fruitful in my latter years.
I want a SECOND CHANCE at Life.
I want to be able to be "useful."

The young agent wants to disenroll me from their copay plan.

Before I would ever take the possibly awful slide downward in a spiral into (this) "State" insurance, I want to know what my OPTIONS are... as far as others.

I need "a tribe" that would CARE about my Life!!
Who CARE that I stay "Alive"-- and The Best I can BE?

So.
Thanks for your Love and Prayers.

Really. I have been getting nowhere.
This place has dragged me down.

posted December 04, 2020 12:41 PM            

quote:

---

Originally posted by mirage29:
I was told that around age 62. I am now 65+. I said, WHERE's my DISCOUNT?

So on the phone earlier today, the young agent apologized.

He said I had been LIED TO!!~~ all these years!!

---

I've had it with LIARS!!!!!!

I do NOT like being put into the position of having to decide if someone is LYING TO ME, or not.

I CANCELED my appointment with him.
Said I would keep this 'expensive' insurance and be open to seeing him the month after Biden is sworn in as our Next President.

Strong hunch-- Something in me.
I don't trust the finances of this State where I live. I think 'something' is going to happen with it that is NOT good. I don't want to go on this State's insurance. I SINCERELY don't TRUST that they have Good Faith ..

THE PAST
Met someone who had lived with my mother for ONE year. She said my mother can leave a room, "makes up lies" in her head, then come back with ABSURD accusations and ACT like those are REALITY.

I filled her in... and said that 'her' mother would do 'the same exact thing'. I was subjected to THAT too. VERY painful experience to be targeted that way.

I said then, YOU understand the type of childhood I had!! I had to keep TWO accounts. One was the TRUTH and Reality of what was going on, and the OTHER?, was HER version of what she cruelly called "the Truth" ... If I couldn't be 'psychic-enough' to READ or 'guess' her mind in order to know 'which' version of Reality was happening on THAT day, then punishment "for not-knowing" was severe.

In the 1990s I took part in a counseling group for women who had been traumatized. I remember how one day, 'Jeff' looked over the faces of the group. Knowing each of our personal histories, he said that our 'radars' were broken. That, if there were 20 people in a room, 19 of whom were good-- then our inner-truster (intuition) would go straight towards the one-person there who was NOT safe. He informed us to be 'careful' if we started feeling an opening of our Hearts. To 'question' ourselves, in that moment would be a good thing.

My heart is broken......

I WANT HONESTY.
Even on the kelly ripa show in the mornings, they play a GAME where they have to 'guess' whether the person on the phone is telling them a LIE or the truth.

To have another person speak a LIE with SUCH Veracity????????

What the HELL is going on in this world?????

I was on an email list where a vedic astrologer was sending subject-messages that said "EVERYONE Lies"!!!! Then there were a series of emails on that subject.

I didn't open those emails.

After receiving a series of them, I UN-subscribed. Had been receiving his emails for YEARS.

Afterall,
if HE says that "Everyone Lies" ...
then THAT includes HIMSELF.
He is, in effect, warning US
that he-himself is a LIAR??
Why would I want to hear anything else he would have to say---
IF, at his CORE, he's an admitted LIAR.

I need some SOLID and GOOD people in my life that I can TRUST!!!! People who PRIZE Honesty, and are trustworthy. Who 'deserve' that Trust. People who can "relax" with each other, knowing that everything is above-board.

I need Right Input!!!!

Right now, Rm is in existence as a 'lump' in the room. No input. He 'lives' as a chunk of meat.
13+ years of NO input. Just MY output into his life, having cared for HIS needs.....
He's even touch-phobic.
We have a tiny kitchen...

So astrologically right now, transiting MARS in Aries H4 at 17+, squares my natal VESTA Cancer 17.25 H8.
{wow, it's conjunct another asteroid in Cancer H8, that I use for 'insurance policies'. *grin*)

Transiting VENUS Scorpio is on top of my SATURN Scorpio rx.

I have a certain configuration in my chart, that when transiting MARS arrives at 25+ Aries, it will be hitting up with Grand Square in my chart again ....

{Just for NOW},
If I can sum up what that square has represented at times, in a loose and general way, it's been about HOW others have DECEIVED me, in my life.
{HOW can you 'live' like that??? sheesh}
I want a Community I can TRUST.
And, for People who will 'watch my back', KNOWING my tendencies! I deserve to be 'protected' in those situations.

We are NOT perfect people.
AND, we can Cover others so they are not 'blind-sighted' at inconvenient moments.

The outer planets (Saturn Jupiter Pluto Capricorn) are trine my Moon Virgo.

The transiting Saturn Jupiter Pluto have been conjunct my asteroid 'Ceres' Capricorn H2... for this past year.

I have Ceres tight-trine Moon Virgo H9.
Ceres is exact opp my Uranus Cancer H8,
Ceres is square Neptune Libra rx H10.

I'm a NATURAL Giver.
I would LOVE a "utopian world" where I could TRUST PEOPLE.

aspect - Ceres opp Uranus
quoting Demetra George, AG book, p.77
"Stressful aspects may signify
unreliable and erratic nurturing experiences which might lead to difficulty in forming emotional bonds.
The child who is raised in a 'broken home'...
This aspect could point to difficulties in listening-to and trusting one's own thoughts and intuitions."

I have found in life that I-myself do not have trouble 'bonding' with people. I even excel at helping others create positive 'bonds' to others. That's been my life. I have never minded putting others and their needs first. I was strong. I can go-without for a LONG time.. It was Good to Give.

What I have had problem with,
is finding people who when *I* am in a state of 'trouble' would care enough to step-in and say 'hey' I'm here-- "let's" figure thing out 'together'.

I can put LOADS and Loads of Care and Warmth and Healing towards others... but when rubber of reality hits the road, or that when *I* have "needs".. there's been no-one?
. .
I think there's a name for it?
It's called 'Fair weather friends'?
They love it when you're magnanimous and full of Life, Warmth, and Giving,
then *hide* when you're not.
(Venus Taurus 5th, Saturn Scorpio rx 11th?)

I want to DECLARE that ALL of 'that' is IN THE PAST.

From that past, a woman's voice still haunts me from the mid early 2000s.
She frankly/boldly ADMITTED to being a Fair Weather Friend. I don't know if I felt hurt, disgusted, or both at that point!
I used to watch her house and gardens, and pool, while she'd go off on vacations. She would leave with her finance-papers totally exposed and in the OPEN. I was shocked, and threw table-covers over her information on that kitchen/dining table -- Her finances were 'NONE' of my business' and I was NOT going to read all those. I covered her privacy. {She was a wealthy woman.} I took 'excellent' care of her property, and would even clean the crystal she had in a huge lighted display-case she kept.
I used to do all that "as a Favor" to her.
. .
I attended her funeral a few years later..
Was the memory and 'legacy' she left me with, is a message that it's okay that I am "USED"? *shudder*
*~

My Pen Pal
I recall how in her last note-card to me, my Scorpio Grandmother was VERY keen on what she observed of my life. She cared 'what' happens to me. She noted my tendency to TRUST and open my HEART to people, who really didn't deserve it.

In her closing, she prayed/wished for me to have "GOOD Friends" in my Life. Loyal.

I have fond memories of what prompted that card. I had sent her Christmas package. It was a long special satin blue robe {hollywood style}. It looked stunning with her white hair.
Also bought her some high quality warm moccasins with soles on them so she could walk down the steps outside, to access her basement where she had canned foods from her garden, and did her laundry. She lived in the New England States. She wore those slippers all the time.... Yeah, her receiving my Gift, and THAT it was so practical she used it all the time {warm footsies}, warms my Heart exceedingly.

Her Nov 20th birthday has her Scorpio Sun H12 trine my Jupiter Cancer H8. In that note-card, she also expressed that I would ALWAYS consider her to be "My True Friend".

Hey Memere!!*heart* Could you pull some strings up there in Heaven?? I'd REALLY like to have those "Good Friends" appear in my Life right now... ....

I Love, and Miss You so much.

This is the Song that we shared.
It was "OUR" song.

(music) Merry Christmas, Darling
(The Carpenters)
[3:06] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YR1ujXx2p-I

__________________________
2:50 p.m. EST
I think this 'page' of the thread is about to turn.

Been catching up with youtubes.

Listened to a few that are from the radical religious right... who had made some bad prophecies. Their prayers have bordered the line of praying fleshly-prayers according to THEIR will and desires-- neg-witchcraft. *bheart*

When you pray prayers for the NATION,
let your prayers be corporate-- NOT for a party. That was a HUGE mistake... and marginalized and do a disservice to 'the many' who used to sit in your pews.

To them? ..
I say this scripture--

Let GOD be True,
and every man a Liar.

Repent...
God! Give us all a more-sensitive Conscience.

_________________________
8:07 pm EST
Listening to the news. *sad*

Report on the pandemic (COVID19) is horrible--
more cases and more people dying from it than the former peak around July 4th.
Jobs .. so broken.
Govt checks? being cruelly withheld from the MILLIONS of People of this nation, by a certain few-- who don't care that people DIE based on what they decide.

The People of America need Help.
We need to Save Lives here.
Godspeed our Recovery.. from Covid19
and our economy.

Many of our citizens face Eviction and Homelessness after Christmas. Just Unbelievable, for the Wealthiest Nation on Earth?

I gasped when I saw reports of Suicides UP in Japan??

God! You've got the WHOLE World 'in Your Hands'.
Save Lives
Preserve Life
Comfort those in Need at this time.

posted December 12, 2020 01:48 PM            

Sorry I should have been writing-in the various lunations, but, I am OVERWHELMED here, by *sonics* on a daily basis. And it hurts my body-- this is wearying and discouraging.

I do the best I can.

With next items
I have copy-pasted my work from other forums.

______________________________________________
ECLIPSE info
GO TO THIS WEBSITE--
and
click to find the eclipse in Your area.
- http://www.timeanddate.com/eclipse/in/usa/new-york

________________________________________
LIST OF CHARTS
(project-watch)
Sagittarius Risings

USA Sibley (tropical placidus)
{aka USA#1 Astrodienst}
+ my own chart
{plus John Kerry's chart},
have same basic Houses as USA,
except for the *signs* on USA H5 and H11 cusps.
. .
USA Sibly Houses 5-11 has 29.48' Aries H5 and Libra H11
I have 0.42' Taurus H5 and Scorpio H11
Kerry has 3.58 Taurus H5 and Scorpio H11

*******
CHART LINKS

* USA Sibley #1
- http://www.astro.com/astro-databank/Nation:_USA_No.1

* USA #5 The Signing of "The Constitution"
- http://www.astro.com/astro-databank/Nation:_USA_No.5

* USA President #46 Joe Biden
- http://www.astro.com/astro-databank/Biden,_Joe

* Lindaland Chart aka LL
- http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum10/HTML/005149.html

* my chart by Nigemoonman
Scroll all the 'down' to "Feb 19, 2017" post
and 'Feb 20, 2017' post {last wheel on the page}
- http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum24/HTML/237315.html

* John Kerry {new position, Climate czar}
- http://www.astro.com/astro-databank/Kerry,_John

*******

USA#1 Sag Rising 12.21
USA#1 MC Libra 1.03
.
mine Sag Rising 11.30
mine MC Libra 2.30
.
KERRY Sag Rising 16.09
KERRY MC Libra 5.50
.
Lindaland Sag Rising 11.28
Lindaland MC Virgo 24.27
.
USA Constitution Sag Rising 2.25
USA Constitution MC Virgo 17.46
.
BIDEN Sag Rising 3.11
BIDEN MC Virgo 19.54

==========================================
Event
==========================================
Monday, November 30, 2020 Peak 4:42 a.m. EST
LUNAR ECLIPSE Gemini 8.38
Annular, Saros 116, NorthNode
{Visible over USA}

* NASA Graph
- http://eclipse.gsfc.nasa.gov/LEplot/LEplot2001/LE2020Nov30N.pdf

* NASA Lunar Eclipse Index Page
- http://eclipse.gsfc.nasa.gov/lunar.html

Chart 8+ degrees Gemini
has been important in the USA chart.

Been watching President-Elect Biden making his Cabinet picks. They are seasoned, highly competent individuals, from an array of cultural backgrounds. {Sagittarius/Gemini}

From past years in politics, I remembered the chart of John Kerry. He's placed in a newly created position overseeing Climate Changes {fits the eclipse-placement}. I recall he had placements around 8-Gemini prominent in his chart.
. .
- http://www.astro.com/astro-databank/Kerry,_John

Kerry has Uranus rx Gemini 6.20 H6taur
Kerry has Mars rx Gemini 10.35 H6taur

_________________________________
The following is my work
copy-pasted from #Astrology2.0 forum thread
DATE POSTED
Thursday, November 26, 2020 01:38 PM
_________________________________

In USA -
Monday, November 30, 2020
FM Eclipse Gemini 8.38

Eclipse-Moon is on top of the degree of
USA Uranus Gemini 8.55;
conjuncts
USA 8603 Senator Gemini 6.28
USA Fixed Star Aldebaran Gemini 6.39
USA 2929 Harris Gemini 8.06

. .
Eclipse transiting Sun in Sagittarius
in the 12th House Scorpio
conjuncts
USA 32532 Theseus rx Sag 9.21 H12scorp

6th House in Mundane astrology

Issues of Public Health and sickness, Epidemics {covid pandemic!! } ..
Organizations like the Centers for Disease Control {CDC},
and The United Nations, {maybe even the World Health Org, etc}.
Medical breakthroughs! {perhaps vaccines??}
Health care!!!, employment, and common workers;
Unions and Trade Unions.
High Schools and Trade Schools.

Mundane 6th House
also pertains to Legislators,
governors, senators;
and the nation's Public Servants.

ECLIPSES in Gemini {Globally},
* bring diseases;
* Conflict in religion,
* and trade;
* Contempt for The Law;
* Losses.. through the death of great persons {Globally}

USA Planet Uranus, Mundane Astrology --
* Technology!, outer space programs!,
* Scientific Breakthroughs and discoveries {vaccines}.
* Wild changes in weather {Climate-Change* new dept in USA};
* Political tension,
* Right-wing political ideas, fascism;
anarchy, anti-political movements,
conflict of interest;
* Upsets -- Change that MUST happen.

12th House in Mundane Astrology
* The internet WEB and all LARGE institutions;
* Institutions such as Hospitals
..{??covid, massive needs to hospitalize?? hospitals are overwhelmed at this time}
'Insurances and finance'..
* Prisons,
* group hospitalizations;
. .
* Spies, "secret enemies", Crime and Criminals
..{observe the 'ilks of men' and the 'types' of crimes being granted Grace by #45's presidential-pardons right now as he readies to leaves office; bribes-for-pardons}
{Qanon, Neo-nazi groups, Haters, would fit this 'secret' category};
* Foreign debts,
* Wars and smuggling ...

Natal charts--
~Natal 12th rules "places of confinement"
.. {in our homes due to Covid pandemic}--
~Natal 6th house deals with
'work, daily life, health, pets,'
.. as well as 'health of the Nation'.

Your
Country's Chart and
Charts of its Leaders--
. .
Transits to these these leader and nation charts can bring impacts into our own lives.

So basically--
Results of Eclipses are firstly "GENERAL"
affecting the Nations,
and their Leaders,
which then trickle-down to our own lives.

Interesting Note--
USA is closer to having her next
Ceres Pisces Return --
Has to do with food,
receiving nourishment--
and Work.
{Americans overwhelmingly are currently food-insecure, as they line-up for charitable foodlines,
as the direct-cause of a few ruthless govt-legislators who continue to make deeper draconic cuts into public emergency funds, the safety-nets that protect those in trouble! (covid19)}
With Grief, Death, and Transitions
covid deaths predicted to DOUBLE in the next month (December)!!
^
CERES has to do with Productivity and Work-Stoppages {massive layoffs}
Disabilities {due to mental health issues?}
inability to work, or hold down a job, prolonged unemployment, workers recipients of compensation;
and workaholism
. .
USA Ceres Pisces has a meaning of
"nurturing with Compassion,"
"alleviating the suffering of others";
USA Ceres in the 3rd House,
creating networks of friends and associates.
..
ref Demetra George, AG

=======================================

Today, Saturday, Dec 12, 2020

USA Ceres rx Pisces 8.41
currently Ceres is Pisces 6.31

The week of December 21, 2020,
The USA will have her CERES Pisces Return.

Legislators in USA Govt have been 'stuck' on releasing relief checks to allow Americans to have these by Christmas, December 25, 2020.

DUE to no checks--
DUE to Legislators putting a HALT to programs that had been in place to SAVE people from FURTHER losses--
in my own State there will be an ONSLAUGHT of newly Evicted people put-out to 'the streets' --

These are NEWLY {needlessly!!} HOMELESS -- all for the sake of a 'few' extremist right-wingers who choose willingly to 'withhold' life-saving HELP to their constituents--
all for gloating on the power-of-the-herd in sinful EGO issues.

They have NO IDEA what horrible SUFFERING that *these* have "caused" the Good People of the USA--- who bear the BRUNT of it all.

When individuals fall that-far behind financially to lose their HOME {especially low income renters}, then you've lost MUCH MORE than can be imagined.

It's tied to your CREDIT Rating {for the next 7 years which will BAN you from gaining other good housing, affect your ability to obtain a job for some people)-- worst though, it also deeply affects your own self-esteem and self-worth.

I've seen older adult men *in tears* on TV News, saying that 'for the first time in their LIFE' they are "asking for help"!!!

How Heartless, RUTHLESS, and morally Blind these Legislators are!!

There are things that are invisibly LOST and impacted PAST the material side of things.
Needing to toss your belongings {that can't be replaced}!! {for not being able to even afford storage units}, puts you backwards even FURTHER. All those things cost money to replace-- if you ever get back up on your feet again.

You not-only lose in 'the Material' but your self-esteem, sense of worth, and confidence... along with your body's health itself --- the stress is overwhelming inside the body, and, the mind & emotions. Some might even resort to suicide.

The safety-net programs built in the early 1900s, had been under-cover been undermined, closed, or seed-monies stollen-from by legislators-- in the State and Fed.
Some of this very-slow very-subtle undermining has been traced back to the Reagan admin years. Slowly slowly slowly, removing more and more-- and now, with the pandemic, we discover the harm it has done to want to dismantle it all.

-- CALLOUS --

These are ALL materialistically "comfortable" members of our Govt, who live in 'fine homes', have good health care, easily pay utilities & insurances, and have 'all they can eat'.

Some CONTINUE with their agenda to 'do nothing'--- There was even one controlling-senator even 'chuckling' about 'his power' on a camera interview. He 'knows' full well what he does. He doesn't CARE. Oblivious.

He is Holding Back Good from those that desperately NEED it--- for their LIFE's SAKE!!

Do not withhold good from those to whom it is due,
when it is in your POWER to ACT.
- Proverbs 3:27 NIV

If anyone, then, KNOWS the good they OUGHT to do
and does not DO it,
it is sin for them.
- James 4:17 NIV

- http://www.biblegateway.com/verse/en/Proverbs%203:27

- http://www.biblegateway.com/verse/en/James%204:17

__________________________________________
*THIS didn't need to happen to people.......*
Congress has a LOT to ANSWER-FOR
They, the obstinate unreasonable Republicans,
are KILLING PEOPLE.

posted December 13, 2020 03:24 PM            

Christmas Countdown Clock
. . . . . . . . . http://www.xmasclock.com/ . . . . . . . . .

(music) Animals sing "12 Days of Christmas"
(vid by Andrew Grantham, Dec 2011)
[4:42] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=obGjx8Hry3M

(music) The Friendly Beasts (Tom Roush, lyrics)
[3:32] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rKA_iYg3PTE

(music) Little Drummer Boy (for King & Country)
[4:59] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NzEX3QMuVPM

posted December 14, 2020 10:59 AM            

LESS THAN 2 MINUTES TO TOTALITY!! W O W

Gian Massi Live Event
- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WoFjnn-ZmX0

TimeAndDate - Live Event
- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vmVLIDq9wok

posted December 14, 2020 11:40 AM            

VACCINATION by Phizer against COVID19
- http://www.msn.com/en-us/health/medical/us-administers -1st-doses-of-pfizer-coronavirus-vaccine/ar-BB1bUHD2?ocid=msedgntp

timestamps within the article above.
9:23 am was the first one I saw mentioned

__________________________________
2:37pm

I have a News Notification that sends messages during the day.

MORTALITY
The USA has now PASSED 300,000 COVID 19 DEATHS.

posted December 15, 2020 11:24 AM            

Mars is almost done in Aries.
You might feel better after it crosses to Taurus {by Biden's inauguration}. Hope so. ... (I didn't go further to check your chart for that time period, though).

Mars is visiting your Mercury Aries H6.
Chatter Chatter in your head, too?

With your Aries Sun stellium in H6 .. transiting Mars is having its last-go with that area. MARS is a BOOSTER of energies. That's nice right now in the 'health zone' with COVID. Although too, Mars transit 6th Aries could be prone to 'fever'. Great for WORKING.

Sun in the 6th does BETTER when you follow a ROUTINE. I don't need to tell you more about that. You NEED to follow the 'clock' as far as rising then going to sleep around the same hour. You NEED good food, balanced 'square' diet, on the clock.

Take some walks, some exercise the SAME way.

In my lifetime, I've been a sensitive-sleeper too. When I was 4 1/2 after tonsil operation, the nurse wrote down on my health record that I "sleep in a series of 'naps'."

That's absolutely true. Even to this day.

The BEST ADVICE on sleeping that I'd ever received was from the Mistress of Novices when I was a beginner nun (in monastery). She said, We go to BED, in order to REST the body-- for me, 'sleep' was a bonus!

So. You're on fire girl!!
Get your body to BED on time, for a clump of hours, for REST. Then get up, and (as much as you can) get active. Have a Balanced Diet. Let your body be able to 'predict' better-- will reward you if you do that.

I know you're into 'fads' and health trends?
Be careful of that!! for real. (Seriously)
Herbs can be as powerful as drugs to a sensitive 6th house body.

If this applies to you-- Sometimes psych-meds can ALSO interfere with sleep, NATURAL sleep. If you are on even a mild tranquilizer, it will get better after you titrate self OFF of them. Might take a few 'months' of clearing that from your body. You body will take over with natural sleep.
.. So right now, your body may be being 'forced chemically' {including strong herbs}. Off and on switch. Seriously those chemicals play with the sensitive balance of your system, your health-- NATURE.

If you EVER get the lucky chance to ween self, you'll have a Good and Natural body, which then you-yourself will have the capacity to 'train'.

It's a working-relationship!
Compromises? .. Actually, it's LEARNING what to call as "normal" for YOU, and not judging self.

If you are a natural night-owl?
When you have the chance to get employed, you could work 'the shift' that works WITH the best part of your 24 hours. Use it to your Advantage. Not everyone chooses 2nd shift, or graveyard shifts. You could make more money for being available for those hours.

You 'go to bed to REST'-- not Sleep.

So... I am wishing you the BEST at whatever adjusting you'll need to make or take.

posted December 15, 2020 04:18 PM            

Total New Moon SN Eclipse Sagittarius 23.08
Monday, December 14, 2020
16:18 UT time.

Will be conjunct my asteroid
Pallas Athene Sagittarius rx 21.50 H1 conjunct
Fixed Star Ras Alhague 21.50 H1sag
in Constellation Ophuichus {sidereal}.

quotes..
"The Chinese name the Ras Alhague star 'the astrologer'.
Represents not only the 'healing' aspect,
but also in some circumstances represent
'ability to understand "symbolic meaning"
and to "predict omens." '
- www.neptunesauraastrology.wordpress.com/2014/05/08/ras-alhague-fixed-star/

*~
More from ----
Cayelin Castell, quotes.
The story of Ophuichus, the Serpent Bearer,
reminds of ancient healing wisdom,
the power to bring Dead back to life,
and how our Dreams are a path to healing.
. .
On Dec 14, 2020 the Total Solar eclipse
is aligned with Ras Alhague
opening to otherworldly portal
into the dreamscape
where the Dreams we are dreaming have easy access to this reality.
. .
In 2019 Jupiter expanded our connection to Ophiuchus
facilitating more "conscious dreaming."
. .
The 'head' of the Serpent-Bearer in the Sky,
where the star Ras Alhague is located,
is said to be filled with powerful, ageless healing wisdom
that has the potential to restore and revitalize.
. .
"If conjunct the Moon, Mars, or Neptune ---
the native is very prone to infections in general,
and to 'epidemic infections'."
{Covid19 pandemic synchronicity}
. .
This star is beneficial to everyone involved in
"creative visualization"
around physical healing.
. .
The energies from this star are amplified by 'physical movement'
when done from
the perspective of love, acceptance, knowing,
and our personal I AM.
The result in essence is a way of
moving Joy into our space/time reality
through movement-- when we intentionally chose it.
. .
Holistic healing of mind and body.

You can find more info in this link..
- www.cayelincastell.com/rasalhague-crown-chakra-star-of-ophuichus/
{Shamanic Astrology}

Eclipse at 23+ Sag is
within 3~4 degrees of
my NorthNode-GalacticCenter 26/27+ Sag in H1.

Sextile
30 Urania rx Libra 23.45
193 Ambrosia rx Libra 23.53
25000 Astrometria rx 24.16
2779 Mary rx 24.33
{Neptune rx Libra 25.50 in H10}

Trine "the generational planet" PLUTO
Pluto+P.o.Fortune 24.25 LEO at e.o. H8cancer.
18 Melpomene Leo 24.14
136108 Haumea Leo {aka "Santa Claus"} 24.37
113 Amalthea Leo 24.42

Square
(intercepted Moon Virgo 24.56) 9th house
227 Philosophia Pisces 23+

Is across from 44613 Rudolph 23.14 Gemini H7

. . . .

(music) Rudolph The Red Nosed Reindeer
(kids, lyrics)
[1:53] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c9ps42Frh6Y

Some of you have NEPTUNE at/around 23 Sag.
Try doing some "Dream incubation" ..
Go to bed, asking your subconscious mind to give you a night Dream, for insight on any certain concerns in your life.

Portal to the mystical.

posted December 15, 2020 08:32 PM            

quote:

---

Originally posted by vansio:
@teasel Have you tried Melatonin as a sleep-aid? A good sized bottle of 3mg portions is fairly priced at Trader Joe’s

---

I did, several years back, and I can't remember why I stopped. I think I was still drowsy for hours after waking up.