posted November 01, 2019 10:13 AM            

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Originally posted by teasel:
Do you mean the boards, or home?

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I'm talking about next-wall neighbor's woofers.. their audio system is concentrated and so powerful I can feel the percussions beating INSIDE parts of my body, depending on 'what' they are listening to. It's torture, sometimes. That's what I meant by hunkering down. This is a tiny apartment, with no place of it able to be a refuge EXCEPT my focusing on some kind of distraction on the computer-- posting or studying. Sometimes sitting at the computer is TOO HARD because of 'which' game they are playing on their audio system. I can't stand being in this chair-- too strong. My bathroom is the WORST sometimes, trying to take a shower, then put on make-up, is something I have to 'prepare' myself to be able to stand. I've done a lot of 'crying' there.

I have a refined biological nerve-system.
It's blessed that I have an accompanying high-tolerance for 'certain' kinds of pain.

I try to stay Gentle inside, remaining in Hope that some kind of help will come.

There's no help available through any of the agencies for me personally. Govt has stripped the finances to many things that were available once for people to get-ahead who had needed temporary help. It's for 'certain demographics' only now.

We locally have a "crisis" in affordable housing.. one of the reasons why Rm and I haven't been able to relocate. Plus, most of the low-income housing, have terrible construction, where we would be subject to *neighbors* like the ones who live next-wall with giant woofer system. (No sound-proofing)

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I had seen some of your posts about challenges you have with some personalities here? .. I hope you find a way to 'adjust' self "around" them. I've been aware of cliques at LL from around 9 months into my being a member here. Some people are just mean. And I know, that that hurts inside.

Teasel-- Some longer astro-chart-transits.
So.. I had seen in your chart that because of 12th House matters, that just-about anything you would try to do (with them) might backfire. Your chart highlights being perceived as a combatant, where you might not 'intend' to BE seen that way to others.

Gently... just... be 'aware' of that. It's not a 'conscious' thing. It's something going on that you and others are not consciously aware of happening. If you KNOW this.. now you can adjust self inside, so you're not feeling 'hurt'.. and try to be aware of what you may be coming off to *them* as, WITHOUT you're meaning to..

*grin* .. Exempting the political forums..
Go fer it!! They're "asking" for it!!! ROFL!!

As LONG as we can all come together in non-political forums as Kind to each other, then, I call that Success. Jwhop always wishes me a Happy Birthday, and happy holidays. I LOVE THAT about him.

Sometimes I don't know if that forum is just for 'theatrics' … So, try to take it in that kind of vein too? .. Politics is a SPORT. Gotta be able to walk away, shaking hands.

I've 'seen' some of what's going on....
Just know that 'you're bigger than that'.

I had planned on commenting in the various places. Still do. I avoid SweetPeas, except if certain people post, OR, the Global thread needs a bump or an add.

Be 'secure' in your self, Teasel. You're a good egg!

Treat others the way you would want to be treated. Even if they don't come around?, then YOU know that you did the Right thing. Develop that kind of conscience.

I try to practice seeing what's BEST in a person, and relating to them from THAT energy.

I'll talk to you on your various other posts, so the topic-reference will be there.

posted November 03, 2019 01:50 PM            

The past two days, presented a sewage water-cleanup for me. Next-wall people had their toilet overflow into our apartment-- AGAIN. {I have transiting Neptune Pisces halfway through my intercepted 3rd House. }

So. This time it was Rm's bathroom that got flooded. I threw away the area rug we used to cover that floor. Vinyl flooring in that room has been curling at its edges and joints. The base of his sink/vanity has already had substantial warping and disintegration, over these years. Has rotted swollen (usually dry) particle board problems. Had done my best at vacuuming the debris under its base, as it loses more chunks and pieces, turning back into ~dirt. (LOL.. more Scorpio).

As long as there aren't fast-moving yukky antennae'd 'critters' living under there?, hey-then, I'm Good! {I hate bugs!!}

The 'front' looks cosmetically clean, in "the illusion" of repair, as the maintenance guys {fed with yummy treats when they visit!} had recently noticed and offered to replace the cabinet doors with brand-new ones, for appearance-improvement.

Yup... This ole 'place' has some "character" to it. I don't mind the imperfections, as long as it's cleanable and safe. If they smell alright, I like old places.

Shamrock!!..
I bought a little shamrock plant for last St Patrick's Day 2019. It's blossoming and growing quite well these days, as it entered a new phase of resurrection. Likes the cooler nights.

New blooms of delicate little white flowers, like tiny trumpet-lilies, open to greet me every morning. They close themselves tight and fold-in, as though to sleep as the day changes to night.

Reminds me of the way small birds can tuck their beaks and head under their wings to say goodnight at the end of the day.

Today is Sunday!

(music) Old Irish Blessing
(arr. Scott Shattuck, perf by Lux Singers, Aug 17, 2020)
[3:35] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MBIjC8683yM

Lyrics
May the road rise to meet you,
May the wind be always at your back.
May the sun shine warm upon your face,
The rains fall soft upon your fields.
And until we meet again,
May God hold you in the palm of his hand.

May the Lord bless you and keep you,
May the Lord cause his face to shine upon you,
And give you peace.

Should the storms rise to meet you,
Should the clouds turn day to deepest night,
Should God it seems be hid from thee,
Should friends betray and solace flee,
Please know thy God holds you in palm of His hands.

posted November 04, 2019 05:04 PM            

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Originally posted by mirage29:

Sending you hugs!

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I you, thank you.

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*grin* .. Exempting the political forums..
Go fer it!! They're "asking" for it!!! ROFL!!

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You made me laugh out loud.

posted November 06, 2019 10:23 AM            

You must be proud of having a dad who can go up on the roof and FIX things? *grin* I would admire that ability very much.

I had a dad who was VERY handy.

In fact, he used to fix those big military transport C110, C130 airplanes, back in the 1950's till he retired in the 1980s.

I had a bicycle. He replaced broken parts with pieces of aircraft that were going to be thrown out. Heard my dad quip that my bike was made of more airplane parts than original-bicycle!!

When I was an adult, I heard him say how good it made him feel that I had 'the confidence' in him that I had. He overheard me saying to everyone, "My daddy can fix ANYTHING!"

I'm glad that made him feel good.

And I am so refreshed that you have a Dad who Cares so much about you, Teasel. *Heart*

(music) Don't Let The Rain Come Down! (Serendipity Singers, vintage music) [3:13] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KtBGG49T50E

My dad would tease me mercilessly. When he would see HOW upset I'd become at him, he'd gather me up and force me to sit-still on his knee. Then he'd sing several different songs to me, trying to soothe me, so he'd get back into my good graces once again.

This was one of them---

(music) Oh! My Papa (Eddie Fischer, 1954) [3:13] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6dWOsP_wly0

posted November 07, 2019 09:28 AM            

The Sun in Scorpio 14+ in H11 is/was ON my Part Of Astrology.

# Astrology2.0 forum
Happy Birthday to us! {LL's 19th Birthday}
by Randall

I delineate some of the synastry between LL's Chart and mine.

- http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum24/HTML/241419.html

posted November 07, 2019 01:10 PM            

Today is Joni Mitchell's Birthday!

- http://www.astro.com/astro-databank/Mitchell,_Joni
(music) River (Joni Mitchell, lyrics)
[4:03] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GpFudDAYqxY

posted November 11, 2019 08:11 AM            

November 11, 2019 Monday
Special TRANSIT of planet Mercury travelling across the disk of the SUN in Scorpio.

Only happens 13 or 14 times a CENTURY!!

Mercury rx will cross the Sun 18.56 Scorpio.

This website will tell you WHEN it's occurring in your area!
http://www.timeanddate.com/eclipse/transit/2019-november-11

LL-time EST {East Coast USA}
Begins the crossing of Sun at 7:34 am
CENTER of the Sun at 10:19 am
Ends the cross of Sun at 1:04 pm

Last time this happened was May 9, 2016.
Next time it happens is Nov. 13, 2032.

Eric Francis says,
"This brings in the theme of the awareness of mortality."

_____________________
Adding another website.
- http://www.jpl.nasa.gov/edu/events/2019/11/11/watch-the-transit-of-mercury-2019/ [/B][/QUOTE]
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(music) There's A Little Black Spot On The Sun Today (The Police, excellent vid on Mercury crossing Sun, with photos of other such crossings over the years) [3:58] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QtfpzWo3P-Y

Natal placement
Saturn rx Scorpio 16.22 H11
15230 Alona rx Scorpio 17.16
13226 Soulie Scorpio rx 18.59'47"
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Here's a REPLAY of the Mercury-Sun Scorpio event.
5 1/2 hours
Soooo Surreal!!!!!!

(posted by CosmoSapiens, Nov 11, 2019) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JodpVwQwctA

There was ALSO a Launch of a Rocket that will distribute many many satellites in the sky at the peak of it.
The satellites are to provide internet services around the entire globe.

posted November 14, 2019 08:30 PM            

Yep. We're hearing more about him lately..
Transiting Jupiter in Sag is on USA asteroid Carter.

Hi Teasel! So sweet to pass along the song Adoramus Te, thank you. Came with the right-timing for me. I needed that.

You have a LOT of views on it already.
Over 4,659 right now.
With the Christmas Season approaching, that number should go up.

Interesting collection you have on that youtube. 7 years.

Love this song on your Beautiful list.

(music) Holding back the years (Simply Red, 1985) [4:29] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lbQl14tJIWM

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Politics---
I did some of the asteroids that I would have expected to be 'active' during the hearing for impeachment. Wow!!

Really and truly... It spelled out everything underlying this-- so clearly.

I studied the USA chart (natal and progressed), and Trump's. I think I may have some insight on what's happening with him..

Neptune Transit!
transiting Neptune is squaring BOTH his Sun AND his Moon, simultaneously. .. yikes. I went through tNeptune square my Sun transit here while at LL, when I first started. Not fun.. It put my 'mind' in a fog!! I have a Gemini Sun (but earlier than Trump's). To have BOTH Moon and Sun squared by Neptune??? wow.

Then add Neptune squaring Uranus too?
.. 'splains things??

The other thing going on with his chart, has to do with his Jupiter Libra, in squares with transiting Pluto and Saturn. That's a LOT of aggravation and frustration.. all at once! {t Saturn-Pluto Cap}

I might do a post describing which asteroids I used, and how they 'positioned' themselves for the swearing-in of first day of hearing. *eek* .. omg.

There's a LOT there. a Lot!!
But if there was only one thing to say, {especially with that Sat-Plut square his Jupiter?), is that, gently, he needs to NOT make Dems out to be his enemies.. .. My God! He would get soooo much done, under that transit, if he would just 'pause' and consider.

When I look at charts, I like to get the flavor of who and what that person is about. I saw some of his earlier interviews ~~2005. We need 'that' person... to come back into his body.

He's had transiting Neptune in his 7th for these past years.

He's got to stop fighting the Dems like they are the enemy-- Dems really have some pretty cooperative souls?? if you TRY to work with them.

No immediate promise-- but I'll try to write-up the political asteroids I saw!!

posted November 16, 2019 01:43 PM            

This IS a time when energies can be more inward. It's okay to take that time, and thanks for your supporting my 'own' needs for inward space. *hug*

You've been through A LOT already in your lifetime. You have much to ADD to Others, from what you've experienced.

Please do NOT feel like you are intruding if you go and make comments on her thread.

posted November 20, 2019 07:45 AM            

I have many memories of her. She died July 4th, 1984. I've talked about her in my Good Performed thread, and other conversations here at LL.

One of the memories I've been recalling is how others enjoyed her wit and engaging conversations concerning politics with uncles and aunts on weekend big warm family dinners.

She had been forced to give up her schooling when she was a young teen. She was the oldest girl in the family, and when her mother passed away, she was automatically appointed to the duty of 'chief cook and bottle-washer'-- to manage the household. She had to give up her Dream, in order to care for her father and take over as mother-guardian to her 8 younger siblings, the youngest of whom was still an ?infant.

She had had ambitions to become a "woman lawyer" in the early 1900s and the days of the suffragettes. She was actively involved with the forming of Unions in the textile mills of northeast USA, to increase safety and health of atmospheres, and to protect the children who worked long hours in those factories. I recall the stories she told. She had received threats against her life FOR standing up for what was Right. She helped advocate for Child Labor Laws in the factories.

Her Sun Scorpio was in my 12th House,
trine degree of my Jupiter Cancer H8.

After I'd left home in my teens, she and I had a 'secret' pen-pal relationship. Her daughter was an early Sagittarius {Nov 25} (also my 12th House), who also participated in letter-writing exchanges.

I still have her Letters in my possession.

She loved the musical group The Carpenters.
This was "our" song.
I usually play it twice a year in memory of her.

yt notes say, "The song was first released as a single (yes, a 45) on November 20, 1970, and earned gold record status.

Happy Birthday, Memere {Nov 20}

posted November 24, 2019 11:06 AM            

Duh. LOL. We're not even married?!!!!
I've been his SLAVE, and 'working' in a PLACE that MAKES ME SICK.
He COULD have helped fend for me.
Nope.

He's been extra-perturbed recently.
He's begun to THROW things against the walls, which frightens me.

He once was made to take Anger Management courses (twice). {Needs a refresher??}. Something else must be going on (privately) with him. He must be in some kind of trouble (that he hasn't shared with me). I've seen him get this way before, when he's in some kind of trouble.

Neighbor Fight Last Night----------
Oh. There was a HUGE fight outside our front window last night. A woman screamed. A car screeched. There were loud loud arguments.

I said to Rm, Should we call 911 for help for them? He said NOTHING. He seemed IRRITATED with "ME" and blasted the TV Higher to cover the sounds of the fighting.

He's definitely NOT a ~neighbor you'd want to rely on for Safety help? … He 'minds his own business'. Detached.

I kept an ear out for that woman's safety.

I figured there are OTHER neighbors who were 'hearing'.. and, that cultural group usually keep good watches out for each other. I've seen fights before where MEN flooded out of various apartments to break up physical fights.

So I counted on that, and did not myself call 911.

*~

RM knows nothing of his own astrology.
Doesn't care to.

{I could have taught him sooo much, had he had 'interest' in the things I shared with him! I gave up.}

Venus-Jupiter Sag 28 is EXACT to his 7th House.
He has a Gemini Rising 28+.
The Christmas Eclipse will be in his 7th, near his Chiron 7th.
I had entered INTO his life, as a Help, when PLUTO was on his Chiron.

The MASSIVE Conjunction in Capricorn in January will be ON his P.o.Fortune H8, and ON my CERES Cap H2, WITH my Progressed Moon Capricorn conjunct. I'll be having my Ceres 25+ Return too.---- phew~~ That's a LOT of energy??
I hope it works FOR me.

With RM P.o.Fortune?.. Maybe it's his 'good fortune' that I LEAVE HIS LIFE now.

If I can't get 'help' moving, he'll have a brand new desktop computer {given to me when he had retired}??? I couldn't open it and set it up!! My room was too crowded with my research bins (and writings) to open it. AND, I couldn't afford the accessories TO the desktop, including software I'd need. .. Right now, it's "just" a two boxes with machines in them. Can't "use" them.

Venus-Jupiter Sag 28 occurred on the degrees after my North Node 26-27 Sag H1.

The next Sagittarius New Moon 4+ is in my Scorpio 12th House (cusp 22+).

I need to move out.

Right now, there's NO WAY to physically do that, without throwing away all my earthly possessions---- including all my writings, research, and data, plus mini-reference library.

There's NO WAY I could 'sell' these things either.
They must be destroyed, and thrown away.

Choose only a few clothes-outfits for winter, because I can't lug suitcases. Can't afford a Storage unit. Ugh. All I have room for would be the clothes I would WEAR. It's winter. Coats are DEFINITELY needed, and take up carrying-room.

IF there is any internet-Friends with Connections that could 'Make A Difference' in my own life?... then the time is arriving that you would 'show up' for me, very very soon.

I came here yesterday to post. I had five major things to talk about. Tried to do it. TOO MUCH sonic INTERFERENCE here. I backed-out.

I have an appointment on Wednesday (after Neptune goes direct) with a PAIN doctor. The PAIN I experience GOES AWAY when Sonics are 'normal'.

I really don't think there's anything anyone could do, short of REMOVING me from the environmental-hazards that CAUSE my distress--- and to allow this body to 'heal' itself.

I've seen signs (in my body) that this is 'possible' WERE I to have a GOOD place to live. At age 64 and 1/2 (on Nov 29th), it's time for me to have PEOPLE show-up for me, in my life. There are a lot of Compassion folks out there. I hope they are on-it.

But then too----- How would I 'afford' a place?
UNLESS I had allies available who could CONNECT me to ~whatever, to help make that Possible.

So.

Sorry that I can't be "inspirational" today.
This is more like asteroid CERES in Capricorn. I'll be having my Return-CERES at 25+ Cap.

I've seen sooo much evidence of what CERES Cap is doing in the wider-world.

On the bus home the other day, I had my Eleanor Bach book (from 1973) on the Goddesses. She wrote soooo passionately and eloquently on the Goddesses and their function in our modern world.

I rode that bus home, with misty eyes.

So---- IF you're OUT there, and WISH to Do Good for a person whose HEART was to also Do Good, ……. then, I personally NEED you to "show up" for me.

Thanks.
I WANT a Good Future, a Productive Future.
I need help to move towards that.

Just want to say too---
I've cancelled Christmas decorations in the apartment now.
{He doesn't "like" Holidays. Bah-Humbug??}
awww. I'll be Celebrating, without the visuals. I'll Celebrate by walking the 'hood. Looking at the festivities of Others. And REMEMBERING Christmas.. in my Heart.

I found out that it 'upsets' him that I've been spending TIME on HIS computer.

I'll have to really RESTRICT my time when he is in his apartment. He spends MOST of his time in front of TV, playing on his I-pad and fancy I-phone.

Makes me sad.

Have a Good Venus-Jupiter Day.
I just checked the astro-clock.
Venus-Jupiter Sag is IN transiting ELEVENTH House.
House of Friends, Associates, Networking, The Internet, My Hopes Dreams, Aspirations.

posted November 24, 2019 06:54 PM            

He said he didn't mean a word of what he said to me.
He had a conversation in his head about what his daughter had said decades ago to divorce her husband at the time. He said the words he told me where hers. He didn't "mean" them.

He said he wants me to KNOW that I am very welcomed to STAY here as LONG as I want. He never intends to make me feel like I'm not welcomed here.

For me, I know he says he is "content" living here. My coworkers said it's because I 'do' that for him. {Probably why he says he doesn't mind me staying.....}. He will lose his support-person.. doing everything for him, for over a decade.

The MAIN reason I would relocate would be for my HEALTH. He's "content" here. It makes me "sick" here. He does NOT "want" to move. I "need" to move, for my future-health's sake. To remain here, is just making the pain worse, probably because my nerve-system has 'had it', and *they* are bringing in stronger boosted equipment.

Without the sonics, and because I am familiar with him, I would have been willing to 'serve' him until his OWN health warranted either going to live with his daughter, or a nursing home. Thing is?? There is no financial protections in-place for me here, were he suddenly to NEED that. {That's what marriage contracts and insurances do-- to protect the spouse.}

I am NOT protected should 'anything' happen to him.
I've heard him talk about how "everything" will go to his daughter, who is well-to-do.

I would be instantly homeless.

So anyways.....
Just wanted to say 'how the day ended'.
What a shocker. Not his 'usual'.

The 'tension' that was there earlier today, will be resolving by tomorrow.

The *sonics* unfortunately will not.

I'm going to hold on the Faith that there are internet people who have been following me and have an INTEREST in me. (Some of you, for a LONG long time).

There's a clear place inside me, that Believes I will be helped, … and better than just 'helped'. I was to THRIVE, and be working side by side (in whatever way I can, with what talents I have with your supports) with folks working to make this World a Better Place, with the time I have left on earth.

I had an asteroid analysis planned for the impeachment hearings. I shall hang on to this for a while. Maybe if there are asteroid people interested in my findings {which were stunning}, then, they'll let me know.

Sorry for not staying longer, posting a song.
Too much interference right now.

So. I'll try to catch you all at a better time, for posting.

I love writing these posts.
I love discussing all the various things I cover.

Might share some of the passages I found on Goddess asteroids in Eleanor's book at another time. .. Really, her words were sooo Beautiful, and so passionate. Wrote it in 1973. Still relevant today.

Have a Good Day, and, Thanksgiving Week!

May we be Grateful for the things we have!

If the Native Americans hadn't 'helped' the first settlers make it through that first winter, then things would have been different.

We became Neighbors, and Shared collectively from our Bounties.

May we renew that spirit.

Blessings going out to those I've seen on TV news, who are busy donating cans and birds and aluminum baking pans, for those who are not "doing-as-well" in this Prosperous Nation's Booming economy.

May God stir Others to help these with their utilities (and medical costs) too-- over these coming Winter Months.

When I was a teenager,
I had heard about a woman who was married to an alcoholic that had taken their money out of the bank, and left her. She and her children needed her utilities-bill paid or they would be turned-off.
.. In those days,
you could quietly go to the bank, tell the person's name, and put money on a person's utility account.

We had been in a study & prayer group together. I'm sure she didn't expect that a teenager would have paid her bill. Wonderful thing was-- she never figured out where that money came from.

It made my Heart really Glad to have brought them that relief.

posted December 05, 2019 09:18 AM            

So. He offered a ride there. Then he went grocery-shopping {usually the only time I can get a ride, versus carrying heavy packages walking-a-ways to catch a bus}, then he went from the store to wait outside the restaurant to pick me up {so I wouldn't be standing there in the dark, waiting}. That was nice of him. He does Kind things.

They had an impressive turn-out for the first meeting.

I recognized two of them as having belonged to the astrology group that closed earlier in the year.

I've been in the locale long enough to have told them some of the history behind one astrology group that used to meet back in mid-2000s. They were more a 'conspiracy theory' group... and way too far-right politically that I felt very uncomfortable. It was the days before Obama's election. I had brought everyone a copy of Biden's chart to discuss,,, and they (kindly) laughed at me? Thought it was 'cute'.
.. I attended that group around 4 times, then, gave up on them. LOL

When they closed, after a while, that 2nd group started. I could 'get myself there' but had challenges with catching the 'last-bus' out to my own area. NO ONE offered any rides. It was only an ~8 minute or less drive. The people had cars and lived/drove in the opposite direction than where I lived. No offers.
.. I stopped going.
AND, they charged $8.00 a meeting-- which was REALLY VERY steep for me. I came armed with copies of charts of a special sky transit we'd been having. That, plus bus-ticket, just ADDED to the cost. NO ride offers to go home? .. I didn't go anymore. (I always offer gas-money to people who offer rides.)

So. This new astrology group had offered the first meeting 'for free'. Rm offered the ride to go meet them, because it was FAR by bus, and ride-home would have been risky.
.. They were going to make 'this' the place and time for the group.
I said, "I am ride-challenged".. There was one person who drove VERY far to come to this group. SUPER far. She said she comes down a certain heavy road? I said that was far away from my own locale. .. we sorta let that drop. NONE of the others offered.
.. So, at this point I can't see myself going back.

Astrologically as students, the leader was in her 20s, and had only been into astrology about 4 or 5 mos (she said). She was paying for online lessons in the Hellenistic branch of astrology (for her first exposure). She was quite dogmatic and saying that "this" was 'the only way' astrology should be approached? … LOL
.. I saw the stack of her books in astrology in the center of the table. She was not aware that she is mixing specific (more advanced) types of astrology.

BTW, I do like Hellenistic-- especially as taught by Demetra George. And I "do" very much know some of what and where this young astrologer student was coming from. I too was (and am) an enthusiastic promoter. (I can see myself in her-- and I think it's audaciously cool that she is starting a live-group to study-with.)

So at one point, she started talking about Hellenistic approach to traditional 'rulerships'... and how 'that' system was the best.
I was looking at her book-stack. Her collection included a book on Esoteric astrology.
I said, you know?--
Esoteric astrology uses different Rulers for the Signs?
.. For example, the ruler of Gemini is Mercury in traditional astrological systems. But in Esoteric astrology VENUS rules Gemini.
.. I saw the 'light bulb' go on for her. She thanked me for 'explaining' that, as it had confused her.

They started talking about vibrational astrology. I said that's a WHOLE different animal!!! LOL
I said the astrologer that heads that branch up gives workshops. It's a long afternoon drive, but, people can go take his workshops since it's drivable.
I heard an enthusiastic comment-- it could be our first trip as a 'group'.

I stopped inside, knowing that this costs money, that I don't have.

The Pisces across from me asked in a quieter voice, which house system I used?
Placidus was my answer. She said it's the one she preferred also.

I agree how confusing it can be in at-table conversations when people discuss in Whole House systems. It really skews 'how' the chart is approached. Comes at the same information, in less-DIRECT way. For me, Placidus is choice.

I managed to be able to give two mini-readings to persons sitting next to me. Again and again, it 'shocks' me when what I pick up on, is True. It gives the other person more faith in what I would say..
The other person had had a very DOOMY interpretation of her chart. She was in a state of dismay.
.. After taking a look at her chart, I pointed at her Cappy 4th-- said something, and AUTOMATICALLY it opened her up because what I said was correct!! {shocker shocker for me again}. Then, she was able to take-in my own interpretation of the horrible-thing that the astrologer she paid for told her. He had NO BUSINESS saying that to her and leaving the client in that kind of state of mind.

So. I won't be going back because I am Ride Challenged. Money Challenged.

Uber??..
I don't OWN a cell-phone {except as a 911and limited calls during emergency, with texting-- which was great during recent hurricanes}.
It is not connected to the internet.
Can't afford it.
And, its features are very-limited in what it can do.
{I had asked my coworkers at V-job. They explained.}

I'm on my way to a Physical Therapist evaluation this morning in an effort to try to ease the *sonics*-based PAIN and discomforts.
I went to the Pain Clinic appointment.
He gave me a drug that I feel HORRIBLE on..
I don't think I want to continue on it.
It's making the world feel flatter.
I feel more HOPELESS inside. It's dousing my inner spark, or driving it underground to where it is sooo remote.

Rm has offered to drive me this morning. {So Kind!} instead of busses.

He just reminded me we have to leave in the next few minutes.

Wrapping this up for now.
The SONICS coming into the apartment have gotten WORSE with new neighbor.

posted December 06, 2019 12:50 PM            

My physio-therapist is a Sun Taurus 25-26 degrees; his Taurus Sun is IN my 6th House, and conjuncts an asteroid having to do with 'dealing with challenges, disabilities or handicaps and accidental injuries?" Describes the kind of work he does.

Has his Moon in Gemini.
His name-asteroid is in Gemini 5.39 conjunct my Gemmy Sun 7+(8), inside my 6th House.

Currently, his transiting name-asteroid is rx and exactly-conjunct my Jupiter Cancer 27+ .. which is also a health-planet for me in the 8th, and is ruler of my Sag Ascendant.

I did some medical asteroids of the initial Pain-doctor visit too. Won't go into those now, but they are amazing finds.

Right now--- getting dizzy-spells this morning;
when I exert too much force and pressure, it rises~gushes to affect my head.

Also have to curb these "surges of joy" and enthusiasm as I make finds studying the astrology of the Times.
NOOOOOOOO??.

I LOVE to study!!
I want to COMMUNICATE everything I find!

I LOVE this stuff sooo much.

Politics too. The asteroids are being starkly "literal." I have been able to capture some of these, print them out, label and stash charts in some folders for the future. This USA Pluto Return perhaps was fated for this major testing the Constitution? (among other things)

So.

I called my Volunteer Job yesterday and told them I'm needing to take some weeks off from helping them.

I'll be in physio-T for around 5 weeks, twice a week, to condition some body parts. However, P-T person (AND the PainDoc) said they don't know how to help my sensory-nerve problems.

They're circumspectly trying to help figure out something that might work by at-least taking some of the edges off suffering.

I just really really hope that there comes a solution to my living-here. Afraid of more-debilitating damages occurring in my body-- Hoping for positive outcome with seeing the docs & P-therp. Hoping they come up with something that can stall any more harm.

Asteroid Hygeia has been retrograde in my 6th House.

*~
Yesterday the sonics were super bad, all day, from multiple sources.

New end-neighbors are immigrants here from Central America. I believe they are a Spanish Pentecostal church-ministry family. I hear them practicing an assortment of (electronic) musical band instruments, loudspeakers with microphones while they 'practice'...
**~oy. *whimpers* **

I waited to identify their noise-pattern. Had some nice-friendly exchanges with them, before approaching to ask that the man dial-back on his boosted-bass .. but .. *crickets*
(I had the sense that he did NOT like that I asked him to do that. Maybe he is ignoring my request.)

Seems that Thursdays might be their church-meeting night inside their apartment.
They barely speak English.
Otherwise, heck. I'd go join them?? LOL.
I recognize (and like) the praise and worship music they sing-- but it's all in Spanish.

This place rocks?! haha

posted December 07, 2019 06:11 PM            

We're going to need each other in the coming years.
Like one contributor said, We can do this when we're Together. He didn't say that in an aery-fairy way. There was a kind of invisible-palpable substance to it.

Another person said it will be important to enter this phase and keep a beginner's mind, and your Heart open.

That it might not be "enough" to just-know.
"What you 'think' you know may not reflect the real truth."

I have been keenly aware of that, and allow self to 'keep' what I believe I know, and, add the expanse that 'things are possible' in a Saggy deep-quiet scorpio kind of way.

This coming year should be an important one for me.

Jupiter in Capricorn?
This change comes with an underground excitement to me. Is still in my 1st House Sag (tropical, placidus). Jupiter Sag fire transit H1 doesn't feel like it's quite gone out. Jupiter Capricorn is still charged and semi-radioactive with trine to transiting Uranus Taurus (my H5). Jupiter Capricorn is warming and Gracing the earth.

Jupiter in Capricorn at 1-2 degrees will opp my Mars Cancer 2.36. Jupiter will conjunct my Equatorial Ascendant 2.06 Cap, AND my Prenatal Solar NN Christmas-Eclipse in 2.58 Capricorn. .. The coming NM Christmas-eclipse Dec 26 in 4.07 Capricorn will conjunct these points. Natal Fixed Star Polis Cap 2.36.

In the future, Jupiter Capricorn will be crossing H2 cusp at Valentine's Day week, coming into good aspects with natal Venus Taur H5, Saturn r in Scorp H11, then later my Moon in late-Virgo H(9)leo.

Will be having more 'elder' generational aspect transits, as it moves along. (I watched Rm's life as he moved through those, remaining sensitive to what that must-have felt like for him. He's around 2 1/2 years older than I am. Yes, a Saturn Libra.)

I'll be having my nodal half-returns.. peaking in August 2020 and first week of September.

My chart (and the chart of others around my age) will be impacted. With draconic govt changes, I can almost guess?! *~oy grin*

I feel my strengths, comfortable, engaged, and in my element in astrological meetings and chats. (Includes the local meet-up group I attended a week ago.)

There was one other meet-up group I was very interested in joining. It was a women's choral ensemble (Barbershop-style group singing). I had contacted them several times when they started. I know I'd be an excellent addition to the group... Said I was ride-challenged-- and no one responded on the Meet-Up page.
.. They don't know that I have skills and the voice to be a part of them. Plus!! I have that sense of fun, Kindness, and can bring a pizzazz theatre-mode out, that helps charge-up a performing group atmosphere-- scintillates, and helps other members bring out their 'own' sense of theatre. Like a permissioning. Could add and raise that group's x-factor as I blend in cooperation with them?
But.. if they can't support or supply the part of the deal that I would need?.. meaning, the rides? Then their opportunity is lost.

I'd heard Phil Sedgwick talk about this time period.
What doesn't support you?, then drop.
I soaked that in a bit. What a bold thought!--
*gentle smile*

I'm always doing the best I can.
I keep the integrity-bar on a higher rung.

I care about people, in a personal kind of way even though a stranger.

I just-hope that promises I've heard will come to me, and that things will work out better than expected.

In the "mean" time.. gather sticks, carry water?

For the building conjunction and stellium in Capricorn!

Ode to Jupiter Capricorn...

posted December 09, 2019 11:53 AM            

Bookmarking for notes later on Christmas Eclipse.
* Vansio eclipse-log page 2
- http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum24/HTML/241492-2.html

*prenatal eclipses page 2
LL-member named Vertex, ~ eclipse Aug 2017
- http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum24/HTML/203046-2.html

These two eclipses..
Dec 26, 2019 ?00:13am? EST Thurs. 'Christmas' Capricorn 4.07
Jan 10, 2020 2:22pm EST Fri. at Cancer 20.00
.. are near my Prenatal Eclipses

At this point I can't afford readings, fee-based materials, and paywalled discussion-groups; but I'm so glad I know the astrology that I-know, and am able to help others with questions they have.

When I don't know the answer.. I know where to direct them to find the answer (or astrologer) they need.