posted May 19, 2015 01:04 PM            

Good to Hear!
I just went through a very rough patch..

we are Learning and Growing!

posted May 20, 2015 10:00 PM            

I have lurked here more than I have participated.

The most important ting about immortality is the awareness that you are already immortal. You always were and you always will be. You need to take this very simple understanding to the very core of your being and let it radiance out through you, mind body and soul. Ask Guidance for alignment.

There was a kingdom in southwest China known as the Nakhi. There were some lovers who would climb up a mountain, belt themselves to each other and jump off a cliff. They literally took the fall for each other; yet, it appears that they have the understanding that their love extended beyond the confines of this realm; and if their love extended like that, so do they.

And speaking of love, it is like yourself, divine, immortal. Acknowledge that presence within you. It has been said that God is love. It has also been said that we are in the image of God. So, that spark that that is inside all of us is love. Allow for that love to grow inside of you, activating the knowledge that you came into this realm with, positioning itself to answer or guide you to the answers to your questions.

More on Love: We have seen how love can promote life extension. People with pets tend to live longer than those who do not. Married couples tend to live longer lives than single people. What I am writing about, here, is about that love that is extended towards another. Consider what would happen if we turned that love on ourselves, creating and attractive force. We might see new records of longevity, miraculous healings, age reversal and the elimination of disease. It may be through this attractive force of love that will create gods/goddesses on the Earth. A controversial person by the name of Dan Winter equates immortality with the ability to capacitate charge. If love is that charge, he may well be right. If I remember correctly, he associates this ability to capacitate love with the heart/heart chakra. It kind brings back the saying,"Keep love in your heart" and the song, "Put a Little Love In Your Heart".

posted May 23, 2015 11:24 AM            

Then I would have to say that what Randall suggested to you is something that you not only accept; you need to act upon it.

You may want to have those voices identify themselves. They seem to like it when you listen to them; simply stated, I sense power issues between you and them, making Randall's suggestions the thing to do.

posted May 24, 2015 09:22 AM            

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Originally posted by Randall:
This is the Forum for what you are discussing. KTAA is just for introductions.

If you think on more positive things, you will see the Light begin to appear. By dwelling on the negative, you only fall deeper. One step at a time.

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posted June 24, 2015 12:10 PM            

I am so sorry you came across teachers in your life who deposited such lies and pain inside you.

You attracted them because (gently) YOU have that kernel or seed of Greatness within yourself to BE that. 'You' are the guru, and don't really realize the Power you have. When people don't know 'who' there are, the Enemy of Enlightment will do everything to distract them away from finding out.

The closer we get to the Dawn, the darker it can seem. But that's the time we can somehow-know way deep inside that glory is going to BREAK FORTH from it.

It's important to stay in your Body. Don't give it up now, Ayelet. You lived this long in it, and the 'voices' are 'tricking' you into leaving it. They are LIARS. That's their job... every minute that you stay alive, THEY LOSE. Ha, they may put you down lower than you ever felt before, but you know what?.... As they shove your face down 'underneath', the trick is on THEM, because the secret IS residing within the molecules and particles of that dark place. It's not 'what you think'... because that's the way the Enemy works. Its tool is thought-injection. YOU are 'not' your thoughts, Ayelet. YOU are something way-deeper, way-fuller, way-larger than that. Let go and self-forgive and detach 'action' from any thought that comes....even if it would be true in some kind of historical way. CHOOSE that your history is past you now. You are set to have some really glorious experiences (while IN the body) ahead of you. Where you stand is 'now'... And 'now' you are reading my words, my post. And 'now' you are alive, and there's someone communicating with you who cares and has a sense of your soul's Beauty. There's a reason... We (who are on a Spirit Path) Reflect each other.

We are not supposed to 'become' like our Other, like our teacher or guru. NO. You become more-you, more Beautiful-you. You had unfortunate wrong-teaching.... But YOU are the Right Person, inside you--- already-there. Looking for the answers.... The Question is deep within the Quest'ioner.

Stay in Hope, even when things do not look successful on the outside, or feels attacking and dispersing on the inside.

Every moment you live, is a Victory Won for YOU, and a scummy moment of shame for the Enemy.

LIVE, dammit. LIVE and shame the voices. They hate that. YOU.... You are Alive. YOU Live!!! They are dead, they don't have a body, and are jealous of you and want to take away your peace-of-mind and piece of mind. You may be feeling sad right now, but dammit YOU have Victory BECAUSE you are READING MY POST. tee-hee and haha on that Enemy!

May Love Surround You Today, and Protect your Mind and all things surrounding you. May You Feel the Loving Presence and Comfort of God's Spirit enveloping and surrounding you. May Your Benefit Guardians help Strengthen you.... May God Hold You in the Palm of His Hands, and the Lap of His Love for you. You Are Loved, Ayelet. You are Good, and Precious. There is nothing you've ever done that The Real and Living Ever-Present God rejects you for. He knew you from BEFORE you were ever born. There is NOTHING that can separate you from His Being except the temporary not-knowing and realizing He's Really-There for you.

God is Spirit. The Living and Ever-Present Spirit of Incredible Love.

Please Know that, and Receive. It's IN your 'environment' right now, baking into your pores, like The Sun warms the skin when you are outside walking in nature, or in your yard, or through your windows.

Sometimes we forget He is there. But He Is There, at all times. He knows the darts thrown at you by the voices of the Enemy. But His Love can cool every dart. Receive and soak in that there is nothing you can 'do' to deserve that Love. It's truly Free.... really-truly free. It's not the kind of love a human guru-teacher has. THAT's conditional. If you insult them by 'not following' the right protocols, then oh well and sheesh on you... Their EGOs just can't abide, eh? You are shunned, and rushed out by their devotees, and punished with no-love for your blunder. And they 'say' that that's for you to "learn" that you have to EARN your way into gaining attention.

No. Gently no. They are merely human, and not divine men or women. 'The Divine' lives in all who have desired and call on it to come 'reside' in the deepest part of your Heart and Soul. Only Ask, and Only-Receive. ... Then you begin to cultivate Relationship TO and WITH and IN that echoing Presence. You 'ping' energies with Divine. Not the enemy-voices. The Divine will Hold You, and let the enemy-voices sound like wah-whah-wha-wha.... The Darts get cooled, and the Love comforts you 'in the midst' of it.

God, The Spirit of God, LOVE has its total attention on you, every moment that you live.

Don't Give UP, Don't Give In ~~ you just STAND. Therein, is your Strength. BE, BE Loved.

{{{ }}} You Can Do This

posted June 25, 2015 07:31 PM            

Nope, I didn't see them, Ayelet!...
awww 'and had nothing to say?' ... I would have at least posted some word or a smilie if I read it. I'll be extra-certain to do that with you especially, so you'd know for sure.

And if I read it, but will come back later with my response, I'll indicate that too. Give me time, okay? Give me time.

Had to run errands today, (and maybe part of tomorrow/Friday too). Then for a headsup here, my rm starts vacation at home night Thurs evening 6/25 and will be 'in my atmosphere' until Monday 7/6.

(Whenever he's in the apartment, the TV is on constantly. ~drives me nuts. Plus, he doesn't like to bathe ooooo no, so the smell in here gets really ripe. TMI? Good thing I have Essential Oils lamp -- I'll delete the smelly notation after I know you've read this. LOL)

Blipped in around noon (EDT) today-Thursday to post a response for LL-Faith, then said quick 'happy-birthday' to iQ, then rrrran to catch the bus.

(I don't own a cell-phone or mobile-computer-- so no connection.)

And you already know *the usual* problems I have here with sonic bombardment ('hood). Sad and unfortunate here, because I can't "plan" or guarantee to be here.

Ayelet, I HATE making promises that I cannot in good faith keep. I'd rather 'surprise' people and show up, than to say 'I'll be here' and don't.... {You know what I mean?} Sometimes I'm lucky that things line up that I post here with semi-regularity, but then the 'quality' of posts vary according to how much disturbance is going on. Sometimes my copy is choppy and sort of short-hand. I'm trying to make sure to include more words in my sentences now, but then at times get too wordy. Ah, Balance!

posted June 26, 2015 12:09 AM            

Yes, I realize how personal this thread is for you. If you ever need me to delete material I wrote to you, just let me know.

I liked the *grin* in your second paragraph, referring to "shortly." What? What is that word "shortly"? ... We are writing-divas here. Lots, and lots, and lots of words. I love it! LOL

So! You have a birthday coming up don't you? When?

Well then okay-- you say the voices are friendly to you, and that's good. As someone outside of you reading this, I didn't feel comfortable about them being sorry that you can't get what you want. Why are they saying it like that? That doesn't sound like a nice thing for them to say at all.

In fact, if I were an introject in your psyche, I'd step in front of you to shield you and tell them off like this:

Why are you still hanging around MY friend-- why do you float here and keep saying things like that to her!? So okay, maybe she can't have it, but you know what??, she's with ME now, and I don't have it either-- We're going to start the un-mortals club. Stop bothering my Friend!!

Ayelet... I sin all the time in the realm of thought. It's not possible to always stop thoughts. Thoughts aren't as important as The Heart. Thoughts are our servants, not our masters.

With my Deity, I know I'm still all right no matter what goes through my head, anytime, anyday. NOTHING can separate us from Love of God. Not even a wrong-thought.

posted June 26, 2015 11:03 PM            

An Un-mortal, is like a mortal Immortal....
I'm already an older person, Ayelet, but I feel vibrant and wise inside. I live inside my body, and the body by itself ages... but I don't.

'Would I want to try to not-die?' Sure, it would be nice to have always fresh-young flesh. And yet, the changes that happen are interesting. It's interesting to be having the contrasts happen.

'I wouldn't want you dying or anything.' Ayelet... I'm alive. I'll always be alive, even when not in the body. Remember the story I told about watching the doctor operate on my body when I was 4 yr old? That was just the body, like the body you see when you look in the mirror. The part of you looking through your eyes into the mirror is the actual immortal you.

I don't want to get sick and die either. Hey!~ there you go. Un-mortals don't want their body to be sick and die. We have that together. Immortals don't get to say that.

Now I will tell you good night! Thanks for sharing your birthday! yay! I remember watching the Moon Landing and first steps. I was with my father, and he decided to quit smoking that day. He stuck to his word.
With my birthday, I was born same date as Pres. John F. Kennedy... And he's the one who announced that wish to go Land on the Moon, and walk on it. Neat moon-story connection if you think of it?

Where's your Moon? (Mine is Virgo).

Didn't get to all the things you mentioned, yet. So interesting.

Thank YOU sooo much for your postings, your poetry, your presence and being there with me too.

When you met your teachers, was that an initiation? What kind of ritual or culture was that? How old were you?