posted November 12, 2002 08:55 PM         

For a while now I've been having some emotional problems. I've been experiencing a lot of good grief that I don't really speak about. It's a miracle that I don't suffer from any kind of anxiety disorder (maybe the angels take care of me.) Now, I feel that it's time for me to leave not becuase of anyone here or anything that was said or done but because I choose to.

How can I help anyone if I can't even help myself? I'm so sorry but I feel that my time here is up. I know that this comes of as a surprise but it's something that I feel I have to do. I don't want to but I have to.

Now don't worry about me I'm going to be perfectly fine I promise. I may come back from time to time but I won't post. If I do come back it will be a time where I'll be a much happier and a more experienced girl. Possibly in the Spring, Summer or maybe never.

Some problems I thought were buried in the past until I realized that I only had my head in the clouds. I also can't be here because I'm to young and I have to start acting my age. My school grades are awful and I have to fix that. Sometimes I try and look far into the future and forget about the present itself.

So now good luck to everyone and good bye to all the moderators. Make sure the Free Astrology Course blooms. Bye to everyone else that I've spoken too, I wish all of you happieness. Maybe I'll come back just maybe...but not in the Winter when everything dies.
One last Goodbye!

posted November 12, 2002 09:19 PM           

yes I'm floored... just when I was beginning to know you a little. You *WILL* be missed but, of course, take care of yourself well. You deserve it!!

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it's the start of the season ..the dawning is near ..the age of fish comes announcing the news of the year ..there's an open horizon before us ..there is a rainbow under my eyes ..we shall be one ..under the sun ..right here in the power of the light

posted November 13, 2002 09:51 AM         

Hopeful

posted November 13, 2002 05:06 PM         

By the way, I never knew your age and I would never have guessed you were young (school age young). You express yourself so well, have insight into so many subjects, and you have wisdom beyond that of most of the people I come in contact with on a daily basis.

With the intelligence you've shown here I'm sure once you manage to focus, any problems you are having in school will be overcome easily. (I'm a Pisces -- I knOw that it's the focusing that's the hard part ).

Best of luck in everything. And, do stop by when you are ready -- even if it's only to let us know how you are doing.