posted August 24, 2003 03:29 AM
I don't remember if I've ever asked anyone about this. I'm sort of forgetful due to a lot of stress lately.Okay... My name, Endaphia is from a vision I had. It was of a beautiful ivory skinned girl (same skin as I have) with long, lively green hair.. the color of ferns, or thin, 'lively' leaves. She was extremely beautiful, but full of sadness.
I believe that she went through a trauma.. I can barely remember it now. It had to do with a storm, and wave, and the loss of the other-half of her (Perhaps her soulmate).
I tried to draw the picture of her that I originally saw her in, and I basically had a panic attack before I could finish it. I used to relate heavily to her, and her own depression. The panic attack was that if I finished the picture, I would be 'empty' or cease to exist.. as if the vision was a part of me, and channeling it into something else would... I don't know. Remove my soul, or something?
Anyways, I tried to convince myself it was all silly, but I could not for the life of me finish the picture. I think it was eventually tossed out. Can anyone explain any of this to me?? I see strange things on occasion, and I don't understand most of it.
Lindaland
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