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ozonefiller Knowflake Posts: 2677 From: Somewhere in OZ State US Registered: May 2003
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posted November 17, 2003 08:41 AM
Now you know why I don't write here that often. I'm sick and tired of being accuse of insulting people when I didn't and it's the others that went out and insulted me instead and yet try to make me look like the bad guy. I'm sick and tired of internet asssholes!IP: Logged |
JustAmanda Knowflake Posts: 548 From: Registered: Jan 2003
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posted November 17, 2003 10:29 AM
Ozonefiller, I wasn't all that nice in my other thread and I'm sorry...sometimes people (myself included) are a bunch of boboheads...and the internet seems to be a place for bullies because it's virtually faceless... Randall is correct when he said that without facial expressions and voice recognition, sometimes it's hard to take people and their responses...I've seen this happen EVERYWHERE on the internet.. IP: Logged |
lioneye68 Knowflake Posts: 6062 From: Canada Registered: Apr 2003
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posted November 17, 2003 10:44 AM
Ozone, don't go. I know catty girls can be a pain sometimes, and that's partly why we have so few males here, but don't take it personally mmkay? They thought you were making light of something they feel is possibly very profound.Do you think maybe you're feeling more revitalized because you've been more active lately, and the excersize is making you more fit and energized? Because you did say that you've been really busy lately.
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juniperb Knowflake Posts: 6830 From: Blue Star Kachina Registered: Mar 2002
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posted November 17, 2003 11:21 AM
Hi all , I`ve been awol for a few days and I come back to a locked thread? I agree that sensitive feelings are the order of the day. I feel it too and have taken offence lately and projected my 'feelings' on others. It`s not easy and it`s downright miserable. Consider it one of lifes tests.... Pass or fail? It`s up to you!!!! It is so discourging to have to ask 'K nowflakes' to please take it easy ; we`re all here together for a purpose and it isn`t for sniping at each other! Ozonefiller, rather you go or stay is your personal choice and you have to live with it. I wish you well ( either way) as you walk your path juniperb ------------------ If having a soul means being able to feel love and loyalty and gratitude, then animals are better off than a lot of humans. ~James Herriot IP: Logged |
pidaua Knowflake Posts: 7314 From: Schweinfurt to Grafenwoehr all within 6 months LOL Registered: May 2002
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posted November 17, 2003 11:34 AM
I am only going to respond once to this. First of all, I was not being catty and I think that is incredibly dismissive to insinuate that I was acting that way when I felt that someone was insulting another for their dream. If it wasn't an insult, then all Ozone had to say was "Hey, you're going down the wrong path, I didn't mean it that way". Fine, then that's my bad and I will be the first to apologize. That wasn't the case. Instead Ozone then launched into attacks on all Sagittarians but saying all of us Archers shoot arrows without knowing the target and justified why Pisces left Jupiter. Go ahead and insult ME, I can take it, but don't bash a whole astrological sign. That is just childish. Threatening to leave is absurd but ultimately it is a choice no one can make by Ozone. Calling peolple that disagree "Internet A-holes" is nothing more than rude. IP: Logged |
ozonefiller Knowflake Posts: 2677 From: Somewhere in OZ State US Registered: May 2003
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posted November 17, 2003 11:54 AM
It's like the Dead song goes,"The sailor, coming out again, the lady fairly leapt at him. That's how it stands today. You decide if he was wise. The story teller makes no choice. Soon you will not hear his voice. His job is to shed light, and not to master." I had some experiances like these,but I never told anybody Lioneye,at thirty-six ya think that you start feeling your age,but to me,it's the opposite. And other people that I talked to have had some similar effects and I think that it might be interesting to find out if anybody here maybe going through something of the same! One dreams might be as important to them,but my beleif is that when one names dates,THAT means that it is a dream that effects the world at large! The archers might not make great leaders,but they do make excellent prophets,that is one of the finer traits of Sagittarians. Many think that it's the Scorpio that does that,but that's not true, The Eagles have other gifts,understanding the paranormal is OURS! Leos like us because we are at the same level as them,Pisces' likes us,because they know exactly what we're talking about. Everybody says that we're "far out" that's because we are! We can see things that nobody else normally sees. Aquarians loves that about us. We make LIGHT to who we are and what we see and try to explain why this is so,to decipher the "argument"(I mean debate)and not make fun of, and that is why Libras tolorate us! Etc,etc,etc. On the whole,WE ARE the "Snake eating it's tail" and that's why we are able to ware so many "Masks" because we have them all.We're the chameleons of the zodiac,the great pretenders. BUT remember this,"We say what we mean and we mean what we say!" You will never find us polishing crap for a living! I except you apology Amanda,but please,don't take anything that say personal,believe me,you'll know when I'm at the point to "sack" somebody.
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ozonefiller Knowflake Posts: 2677 From: Somewhere in OZ State US Registered: May 2003
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posted November 17, 2003 12:07 PM
Uh excuse me Pidaua,but I think your twisting this whole story around to suit your own self-opinions. If you got a "Bad hair day going on",please don't take out on me. And what you think your calling RUDE?! All I did was add on a post and out of nowhere you dicided to trample me under foot!I said,"I don't listen to too many Sagittarians",I didn't say all Sagittarians! So,"Hey, you're going down the wrong path!"
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JustAmanda Knowflake Posts: 548 From: Registered: Jan 2003
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posted November 17, 2003 12:37 PM
Everyone has a right to their own opinions, and I understand completely what Pidua was saying and meaning. And I appreciate her thoughts very much...Ozonefiller, let's just not talk about this anymore, because it just seems that more fuel is being added to a fire that I'd personally like to see burn out. Ok? Thanks. Peace and light from a Sagittarius! Amanda IP: Logged |
ozonefiller Knowflake Posts: 2677 From: Somewhere in OZ State US Registered: May 2003
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posted November 17, 2003 12:52 PM
Amanda,the problem is this has been going on for some time now,everytime I post something, somebody takes it as offensive and I didn't mean it that way,I meant as something else. I try to be positive about things.You just got here,you didn't see the dosies that have been conducted here in the past,but that doesn't mean anything,with hopes that it will never happen again. But that doesn't mean that I need the "Lindaland Police" to come after me for someone else's misunderstanding of what I say. I'm not gonna let someone else's opinions of me make me out to be a "Crud" to everybody here and not at lease defend myself. IP: Logged |
ozonefiller Knowflake Posts: 2677 From: Somewhere in OZ State US Registered: May 2003
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posted November 17, 2003 01:06 PM
I'll tell you what Pidaua, from now on I won't write to you and you don't write to me anything,because I do have some friends here that enjoy my company and the same for me and I'm not gonna lose that bliss.DEAL? IP: Logged |
JustAmanda Knowflake Posts: 548 From: Registered: Jan 2003
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posted November 17, 2003 01:07 PM
on the contrary, I used to post here under another name...I've been here for over a year now...possibly 2 years...I just don't read every single post, not that I don't want to, but my time is very limited and I pop in and out when I can... All I can say is this...life is very very short in the bodies that we have at this very moment...so, it's better to just make the best of what time we do have here on this Earth...and really, worrying about internet drama (for lack of a better word) is just not worth the time anymore ..to me anyway..after watching my father die of lung/brain cancer the past few months, I'll never quite take the internet or the drama's that follow it, that seriously anymore...there is so much more to life... And one piece of advice, I'm not telling you to change, for you are you...and yes, others should be tolerant..BUT..if you find that you are continuing to have problems with how others perceive you, then maybe you should take a step outside of yourself and try to review your prior responses/actions with a more objective view...to my knowledge, noone here just picks a poster and then gangs up on them...we all have room to grow and mature and improve ourselves...maybe this is an instance that it's your turn to do so...? Just trying to be objective here... IP: Logged |
ozonefiller Knowflake Posts: 2677 From: Somewhere in OZ State US Registered: May 2003
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posted November 17, 2003 01:24 PM
Well,I don't know about that Amanda,I've seen plenty of people get "ganged up" before and even I had that happened to me to the point where I ended up getting booted off the site(not on this site,somewhere else),for defending myself over heated arguments. I understand what goes on in the minds of some of those who do that, it can for the most dumbest reason,but there comes a person that doesn't like you for some reason(maybe for the way you look,maybe for the way you speak or things you say)and just wants you out of the scene and will do everything in they're power to try to get rid of you. In they're minds they rationalize the deed as in doing for the "greater good" for all!I rather just make peace and walk away. I can look at all my posts a million times and I still can't see what I might have said offensive without a reason. I know only one person here(not mentioning any names)that I was really strong against and I'm NOT really sorry. I had good reason for that,he was out of line! All said. IP: Logged |
pixelpixie Knowflake Posts: 5301 From: Ontario Canada Registered: Jun 2005
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posted November 17, 2003 01:30 PM
My 'sage' (ha ha) advice is that in life there are shades of grey..... I know it is easy to see things as black and white, but damn, it's just not like that. Ozone...I appreciate your point of view and think you have alot of value to add, especially from a male's (scorpio) perspective, but you do, my dear, have a tendancy to dwell on the negative, and so people pick up on that. I think above all, you have to have a sense of humour about things....not only YOU, I mean everyone. Which is why, in that thread, I made a joke. I have seen many references from you, stating " I have had enough" ,"Why does everyone attack me", "noone has anything good to say about scorpios, they blame us for everything" This is a self fulfilling statement. The more you complain about how no one appreciates you, the less they will, in actuality, appreciate you. That being said, I do appreciate you and your perspective and I am trying not to beat this...... Just wanted to point out that you need to rerlax and stop thinking everyone hates you, as it is the farthest thing from my mind, I can only speak for myself, but the world is less black and white, and more layered and grey. Thats my opinion anyway, and I am a scorpio too.IP: Logged |
ozonefiller Knowflake Posts: 2677 From: Somewhere in OZ State US Registered: May 2003
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posted November 17, 2003 01:41 PM
...and sometimes it is brown like poop and red like roses!
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pixelpixie Knowflake Posts: 5301 From: Ontario Canada Registered: Jun 2005
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posted November 17, 2003 01:44 PM
or green and black like the fungus that grows between shower tiles..... IP: Logged |
ozonefiller Knowflake Posts: 2677 From: Somewhere in OZ State US Registered: May 2003
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posted November 17, 2003 01:49 PM
...or totally blank,like my pseudo-president's agenda!Sorry Jwhop!
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lioneye68 Knowflake Posts: 6062 From: Canada Registered: Apr 2003
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posted November 17, 2003 02:42 PM
Right now we've got Pluto conjunct Venus, with Mercury not too far behind all in the sign Sagittarius. That's gotta be supercharging the Saggie's, both psychically and mentally. BUT it's also squaring and opposing the other mutables signs, so for some it's empowering, for others, it's aggrevating. For others still, it's both.I think the fact that two Saggies had prophetic dreams hilighting specific dates this month is a little spooky, and I'm curious to see what comes of it. I'm not aware of anything significant that happened on the 14th, but something could have taken place behind the scenes for which the repercussions are yet to come. Perhaps on the 22nd we'll see? Some Saggies might be feeling a little volatile right now, as well as prophetic, with that Pluto to sun conjunction. Ozone, you know all about the influence of Pluto, dude, it's your sun's ruler. IP: Logged |
moondreamer Knowflake Posts: 503 From: durban Registered: Nov 2002
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posted November 17, 2003 02:59 PM
All i can say is that please don't leave us Ozonefiller.We need people like you on this forum.We need your input.IP: Logged |
pidaua Knowflake Posts: 7314 From: Schweinfurt to Grafenwoehr all within 6 months LOL Registered: May 2002
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posted November 17, 2003 03:10 PM
Hi Lioneye, November 22 / 23rd is also the date of the Solar eclipse, so this may bring to light a few things as well. The busy Sag sign is no joke. For me, I now have Mercury Pluto, Venus, Juno,Eros and Psyche all conjuncting my venus while marching their way over to my Sun. It's been interesting to say the least, especially since they are all hanging out in my 3rd house of communications. LOL Then on the 23rd the Sun and Moon will also join in Sagittarius to complete the total party For those of us with Virgo and Pisces planets, this can be a tense issue on some fronts (My Pisces Mars and Virgo Rising conjunction with Pluto is not too happy, but hell, at least it's only another month and Mars will be home in Aries....away from my Mars). I have always been a dreamer, I think Amanda has said the same about her dreams, but lately they have been more powerful and frequent (meaning the "truth life" feeling / quality that differentiates them from other dreams) Lioneye, you have a Sag rising and you're a super Leo, have you been having more dreams or felt the effect of the other planets in Sag? I find that although I have been more "warm" to those around me, I have become more direct. I have cut many people out of my life or simply let the friendships end on account that they were no longer beneficial and in some cases, they were outright abusive. Life is too short to deal with those kinds of people. I think the eclipse helped me "see" what I was ignoring. IP: Logged |
lioneye68 Knowflake Posts: 6062 From: Canada Registered: Apr 2003
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posted November 17, 2003 03:24 PM
Hmm. Good question. I'm not sure, because I've got other things that seem to be taking center stage. Neptune is conjuct my moon right now, and as you know, that means it's opposing all my other personal planets. I suppose all that activity in my first house (all the Saggie transits) are making me a little less tolerant of the things that annoy me, people, situations, whathaveyou.Jupiter is in Virgo as well, which conjuncts my natal Jupiter, so it's a great thing, a Jupiter conj. Jupiter transit. But it's not so great to my Saggie ascnendant. My dreams have been random and seemingly insignificant, but disturbing still. Last night I dreamt that I got a new cat, but it was not-all-there. It would rub itself on me, like in THAT way, and if I pulled away it would bite me and get mad. And it walked weird too, like kind of sideways and bumped into stuff all the time. And when you looked at it, in it's eyes, they wouldn't focus, they would just wander separately and not look back at you. It's like this cat was retarded, but really horney. It sounds so stupid now lol, but the feeling of the dream was really disturbing. It actually felt like a nightmare. Like Pet Semetary by Stephan King or something.
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pidaua Knowflake Posts: 7314 From: Schweinfurt to Grafenwoehr all within 6 months LOL Registered: May 2002
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posted November 17, 2003 03:50 PM
Hmmm, it sounds like the cat had some kind of massive head trauma that caused in inner ear problem. I have seen cats like that in the ER hospital after getting a pretty hard knock to the head. They walk in circles and one pupil is so much bigger than the other. For some, dreaming of hurt animals, is really a dream of trying to protect someone (even your own inner self) from some kind of unknown fear. The animal represents an aspect or person that cannot defend itself. If you felt powerless to defend the animal, then you may also be in a situation where you feel powerless. This just reminded me of what you are going through with your neighbor. Maybe in some way you or your family represents that cat when it comes to your neighbor that insists on attacking you for the smallest infraction, or even without an infraction at all. I start to dream about my animals or animals being hurt when I am in a situation where I have no control. It's a different feeling that when I dream about my animal guides, which give me a sense of empowerment. How did you feel about the cat? IP: Logged |
ozonefiller Knowflake Posts: 2677 From: Somewhere in OZ State US Registered: May 2003
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posted November 17, 2003 03:52 PM
Well... I just got done brushing up on my Pluto and this is what I pretty much came up with...Well,as we know,Pluto is a name given by the Romans,but the Greeks named him Hades and is falsely notorious for being the bad guy of the Gods,for he is the God of the underworld and his throne sits a place called Tartarus(the land of the dead)across from the river Styx,he is not concidered a very friendly fellow,in a matter of fact,very seldom does he leave his kingdom to visit Olympus nor Earth at all.He is such an anti-socialist that he even wares a helmet that gives him invisibility so nobody knows where he is or where he's going or whether or not he gone at all. He likes to live like a living shadow. But this does not go without the fact he still has feelings and that he can still love deeply... The story of the abduction of Persephone is a touching explanation for the harshness of Winter and the sweetness of Spring. Hades was so overwhelmed by Persephone’s sweet charms that, instead of wooing her, he abducted her against her will and dragged her to The Underworld. He and Zeus had plotted to abduct the young girl away in secret but their plans were foiled when Helios saw the evil act and told Demeter the fate of her missing child. Persephone was helpless against the wiles of Zeus and remained the unwilling captive of Hades. After several years Demeter found a way to force Zeus’ hand and free her daughter. Demeter sat in her new temple at Eleusis and cursed the earth with famine. Seeds would not grow. Plowed fields remained empty. Zeus and the other immortals were worried that this would be the end of mortal life on earth and thus, their worshipers would die. One by one, the immortals begged her to forgive and forget but Demeter was unmoved. Zeus sent Hermes to speak gentle words to Hades and persuade him to let Persephone return to her brooding mother. Hades was sympathetic but he was also intent on keeping his bride. He tricked Persephone into eating a pomegranate seed and by doing so she was forever bound to him. Persephone returned to the world of light to see her mother but her stay was only temporary. Demeter was joyous when Persephone came to her temple and roused herslf from her destructive brooding. But her joy was tempered by the trickery of Hades and the honey-sweet pomegranate seed. The only one who could change Demeter’s heart was her mother. After pleas from Rhea, Demeter lifted her curse and allowed the earth to blossom and be fruitful again. It was decreed by Zeus that Persephone would spend two thirds of the year with her mother and the remaining third with her husband, Hades. Each year when Persephone returns from the underworld, Demeter showers the earth with gentle rain and sweet breezes. Each time Persephone returns to Hades, Demeter hardens her heart and the earth is wracked with bitter cold and harsh winds. Pluto rules Death,Sex,Regeneration,Rebirth,Decay and The Afterlife. There is an old saying that is the perfect lable for Hades "Birth is the very first day that we all are dying!" All things of Hades is as much of life as it is of Death. There are two sides of living,from the time we are born,we start to deteriorate,but at the same time,we grow from learning for who we are as well,with our knowledge,expieriances,our Legancies from our minds,our hearts,our souls... Cronus(Saturn)was the only God to be Bannished to the underworld under Hades' care,but that doesn't go without maintaining his power as a God(for he is still Zeus' father and the father of the rest of the Gods). Once there, he created a place for himself(rather then going to Tartarus)where it is very beautiful and peaceful,people like to call this Heaven,but Cronus gave it a name and we to this day use this under the court of law. He called it Elysium,but if you change the letters around and add and take away a letter,you got ASYLUM!
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Aphrodite Knowflake Posts: 4992 From: Registered: Feb 2002
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posted November 17, 2003 04:03 PM
hi ozonefiller,poems and plays from the antiquity are several of my favorite subjects. david ferry has an excellent translation of ovid's tale about hades and persephone. i love this poem and highly recommend it. see you around aph. IP: Logged |
ozonefiller Knowflake Posts: 2677 From: Somewhere in OZ State US Registered: May 2003
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posted November 17, 2003 05:07 PM
Hey there Aphrodite,how have you been,long time no... hear! Yeah,I'll look into that,as soon as I get out of this little internet mess that I got myself into,I'm downloading some screensavers for my PC.
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lioneye68 Knowflake Posts: 6062 From: Canada Registered: Apr 2003
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posted November 17, 2003 05:27 PM
I didn't like that cat. It was spooky and creepy and perverted. It seemed malevolent, but too stupid to be of any danger to anyone.BUT I felt guilty too, about not liking it. So the dream just felt crummy in general. IP: Logged | |