posted June 11, 2004 09:21 AM         

juniperb

for those of you interested, here're two sites for psychics that come highly recommended http://www.carolelynne.com
http://www.transformbeliefs.com/pages/560186/index.htm

i've only had one meeting with a psychic years ago and i wasn't too impressed. she told me "i see celtic symbols in your aura" and i said "you mean like the ones on the necklace i'm wearing?"

i can relate to feeling like i was male in most of my "other" lives. a psychic told a friend of mine that this is her first incarnation as a woman, and that this is happening now because women finally have power! very interesting...

i also have the fear of drowning thing. i was so afraid at one point when i was young that my parents made me take swimming lessons at the local Y. it was pure torture. the smell of chlorine still makes me ill. i love the water, live by the ocean, and adore sailing, but i get panic attacks in the deep. so sad.

posted June 11, 2004 09:44 AM         

I grew up on the Great Lakes and could swim before I could walk. I lived for the water and was a frog

When I reached a certain age, I began to fear the water and started having dreams of drowning. The thought is, with so many fearing drowning, could we be Atlantians who perished in it`s destruction? A dim soul memory of that time?

posted June 11, 2004 10:46 AM         

Has anyone had the twenty past - twenty to experience recently?

For those who aren't sure what I mean, Linda explains it in Star Signs. It's the moment when a group of people go quiet - like an uncomfortable silence / natural break - without the discomfort. Noone speaks for a few moments and you'll almost always find it's twenty past or twenty to, the hour. A respectful moment of silence which the 'old souls' of Atlanta subconciously show for the time Atlantis fell, within those 20 mins

I've not had it in the last year that i can recall. The last time I did was two years ago

posted June 11, 2004 12:51 PM         

Have a lovely weekend guys, will probably borrow my housemate's laptop and log when I get a chance!

posted June 12, 2004 12:47 AM         

One of our family friends is a clairvoyant, and she says that all your past lives have left impressions in your aura, so you can see them there. She said that my mother and I have shared several, several lives together, which I wholeheartedly believe. I think we were seperated violently in a past life, probably with her as my parent or at least a parent figure, because I recall being absolutely terrified of her leaving me or something happening to her, even when I was eight or nine years old.

Proxieme, your past life recollections are so beautiful. And your current life seems to be filled with magic as well!

okey, this post is long, and it has me kind of down after typing out all that about that stupid dream. Meh, I'm going to go to bed now and dream something NICE!!! No guns, no soldiers!

Good night

posted June 13, 2004 02:26 PM         

When it hit me a year or so ago that I was German during WWII I spent a week as a nervous wreck that cried at the drop of a hat.

I still get a little weird talking about it on message boards, though. It's like sometimes my fingers just stop moving when I want to type on and on about it.

posted June 13, 2004 03:32 PM         

(Oh wait there, watching the England-France game and England just scored at 38mins!)

alchemiest, that entry is amazing. I'm enthralled that I can relate to every post so far. I know what you mean by whole feeling guilty about standing up for myself thing! Something I've never confronted publicly because I thought that was part of my character. I have an aggravating tendancy to see all viewpoints in arguments which makes look as though I'm sitting on the fence, and feel I need to put people before me always, even though I'm yelling at myself I can't help it!

What you said about your mother reminded me about something similar with my father.. I know most children panic at some stage about their parents dying, but I went through a stage of reaaally worrying about my father, like I'd lost him before and don't want it to happen again.

Really need to explore how I lived before.

BloodRedMoon, you're experience sounds heavy too. Would you be able to post any of it if it's not too hard? I love your signature by the way

posted June 14, 2004 08:59 AM         

All I remember about other planets is Linda mentioning that we go to them in astral visitation, although they were planets we know of like Pluto / Jupiter etc.

Would be cool if anyone has info on other planets though!

posted June 14, 2004 09:57 AM         

An observation I have made, and please understand that this is not in any way to try and justify the holocaust, but is simply somehting I have seen about people in general. I have noticed that human nature for the most part seems to follow the rule that any judgement made that puts an individual or group of individuals in a light superior to their fellow man is quickly accepted and believed, while the opposite is not. This was seen everywhere, from the US when slavery was still alive (and for some time after that as well) to the far east where countries like India practiced the caste system. So, when you had a man come into Germany and persuasively tell the german people that they were the 'masters of the world' you had a bunch of people who were already smarting from one defeat grasp onto this idea for grim life and believe in it so much that they saw no wrong in attacking other people who they had been told and who they wholeheartedly believed were inferior. Was this wrong? Wholeheartedly, yes. Aviodable? Yes yes yes a thousand times! To both questions! And yet, it happened. I feel like this tendency of people to constantly tey and put themselves above each other is a partial explanation of what geared their minds.

Special, I know what you mean about seeing all viewpoints of an argument and appearing to just be, as you put it, 'sitting on the fence'. That's a big hurdle for me too. I mean, observations are one thing, and they're good, but one should be able to put them forward in a timely manner as well. I don't. =/

posted June 14, 2004 10:33 AM         

Indeed a timely manner is what I need too.. Perhaps it comes from a deep disagreement with time itself!

Something I found on the web. If all else fails, you can spend $33 to resolve karma! http://www.healingholograms.com/svhclearing.htm

Don't ponder on the depressions alchemiest I wish for your mind to be more at ease. At least airing what's bothering you helps, and understanding comes from all angles / angels here

posted June 14, 2004 05:58 PM         

If you go to the dream forum and look under my old login name posts you'll see TONS of dreams I've had about it. My old name was WychOfAvalon. Hrmmm lemme find a couple quick links for you.
http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum15/HTML/000522.html
http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum15/HTML/000421.html
http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum15/HTML/000337.html
http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum15/HTML/000294.html

posted June 15, 2004 07:58 AM         

How intruiging your dreams / visions are. They really are deep, sometimes shocking, I relate to the feeling of when I have a dream similar to some of yours. For example, the hospital one you had in 'creepy'. I've had similar ones when I'm going through a horrific experience, but I'm shockingly accustomed to it, and there's a distance from the experience; but a stark memory that somehow lingers over me when I wake too.

The first link I read reminded me of Diane Duane's book 'So you want to be a Wizard?' I wonder if anyone else read that. Surreal, believeable.. like the world of dreams!

Also, in a different dream you mentioned you felt as if you're floating beforehand, and felt a tingling sensation in your leg? I've had that too - I mentioned strange occurances when I've 'slept' in a couple of Gia's threads I think, about visitations on Free-For-All. It's very strange, like I'm awake, but floating, sometimes I'm aware of falling back to my physical body with a bump. However, I get unpleasant visitations from a presence sometimes which is unexplainable at the moment.

Anyway, must get on and read your drafts, aswell as the responses; you should publish these!

posted June 15, 2004 10:00 AM         

I believe I lived in England as a "gentlewoman", middle of the 19th Century. As a child I would lie in bed at night and see this scene in my eyes, with me and my family at the dinner table and as I layed there in my bed, I felt such a sense of being lost in the world, being in the wrong time. We lived in an old house with those big iron heating grates on the wall (wrought iron--you know the ones where there are heat vents behind them, but they mesaure about 15x15 inches..., you could open them up in get into the vent). I used to think that I could go through that vent in my room and get back to my family. I was CONVINCED that I could! I was so sad that they didn't seem to miss me and here I was wanting nothing more in life than to be at the table with them. It was a calm scene with quiet laughing.

I still have a sense of being in the wrong era, but it's gotten a lot better. I guess I've resigned to this life

I also have an incredible affinity to ancient Egypt, Greece, Rome and Spain. I've been to Spain a few times in the the last few years and each time is a feeling like I'm coming home. It feels so GOOD to be there, and right. I was at Pompeii last year and I didn't want to leave lol, although I don't believe that I lived there, the whole set up was typical for that period and it felt so familiar. When I'm at these kinds of places, my heart races and it is hard to breath. Sometimes I get that same feeling as a kid "SOMEWHERE here is the door back!"

I also find it interesting that I have NO affinity what so ever for some cultures. History/Lit. and Civ. was a major part of my studies (linguistical anthropology), and somethings just enthralled me (Sumatra, the story of Gilgamesh) and some things bored me to tears (Canadian history and literature--and me a Canadian!) I have absolutely no interest in the two WWs, although I married a German and live in Germany. I feel a general horror for what happened to the Jews, Pollacks, Tchechs and all the other people (we mussn't forget that it wasn't ONLY Jews), but it's a feeling for me like during the Spanish Inquisition--horrifying but not really real to me and also not enthralling as a history topic. I would much rather learn about Egypt, Romans and Greeks, Mythology, the Maurers and Arabs in Spain etc. My husband however is fascinated by WWII, devours everything on the subject and is very well read. I don't know if that is a hand-down from growing up with that legacy or if he was somehow involved with WWII, in some capacity or another.

posted June 15, 2004 07:46 PM         

Did anything come to mind that you can describe?