posted July 21, 2004 10:38 AM         

PIcking any other vibes up? Let it all out.. I would love to see how this stuff goes!! Maybe we can back and forth 'read'.... My problem is I only get mundane stuff that seems silly and unrelated.. everything has a fit in the higher order of things... so I can be small.... It's all good.

posted July 21, 2004 03:54 PM         

I'm looking forward to developing my psychic abilities properly. I think I've been actively blocking them recently because of some peculiar happenings, especially at night when I'm trying to sleep! OH which brings me onto another thing... today got a diciplinary warning at work for my time keeping - admittedly - mornings are not my thing when I have work. However, recently - more so since April, my average going to sleep time is 3am, to wake with a jolt around 8am trying to scramble in! I've been disturbed so much in my sleep I'm almost scared to nod off sometimes, so when I do, I sleep through alarms and everything - uurrgh...

I also need to find a job near my Labour of Love, instead of doing it socially. I do appreciate this job for the income, but I'm gettin zombie-like! I hope to find it soon - then I know I'll gladly wake up at 5am if I had to!! Maybe

You reminded me of a list of amusing oxy-morons I had once, like Microsoft Works!! hehe.. I love word play. Must find that again..

Spot on with the gym there precious. Been wrestling with time / energy to make it since it's coming out of my pay cheque! It's been on my mind alot and today I decided to cancel it. I mainly went for the street dance classes - you know like the ones in 'Honey' (Jessica Alba)
I love dance! Specially funky, sexy hiphop moves - plus I need to learn more club moves! So I'm gonna use that money to sign up at Pineapple Studios - can't wait!!

Now vibes - I usually only pick up cheeky love vibes with you Pixie, so adorable and have been thinking alot about your garage recently??? ! How random? I've also pictured you in the garage with your fridge, smoking and thinking, but I think that's also from when you posted a while ago about the 'smoke' dream - y'know when you dreamt of fire?

Hang on - is that related do you think?? Maybe not.. not sure, smoke.. fridge.. smoking near fridge?? Oh I don't know! Hehe.. I'm certainly not as 'self-trained' as you to pick things up as yet, since I always doubt it before it's out there! OK, did just think about your beautiful boy (the younger one ) with paint in hand?? Y'see that makes me think I picked that up ages ago again when you said you were going face painting!?

I will be good at this! *praying* I know I can, but it's developing it. Also when I know a soul, or topic well it's agonising trying to decipher what I'm picking up & what I know!! Inga (psychic friend) suggested a spiritual church group to teach me how to deal with it.. you been to one hun?

I'd love to try 'reading' back & forth though! Small as it is - lemme know, and I'll do the same!

Gonna make a luuuuuvely cuppa tea now & eeerr.. choke. I mean smoke. Can only smoke menthols nowadays!?

posted July 22, 2004 04:29 AM         

Juni ~ cool you picked that up too, probably been more apt to picking these things up right now! As I said to Pix, would love to be able to diffrentiate between what I know and feel