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posted October 14, 2004 10:13 PM         

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Yep, Three!
That was just to get them all out of the house though. WAAAAAAAAAA!

Randall, you can get rid of a few of the !'s since they stretched the page so. OOOPPSSS!

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posted October 14, 2004 11:40 PM         

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... hey ... what's up? ... who's Pix? ... is that your wife? ...

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posted October 15, 2004 01:01 AM         

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That's okay, tomorrow is a new day. Of course, if they are around, temptation will get to you after a while.. Look at it on the bright side... at least you won't be tempted by them....
It is such an addictive mentality.. really.. Keep one for emergencies. I would love to have one for emergencies.. except that I would be making up emergencies, and turning into a real drama queen, so I must make myself not do it.,
Wehave both been good.. I applaud you for your efforts.. and you know what?
Three measly smokes takes nothing away from all the effort you have made.. it was an whoops... and that's okay. Just make a new vow to yourself tomorrow.
Do you know what? I am addicted to these MF'ers. If I can tell myself that my body is okay with occasional social smokes? I would do it instantly.. I know though, that I am addicted, so I trust myself to make the agony less unless I REALLY need it... then well, yes, it is a mistake.. but one I am aware I am making.. and If I can deal with the consequences, then so be it.
Geez, I ramble on, don't I?
Well... I am proud of you. Pick yourself back up, it's all good. They weren't that great though, were they?

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posted October 15, 2004 10:24 AM         

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Yes! Especially the one I nearly passed out on! Hubby is doing great though. He's still on two patches, but plans to cut back to one next week. Phil's not saying wanna smoke? any more. He is still doing the "cockadoodle doo, want some coffee?" though.
Bye!

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posted October 15, 2004 10:52 AM           

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I know that my input won't have much heft as a life-time non-smoker, but I'm proud of ya'll for trying (and getting there ).

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posted October 15, 2004 10:55 AM         

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What do you want to get rid of, Philly? If it's in this forum, I can probably help you out.

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posted October 15, 2004 10:57 AM         

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Thank you, i needed this today.
What is my problem, I just ran out the door, store in mind, for a pack...... how bad is that? Am I stressed? I suppose I am.
After all my effort, and non-effort, I was willing to throw it all away.
Luckily, aneighbour was outside having one, so I asked if I could 'bum one'..... so I had another one.
I am so bad.. I need the reasons again, cuz they are all foggy.. what happened to the sense of pride? What is my damage?
She saved me from buying a pack though, so now I have to rethink the reasons...... It was soooo clear last week.. this week, kinda' fuzzy.
Help!!!!!! Help!!!!!!! Help!!!!
I have the patches upstairs.. as soon as the nicotine leaves my system, I will slap one on.
Oh.. and I am wearing a pair of low-rise cords... and they are not fitting well.

*Wwwwwwwwwwwwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!

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