posted February 01, 2005 11:46 AM         

At This Point In My Life

Done so many things wrong,
I don't know if I can do right
Oh I, Oh I've
done so many things wrong,
I don't know if I can do right

At this point in my life
I've done so many things wrong,
don't know if I can do right
If you put your trust in me,
hope I won't let you down
If you give me a chance,
I'll try

You see it's been a hard road
the road I'm traveling on
And if I take your hand
I might lead you down the path to ruin
I've had a hard life
Just saying so you'll understand
That right now, right now
I'm doing the best I can
At this point in my life

At this point in my life
although I've mostly walked in the shadows
I'm still searching for the light
Won't you put your faith in me
We both know that's what matters
If you give me a chance,
I'll try

You see I've been climbing stairs
but mostly stumbling down
You see I've been reaching high
but always losing ground
You see I've conquered hills
but I still have mountains to climb
And right now, right now,
I'm doing the best I can
At this point in my life

Before we take a step
Before we walk down that path
Before I make any promises
Before you have regrets
Before we talk commitment
let me tell you of my past
All I've seen and all I've done,
the things I'd like to forget
At this point in my life

At this point in my life
I'd like to live as if only love mattered
As if redemption was in sight
As if the search to live honestly
is all that anyone needs
no matter if you find it

You see when I've touched the sky
the earth's gravity has pulled me down
But now I've reconciled that in this world
birds and angels get the wings to fly
If you can believe in this heart of mine,
if you can give it a try,
then I'll reach inside and find and give you
all the sweetness that I have

posted February 02, 2005 04:31 AM         

Mono ~ Formica Blues

~Life in Mono~ (such a haunting song)

The stranger sang a theme,
From someone else's dream
The leaves began to fall
And no one spoke at all
But I can't seem to recall
When you came along

Ingenue,
Ingenue,
I just don't know what to do

The tree-lined avenue
Begins to fade from view
Drowning past regrets
In tea and cigarettes
But I can't seem to forget
When you came along

posted February 02, 2005 12:13 PM         

Nine Inch Nails: Even Deeper

i woke up today
to find myself in the other place
with a trail of my footprints
from where i ran away

it seems everything i've heard
just might be true
and you know me
(well you think you do)

sometimes, i have everything-
yet i wish i felt something

do you know how far this has gone?
just how damaged have i become?
when i think i can overcome
it runs even deeper

in a dream i'm a different me
with a perfect you
we fit perfectly
for once in my life i feel complete-

and i still wanna ruin it
afraid to look
as clear as day
this plan has long been underway

i hear them call
i cannot stay
the voice inviting me away

do you know how far this has gone?
just how damaged have i become?
when i think i can overcome
it runs even deeper

everything that matters is gone (everything that matters is gone)
all the hands of hope have withdrawn (everything)
could you try to help me hang on?
it runs...

i'm straight
i won't crack
on my way
and i can't turn back

i'm okay
i'm on track
on my way
and i can't turn back

i stayed
on this track
gone to far
and i can't come back

i stayed
on this track
lost my way
can't come back

i stayed
on this track
gone to far
and i can't come back

i stayed
on this track
lost my way
can't come back

i stayed
on this track
gone to far
and i can't come back

i stayed
on this track
lost my way
can't come back

posted February 07, 2005 08:03 PM         

Where are you going?
Where are you going?
Can you take me with you
For my hand is cold, and needs warmth.
Where are you going?

Far beyond where the horizon lies
where the horizon lies
and the land sinks into mellow blueness
oh please
take me with you

Let me skip the roads with you
I can dare myself
I can dare myself

I put a pebble in my shoe
and watch me walk
I can walk
and walk

I shall call the pebble dare
(I shall call the pebble dare)
We will walk, we will walk together
We will talk
about walking
Dare shall be carried
And when we both have had enough
I will take him from my shoe singing
'Meet your new road!'

Then I'll take your hand
Finally glad
(finally glad)
That I am here
By your side
(by my side)
By your side
(by my side)

[spoken]
Then the man they called Judas Iscariot
Went to the chief priests,
and said 'What will you give me to betray
Him to you?' They paid him thirty pieces of silver.
And from that moment,
he began to look out for an opportunity
To betray Him.

--Steven Schwartz

posted February 14, 2005 03:13 PM         

Shes Like the Swallow - Karen Casey

Black is the colour - Paul Weller

You go to my head - Bryan Ferry.........mmmmm

and loads loads more

posted February 14, 2005 08:36 PM         

Pale Blue Eyes ~ Velvet Underground

Sometimes I feel so happy,
Sometimes I feel so sad.
Sometimes I feel so happy,
But mostly you just make me mad.
Baby, you just make me mad.
Linger on, your pale blue eyes.
Linger on, your pale blue eyes.

Thought of you as my mountain top,
Thought of you as my peak.
Thought of you as everything,
I've had but couldn't keep.
I've had but couldn't keep.
Linger on, your pale blue eyes.
Linger on, your pale blue eyes.

If I could make the world as pure and strange as what I see,
I'd put you in the mirror,
I put in front of me.
I put in front of me.
Linger on, your pale blue eyes.
Linger on, your pale blue eyes.

Skip a life completely.
Stuff it in a cup.
She said, Money is like us in time,
It lies, but can't stand up.
Down for you is up."
Linger on, your pale blue eyes.
Linger on, your pale blue eyes.

posted March 04, 2005 01:32 PM         

A man and a woman
Little sister don't you worry about a thing today
Take the heat from the sun
Little sister
I know that everything is not ok
But you're like honey on my tongue

True love never can be rent
But only true love can keep beauty innocent

I could never take a chance
Of losing love to find romance
In the mysterious distance
Between a man and a woman
No I could never take a chance
‘Cos I could never understand
The mysterious distance
Between a man and a woman

You can run from love
And if it's really love it will find you
Catch you by the heel
But you can't be numb for love
The only pain is to feel nothing at all
How can I hurt when I'm holding you?

I could never take a chance
Of losing love to find romance
In the mysterious distance
Between a man and a woman

And you're the one, there's no-one else
You make me want to lose myself
In the mysterious distance
Between a man and a woman

Brown eyed girl across the street
On rue Saint Divine
I thought this is the one for me
But she was already mine
You were already mine…

Little sister
I've been sleeping in the street again
Like a stray dog
Little sister
I've been trying to feel complete again
But you're gone and so is God

The soul needs beauty for a soul mate
When the soul wants… the soul waits …

No I could never take a chance
Of losing love to find romance
In the mysterious distance
Between a man and a woman

For love and sex and faith and fear
And all the things that keep us here
In the mysterious distance
Between a man and a woman

posted March 06, 2005 02:06 AM         

"Pyramid Song" By Radiohead...

I get a spiritual rush when I listen to it...

posted September 08, 2006 01:48 PM         

Fascination by Kem from the movie Take the Lead... so romantic

Lips of an Angel by Hinder... seductive but oh so wrong.