posted February 15, 2005 09:31 PM              

I had a substitute in AP European History that's a PE teacher, and sadly, seemed to be even better of a teacher of the subject than our real one. Our actual teacher choked on a Cheerio in the block before our's and had to go to the hospital.

posted February 15, 2005 10:09 PM              

Later, Journal, ol buddy.

posted February 16, 2005 12:48 AM            

Why am I having such a hard time writing in my real one? LOL....Why is it I compose these really long a$$ entries only to look at your beautifully bound pages and walk away?

Ahh..because I was waiting for a thread like this

Okay..Dear Journal, I am a Saggie..I am supposed to be blessed by some Jupiter luck- yet how is it I found the man of my dreams, yet I must live in what has been defined as a "geographically remote" area of Arizona? Due to this locale, I cannot seem to find a job. I have been looking for over 6 months now and the nearest biotech is more than 75 miles away....

I see how the Universe works...be single and have a kick a$$ job..find the love of your life and move to the barren deserts that my anscestors gave up many moons ago...okay..there has to be a book in there somewhere..LOL..

Dear Journal...why am I still such an optimist? Oh yeah...cuz at least I get to ravage my Bull-boy every chance I get hee hee..well..I did until he went off to Missouri for training..BUT..I am leaving to see him in 2 day...Yippeeee.....

Seriously though..would Jupiter PLEASE send me some lucky rays so that I can find a job and be a working lady again?

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"Lahn dádzaayú nahikai leh ni' nyelíí k'ehge," Goyathlay (Geronimo)

"Once we moved like the Wind"

posted February 16, 2005 01:02 AM              

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Why am I having such a hard time writing in my real one?

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ROFL!

posted February 16, 2005 03:11 AM              

I need to stop letting what is going on at home, rip me to complete and utter shreds after I have spent so much time building up my strength. They are not worth it. Don't listen to what they say, they are wrong and are lying. You are stronger than this. Do not let it completely engulf you in flames - they probably secretly like to see it. Your entire life isn't even bad...just home.

I felt love again today...or was it lust? It was something...the tingling, surge of energy through your body when he picked you up to show you the baby mice in the top row of cages at the pet store...how strong his arms felt around you. That same surge when his feet touched yours under the table at the diner and you realized he was doing it on purpose and he smirked. How you kept catching him smiling at you when he thought you couldn't see him...and it wasn't even really a date! Oh how much one lovely guy can make you feel on top of the world.

It seems like the case of balances is working itself in my life again. This seems to occur everytime I have a very good half day...the other half of the day, something always goes terribly wrong. I wish I could break this. I'm seriously tired of the balance of the cosmos if it means everytime something awesome happens I know I have to look forward to being assaulted in some way the moment I walk through the door at home.

posted February 16, 2005 03:41 AM              

Usually, I cant read more than a couple lines of something personal like that, but it was very pure and clever and beautiful, and a pleasure to read. Thank you.

posted February 16, 2005 04:31 AM              

Plus it is so nice hearing that I have the knack! I usually don't like putting my writing right out there, even if it is just for fun like this thread is because I never know if it's good...doh! It rocks though as I have really been catching the writing bug lately.

posted February 16, 2005 04:40 AM              

Sure, I'll come chop up your family. Just ask all of the critical degrees in my chart. ROFL. (another string ) No problem there. I just buried Steve in my backyard.

Well, my eyes are reallly drooping here. I'll email you back tomorrow most likely. ((((more hugs))))) I really know how hard it is (of course not your situation exactly but..).

posted February 16, 2005 04:46 AM              

This boy is someone I met while in college 3 years ago who I have had an on/off friendship...just once in awhile see each other around and talk for awhile. We actually hung out a few weeks ago but I was unsure of how I felt, it's almost like I felt he was TOO nice to me or something. So today I ran across him and was like...ok this time, do not push him away. So we chilled all day and just laughed at everything, and talked, it was so cool .

I'll probably even have his chart soon mwhaha, I picked up an astro magazine when we were in the bookstore, he picked up on it and we talked about what we both know...he loves mythology so he taught me about the Gods, I told him the astrology side of things, and we put them together and then he asked if I could read his chart sometime. Mwhaha!!!

posted February 16, 2005 12:26 PM              

It's so odd how things work. Everything turns to hell and you lose complete hope. You think nothing good will happen to you again, and then, deciding to just sleep on your hell, you are abruptly woken by another job interview! How odd life is, let's hope this is the ONE. I NEED this now.

Those dreams I keep having about Raine Maida from Our Lady Peace are fun, even though his character in my dreams is distant and cold. Sexy, lovely, Raine. Yummy!

posted February 16, 2005 02:31 PM              

I really need to haul ass and purchase the plane ticket to Europe.

What's the best thing that's happened today? *thinks*

posted February 16, 2005 03:58 PM            

I have a few things to tell you. Deep, sweaty, real, fleshy, juicy, fulfilling things.... all about the fruit salad I just ate.... mmmmmm.... Who knew pineapple and grapes and melon and strawberries could taste so utterly sweet and warm!! They always seemed like a summer thing to me, but it seems they can warm my frigid skin when the icy wind whips at it... Superb day so far.

Oh, and the nice kiss goodbye I got an hour ago was delicious! Soft at first, then pressure, he pulled away, looked into my eyes with Scorpionic waves in the air, and kissed me for a whole, hard minute....

*melts*

posted February 16, 2005 04:01 PM              

I am going to go to Orbitz.com.

posted February 16, 2005 05:24 PM            

Well today was alright,the day has gone by so fast. It will be time for me to go home in like 45 minutes. I have been nursing a broken heart for the last month and I must admit I am coming back into myself I feel absolutely wonderful today. My B-day is on the 25th and it is a must that I be in a good mood cause I plan on partyiiiiiinnnng big time. Tonight I may go work out, but what ever I do it is going to be nice, I do plan on having a wonderful evening as I had a wonderful day...