posted February 16, 2005 11:36 PM            

It's the 'danny'.. remember when I asked, sweet woman?

posted February 17, 2005 12:06 AM            

Why am I nervous about tomorrow. I finally get to see Mr. Taurus after a month of him being at BNOC in MO.... But, I have had this taste of being alone again..and being true to the Archer ways..I kind of like it...

But I miss him..I miss him rambling around the kitchen, snoring loudly in bed, his lame jokes that still make me laugh and most of all, just his voice...

yet...am I just being the typical Archer in that I have separated myself so much from missing him, that maybe I won't feel the same about him when I see him? Will I resent the fact that I am in this town so much that I hold it against him? Or..am I just being that anal retentive Virgo rising and getting all worked up over nothing?

We'll see...and Dear Journal..why now, of all times, is Mr. Leo calling me..all the time..to tell me how much he loves me and misses me..it has to be a test right?

Well...we will see....tomorrow is the big day!!!

Love to all-

Pidaua

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"Lahn dádzaayú nahikai leh ni' nyelíí k'ehge," Goyathlay (Geronimo)

"Once we moved like the Wind"

posted February 17, 2005 08:29 AM              

another day has just begun

quiet here, the only noise i hear is the keyboard clicking as i type these words. my favorite time of day, i know there are dishes to be washed and diapers to be changed. but not yet. now i enjoy the moment. ponder the past. try to decode life's messages.

posted February 17, 2005 09:15 AM              

Life is but the sum total of all our aspirations and our struggles to achieve them. But more important than that, is to first realise who we are, for only when we know ourselves, can we know the others and truly mean it when we say we love them.

Your bull probably knows you well enough to feel the anxiety inside you and if he is the person I think he is, he will try his best to ease you back into the domestic mode. Just relax and be yourself with him, as you always are. Not that you have a choice, being the most honest sign of the circle. The question now is if you are brave enough to be honest to yourself and actually face the intense emotions that threaten to overwhelm your falsely secure freedom.

Good luck, love, Im sure you'll have a fab time with your man!

Maya

posted February 17, 2005 09:44 AM              

I hauled my big ass and found my passport. The plane ticket is now booked.

Hi Yin,

I ended up going to www.usairways.com instead because I want to try a different carrier and see what an Airbus plane is like.

posted February 17, 2005 10:52 AM              

I think that today I'll organize the office while listening to "Science Friday" (I miss DC NPR; God Bless streaming audio) in between running after Meg.

posted February 17, 2005 11:22 AM              

Are you from Bulgaria?

posted February 17, 2005 12:07 PM              

When was the last time you were in your home town?

Here is a recent pic with my town icon in the background:

posted February 17, 2005 12:35 PM              

Well, that job offer was a joke just like the last one was. Temp agency with a biotch who plays games. If a job is in the newspaper, and I have to go through a temp agency, why when I go to the temp agency do they make it sound like they don't even care that I am in there, even though they called me two times yesterday morning until they can get me, and ask me to come in for an interview? And then ask me a bunch of questions and stare at me like I am a big loser because I I haven't worked since June, and because I went back to college in September, decided that was a loaded idea, and came back home to find a job. I already have a freakin 2 year degree. People need to get over it. Give me a job. Stop playing games. Now I know why unemployed people go on killing rampages.

posted February 17, 2005 01:15 PM              

I forgot. I found out that I type 75 wpm with 100% accuracy! I ROOLE YEY! Too bad that I DON'T LIKE TO TYPE.

posted February 17, 2005 01:30 PM              

I came home to find nobody there What’s worst is that after I went to my room I found a GIANT spider OMG!!! I hate spiders *shudders* I have to stay downstairs till someone comes home

posted February 17, 2005 02:42 PM              

Aph is flippin' gorgeous (inside and out).

I hope that she has fun in her travels.

- Corri

posted February 17, 2005 06:06 PM              

Please send neptune's mermaid the exterminator, and prox a tissue for her nose. LOL @ the hiding behind the couch smilie!

posted February 17, 2005 06:08 PM              

Sitting at work here...not getting anything accomplished at the moment. Has anyone seen my motivation? I seem to have lost it.

posted February 18, 2005 10:05 AM              

I haven't seen Sheaa (a Know ). Does anyone know why she isn't here much anymore?

Thanks Prox

Lioneye, if you can fit into a backpack . . . sure, why not?

posted February 18, 2005 11:05 AM              

Aph has nothing to be embarrassed about because what I wrote it true -
though I will have to join lioneye in being madly jealous of her trip

Also, don't ever, ever go to Overstock.com with a tax refund in your hand.
It can only spell...there being no more tax refund.

(OK, it's not as bad as all that - I've some left from what I budgeted for household spending, we paid off the loan on the Comet, Jase has his 20 million dollars to spend on odds and ends for the Comet, and we have some left over for starting Meg's education savings and our IRA - AND I got some stuff that we needed...I dunno, maybe it's the Virgo in me that's such a tightwad )

Deeply Discounted Van Gogh Reproductions and Neat-o Area Rugs,
Corri

posted February 19, 2005 04:00 PM              

It's Saturday afternoon and I'm sitting in a net cafe. The sky is overcast with slight showers. There is a little family sitting nearby. The two boys are having a kick playing with a robot Hula girl doll waltzing across their table playing Lu'al music.