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SparklingSag Knowflake Posts: 1850 From: Registered: May 2009
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posted February 19, 2005 04:35 PM
Great site...the www.studentuniverse.com I'm coming to UNC-North Carolina to study and want to travel around.IP: Logged |
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posted February 20, 2005 04:15 AM
Dear Journal,Gah!! Its Sunday morning here. I have just finished work and feeling very...err, very young, in the way only working with the elderly can make you. Seriously want to try Alexander technique, and find a good spot where I can scream. Sometimes you need a good scream, especially when you've grown up in the West and are soo completely out of touch with nature and your physical body cries out for affection, for a touch, for a real good squeeze mostly. I wonder whats up with the 'Give a hug day'? Or did I imagine there to be one. Dear Journal, I think those cornish mushrooms have finally caught up with me. Tho' the posts on Lindaland have been reading a bit surreal lately. Even Randall, who I havent read anything from pops out with a text request. Sweet. I always meant to start a journal, but I just get high in the evening can never be arsed to write things down. Subconscious pressure on my path probably, but this on-line thingy I love. I enjoy typing. Its still a novelty to me I guess. Being back at my mums is nice, but being relaxed only drives home how apathetic I have become. Enough talking and more doing, more loving. I fritter my energy away too much by not being in the moment. I figure that when you give of yourself to a converstaion, to a deed, to the TV even the good feeling you get is as a result of that energy reflecting back to you. So be in that moment to get it otherwise you miss it. I dont want to miss anymore. Body and mind baby!
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posted February 20, 2005 01:50 PM
Dear Journal,Last night after eating dinner at Hakilau (a Hawaiian restaurant), I went to a downtown bookstore to see what was new. Sylvia Browne has a new book out about mysteries and legends and I ended up reading the whole thing in one sitting in the store. Her writing style reminds me so much of Linda Goodman. Then I looked closer at her picture on the front cover and the pose resembles the one Linda has for Love Signs. Even the topics Browne writes about are so, Linda-like. IP: Logged |
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posted February 20, 2005 06:00 PM
Dear Proxime,You asked where Sheaa was. Here you go! http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum7/HTML/004284.html Dear Aphrodite, Wow! IP: Logged |
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posted February 20, 2005 06:17 PM
Ahhh, thanks 26 IP: Logged |
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posted February 20, 2005 09:50 PM
I miss her too. IP: Logged |
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posted February 21, 2005 02:18 PM
Dear Journal,Some days I feel viciously homicidal. Today is one of those days. Oh happy day! IP: Logged |
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posted February 21, 2005 04:15 PM
Thanks 26Taurus IP: Logged |
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posted February 26, 2005 01:12 PM
Dear Journal,'Just because nobody understands what you speak, it doesnt necessarily mean that what you're saying is deep'. Good quote. I have only ever met one person who got me instantly. Who understands my depth. Understands the fact that just because I dont choose to have it oozing out of me, doesnt mean its not there. Its scary to reason that most of my friends have no idea how emotional I am. How much I long to have beautiful conversation. Conversational that encompasses all the things I love to talk about. Africa, astrology, spirituality, art, beauty, fashion everything wonderful. Though, it is my own fault. I am choosen, rather than choose. I am easy with being with anyone whose prescence I feel happy in. But now I want for more. I want my soul to be nutured and fed with all things wonderful. I want to be creatively inspired each and every single day. I want to be all that I am and not try and subdue any of me to fit in anothers mould. World, this is me, take me as I am. IP: Logged |
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posted February 27, 2005 01:40 PM
Dear Journal, Today I woke up and thought that when the Pope dies maybe he and Mother Theresa could date on the other side. I'm indulging myself today with fun, games, and entertainment. I worked hard the last 3 days. Thursday and Friday went very well, but yesterday was damned hard. I noticed that it could be because transiting Mercury is opposing my natal Mars. Other stuff going on there too. Yeah, Neptune has been in my First House forever too. It's been hanging tight in a square to my Sun and Midheaven. Poses a real image problem. Guess we have to learn to work with those energies cause they won't leave us alone till we do. bye journal spirit. IP: Logged |
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posted February 28, 2005 08:13 AM
Dear JournalA very good friend of mine has decided not to come back to this amazing wonderland. He feels that it disturbs me, not knowing how much his presence means to me, how I look forward to his posts and his weirdly shaped name. He does not realise this place is so much poorer because he is not here ... that everyone here loves him sooooo much and would be suffering an awful loss if he leaves. I am sending out a prayer for him, let it be a beacon that guides my darling friend back to Lindaland and back to me ... Love Maya IP: Logged |
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posted February 28, 2005 02:37 PM
Dear Journal,This weekend went way to fast! We had a company brr-b-q on Saturday to celebrate our new move and purchase of our building. My father was very excited all thru the week for Sat to come. Unfortunatly it did now end up as expected. Not many people showed. Which caused me to feel extremely bad for him. hes been in business over 16years and still works with many of the same people. These are the people that were invited. But hardly anyone showed. I cant help but think it has to do with his personality. Hes a contractor and has alot of stress in his day to day work. He tends to scream at people and hang up alot. I thnk if he would change his ways hed get alot of respect back. Hes and intellegent man and great business man whos worked his way up from rock bottom. I dunno, maybe I wish to much for him. Maybe im seeing into this to far. Then again, you cant help someone who doesnt want help right!?!? I dont think he sees anything wrong with the way he is ... but unfortunatly I do. And I dont like to see it. but what can I do right? My sisters kids are coming to stay with me for about 2weeks. I just ofund out 30min ago, my b/f is going outta town working during that 2weeks. How convinient! I will survive! till tomorrow Journal! love, Ang- ------------------ ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Cap Sun/ASC, Cancer Moon IP: Logged |
Mama Mia Knowflake Posts: 137 From: Registered: Feb 2010
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posted February 28, 2005 03:02 PM
Dear Journal: Good start off to my Monday, This pass weekend was Grrreeeaaatttt I celebrated my b-day all weekend partyed and ate like it was the end of the world. I have great friends got some really nice gifts. I am in the process of moving next weekend have that on my mind alot I am so looking forward ti it though. I am moving in a upper class part of the southside of Chicago a lil congested but nice. Journal I know that it has been a month and a week since J and I split but I miss him so much I miss our friendship. I cannot get him off my mind. Two nights last week I dreamed about him one night all night, I woke up like DAMN!!!! I will be glad when the freshness of the breakup is over. It is so strange cause he is the reason for the break up he did something to me that really hurt I cannot even speak to him when I see him at the gym. I just look at him he does atleast try to speak. He was wrong for what he did and he is not worthy of my friendship atleast not right now. God is working with me on my anomosity. Until then it will be this way. Oh Well :-(. That is it journal for now gotta get back to work Peace... IP: Logged |
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posted February 28, 2005 05:07 PM
Dear journal, Wow I've hardly visited LL lately! I've been spending hours interpretating all the aspects in my own chart. It's a lot of work, but I have fun with it, and it compels me to do some introspection. My social life has gone to hell. It does periodically, but I suppose it's okay. Sometimes I feel like someday I will have a tight-knit group of friends that likes to hang out and that that time does not have to be right now. I worry way too much. Of course, I am still unemployed, but after going to H&R Block my money worries are not so strong . I have to start taking much better care of my car. It can't be too happy in the weather! <3 IP: Logged |
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posted March 01, 2005 02:03 PM
Dear Journal,I must remember not to use all opportunities to air my ongoing existential battle. Zut Alors! La Vita so so Bella. Ah IP: Logged |
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posted March 01, 2005 02:06 PM
Dear Journal,Where's LibraSparkle? I miss her. IP: Logged |
pixelpixie Knowflake Posts: 474 From: ON Canada Registered: Apr 2009
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posted March 01, 2005 02:13 PM
I was going to post about her too... for real!!! It has been tooo long!!! IP: Logged |
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posted March 01, 2005 02:19 PM
hehe Yeah! Get your sparkling butt back here Libra! Youre due for a spank. IP: Logged |
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posted March 01, 2005 02:28 PM
I miss her too!! LibraSparkle commmmeee baaaacccckkkk IP: Logged |
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posted June 28, 2005 07:31 AM
Dear Journal,Its been a while since such a warm and cosy thread was started, so I thought I'll bring this up Cheers maya IP: Logged |
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posted June 28, 2005 09:23 AM
Dear Journal,This past weekend I went sailing in the bay and had so much fun! It was cold out on the ocean and riding the rip tides was an adventure because the boat would tip dangerously to its sides, or rock violently to a change in wind direction. My family is coming to visit for the Fourth of July weekend holiday and I have been thinking about what we could do. I also have been cleaning up my apartment bit by bit, so by Thursday night everything should be organized and together for their arrival on Saturday. Last night, the cleanser Comet was instrumental in getting the stove top, sink and sink counter gleaming white and clean IP: Logged |
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posted June 28, 2005 07:02 PM
Dear Journal,I have been one hell of a flighty ******* as of late. I can't even tell whether I'm coming or going on here, pr anywhere else. This must be the chaos theory that order shall grow from that I keep reading about in a Ray Kurzweil book (and that I had learned in physics). My life right now feels like it is testing me...stuck in a really boring job for 28 more days. All sorts of things going wrong with paperwork for college. Too close to financial aid deadline...I can't let it break me. Raine Maida is HOTTTTTT!!!!! *drool* I just ate Pizza Hut...I am going to have to drop one the size of Texas later. *edit* Wow, LL even censors b4st4rd! LOL! IP: Logged |
moonshine Newflake Posts: 0 From: Registered: Sep 2012
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posted June 28, 2005 09:06 PM
Dear journal,It is 1.48am and I cannot sleep. Worked from 8am till 9pm today - thats 13 hours folks... no wonder I'm too wired to sleep. I was so stressed today that when the storm started in the afternoon I just wanted to leave the office and get caught up in it, to walk down the street feeling really soaked to the bone, it would have felt so wonderful. There's nothing like warm summer rain. And especially being caught without a coat an umbrella. It makes you feel alive and sparkling. But when I did leave it had stopped. Typical of my luck. I guess others would consider that lucky, but I was so disappointed. Anyway, Im going to bed and try to force myself to sleep now. Have work in the morning. IP: Logged |
moonshine Newflake Posts: 0 From: Registered: Sep 2012
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posted June 28, 2005 09:11 PM
excellent thread by the wayIP: Logged |
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posted June 28, 2005 09:23 PM
Dear Journal, The fever has still not gone away, even with the insane amount of tylenol and the cleasning baths I've been taking. I don't liek to feel afflicted in bed all day long, I feel so un archer like. Its my day off and I'm stuck looking at the mess in my house piling up and am feeling so absent form it all.
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