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Topic: Since I've been gone..........
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pixelpixie
Knowflake Posts: 5301
From: Ontario Canada
Registered: Jun 2005
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posted June 03, 2005 09:39 AM
 
I have thought about opposition....Instead of doing my impulsive silly posts, I was able to come on here, yet not able to post or interact... so it got me introspective. I saw sad posts, that I was unable to respond to.
And it got me thinking.
I have been 'down' for a while... I know, period of regeneration and all that...
When someone says
"Life Sucks"
I might respond flippanty, I might blow sunshine up their ass, I might go "Yeah, you're right, it does..."
BUT... My immediate internal reaction, even when my own clouds are grey.. is "But, there is more to it..... yes, it sucks, but it is filled with non-suckiness..."
Initially, I have an internal knowing that there is more, and it is wonderful.
Maybe that makes me bi polar... maybe it makes me Mary Poppins, complete with a spoonful of sugar. Maybe it makes me simply as I always am.... a bit of a commitment/authority phobe.. so if you say something with assurance...ie; 'life sucks', I will immediately think the opposite, just to have something to oppose... But, If I tell you , "Life Sucks.."
What is your initial, gut reaction? If I can see that it doesn't, even though I am not yet through the other side of the sad-tunnel.... what do you think? IP: Logged |
Randall
Webmaster Posts: 25287
From: Columbus, GA USA
Registered: Nov 2000
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posted June 03, 2005 11:20 AM
Life does suck, but man, when it's good, when everything clicks, the suckiness is all worth it.  ------------------
"There is no use trying," said Alice; "one can't believe impossible things." "I dare say you haven't had much practice," said the Queen. "When I was your age, I always did it for half an hour a day. Why, sometimes I've believed as many as six impossible things before breakfast." Lewis Carroll IP: Logged |
Philbird
Knowflake Posts: 3396
From: Here, there and everywhere.
Registered: Jun 2004
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posted June 03, 2005 11:25 AM
I've been low too! Not sad, but I am having trouble seeing humor these days. I feel like I need to sleep all the time! I'm reading a book by Bob Frissell called "Nothing in this book is true, but it's exactly how things are." It's getting me into the scientific explanations of the human body according to Sacred Geometry. Good Read! Laying off the meditating and trying to make things happen. A spiritual break if you will.
Plus, I think I had some somke blown up my arsh here on L.L. I am disheartned about that. IP: Logged |
proxieme
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posted June 03, 2005 11:45 AM
Really?
Where at, Philbird (if you don't think that specifics'll blow some stuff up)?I think that that's exactly right, ya'll -
And even the sucky parts, when you look back at 'em, hold something valuable (in my onion, at least). IP: Logged |
Philbird
Knowflake Posts: 3396
From: Here, there and everywhere.
Registered: Jun 2004
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posted June 03, 2005 11:57 AM
Hi Prox!!!
Specifics would blow things up! I didn't listen to my intuition and avoid hurt. Just something I have to deal with, ya know?IP: Logged |
pixelpixie
Knowflake Posts: 5301
From: Ontario Canada
Registered: Jun 2005
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posted June 03, 2005 12:53 PM
Yes, especially the sucky parts, when you revisit therm with the perspective of now, have so much value!
Even to really look into the core of an issue, that only with distance, becomes clearer...
Sometimes microscopic evaluation isn't as telling as geographical scaling...Nice to hear from you, Randall! Hi Prox, Hi Philly!!!! IP: Logged |
Solane Star
Knowflake Posts: 5378
From: Ontario, Canada
Registered: Jun 2005
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posted June 03, 2005 01:14 PM
Oh Girl your really on to something here!!!This is what I call a revolutionary moment!!! Bringing or causing great changes in ones own life or others!!! Where someone or something has lifted the veil of time. A Free Pass in to see the truth of that moment. Shinning that inner light and how we choose to create our own faith and sitations around us. How we choose to respond to every given moment. Being true to your-elf and accountable for your choices of how to react. truly choosing to create something beautiful with your heart. FREE WILL to choose one or the other, to feel that balance. This is something that comes right from the heart and that is where all truths lay. The heart of the moment is where its truly at!!! We are all creators,I think thats the gift of Free Will. Our born right! Well Felt Pixie  Take heart, my friend!!!
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Solane Star
Knowflake Posts: 5378
From: Ontario, Canada
Registered: Jun 2005
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posted June 03, 2005 01:25 PM
Having some heart though all those confusing times has had it's share of ups and downs lately and it is truly inspiring when you hear others going though some of the same tying times and you guys are here to share and support one another with our hope of making it a Brighter Day!!! IP: Logged |
pixelpixie
Knowflake Posts: 5301
From: Ontario Canada
Registered: Jun 2005
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posted June 03, 2005 01:39 PM
Here's to brighter days everywhere!
*clink* 
Love to you all! IP: Logged |
Bluemoon
Knowflake Posts: 4456
From: Stafford, VA USA
Registered: Feb 2005
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posted June 03, 2005 01:43 PM
Words by John Turner and Geoffrey Parsons and Music by Charlie ChaplinSmile though your heart is aching
Smile even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through for you Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile I agree with Randall. I just keep search for the next non-sucking part. IP: Logged |
Solane Star
Knowflake Posts: 5378
From: Ontario, Canada
Registered: Jun 2005
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posted June 03, 2005 01:53 PM
A GOOD WAY TO RELEASE THE sh!t !!!  IP: Logged |
Solane Star
Knowflake Posts: 5378
From: Ontario, Canada
Registered: Jun 2005
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posted June 03, 2005 02:03 PM
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Philbird
Knowflake Posts: 3396
From: Here, there and everywhere.
Registered: Jun 2004
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posted June 04, 2005 12:22 PM
"Yes, especially the sucky parts, when you revisit therm with the perspective of now, have so much value!
Even to really look into the core of an issue, that only with distance, becomes clearer...
Sometimes microscopic evaluation isn't as telling as geographical scaling..."
Pix, I'm not sure if we are looking at the same "time line." But if we are, you hit the nail on the head.SolaneStar. I did have the free will to choose, I got a case of "guru" infection. My heart really believed, and I was saddened when I looked at the whole picture.
So, I know now when to shut up and listen, because the truth will become clear eventually. IP: Logged |
marycarmenvidal
Knowflake Posts: 113
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Registered: Jun 2005
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posted June 04, 2005 01:00 PM
HEY SOLANE NICE PICS¡ H,HI,HI..
AND YOU PIXIE, REMEMBER THIS:
"EVERY CLOUD HAS A SILVER LINING" ...WHATEVER IT MEANTS, I HOPE THIS HELPS YOU, AND SORRY BECAUSE MY BAD ENGLISH..REGARDS FROM MEXICO¡ IP: Logged |
Rainbow~
Knowflake Posts: 5927
From: The Little River Indian Reservation
Registered: Jan 2002
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posted June 04, 2005 01:43 PM
Randall! You're IN LOVE AGAIN!  (JUMPS WITH HAPPY!) Wonderful! Rainbow
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Rainbow~
Knowflake Posts: 5927
From: The Little River Indian Reservation
Registered: Jan 2002
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posted June 04, 2005 02:07 PM
BLUE MOON  I LOVE that "Smile song!" ....and ain't it the truth? Rainbow
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Rainbow~
Knowflake Posts: 5927
From: The Little River Indian Reservation
Registered: Jan 2002
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posted June 04, 2005 02:34 PM
Hi Pixie......Phil Bird......Proxie......Solane Star......and MaryCarmen......   Rainbow
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Solane Star
Knowflake Posts: 5378
From: Ontario, Canada
Registered: Jun 2005
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posted June 04, 2005 03:18 PM
Thanks Rainbow, I think so too!!!We are a great brunch aren't WE!!! Philbird you have to be less hard on your s-elf, your only human. Everything you have done so far is totally perfect and appropriate so far for your learning on this journey. May my heart be with you Philbird!
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Solane Star
Knowflake Posts: 5378
From: Ontario, Canada
Registered: Jun 2005
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posted June 04, 2005 03:25 PM
For you Philbird  IP: Logged |
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