posted June 15, 2005 03:43 AM         

Gotta strange problem here. I met a girl online a month and a half ago, and we hit it off right away. We got along great. Our charts seem fairly compatible. Our charts indicate a psychic connection, and that's been the case so far.

I'm supposed to meet her this weekend, and I've been looking forward to it. She, however, has been getting a little distant. I asked her about it tonight, and she's nervous that I won't be attracted to her, and that it will wreck what we have.

I've seen some pictures, but they're not totally recent, and it's difficult to guage what I'll think. I mean I feel like all I need is a good face, and a body that's not obese (overweight is fine, just not huge). She looks like she's overweight, but it's hard to tell how much.

I really feel like I just want to force myself to be attracted to her, because she's so cool. I can't help wonder about whether I will be, though, because she seems like she may not be confident now.

Right now we're still set to meet. I just don't know what to think or feel about it now.

posted June 19, 2005 09:18 AM         

We haven't talked too much in the last few days, so I just wanted to say, "Hello."

Everything is kind of up in the air right now in my life. Two applications for employment with my city got declined this week. I naturally feel there must be some bias in the universe against me (even though I know I shouldn't). It's probably a sign that I need to look somewhere else. My meeting with my online friend got pushed back a week. This meeting has brought some great dialogue between us, so that's neat. For the past few days she's had a painful, stiff neck, and I'm starting to hope it's nothing serious.

I don't know what in me causes me to reminisce (not a particularly Capricornian thing I know), but I just ordered two movies from my youth. One is Song of the South, a politically incorrect Disney movie from 1946 that they will never rerelease in America. The other one is The Pirate Movie, which is Australian. I don't think many people saw it. It's a totally campy 80's comedy based loosely on the Pirates of Penzance. It's just silly. I'm excited to see both again.

Anyway, that's my life at the moment. Hope to see you around again soon.

posted July 04, 2005 03:55 PM         

I just noticed on another thread where you said hello, so I thought I'd write.

My love life is pretty slow right now. I did meet the Gemini. We had a good time, and everything was fine. Unfortunately, and I haven't said this publicly here yet, I didn't find myself attracted to her. Her and I have talked plenty of times since then, but never about our night. I hate that I'm not attracted to her since we get along so easily.

Astrologically, I have a stellium in my 7th House, a House (I hear) that is ruled by Libra. My Gem has no Libra, and doesn't seem to share my love of style, beauty and grace.

I've been told that I should tell her, but our conversations haven't really gone there. There hasn't been even any talk of seeing more of one another, so I'm sheepishly waiting in the sidelines. I'm not avoiding her, but I've also been a bit aloof. I really hate being the bad guy.

What's worse is that the writing was on the wall, and I disregarded it. I've got to stop doing that. I have to stop applying my will against circumstances that seem to indicate a different path.

posted July 04, 2005 05:05 PM         

Thank you for being YOU!

posted July 06, 2005 09:21 AM         

Hey Az, thanks for the lovely pic and words - aahh isnt it great to touch souls.

I wanted to check in on a thread you posted to me where you asked about the "sneaky one", but I couldnt remember where it was, do you? I will get around to replying to your mail - I really have problems with my email thing, for some reasons xxx

posted July 06, 2005 01:45 PM         

I do only have one water sign in my astrological profile Mars in Scorpio), so I'm still feeling out whether or not that's the best course for me. Having said that, though, I've not known comfort like I have in the arms of a water sign. There's something inherently soft and feminine there that is SO powerful.

posted July 17, 2005 07:25 PM         

Well, I'm at a point where I'm getting a bit stressed. Here, where I live, if you get let go from a job you can receive a stipend for a time that we call unemployment. Mine's about to run out, so I need to get into something quick.

I feel a bit lost about the whole thing. I was really hoping that I'd get some of the jobs I'd applied for earlier. I want to get into something stable for a bit. I have this feeling like my life is going to be good in the next 20 years, but I have no idea how it's going to happen, or what I should do. Anyway, I just need to stay calm enough to get something lined up. Maybe I should take up a spell for money.

I'm watching a John wayne movie that takes place in Ireland right now. Sometimes these old movies are so beautiful. They really take me someplace different.

I hope all is well with you,

posted July 18, 2005 02:07 PM         

Good to hear from you (did you see my replies in the Images thread (Maya's one) and Randall/Moderators one).

I thought you were going thro a bit of a rough time, I am gonna send you some calmness and strength (unfortunately no money to spare at moment). You could always get a green candle and invite money in!!! Am sure it would work for you!

Aaahh the Quiet Man, isnt the actress called Maureen O'Hara, If so she is a fiery red head, a Leo I believe, beautiful woman isnt she? Yes Ireland is delightful and I thank God every day for being here.

I noticed in another thread you wrote about your Aries Dad and Leo Mum - God bless you that must have been hard for you growing up, What is your Mum like - is she similar to Maurenn O'Hara ha ha? Did she used to clash with your Dad, Sorry am I being too personal here Mr Capricorn, if so tell me to sh** off.

Love to you - sending good vibes, keep on rocking in the free world

posted July 18, 2005 04:17 PM         

I'll have to look into that geren candle. It's been so hot here my roommate may think me crazy to be lighting a candle.

Yeah, Maureen O'Hara is beautiful. No, my mom isn't anything like her. I've often been disgusted at my parents relationship and marriage. She can be a little fiery at times, but with my dad she's mostly submissive, and he's mostly domineering. He regularly dismisses her opinions. She's a saint to put up with his nonsense. Growing up I was often the person my mom would turn to when she would get stressed over things. I read in one of my astrology reports that I might act like her parent. To my dad's credit I'll say that he's kept the family living mostly comfortably with his earning power.

I'm glad to see you wrote. I like having the good witch of Ireland on my side.

posted July 18, 2005 09:03 PM         

My mom just called to tell me he's in the hospital with heart trouble. He's got one artery nearly blocked. The procedure doesn't sound too bad. No cracking open his chest. No stopping his heart. I think everything will be fine, but it does weigh heavy on me.

While on the phone my mom revealed a secret fantasy of hers. She heard from my dad that I'm laying tile now. I'm not sure if I told you about that. It's kind of an under the table job I've been doing. Anyway, apparently she had learned about how you can design tile from my grandma, and she'd secretly fantasized about designing her own and laying out her own artful patterns. She kept asking or saying how silly it was, and I told her it wasn't. I reminded her she was talking to her artistic son. I thought it was nice of her to share.

posted July 19, 2005 04:53 AM         

Sorry to hear about you Da, this isnt surprising to you tho is it, the heart thing? I hope he feels better and comes out of it calmer.

Yeah your ma is lucky to have you, a calming influence and that was lovely she shared her fantasy with you, isnt it great she can talk to you. It is strange that mine and your family consist of Aries, Leo and Cappy, but theres no Scorp in yours is there (thank God he says)!!

Sending Irish magic to you and healing to you Da, hope all goes well - keep the faith man

Love

posted July 19, 2005 03:15 PM         

Thankyou kind one for those lovely words, they went very deep - are you another Scorpio - you write like one!

God bless

posted July 20, 2005 02:18 AM         

Wow! you guessed it right!I am a scorpio female with a cappy moon and tauras ascendent.I had a different username till sometime back but changed it due to certain problems.Dunno wheteher you remember or not but you were one of those people who were a great help...

posted July 20, 2005 03:50 AM         

I do remember you and thanks for your words xx

Hi AG,

posted August 10, 2005 04:41 AM         

I just got a free astrology program, and was looking over it's version of my chart. I came across something it seems we were just talking about:

quote:

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(Regarding Mercury in the 7th House)
You may spend much time thinking about your relationship or relationships in general. Marriage may be quite often on your mind. You desire a marriage or business partner that provides you with mental satisfaction and challenge. A partner who challenges you mentally and one who helps you function on more of an intellectual level is what you are looking for and need. Their value is enhanced if they help you better adapt and more effectively communicate with others. The person who gives you a lively flow of ideas, ideas that challenge and test your own mental processes, one who brings out your best mentally, stimulates you in a way that others may not understand. Yet that is what you seek in a partner.

Your partner may be quick-witted, fluent, volatile, restless, high-strung as well as outspoken, argumentative, wordy and critical. Nervousness or mental imbalance may be present.

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Should have left out that last line. My Merc's in Sag, but it sounds as if a Scorp could fit the bill. What do you think?